Battle of Prejudice; Aina

November 27, 2013 - 8:03pm — Rouda

25.01.2021

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Body; StableFeverish, not well. | Mind; StableOverwhelmed, flustered

Activity;
It had been a few hours since the silver doe had taken her last breath, letting her life slip away from her peacefully. She had just nursed her fawn and after, felt so, so tired and settled down by the fawn, just to close her eyes. Just for a moment.

The fever had been creeping up on her since the birth, her condition constantly getting worse and worse, but she didnt think much of it. Until she thought everything of it, but by that time it was too late. She knew what was to come and chose to spend her last moments with her son.

Where there is life, there is death. Her body cold, stiffness had already gone by and what was left was an utterly relaxed shell as her soul had moved on and into her son. The Splitface refused to leave her side, not understanding his mother was no longer, he let out loud bleats trying to gain her attention and get her to wake up. The arrival of Ceryn only made his cries louder as he tried to get him to join him, lets wake mother up. Please.

Eventually was carried to the Pond by Ceryn, and taken to the depths of the Pond to find her final resting place.

Name;
Aina, Pronounced A-ee-nah; Finnish origin, meaning 'always' or 'forever'

Identity;
True name is her own specified scent of fresh apple with a hint of cinnamon and grass, 'Lorrele'

Arrival;
Second offspring of Rae & Achilles, born 27.11.2013 alongside with her brother during wintertime, maturing rather quickly

Homeland;
Considered to be the Birch Forest, often frequents a blueberry spot she was born in, lurks near the Red Hill

Physique; ♣♣
Petite, slender grey frame decorated by white markings. Light green eyes light up the space wherever she is. A mix of White tail deer and Red deer with a hint of Irish elk in her.

Genetics;
Heir of a large and respected herd of the forest. Possible carrier of rare albinism or melanism genes, valuable individual from the aspect of genetics and keeping those mutations blooming.

Notable;
Suffered from Verbophobia, broke free. and slowly developing Athazagoraphobia, creator of Segolia

"...I wonder where you were made, beyond the stars molded carefully,

No matter what I'll face, there'll never be another you..."

Extended;
A hind born into a world equally ruled by feral instincts and human mindset has grown to be a wild animal able to moralize and empathise. Cherishes her family and herd beyond the words can describe and yet finds herself wandering alone as she wishes not to let others get close to her. In her early years found herself alone often times believing others did not wish to be near her causing her to have several abandonment issues. Very aware of her own personal space around strangers and does not look well if it is being invaded. Prefers to keep her little bubble to herself, as she ages she may create more or less cold demeanor to protect her privacy.

Even though her physical appearance lets others expect her to be an easy prey she is not the one to mess with. Feisty and headstrong hind can put off a good opponent in both physical or verbal fights. Holds her ground to the very end and is willing to kill or die for the things she believes in and treasures.

Unlike most of her kind she does not have a need to become a mother, enjoys her solitary lifestyle she chose as she parted from her family. Reasons for this remain unknown. Got pregnant during the rut 2015 by a stag named Oberyn, and in the Winter of 2016 gave birth to a son.

Heir of The Silverine Hind's herd she has followed the example from her Grandmother and Mother learning multiple ways to communicate through bodylanguage. Known to have a large scale of facial expression. Has chosen to remain mute even though today is able to speak without pain and torture she used to go through when speaking. Used to be haunted by a creation of her fickle mind, Segolia.

Roots;
Sasuda » Son
Bela » Son
Addler » Son
Vaara » Son

Rae » Mother
Achilles » Father
Skuller » Father

Nilo » Brother
Luso Lavien » Brother
Notus Noel » Brother
Raelle » Sister
Ronja » Sister
Faolan » Brother
Lyre » Sister

Kauna » Grandmother
Ehrune » Grandfather
Athena » Grandmother
Thanatos » Grandfather

Nicholas » Uncle
Kajo » Uncle
Naara » Aunt
Poika » Uncle
Rohan » Uncle
Rhona » Aunt
Svolnir » Uncle

Significant;
Virus » Safe haven, drifting?
Kei'Ali » Mentor. Gone.
Aurik » Godfather, Distant.
Oberyn » Father of Sasuda. Gone
Kalma » Faint memory
Ceryneitan » Father of Bela & Addler. Loved.
Woden » Father to Vaara

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November 27, 2013 - 8:06pm — TmA

Aww~

Aww~<3

Welcome to the Endless Forest, very cute little thing. <3

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By Cicadia and Jalawhey <3

November 27, 2013 - 8:06pm — LilyBlue

Mama track &hearts;

Mama track ♥

November 27, 2013 - 8:07pm — OrinocoFlow

Daddy track

Daddy track <3

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

November 27, 2013 - 8:23pm — Rouda

Thank you guyys. &hearts;

Thank you guyys. ♥

November 27, 2013 - 8:26pm — Waning-Sun

Brother track &hearts;

Brother track ♥

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Avatar by Meadow. Siggy © Shey & Squeegie

November 27, 2013 - 8:32pm — Rouda

Gonna get ya and beat ya up

Gonna get ya and beat ya up once I get uppp, bro. ♥

November 27, 2013 - 8:39pm — Silverfang

What a cutie! ;;

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November 27, 2013 - 8:47pm — Rouda

N'awww, thank youu. ;___; So

N'awww, thank youu. ;___; So happy I could play her.

November 27, 2013 - 9:38pm — Echosong

Track c:

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November 27, 2013 - 9:49pm — ems.

Baby &hearts;

Baby ♥

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_{Sig: Aihnna}

November 27, 2013 - 10:41pm — Rouda

Thank you guys for the

Thank you guys for the tracks. Means so much. ♥

November 28, 2013 - 4:54am — Sleepything

omg so adorable &hearts;

omg so adorable ♥

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adorable art by Tuoho! ♥

November 28, 2013 - 3:01pm — Rouda

Nnnn thankyouuu. ;__;

Nnnn thankyouuu. ;__; ♥

November 29, 2013 - 2:43am — Echosong

I think my Anja may have met

I think my Anja may have met her in the birch today.

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November 29, 2013 - 2:48pm — Rouda

Yep. I was wondering who that

Yep. I was wondering who that nice lady was. Aina was really pleased to have some company there.

November 29, 2013 - 7:05pm — Spider

EEEE. Such a pretty little

EEEE. Such a pretty little lady. ;u;

E; I'll have to go get dinner soon, so Helena might be unresponsive for a while.

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November 29, 2013 - 7:07pm — Rouda

Thank youuu. ;__; I adore

Thank youuu. ;__; I adore Helena's design so bad, just so you know. ♥

Is okay, I need to get ready soon to get out with ze girls so Aina will be kinda unresponsive too. (:

December 1, 2013 - 6:00am — OrinocoFlow

So since I can't make it on

So since I can't make it on when you're on...... I wanna start an rp ^^ so daddy can spend time with his baby girl <3 if that is ok

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

December 1, 2013 - 2:09pm — Rouda

Of course that is okay. Now

Of course that is okay. Now there is more time for me to be in tef since my hubby will be out of town for three weeks so hopefully we will get more in forest interactions as well.(:

December 2, 2013 - 7:32am — OrinocoFlow

Oh ok ;u; yes I hope we do :I

Oh ok ;u; yes I hope we do :I I'll be on vacation from the 5 - 14 so I won't be on too much during then but I will be on enough to do rps ;u; I want Achi to have as much bonding with her as Nilo as we can..even if for now it is just through rp ^^.

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The buck found his tiny girl in the tall grasses with sleeping Rae nearby. He smiled, missing seeing her even though it had been less than a few days. With a gentle nuzzle and a lick to her head he woke her, wanting to see those lovely little eyes and have her see him as well.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

December 2, 2013 - 12:03pm — Rouda

The small child was sleeping

The small child was sleeping like a log and yet she could sense someone approaching. She peeked from the corner of her eye to the direction of the approaching hoof beats. When the male was close she closed her eyes and played to be sleeping.
Aina felt the warmth of his father her fur stood up. Within no time she jumped up and wrapped her tiny front legs around his muzzle. Her eyes shining bright she smiled at Achilles.

December 2, 2013 - 11:48pm — OrinocoFlow

He laughed as she jumped and

He laughed as she jumped and "hugged" his muzzle."Well good morning Aina"he said blowing raspberries on her stomach in retaliation before nuzzling her warmly and giving her head a nice big lick. She was so energetic and lovely.Those tiny sweet eyes so full of love and innocence made him feel strong and made him want to be a good father to her. To love her, watch her grow and keep her safe from all the bad in this world.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

December 2, 2013 - 11:53pm — Raktea

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~<3

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Skuller » Starling » Yori

December 2, 2013 - 11:55pm — Poppyflower

Aah, how haven`t I already

Aah, how haven`t I already tracked this? ♥

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~Poppy~
Profile picture by ahimsa ♥

Pixel Wis by squeegie~

December 3, 2013 - 2:47pm — Rouda

The fawn opened her mouth to

The fawn opened her mouth to respond to his father but said nothing as the reality hit her. She had no clue what to say go him nor how to respond. Instead she let out a bright squeek. Aina stood on her fours again and looked up to her daddy. She would gently bite his leg and rush off. Play time, dad, play time!

Raktea; <3!!

Poppy; ffff, thank you for the trackers. <3

December 3, 2013 - 4:28pm — night654

Adorable.

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December 3, 2013 - 5:44pm — Rouda

Why thank you. (:

December 3, 2013 - 8:33pm — Kallonate

Tuut &hearts;

Tuut ♥

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December 3, 2013 - 8:37pm — Rouda

Piip. &hearts;

Piip. ♥

December 4, 2013 - 5:16am — OrinocoFlow

He laughed at her playful

He laughed at her playful energy but jumped forward when she darted off. He bound around her gently and nipped playfully at her ears and tail before rushing away to hide behind small trees and bushes for her to find him and continue their silly romps.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

December 4, 2013 - 7:23am — Rouda

So pleased that her father

So pleased that her father joined her goofing, she stuck her tongue out at him and grinned playfully. As he jumped, she jumped. Bouncing all over the place with her papa made her feel like she was the happiest little kid in town. Every now and again the fawn would stand on her hind legs and flap the front ones in the air in order to look scary.
When her ear and tail were nipped, she was slightly disoriented and so did not see where her dad went. She felt a teeny tiny panic raising its head but she stomped the ground and darted off to find her papa.

December 4, 2013 - 7:35am — OrinocoFlow

When she came near a bush he

When she came near a bush he poked his head out and blew into her ears before laughing and rolling on his side .He watched her, eyes shining. It was his little girl. He didn't care at all if his blood may not be in her veins. They were his. He was theirs. He loved her and her sister with all his heart mind and soul. "Aina I love you"he said sweetly before nuzzling her nose with his own.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

December 4, 2013 - 9:28am — Rouda

Aina had to shook her head

Aina had to shook her head when Achi blew into her ear. It tickled and she let out a sound close to a giggle. The fawn would jump on top of him and curl into a ball there, snuggling into his fur. She did not understand everything others said to her but that thing she new. "Ai luv.." she began to respond but a cold shiver stopped her. The shiver was followd by a sharp sting on her chest. She pressed her body tighter toward him.

December 4, 2013 - 6:37pm — Tuo

Pentu.

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December 4, 2013 - 6:58pm — Rouda

Fossiili.

December 5, 2013 - 6:46am — OrinocoFlow

He smiled and then worry

He smiled and then worry covered him as she seemed to flinch at something. Gently he placed her to the ground next to him then curled around her tightly making sure she was warm. With the gentleness of a doe he groomed her , giving her a massage to calm what ever it was that had harmed her. Hopefully it wasn't too serious but he was going to make sure he kept a close eye on her for now.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

December 5, 2013 - 12:57pm — Rouda

Her panic faded away as fast

Her panic faded away as fast as it had lifted its head up. The affection and protection her father gave her made her feel something beyond happy and safe. However in the back of her mind she wondered what the hell it was about, the odd feelings. The fawn shrugged it off soon enough and focused on being cuddled. A wide smile appeared upon her soft, young features. Aina would lick her father's nose briefly.

December 6, 2013 - 6:40am — OrinocoFlow

He laughed at her tiny lick.

He laughed at her tiny lick. She was so sweet. So loving. and each time she looked at him with those shining eyes full of joy and love he didn't feel sad anymore. These fawns loved him with a love he only dreamed of since being very young. They depended on him. "I promise you Aina. I will never leave you...I will AlWAYS be your father"he said knowing she wouldn't understand. But the conviction and pure love in his voice he hoped would get through to her.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

December 6, 2013 - 10:32am — Rouda

Fawn's love was

Fawn's love was unconditional, they were unable to judge yet. At least Aina still was, she loved both of her parents with her whole heart. "Aawaais faathrr! Nnnngghh...!" Her expression was genuine, full of happiness and trust. But then it happened again, a sharp pain lashing through her body followed by feeling of sickness. Her ears were soon pressed against her head and she had curled into a ball.

January 7, 2014 - 9:07am — OrinocoFlow

He laughed at her voice but

He laughed at her voice but when she showed pain he immediately curled about her and pressed his head to hers."Shh.shh it is alright darling you don't have to speak anymore"he said slowly and gently. He hated seeing her get like this and didn't want to bring her any more pain. "Its ok "he repeated over and over.
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miss talkin to you and this little lady ;u;

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

January 7, 2014 - 3:52pm — Rouda

It was comforting that her

It was comforting that her father understood where the pain was coming from, what was causing it. She huffed lightly and pressed her forehead against his chest, rubbing it gently. If there was one place on earth she could feel comfortable and loved it was right there by her father.

// Aww, me too! It's been a while again. I really hope to catch you in SKype soon. :'> ♥

January 7, 2014 - 8:20pm — OrinocoFlow

He smiled and groomed her

He smiled and groomed her softly and every now and then told her that 'it would be alright' in his deep fatherly tone. He felt filled to the brim with pride while sitting there with his daughter. He vowed to never let her down. He only hoped he'd be able to uphold that promise to her somehow.

// Yes I agree ;u; I miss talkin and playing with you and Achi misses his baby girl ^^

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

January 8, 2014 - 2:46pm — Rouda

After a long period of

After a long period of snuggling to his chest the fawn decided to climb up to her favorite spot in the whole world, his father's back. From up there she could see everything there was to see, he was much taller than she was so it opened a new world to her to see things so far up. There she would rub her nose against his back with the same rhythm as used when saying I love you, dad. It was a poor attempt at communicating without words and with touch instead but one day she'd find away to tell him that.

January 8, 2014 - 8:26pm — OrinocoFlow

He laughed softly as she

He laughed softly as she clambered onto his back. Achilles had no protest to this. The small fawns could do as they pleased as far as he was concerned as long as he was involved and they did not harm themselves. When she nuzzled him he understood the gist of it and gave her a gentle kiss on her cheek in a silent 'I love you too'. He hoped that one day this pain with speaking would subside as he knew she'd have a lovely voice. But if it never did that was alright. Sometimes words fall short of what one truly means and silence is the loudest voice of all.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

January 8, 2014 - 8:59pm — Rouda

One day the fawn may speak if

One day the fawn may speak if only she was strong enough to defeat Segolia on her own game. But that would need time, patience and most of all strength and will power. For now Segolia was a imaginary friend, someone Aina trusted and listened to. Would she see her in a different light one day? That is still uncertain. For now she is bound to her, loyal to her and Segolia is her very best friend.

The fawn squeaked quietly, she was happy that her message got through. Now she would know that there was a way to communicate with her father at least. And that made her overwhelmed and happy.

January 9, 2014 - 1:58am — OrinocoFlow

He laughed at her joy and

He laughed at her joy and smiled to show her how very proud he was. At least something brought her joy and not pain. It was all he wanted for his baby girl.

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

January 9, 2014 - 11:50am — Rouda

Baww. He is an amazing

Baww. He is an amazing father, I tell you. Amazing. ♥

January 10, 2014 - 5:37am — OrinocoFlow

Heehee ;u; well he tries.

Heehee ;u; well he tries. After all he's been through he gives them his all. His daughter and son are pretty awesome kids

that helps

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

January 10, 2014 - 12:14pm — Rouda

Ooohhh. Wait them to reach

Ooohhh. Wait them to reach their teenage years. I have a bad feeling shit will hit the fan then. Cause kids are difficult then. And arrogant. And stubborn. Heh. c:

January 10, 2014 - 12:38pm — OrinocoFlow

haha XD oh he will understand

haha XD oh he will understand that age lol I have a feeling Aina will be just like her mother. A tough lady XD

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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

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Battle of Prejudice; Aina