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Blackhoof's picture
I know this is stupid, and most of you will ignore it which is just fine.

And truly I find this post stupid and annoying myself.

But whatever.

I’ve been reading post about people who get tired of the spell data. And I know, it douse ruin the game in some way. But, however, if you ask me personally the game was ruined along time ago? I mean it’s defiantly changed, I mean, the deer is suppose to be use, not a separate being. And I know some of you will get mad and say “Oh whatever, just trying to start something and blah blah blah…”

I don’t care…It’s almost feels a nuisance to me also to constantly come up here and read drama things….I know, even my deer has drama. But in a way I think the drama more happens in the forest? Plus, I do drama things on one post so I won’t be constantly bothered with things.

Also, it’s not that I feel completely like the game has changed, but that…I don’t know things have changed? When I first saw this game my mind was exploding with love and excitement for such a game, one unique and not original. One special and not mediocre? But I regret the day I set foot on the post because it’s changed the way I have viewed this game completely.

Also, there have been people that have gotten on my ify note, but I’ll ignore that and I won’t even really mention it in this post. But, there is one thing I do find the most annoying. It’s like every time someone post a post like this someone either gets fussed at or booted of the site in some way like a dog. While other people get pats on the back and a “were here” or “Blah blah”.

And I guess I’m kind of jealous of that? I never really have gotten any comfort other than gasp and such. It’s not that I want attention it’s just because I want to be recognized! I want someone to say, Blah blah same old thing. But most of the time when I post as nicely as I can all I get is gasp? And I always feel like I got to yell and shout my brains out to many people to say this is what I think. And they don’t listen and make mistakes!

But I always feel ignored for some reason, and many of the times get the feeling many people don’t want me here. Like there putting a stamp on my head and pushing me into a box that I don’t want to go into?

Yes, you can say what ever you want. Which most aren’t going to say anything. But right now I guess I don’t care anymore, and I promise, even If I did leave nothing would change. But right now I’m not sure of anything and I guess you can just ignore this if you want, and I can go back to being quite once more. I’m sorry this was a mouthful and you can go back to gasping.

As usual I feel stupid for posting this...I might as well mention names anyway...
But pointing the finger never helps.... and most of you right now are probably saying oh god theres another annoying person...so I'll just shut up.

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Anzel's picture

Change happens. Solely do

Change happens. Solely do those who evolve to meet its ways, remain. The rest fall. :/ (lol, i pulled a darwin! *shot* sorry, couldn't help myself, hehe)

Honestly, I think that alot of people shouldn't come to the Community site. No offense meant towards ANYONE, but...you don't have to. And I spent a week away from here, and I felt fine. It was quite an easy decision.

I would have stayed away much longer, but I can't play the game, so all I have left is...chatting with friends :/ If I can ever play the game, I truly doubt I'll post as much. I might even slowly depart from this place, so that the forest might be the relief from reality that it is meant to be for many. But it's been many, many, many months, and I still can't play right. I can't know if I'm seen or not. I can't know...anything. The game isn't fun when you're all alone, every day, for months.

If you're going to point a finger at me, feel free. I just want to play the game. But I can't. So I'm stuck in purgatory until Michael does some server tests. If. :/ (no blame meant towards michael, i understand he's busy. i have barely mentioned my problems recently; i try to complain barely at all, for fear of sparking anger in someone else)
SilentOrosco's picture

I sort of feel the same

I sort of feel the same way.

When I first got here I was amazed at how open and kind the community was. But the longer I stayed the more I've seen people...become..I don't know... Just like every other internet community out there. It makes me sad.
jadine's picture

I know how you feel when it

I know how you feel when it comes to being ignored, Irealy don't post to these kind of posts any more because I've been yeled at for stupid reasons like spell data and cheets and stuff like that. but if it were not alowed then there wouldn't be a 'tips and cheets' forum ^^. If I don't feel welcom I just forget about it. I try to comment on most pictures to try and get a little noticed. I love it here, and I love the forest because of all the awsome friends on this site! So. my only advice is my own advice. Make your self noticed by saying what do you think? on the end of coments? this forces recognition, otherwise it seems rude to the person you commented too to not answer ^^. Good Luck Blackhoof <3 I hope you find peace. *end hippie talk*
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Foxfire9's picture

Yeah it has changed...even

Yeah it has changed...even though it wasnt that long ago that i signed up...
I have only one deer that is not "Me" really, but as I read diaries/blogs about deer, I noticed that there is so many that just seem...different? Cant tink of word...

It did also seem kinder and more welcoming at first. (I had fawns following me trying to play and even zombie deer running up to me to say hello.)
Now when I stop at the pond to sit around under the willows, I bow to say "Greetings!" to anyone else there and often dont get that much of a reply.
Kinda sad how things change...:'(

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Blackhoof, I am so sorry you

Blackhoof, I am so sorry you feel that way! I haven't been here long enough to know the canges that have been happening. I only see a few that bug me and there not that bad.... As for the whole comfort thing, I feel terribly responsible that I wasn't there when you needed me... I wish I could've been, because almost anyone here knows that I would give you a "we're here for you whenever you need us." post, should I have known you were sad or distressed... Things do change, sometimes for better or worse... But if it gets too bad, sometimes it gets better.

Sorry, and hang in their friend. I am here for you!!!
Mystress


Proud Founder of The Lightbringers
Kumiko's picture

I don't really know what

I don't really know what this place was like when it first started. I started playing the game in late April but I didn't get serious with the community until around may or later. When I joined, drama was already here. People already had mates and there were already fights and upset people...I figured it was just natural and that this was what people did here so I went along with my characters.

I know all too well what it's like to be ignored. I do not want to come off sounding harsh by my next couple of comments, but there's no other way to really word the things I need to say: It's very obvious as to who is really liked and popular and who isn't; even if that isn't the intention or the way people mean to come off as. I say this because you'll notice that same handful of people getting comment after comment on anything and everything they do while people who aren't quite as going or are fairly new seem to just stay underground.

What's ironic to me is that these are the same people who say to drop the drama and play with everyone in the Forest. Yet, like you said, some people are ignored here by the same people. Of course I'm not saying that everyone has to comment on everything anyone says, but when you see how one person gets a ton of sympathy while another person with a similar problem gets a "well that sucks for you", you can't help but feel that way.

I really would like to think that this is just a mixture of misunderstandings and impressions coming off wrong; this community is one of the better ones I have seen on the internet in awhile. I really hope that people don't think too highly of themselves to the point where they want to ignore or talk down to someone just because they've been around or have come to become very liked. It does seem like some people just can't really make a name for themselves though I would like to think that the only reason why they're still nameless is because they haven't put forth the effort to get noticed and not that someone is trying to hold them back or silence them.

But then again, I see the work that some people do and I do feel that some people don't get the recognition they deserve.

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Blackhoof's picture

Anzel: I know what you mean

Anzel: I know what you mean by changes happen, and I do understand
that clearly, but in many ways I wish it wouldn't. I've been through
already enough change in my life and sometimes its agrivating to see something
fade away once more. I hate to sound dramatic and such, but that is truely how I do feel.
And I don't point the finger at you Anzel. Out of anything, you've been one of the
people I have admired the most up here? Not sure why, but I think it's your
calm understandment....not sure...

Silent: It is sad, but in some ways this community can be different,
but in many ways, it's the same.

Jadine: That is true about the comment thing....gahahh! I'm so confused about
everything....I guess that would probably would be the best thing to do anyway,
just shrugg it off. But sometimes it can be alittle hard...but I will try.

CelticMystress: Don't worry CelticMystress, it really wasn't your fault
or anyone elses. I don't really know who to actually blame right now. I
probably should blame myself but I really don't know why? And really I hope you
never see any changes, because normaly (my personal oppinion) right now
things seem to seem shady in the changes...But don't count my word on it...
Right now I just need to blow some steam and some brain stuff.

Kumiko: You didn't come off harsh to me. And I understand what you
say perfectly. Many of the times when I see people get ignored theres
nothing much I can do. I don't know, maybe I do have some misunderstand
ment? But I need alot more knowledge to understand....And I guess it's best
to start as soon as possible....
Anzel's picture

Thanks...:/ I'm slowly

Thanks...:/ I'm slowly becoming more reserved here. I mean, I'm stating my opinions still, occasionally, but I'm hiding bits and pieces of myself. I often reread my posts after I post them and edit out any mention of my server issues, or I make it nearly invisible. And if I'm sad, I might post, and delete my topic later.

I wish change didn't occur, but...it does. Mean change. It happens when a dollar is placed in your new wallet and you eventually get tempted to spend it, and what do you get? Change.

*shot for the horrible, horrible pun* Laughing out loud

*nothing more to say because she doesn't remember what she could say in reply because she forgot what she did and didn't say and is too lazy to check*
Emiva's picture

:< I know exactly exactly

:< I know exactly exactly how you feel. When I first got here, yeah, people were nice. But I remember looking up to Darcy and being all 'wow he's so popular'. I dont know, maybe its like being a good artist and your popular? Most of the really good artists here are 'popular.'
Oh shoot. I'm using the popular term. Go ahead and critisize. I dont care.
I wish I never have joined this. I cant think of the countless times its made me really.... REALLY depressed. About what some people said.
I know what its like, and I try to respond to everything people say. It annoys me how there are different groups, you know? I'm not going to name them though. But there are definately 'outcast' kind of people, who dont mean or want to be.
Blackhoof, I consider you a really good friend. (I dont know if you consider me one, but whatever) and I have always admired you amazing art skills. GOD YOU ARE AMAZING.

What I've said doesn't really mean anything... ugh.

I'm sorry.


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~~Lightbringer~~
Anzel's picture

*pokes emiva* I must say

*pokes emiva* I must say something: I don't know when or anything, but you're a different person than you were around the time you started to get noticed alot. :3 It's a good thing. But trust me, you are quite, umm...well, let's just say that you get more fan art than anyone else x3 No offense meant, heh.
Emiva's picture

LULZ. I know. I used to be

LULZ. I know. I used to be really into it, but now, they just happen ^__^ I dont care anymore. I kind of grew out of it. They just... keep coming? D:

What do you mean by a different person?

Was I mean?



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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
~~Lightbringer~~
Anzel's picture

I just mean, you...grew up.

I just mean, you...grew up. Matured. Even if you, yourself, didn't notice, I did. Sorry if I offended you...*hides*

Awwe Anzel luvv! I'm happy

Awwe Anzel luvv! I'm happy your feeling better Anzel. Oh and Blackhoof! Just take it easy, and try to make TEF as good as you can, by ignoring the DRAMA, and not getting involved, and instead look for these outsiders and help them out! I will be right behind ya!


Proud Founder of The Lightbringers

Pretty much the same as

Pretty much the same as Kumio's story. I came, I saw, I did what the Romans did. I just figured that was what was done.

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Blackhoof's picture

Emiva: You do get alot of

Emiva: You do get alot of fan art, and truely I kind if find it kind of funny.
I always thought you should win an award or something XD. I've never
really thought Emiva as being an enemy or any such words, she's always been
one of the main deer I like to visit in the forest everyonce in a while.
Most of the time, I like to call this the art chain effect. When at least
five or more start to draw one persons character alot, others want to too.
Or in a way, when ever they draw a deer or something they think of that deer or thing that
that person may have drawn. Then it piles up and because more and more. And plus
I guess Emiva has such a crazy characteristic I guess it's hard not to?


Celtic: I've always tried to look for people like that. Others who feel
like no one sees them, but it's hard. Many of the times I meet them in
the forest and never see them again. Sometimes I see them, but when I
do, it's always so difficult to ever really find them. But many of the times, before I consider
doing any thing with drawing a deer or such, I consult on who I think
deserves some fan art and such. I do look hard, but like some say, if you
look to hard you'll never find what you're looking for.

Reven : I'm such a butt head half the time...I always
want to figure things out...I don't know... And right
now I'm confused....
Ephra's picture

I find it sad to see that so

I find it sad to see that so many of you feel left out here. I guess I am kind of well-known on the site but I'm not sure if I am part of the "popular" group you are talking about? I try to be welcoming to everyone, as I always have. I hope I haven't changed too much. Sad

If you are feeling left out in the game, please know you are always welcome to play with me. I can draw your deer, if that's what you want (although there is a bit of a congestion there.) I'm not sure what all I can do to help you become more popular though, I am only one person.

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Blackhoof's picture

Ephra don't congestify

Ephra don't congestify (funny word just thought of)
yourself. You don't have to draw a pic of me. I'm fine
where I'm at in the Endless forest "spot or place" or
what ever you want to call it. I was just trying to make
a point really.

And you haven't changed too much either, not by my standerds at least.
Your still, that nice deer that I've always known. Along time
ago you where the first person I met in the forest, and you still
are nice like you where then.

But to me, your not one of the people I was really talking about...
Even though you are popular, your almost by my standerds like a
peace maker almost. I'm not sure. But I don't think you've changed
too much.
Ephra's picture

I realized that I owe you a

I realized that I owe you a drawing anyway, and I have some free time now. I will make something for your deer Smiling

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