Poltergeists Diary 12 - Sitting still and exhaustion.

Poltergeist

She is:

Exhausted.
Suspicious.
Slow.

The company:

Lady Bones, Virgil, Lacie.

Same, add Noelle and Walter.

Ladies night out! Haha!

*Imitates the sound of a train*

Ravenflight! I hadn’t seen her in ages!

This is what happens when Jester comes along.

The future? Haha

Fawns love a smelly stag to keep them warm.

Walter. I think this is the last time I saw you, old man.

Rowan, Noelle.

Emmmooo Heeerdddd.

Pride, Ravenflight.

Tatata, Kaoori, Virgil.

Esll, Virgil.

Virgil again.

And some chatting:

”And then there you are. Big, round, sickish, slow. That didn’t hold me down though. I spoke to Lady Bones, I wonder if I had ever before. She’s a nice woman. Virgil and Lacie joined later, and even later, so did Noelle and Walter. I believe even more deer joined the fun! We held a ladies night, erhm, yes, which didn’t go unnoticed by Walter. Whom later on fought Saosin because he came too close to the ladies.
Sigh. Fighting. What’s with you friggin stags.

When it seemed they weren’t going to stop, and Virgil had to put his thick head in, I decided to jump in as well and chase Saosin off. Sorry Saosin.. Not that I’m much of impressive, you should try pushing me, I’ll roll over. I’m serious.
Walter then decided maybe I should carry his child. I then informed him that was not going to be possible for a long while. He suggested an abortion. I refused.
Walter got distracted by Queze later. We tried cheering them on, didn’t work. Then the deer-train started.

Whoa, I just noticed how distant I am about this. Sorry.

Ravenflight found me again. Or did I find her? I informed her about my pregnancy, she seemed excited. I really love that girl, I wonder if she knows. She has supported me through everything, even when the male she loved choose me. She’s really amazing, I must inform thy.

Jester is a silly guy. That’s quite enough.

I met up with Darcy. I don’t really know him well, which is a shame. But he was still willing to play with me! We played with some fawns, and later on I think he tried to lead me to a group up the hill. But I got nervous.. I’m really scared lately.. I can’t run fast nor long, and if someone goes after me I’m sure I’m not going to make it on my own… I’m pretty happy to not have met Vasla in a long time…

We were sitting on Red hill, a shy fawn in the background. Virgil tried to guide him over, and as soon as we were all three sitting on the hill, it started to pour. Pour like crazy. I don’t like the rain, but the fawn seemed to panic even more. We ran after it as it fled into the oak, but it was too crowded there, so it soon fled out again. Poor little thing. We sat down near this tree, three fawns huddled up to Virgil.

He was wounded, but I didn’t want to come near at first. I know whom he had harmed, and that did not fall well with me. He may have been my friend for a long time, you don’t harm my friends without a reason. Especially not if your “reason” is sexual frustration damnit.
But I went over after a while anyway.. Maybe there was something saveable in him. The rain didn’t do him good, though, so as soon as the oak was less crowdy I helped him to get over there.
I’m still not sure… I’m sad that he’s gone, but, maybe he wasn’t to be saved after all. Maybe he was gone. I didn’t recognize him as the male I once cared for.
So in my eyes, that male did not die.

The monster did.

I was scared.. The rain makes me feel alone. I was glad both Rowan and Noelle didn’t mind keeping me company. They are both really kind, I hope they realize that. I may not always be able to show my gratitude..

Luckily when the rain had washed away, so had my bad mood. Virgil and I were playing silly games, as usual, and when Virgil found out he couldn’t be like Prancer from Santaclaus, we decided to tell the world. In the beginning it didn’t seem like anyone was willing to join us, but we got quite a scary big group in the end.. Heheh..
I also spend time with Pride, my cousin, and Ravenflight. Pride can’t stop talking about how eager he is to meet my fawns. He also told me he’ll be a good babysitter to them, which is really sweet. Ravenflight is also going to help me look out for them. I guess I could that.
Tatata, Kaoori and Virgil kept me company lately. I sure feel lazy, sitting around this much. Kaoori looked so hurt, I hope she feels better soon.. She didn’t’ deserve any of this. Such a kind, caring doe. Why did he behave like that.. Oh, well.. Nevermind. It’s all done now.

And there you have these two stags. They both had me worried, wounded like that. Still trying to act like nothings going on. You can’t fool a girl all the time, please. Virgil with his shouting combat with Saosin just this evening. Right. You know what, if you are going to get yourselves in trouble, I’ll make sure to punish you for it. Dang stags and their hormones.

You’re still really sweet though. Wish I could hit you on the head.”

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Yesterday's events will be in the next diary! This thing was already too big.