Has been spending the past day and a half recovering from birthing her first litter. Slowly coming to the realization that she is a mother now, and is constantly over-reacting over every small thing the pups do. Worried she will do something wrong, but also confident her mother will help in any way she can. Currently pampering her babies, and gushing over them with Lothaire every chance she gets.

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Awoke to a rude awakening of pain and utter horror of what the fuck is happening. Went into labor early before the sun even peeked over the ridge, plagued by contractions and confusion of what exactly is happening to her body, prone to snapping, even at Lothaire if he gets too close to her. So far nothing eventful has happened, though she's obviously giving in to instinct, which includes pushing, and continuous licking of her feet to try and distract her from the pain.

Hours went by before her efforts were rewarded, and the first bundle of fur was born, followed soon after by the second. Hardly had time between them to get settled before contractions kicked back up for another child. Miserable whimpers leaving her as her mother shuffled into the den, and the she-wolf sought comfort in her mothers grooming.

When all was said and done, four bundles rested at her side, curled between herself and her mother, who helped to create a bridge for the mothers extra limbs which rested over her mothers back to give the children room to nurse. Extremely exhausted, but grateful she still breaths and for her mothers devotion to helping her through it. Only after she insured no more would come did she let Lothaire near her and their children. Amused at her mother's reaction to this, but comforted the wolf with reassuring nuzzles and licks that it was fine, he should be there to see his newest family members.

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Growing more and more reluctant to leave the den, spending most of her days resting and cuddling up to Lothair when he is able to visit on his off time. Only ever leaving to quench her thirst, relieve herself, or stretch her legs, perhaps the occasional check up on her mother's now empty den.

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Returned to the forest late in the evening, a bundle of furs hanging from her jaws. Made way for the ruins to find that her mother and siblings were no where to be found. Panicked for a moment before trailing the scent down in the next valley. Settled at a tree for a while, eyeballing the same figure that caused so much issues the day prior. Uneasy with her staring and pacing, and waited for her to leave before approaching the den.

"The she wolf sticks her head slowly into the den, assuring the wolf mother within that it was only her. Within her maw is a bundle of gifts, wrapped in the layers of fur's she'd brought back. Slowly the bundle is set down, golden orbs peering at her siblings whilst her tail sways over her back. Wet black nose meets each pup, insuring they are doing well before the same nose pushes at the bundle, revealing an assortment of rabbit hides, each baring a gift inside, something she hoped they would cherish. A few licks are passed out before a gentle nuzzle to her mother, and with that she slips back out into the cold, plopping her self over beside the den entrance."

Lay there for some time, eventually dozing off in the faint beam of light from the sun, considered heading for her den, but had passed it earlier and found it occupied. A little distraught, not sure how to go about telling the strangers that she'd had all intentions of birthing there, and couldn't find it within herself to kick the children already there out.

Woke a short time later when something bumped into her, and was both elated and surprised to find the black pup, Hrafn, clinging to her. Whimpered happily as she clung to the pup gently, curling around him and giving him lots of kisses and cuddles to keep him warm. Enamored with.

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After some internal conflicts, finally decided she would part with the den, as much as she wanted to stay and absorb the puppy breath (♥). Was aware of Yvaine's accomplishments of the day, and waved her tail happily before returning the licks she was given. Figured now was as good a time as any since mom seemed to be on alert for moving puppies. Slid some nuzzles and kisses around the den to all puppies and mom before inching her way out of the den, taking great care not to step on any babies with her many legs. Alas she felt the fresh air and cold rain, spotting both As, and Kettu. Stopped by each one to give a friendly nuzzle in parting, and with one final glance at the den, wandered off to find her boyfriend in his realm, likely to return with gifts for the children when she does return.

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Sought out her mother in the early morning, settling near by as she noticed the amount of company that had gathered. Sat idly for a while until she noticed something was happening and before she could turn away, witnessed her mother bringing her newest siblings into the world. Panicked slightly, only due to the fact that it seemed like her mother was in a lot of pain, and realized that she was going to be going through the same thing, but after everything calmed down, was eventually elated to see the newest members of her family. Settled close by, flopping over like a beached whale while she investigated her newest siblings, giving a few small licks to each pup before nuzzling her mother, and grooming the she-wolf's face in congratulations.

Stuck around, lounging just outside the den, and honestly becoming soaked as the rain poured over head. Alas was invited in by her mother, and contently shoved her fat ass self on the opposing side of her mother, opposite of the puppies, curling her muzzle around her mothers forearms to watch as the balls of fluff slept. They were literally so goddamn cute, and she was extremely happy for her mother.

Woke later the next morning, slowly perking her head up to check the weather, and sure enough it was still raining. Turned her attention to a hetero-chromatic set of eyes and happily covered the small one in kisses, making very happy doge noises. Is making note of the little ones trying to stand, only to wobble back into the bedding. Silently eggs them on "YEW CAN DO ET.", only to smile softly when they stumbled back to the bedding. 'Some day lil sibs, some day.'

Was stunned when the only human faced pup crawled over Nad and came face to face with her, Smiled happily, and was greeted with a bout of laughter. Melted instantly, and made some cutsey goofy faces, only to have a miniature heart attack as the pup slid back over her mothers side. Checked her over to make sure she wasn't hurt before curling back up. Figured she would spend one last night in the den before sliding out to her own, leaving the new mother to her bonding time with the puppies.

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Spent her first Christmas with Lothair, and was pampered to the moon and back. Relished in his company and the lovely meal that was provided by Nigel. Growing more and more plump at her abdomen, largely pregnant.

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Has been keeping herself from the forest for too long, and so after bidding farewell to her boyfriend, and newly acquired kitten, slunk back to the forest to continue her nesting like behaviors. Has been pulling out some of her winter coat along her tail and stomach line, and creating a bed like 'thing' in the bottom of her burrow. Neatly placed a pelt over the fur and twigs and rested comfortably there for some time before returning to Lothair and Aleksia.

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Returned to the forest for a break from the human realm, and to also check up on familiars. Watched Kettu for a while, but she seemed to not take notice of the shewolf. Eventually wandered down toward the pond when a familiar scent reached her muzzle. Her pace faltered, and she decided to check it out. Followed the scent to a tree, where her golden eyes fell upon the form of someone vaguely familiar. Sonali. Her memories of the cub returned quickly and many soft whines were given as she paced around the tigress's tree. Eventually curled up along the side of the tree, as if she was unsure the tigress would remember her, but soon enough she was joined by the other, and many cuddles were given. Groomed her sleepily while clinging to her with her many legs.

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It's been several days since finding out that she is to be a mother, and within that time, word has spread quickly. Spent a day in the forest, most of it with Kettu, where she told the Kitsune of her recent news. Excited with it all, though worried about bringing it up to her mother. Has been avoiding her due to it. Returned to Lothair's home to get cleaned up. (Will be added onto as the RP progresses)