It has been a few days since I've been back home... but I just know have regained consciousness, though I've been in and out for days... I feel better, though I'm sure I have been permanently scarred, my left eye and front left leg will always carry the memories of that forest. I can not walk like I used to, though my eye site is fine, the scar on my eye is cosmetic, though my leg is not. The creators have put me through several tests, and examinations, I'm fine, I will live, and I will return to this forest... I'm not sure when. They say that when she is about to birth the first second generation hybrid, I will return. This of course is all rumored...
I feel tired still, worn out, but my rage has not left. I feel the tension in the chest, the burning hatred of all things in that forest. I never want to see her again, she only brings pain, and made me fail. Though, I still executed the crucial part, there will be a third of our kind.
I am still uncertain if when it is born, if I will bring it back, and her, to the creators, I am certin they will have a close eye on her and the spawn either way.
It is still my duty, my FATE to protect it, and her, so I will not fail them, I will carry out my destiny, and not let my anger and disgust get in the way of this, I will not allow it. I will not allow anyone to get in my way.
I can not fail.