[III] Guilty

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Part one
Part two
[III] Guilty
Part four




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He had been put to shame for what he had done before in his life.
For everything he had later found a reason for, for what he had already started to slowly forgive himself.
All this was now ruined by the painful reminder about the things he could not change.
The way he had been found, lied to, left and later not even spared a glance towards.
What was there to even fight for after remembering there wouldn't be anything?
He was nothing but a thorn in the flesh, not to be touched, not even like the others, what they called
"normal."

The buck did not recall when was the last time he had cried.
Tears were shed in vain for those who did not deserve them, he had been once told.
But now he did not even remember who once told that to him.

He might have actually been crying for the fact that he was forgetting...
Those tears falling into the depths of the darkness were pieces of him, dripping away one by one.

He was slowly losing the rest of himself to the Nightmares.


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Third part of Nidhem's plot.
This one was was a hard one to do, not only because my little boy is suffering so... but because it's extremely hard to actually explain how these things the nightmares are saying to him really affect him.

He has a VERY complex mind even if he might not look like it or feel like it in basic roleplays. Only a few players and characters have gotten deep into him. One reason I felt the need for this plot. To explain he is not a sweet little miniature buck with a missing leg.
All those features hold a long story behind them. During these 2 years he has been in the forest he has gone through a lot, and he's constantly developing. He'll never make my interest towards him fade.

The next part will most likely be the one where people can participate. And for the sake of Nidhem, I really hope people do.

Thank you for viewing.


Darling Nidhem, ;; Gosh it

Darling Nidhem, ;;
Gosh it hurt to see him that way. You did so well with his posturing and expressions too. Really well done.
And the Nightmares are asses >C
riddledrhyme's picture

I really enjoyed reading

I really enjoyed reading these c:
can't wait for the next part! ^^
LostintheEcho's picture

All the feels

All the feels ;______________________; this is amazing but so upsetting at the same time

I really wish I had known him for longer than I have done. Can't wait to see the next part <3
Sigi by Wake

HB's picture

Ughh this is amazing. The

Ughh this is amazing. The song suits just perfectly, gives it a little disturbing feeling.
I love how shocked Nidhem looks in the last full body piece, little cripple.. can't wait to see these guys beaten. :|
Kohva's picture

Oh god that song fits this so

Oh god that song fits this so well that it's almost unreal. The mood and athmosphere in this is just stunning. o_o

Poor Nid. ;_;
Snowsauria's picture

Oh no, poor Nidhem, it's

Oh no, poor Nidhem, it's heartbreaking to see him cry. ;_;
But this plot is really interesting.
Kallonate's picture

I feel like a horrible person

I feel like a horrible person for enjoying the fact this makes people feel something. Since it's the point of it, it's intented to do that. So I've succeeded. ;u;

Thank you for the feedback. The baddies will get their butts kicked sooner or later.
RikkaChan's picture

Whaaa, oh my gosh. ;u; The

Whaaa, oh my gosh. ;u; The music fits with this perfectly; I could practically feel almost all the emotions through this. The art, of course, is terrific. Lot's of love for this, though my heart aches for Nidhem. :c
Kallonate's picture

Next part!