Aria approached the stag whose scent had been all over her baby. "Excuse me"she said her voice soft and gentle as she approached him."I'd like to speak with you concerning my daughter"she said hoping to not get an angered reaction. That is the last thing she needed.
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I was wanting to let you know that it is not my intention for her to ignore irie in game. Since I can't be in game all the time it just seems that way but in my mind she is with her 24/7 and cares for her even though I am not there...I just hope she doesn't gain enemies for something I can't control ^^;
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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
((Haha it's okay ... it seems there was a heavy communication problem between 'fawn player' and 'mama player' in this case. I only learned about your situation myself this morning... and i thought there was some sort of communication between the players of the 'family members' as well ^^
you see i only can let my character react to 'what he sees' so... to what the fawn-player creates with their character, in this case Iriea was always described as lost, hungry and even 'starved' (i just quote the bio here)
i a sorry if this leads to a mess... but yea that's what jack 'sees'... you don't need to be affraid she would gain him as an 'enemy' or something, though... he is a grumphead, yes but 'family' is holy to him, for reasosn. See this as interesting interaction \o\ ))
The white lifted his head, ears perked forward. For a moment he just stared at her, a deep frown on his face... then suddenly a grin split his lips. "Ahh... see, see... the long lost mama..eh?" he simply said, before he fell silent again, just had a closer look at her, memorizing her looks and signs... most likely for the next time he should find a run-away-fawn...
ok yeah because Rhhya and I have different timezones as well its that much harder for me to get on XD so sometimes I ask the players to just assume she cares for them for that reason but I understand that Rhhya can get bored and needs something. At the same time it is kinda hard to keep up XD. But hopefully Aria can explain herself and come to a compromise :3/
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She nodded , "Yes...I am a new mother and Irie is very free spirited...she loves me I know and she is so smart but she will not listen...she is very much like her....father"she said looking away for a moment. "My son is fed because he stays near me at all times...I try sir I do..."aria felt herself feel a little lost as to what to say."I want you to know sir that I love my darling more than you know. I worry each time I wake up and she is not there. You were the strongest scent on her and that is why I came to find you."she shifted her weight hoping this stag was at least kind."You...do not harm her do you?" she said wondering what he'd say or do.
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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
His eyes, first resting on her moved off her more and more while she spoke, In the end he had lowered his head aside and to the ground, ears helt backwards. The doe couldn't know how painful those words where, how they tore at the barriers in his mind... son and daughter just like his... but they where different, yes? Son was the brave, daughter was...
He shook his head, shifted his weight... he barely could withstand the need to dig his teeth into his own leg, to cause some pain that would stop those thoughts...
Her last words, though seem to let him snap back into reality. "Would never harm a child!" he snapped at her and stomped down with his hoof, harsher than intended... he shook his head again, turned his face of her once more a nervous grin on his face. "Would... never..." he repeated, much more silent than before. "would... die.... before harming... or see one harmed..." again he shook his head, moved it down to his leg... just a bite... he lifted it again... no.
She sunk back her own ears flattening. Lowering her head in an attempt to show how sorry she was,"Im sorry so sorry! I don't know you I..I am sorry"she said feeling as if tears were going to form but she pushed them back, she needed to be strong. "I am very new...I need help...I don't know what to do....I don't have a mate....it is so hard to watch after them"she said fighting the urge to cry."I am so so so sorry"she said hiding her face again. The tears won out and began to push out of her eyes. Her feelings of remorse, of ruining everything starting to sink in all over again. She hurt everyone she loved and now she was hurting her own children. "I am grateful that you watch her when I am not around"she said faintly,"I do look...but sometimes my son is weak..he is smaller than his sister and if he cannot move I don't want to leave him alone....I call for her..but she does not come"she said finding that she shook slightly from his snapped comment.
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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
The white shook his head again, ears falling flat agains his head when he noticed what he had caused with his unability to controll himself... again. The stress seemed to put him into a constant movement now, shiftig weight from hoof to hoof, a painful look on his face. "Sei still sei still sei still!" He groaned, let out a nervous chuckle. "Shut it.. no... hehe... d... can't hear that... no don't want!" he made a few steps backwards, then he circled in place, quickly his head shot down to sink is teeth into his foreleg... he sighed... pain... soothing pain...
A moment after this he faced her again "No..." he started again, calmer, though it seemed to take strenght to speak like that. "No.. sorry... yes...? Is.. good... don't even want to hear about, yes? Can't... take..." another nervous chuckle escaped his throat, he stopped it with a headshake. "... will... look after child... when see it...always do... have to yes?" he paused again, another painful look appeared on his face. If at least words wouldn't refuse to leave his tongue. He cursed himself in thoughts. "Will protect your child, when it's around, yes? Have to... have to do with every... but can't do more... heh no..." he paused again, slowly he seemed to calm down again, nervousness fading. "Look at me, cow... i'm not good yes? Not even deer... Child... shouldn't be around me... no... not for long..."
She looked up, ignoring the word 'cow' that he used. "You are kind to watch her and I am very thankful to you for that. I do not think you are bad. I...I know bad and though you seem strange to me you are kind enough to watch my daughter..."She shuffled her hooves hoping that she can get her point across without being misunderstood. "I will try my hardest to watch her closely. I will speak to my family as well requesting more aid from them so you do not have to watch her" She bowed her head low to show further appreciation. "Again I thank you...I feel like I am a horrible mother, my own mother was wonderful and I've tried to be like her but I always mess up...but I try please believe me I try"she said looking directly at him.
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Sorry about my posts, she is so very shy and recent events make her feel rather bad when she messes up with something. So she is unsure what to say .
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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
The white moved again, nervousness returning when she spoke again. This time he didn't try to hide this gesture, reached down for his leg again, dug his fangs into the scarred skin... again soothing pain...
He let out a sight. "Youre... too naive... cow..." he mumbled, licking the blood from his lips, before he slowly lifted his head again. "You don't know me... heh.. don't even know my name..." he shook his head again, started to move around once more, casting hasty glances at her. "Hehe..is... is first... you say...? Hehe... first... is always hard... worries all the time..." he swallowed, once again there was this painfull look, he stopped in place, fangs digging into his own skin again. "Nein... stop this... "
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((haha its fine... it's just that this is exactly the topics and situations that triggers highest stress and emotional pain for him xD he isn't able to keep up a normal conversation like that, without going nuts.))
Aria nodded. She was naive."You are right...I have a problem trusting every one I see"she said shuffling her hooves yet again. "What would you have me do then? My daughter seems to enjoy your presence and in my absence she clings to you more than I. I could instruct her to not go to you, I could try and watch her but she would still run to find you...." she worried that she would further anger him with this statement but she had no idea where to go from here.
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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
"Wouldn't help..." he agreed... moving around again, trying to release his nervousnes through pacing. "Still.. try..." he mumbled, continuing his pacing, trying to focus on the pain in his foreleg.
"Watch her... " he finally said. "Will bring back to you... when runs off... if I can't find you... " He stopped his pacing again, shook his head once more. A constant shiver ran over his body now. He surely would charge at some trees as soon as the doe would have left him again... releasing the stress into attacking and self harm. "Will always protect, yes?" he stepped closer to her, lowered his head to her eyelevel "But never blame me when get hurt anyways, yes?"
The doe shook when his eyes were level with hers but she nodded,"Of course, I will do my best to watch her. And I will not blame you. I know you cannot be there all the time for her"she said taking a step back."I apologize for my intrusion"she said bowing low then turning to rush off.
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You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
He stared after her, watched her leaving, frozen in place for a moment. When she was out of sight, his eyes where lowered down, his head turned until he could see the fresh bites on his legs.
He had a bad feeling about this.
Trackingg.
I love the layout and the colours used, especially in the amazing art up there.
He's been one of my favourite characters for quite a long time, his personality and the way you portray him stands out; he's really unique.
I am always happy to hear this. He is very, very special to me... and one of my fears is to 'screw something up' with him by terrible roleplay or writings. Reading something like that, though tells me i do him justice enough, though...
*raises hand* I didn't want
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dirty boys...
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Walter....
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how could you...?
Jack: *pokerface*
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"That's not me, yes? My ass is more floof." *more pokerface*
((xD and i have exact the same screens... from a different angle.))
Seriously, the moment I
'I can die in peace now, I
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bwaha and i didn't notice
Aria approached the stag
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I was wanting to let you know that it is not my intention for her to ignore irie in game. Since I can't be in game all the time it just seems that way but in my mind she is with her 24/7 and cares for her even though I am not there...I just hope she doesn't gain enemies for something I can't control ^^;
~ C.S. Lewis
((Haha it's okay ... it seems
you see i only can let my character react to 'what he sees' so... to what the fawn-player creates with their character, in this case Iriea was always described as lost, hungry and even 'starved' (i just quote the bio here)
i a sorry if this leads to a mess... but yea that's what jack 'sees'... you don't need to be affraid she would gain him as an 'enemy' or something, though... he is a grumphead, yes but 'family' is holy to him, for reasosn. See this as interesting interaction \o\ ))
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The white lifted his head, ears perked forward. For a moment he just stared at her, a deep frown on his face... then suddenly a grin split his lips. "Ahh... see, see... the long lost mama..eh?" he simply said, before he fell silent again, just had a closer look at her, memorizing her looks and signs... most likely for the next time he should find a run-away-fawn...
ok yeah because Rhhya and I
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She nodded , "Yes...I am a new mother and Irie is very free spirited...she loves me I know and she is so smart but she will not listen...she is very much like her....father"she said looking away for a moment. "My son is fed because he stays near me at all times...I try sir I do..."aria felt herself feel a little lost as to what to say."I want you to know sir that I love my darling more than you know. I worry each time I wake up and she is not there. You were the strongest scent on her and that is why I came to find you."she shifted her weight hoping this stag was at least kind."You...do not harm her do you?" she said wondering what he'd say or do.
~ C.S. Lewis
His eyes, first resting on
He shook his head, shifted his weight... he barely could withstand the need to dig his teeth into his own leg, to cause some pain that would stop those thoughts...
Her last words, though seem to let him snap back into reality. "Would never harm a child!" he snapped at her and stomped down with his hoof, harsher than intended... he shook his head again, turned his face of her once more a nervous grin on his face. "Would... never..." he repeated, much more silent than before. "would... die.... before harming... or see one harmed..." again he shook his head, moved it down to his leg... just a bite... he lifted it again... no.
She sunk back her own ears
~ C.S. Lewis
The white shook his head
A moment after this he faced her again "No..." he started again, calmer, though it seemed to take strenght to speak like that. "No.. sorry... yes...? Is.. good... don't even want to hear about, yes? Can't... take..." another nervous chuckle escaped his throat, he stopped it with a headshake. "... will... look after child... when see it...always do... have to yes?" he paused again, another painful look appeared on his face. If at least words wouldn't refuse to leave his tongue. He cursed himself in thoughts. "Will protect your child, when it's around, yes? Have to... have to do with every... but can't do more... heh no..." he paused again, slowly he seemed to calm down again, nervousness fading. "Look at me, cow... i'm not good yes? Not even deer... Child... shouldn't be around me... no... not for long..."
She looked up, ignoring the
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Sorry about my posts, she is so very shy and recent events make her feel rather bad when she messes up with something. So she is unsure what to say .
~ C.S. Lewis
The white moved again,
He let out a sight.
"Youre... too naive... cow..." he mumbled, licking the blood from his lips, before he slowly lifted his head again. "You don't know me... heh.. don't even know my name..." he shook his head again, started to move around once more, casting hasty glances at her. "Hehe..is... is first... you say...? Hehe... first... is always hard... worries all the time..." he swallowed, once again there was this painfull look, he stopped in place, fangs digging into his own skin again. "Nein... stop this... "
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((haha its fine... it's just that this is exactly the topics and situations that triggers highest stress and emotional pain for him xD he isn't able to keep up a normal conversation like that, without going nuts.))
Aria nodded. She was
~ C.S. Lewis
"Wouldn't help..." he
"Watch her... " he finally said. "Will bring back to you... when runs off... if I can't find you... " He stopped his pacing again, shook his head once more. A constant shiver ran over his body now. He surely would charge at some trees as soon as the doe would have left him again... releasing the stress into attacking and self harm. "Will always protect, yes?" he stepped closer to her, lowered his head to her eyelevel "But never blame me when get hurt anyways, yes?"
The doe shook when his eyes
~ C.S. Lewis
He stared after her, watched
He had a bad feeling about this.
((~thank you for the rp ^^))
Sorry I had to go so soon.
<3
hah yes, figured xD... msn
i think jack would have thrown a few insults today |D <3
looks like my computer still
aah really a shame... too bad
maah, I am sure there will be a next time. 8|
suspects some weird kind of
.. hide yo fawns. Hide you does, cuz they be possessin' errbody out there.
Sorry for the late reply ^^;
and I will get to your trade here soon!! sorry its taking so long
~ C.S. Lewis
@spider: yus... stranges and
@Orinoco: Take all your time... i don't think i will have time to start yours until next week... ^^;
Hello. Echosong was sitting
Trackity-track.
hah~ yes! sorry i had to
Ah ok good to know :3 and you
~ C.S. Lewis
Noo, I missed the Halloween
Darn it.
I knew yesterday was the worst day to be out of the house. I knew it.
daww... yes seems
..i am surprised i didn't... i was sure i would |D
I'm glad you got to see it.
I saw one last year and enjoyed it, so it's only fair that others got to see it this year. ;D
heh yes, it was really my
Helloooooo c: You are the
_
I'm the fawn B)
hehe yes that's him... or a
thanks for the dance ^^
...that was some great
yeah.
OHCRAPIT'SAFARRAH /runawayandpoof
nahjk. Sorry about that.
Trackingg. I love the layout
I love the layout and the colours used, especially in the amazing art up there.
He's been one of my favourite characters for quite a long time, his personality and the way you portray him stands out; he's really unique.
ah, thanks a lot... I am
I am always happy to hear this. He is very, very special to me... and one of my fears is to 'screw something up' with him by terrible roleplay or writings. Reading something like that, though tells me i do him justice enough, though...
again, thanks a lot ^^
Aw, I can imagine. You're
You're definitely welcome. <3
Botan likes to look at this
Track~
hehe yes, a lot like that
thank you
//adds track
heythar~ ~thank you ^^
~thank you ^^
"(everyone awkwardly facing
i'm sorry you're sick! ):
I found it hilarious
meh.... i got some killer meds. should be better tomorrow~
omg, so it was Jack who
well.. at least he finished
Jack cast a spell on him? xD
heh yess he was lucky...
to his disappointment he couldn't see Ezra's face when waking up... xD
edit: 200th post BWAHAHAHA