The only thing [Eira] we have to fear is fear itself~{ArtworkNeeded!}

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The only thing to fear is you
Vital statistics
Physical: 60% - Starving, immune system dangerously low
Mental: 90% -Starting to really get a hold on the fear, can control it
Emotional:Nauseous, dizzy

If I know one thing that's true, it's that I'm never leaving you.

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December 7, 2013
Woke up after a long long sleep. The first thing I noticed was how cold it was. Then a great horror filled me. She was here. I wasn't....afraid though. I was almost...Comforted by this horrible presence. I could barely walk. I was starving, and the cold chilled my core. All I smelled was strangers. The world began spinning spinning spinning. I ended up falling back down on my butt. I rolled on to my back and was instantly overwashed with comfort. Someone else was coming...The only thought I could grasp who this someone is was...Bear ears? Lay there like that for a long time. I had a new feeling that washed over all the others...Impending doom.






Previously
November 13, 2013
Woke up, feeling off again. Found bunny Zash curled up against a doe. [Daae] Sat on the other side of the tree. Soon left and ran around before hiding in some tall grass. Each second, the feeling that something bad was going to happen. It could happen at any moment. Something wicked....but not wicked. My mind felt it was going to explode with the feet of trying to unravel my feelings. Eventually I gave up and fell asleep.
I woke up in a cold sweat, jolting up. I had the most horrible dream, but I didn't remember what. It felt like I was missing the answer to all my questions. Found an alone Zash. Settled down with him, beginning to calm down.



Biography
Name: Eira
Nickname: Eir
Gender: Female
Age:A innocent age of 17
Species:Appears to be a normal deer
Orientation: Confused, unwilling due to recent events
History:Her mind couldn't hold all these emotions and so it shoved out her personality and past to give more room for the greedy fear.
More:In reality, Eira's condition would be called a extreme case of panphobia. She can not see the real world due to the strange blindfold covering her eyes, but she creates a whole terrifying world in her mind. The trees reach for her. Shadows consume her. Everything is terrifying. She can see where she is and who's with her, but she sees her worst nightmares. She is basically the creator of fear itself. Whatever stroke of fear happens in the forest is used from her. You use her fear as your own. The forest is a naturally peaceful place, so all this fear is building up inside her, never getting used. We all know how fear can change you..... World.
Upppdddaaaate:Eira's fear has weakened drasticlly, and her ability is beginning to take shape in other forms. So far:
~Notices changes/moods in the forest
~Has dreams that contain deeper meanings
~Able to shift vision from her world to reality


Appearance
Size: 18
Set: W.I.P
Overall:Grey eyes. Black cloth is covering eyes, but it's beginning to fall off. *gasp* No human face. Petite. blue-grey pelt. black tipped ears. hooves tipped blue. claw protrudes from one hoof.



Personality
~Naive~Depressed~Anorexic~Kind~Clingy~Akward~Shy~Curious~Low attention span
~Trusts anyone whos friendly to her
~easily falls depressed all it takes is a little push
~Anorexic, similar to depression
~Is overall very kind
~One she knows someone, instantly clings to them
~Will put others before her in a blink of an eye, feels unimportant
~Very shy, will not approach strangers, makes friends when they approach her
~Has no idea what to do, hates awkward situations
~Easily trusts others, emotions get the best of her
~Things easily captivate her

Friends
---: Matthew-One of first people she met-things seemed to be mended between them-Guards emotions around due to recent events but is beginning to let down wall a bit more each meeting-will seek out
Zash-One of the first people she met-finds him kind-sees some of herself in him-Is not as awkward around him-Looks for

Acquaintances
---: Just met.

Enemies
---: I hat'chu.



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Basiclly completed, will add

Basiclly completed, will add more as time goes on. ^.^

CSS added

CSS added
SoliloquyChryseis's picture

Glad you figured it out Is

Glad you figured it out Laughing out loud

Is she a human faced deer?

Oh, yeah. Forgot about that

Oh, yeah. Forgot about that part, will add it in. It took me awhile to change the colors, but I finally got it. She's growing fast in my head, already have a plot line. lol
SoliloquyChryseis's picture

Awesome also wanted to add,

Awesome Laughing out loud

also wanted to add, is she 18 on this chart? https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/56744169/permanent/hjortstorlekar_frg-1.png

I just noticed she is 4, human years or deer years? just makes a better understanding as to how big she is build wise.

Hmm never thought about that.

Hmm never thought about that. What are the deer years compared to human years?
SoliloquyChryseis's picture

People go about it in

People go about it in different ways. My fawn, Tea, is a permafawn, but she has the mentality of a 10 year old girl. My other fawn Helios, while his body is that of a few month old Caribou, I out him at the human mentality of a very young baby who is just learning how to talk. It depends really, anything goes xD Though I would say you could have a 4 year old deer be in their 20's or 30's. Some people just put their human age and don't bother putting a deer age. That's kinda what I do. Just choose "adult teen or fawn"< and then have an age that coincides Smiling

Ahhh ok, I edited it to 17.

Ahhh ok, I edited it to 17. Smiling And yes, she is 18 on that chart, I need to put the size as that link.
SoliloquyChryseis's picture

Ok cool ^^

Ok cool ^^
Waning-Sun's picture

Awe, poor baby. I apologize

Awe, poor baby. I apologize for thinking her a fawn, that's completely my bad for not checking the map.

She's an interesting little girl, glad to have met her!
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Oh that's fine, it's an easy

Oh that's fine, it's an easy mistake. It seems things that are already "scary" don't get transformed. Eira will be on the look out for Zash. ^.^
0baf0's picture

The deer accompanying Eira

The deer accompanying Eira yesterday was my stag Matthew! I hope she didn't mind... He likes to sit with deer who apear to be alone. Smiling
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Eira didn't mind at all! ^.^

Eira didn't mind at all! ^.^ She enjoys the company when everyone isn't the dreadful Nightmares. I'll edit it to say Matthew. Smiling
Hadou's picture

tracking ;u;

tracking ;u;

My first offical track.

My first offical track. Laughing out loud Thank youuuuu!

Mmmm, I need some advice from

Mmmm, I need some advice from my advisors. ^^ I'm making an update right now, and suddenly this question sprung up on me. Are my updates too long? I've seen a lot of bios with a summary of what happened that day. With Eira I have to describe a lot of things, but I def could make the updates shorter. Thanks!
ZakuroToshino's picture

I think long updates are ok.

I think long updates are ok. I always wanted my updates to be long, but my English is not good enough to write this much. Don't worry Smiling
0baf0's picture

I truly enjoy reading your

I truly enjoy reading your updates! Eira's perception of the forest is so interesting. (The doe sitting with them most of the day was Stymfalia. And I don't think it was Aurik who danced with them, but I'm not sure.) Smiling
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Thanks you guys! I'll edit

Thanks you guys! I'll edit the post when I get back on the computer. Smiling
Aquilo's picture

Track! &hearts; She sounds

Track! ♥

She sounds interesting. I'd like for my Anker to meet her sometime soon after I get his bio back up (he was revamped a little). c: If you're up for it, I mean.~
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That would be awesome! She

That would be awesome! She needs some more people in her life. Warning: She's a little sensitive right now, but it shouldn't be a big deal.

The internet really likes

The internet really likes messing with me today. So...Something happened to the css and nothing is working. xD Keep or redo?
Waning-Sun's picture

The last half of her updates,

The last half of her updates, did you crash there for a while? I didn't see her for the last couple of things.
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Hmmm, i don't believe so.

Hmmm, i don't believe so. Since you didn't see her, I'll just remove that last bit.
Waning-Sun's picture

Not saying she couldn't have

Not saying she couldn't have been there(I am zoned out half the time my characters are in game) I just don't remember him moving away from her. I know he wouldn't have done that on purpose. If he did that would have been my fault.
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OrinocoFlow's picture

hi there the tiny pink doe

hi there Smiling the tiny pink doe with zash was his adopted daughter Yara ^^ my character
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

Yes, I finally knew this for

Yes, I finally knew this for once! Map loves me today. It's a very rare occurence! ^^ Thank you for telling me. Would be incredibly helpful if the map was not working today.
OrinocoFlow's picture

You're welcome I need to

You're welcome Smiling I need to play her more often ^^ she needs more friends lol glad she could meet your girl even if but briefly
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis