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BASICS

"I took the stars from our eyes and then I made a map. And I knew that somehow, I could find my way back."

Name: Sterre
Gender: Doe, Female
Orientation: Pansexual
Age: Adult. (26th June 2010)
Signs: Cancer, Gold Tiger.
Size: #10
Species: Endless forest deer x Celestial
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Endless Forest Set: BAN pelt, kabuki/sunmoon mask/maskless, carnival valentine antlers.

Facts
• Celestial Genesis.
• Daughter of Poltergeist & Wudiin, twin to Otis.
• Placid, gentle and often quiet.
• Withdrawn, anxious and confused.
• Hates being told she looks just like her mother.
• Loyal, connected and true to those closest to her.
• Born inside the forest, but well aware of realms outside it.
• Connected to the stars and the moon. Influenced by them.
• Thrives within the evening. Adores twilight and night-time.
• Often feels lost or "incomplete" without her brother. Two halves of a whole.
• Being cast with the devour pelt will calm and soothe her. Reminds her of her parents.
• A soothsayer and dream-weaver. Can harness the power of the stars to ease bad dreams.
• Goes through waves of serene calm and complete agitation - often follows the path of the moon.
• Feels the most calm and ease by her home - the birthtree. Feels closest to the stars in this place.
• Is drawn to the pond - especially when reflects the moon, is called to it. Unsure of the calls origins.

CORE

At first meetings, Sterre is a very kind and welcoming deer. But of course, there are plenty more layers to her character than meets the eye, developed from various seminal events within her life. Sterre ultimately is a kind-hearted deer with a warm and peaceful personality. However – there is a small sense of unease at times and she will seem awkward or clumsy or perhaps a bit more quiet than usual. In her youth, these traits were a lot more prevalent as she struggled with the immediate loss of her parents and only knew them through lore and stories. One of the hardest and most frustrating things for Sterre to hear was to be told that she “was just like her mother”. After all, wasn’t Sterre just like herself? Who was the doe called Poltergeist anyways?

Having been raised by several deer within the forest – there are often conflicting views and ideologies that reside within Sterre. Ultimately, she was told to mind all of her p’s and q’s and be an upstanding member of society, but far more wild impulses broil beneath the surface. Having been raised and guided by The Red, a wild and feral sentinel of the forest – she may at times also appear to be quite impulsive or forthright (a complete 180 from a sometimes-shy demeanour). This type of behaviour does not always present itself, but at times Sterre will be quick to anger and speak her mind only to feel regret or anxiety much later. This at times will extend itself into things such as the rut wherein she may carry herself more sensually than usual – or in turn, not stray from the thought of a spar despite her lack of ways to physically defend herself or attack another.

Although the doubt that once occupied her mind has eased with age, there is still a large amount of undealt grief within the doe. Many of those who reared her have long since passed – especially The Red who Sterre watched die a slow, natural death. As well as this, and most obvious, the passing of Wudiin and later, Poltergeist. Neither of the twins had met Wudiin as he had passed long before Poltergeist did. The cause of death of Sterre and Otis’s mother, during childbirth, is a dark burden for the woman to bear. Still, many years later, there is a darkness in her heart as she feels responsible for her mothers passing. Perhaps, in her own time and journey, Sterre will come to terms with these feelings and dark thoughts.

Above all Sterre is a steadfast friend, lover, partner and family. She will do the best she can for those closest, even if at times this may appear as insecurity or clinginess, granted she has loved and lost so many.

LEGACY

(Work in progress)

LINKS

† Poltergeist Poltergeist passed away not long after the twins birth but has since weaved into both forest legend and the world itself. Poltergeist is heavily associated with the stars as many told Sterre of the events after her birth. Sterre feels a strong sadness and disconnect when others speak of her mother so highly. Sterre longs to meet her one day, almost demands it at times and gets frustrated when the stars glint and shine so brightly but does not see her mother. Of course, one does not always have to see to believe, as Poltergeist is far closer to Sterre then she knows in more ways than one. Her everything. Loves entirely, hates strongly, eternally thankful for. A complex galaxy of emotions. One day Sterre, one day.

† WudiinJust like her mother, Sterre has never met her father. Wudiin passed away long before Poltergeist did - but still is the cause of various negative and positive feelings within the doe. Heavily associated with the moon as he is the moons child. Angry that he is gone and was not there for her mother, or here for Otis and Sterre (An incredibly naive outlook might I add). Sterre longs to meet Wudiin as she has so many questions about her ties and connections to the stars and moon. Whenever Sterre sights the moon between the trees on reflected on the ponds waters, she only hopes it speaks back. Often wonders who the voice is that draws her closer to the ponds waters when the moon dances on the surface.

OtisSterre's one constant companion in her life is her twin brother. Otis is her only blood-family and has a strong bond too. Fiercely protective of her brother, even though he is perfectly capable of defending himself. Loves him for everything he is. Is her best friend. In their youth, they did everything together. Can understand Otis completely and purely without his ability to speak as the pair have an innate bond. Sterre feels incomplete when he is not around - which has been as of late. When together, everything seems brighter and better. On a much deeper level, their celestial origins seem to link them beyond the physical. The pair can enter each others dreams when they are close-by, which Sterre calls Dreamwalking. It is unknown if this power will grow stronger and thus, the distance between them can be increased to do this. Misses him dearly and has not seen Otis for a very long time.

† The RedThe Red Hart immediately stepped into Sterre and Otis's life when they entered the world. The Red was a guardian and father to the twins. To Sterre, even though she felt safe and close to the Red, there was still instances of the stag that were completely wild, unpredictable and untouchable to her, no matter how much she tried. He taught her to trust her instincts and how to connect and read the surroundings to survive. Sterre would also watch in awe as he clashed his crown against many threats and sparring partners and she wished dearly to be as strong and brave as he. As he grew older - she for the first time fully understood mortality. Sterre watched the stag wither and age like the autumn leaves until he was no more. Wonders if he is in the stars too, as well as his tines which spring from the boughs of every great tree.

VerveDaughter to Gehirn and Trees, Verve is Sterre's best friend. Currently missing. The pair have had many adventures both inside and outside the forest and Sterre is much braver, confident and assured because of Verve. Sterre more recently visited a village that Verve often spent time in and was able to help a young hunter who had been lost for many days through her connection and power to the stars which seemed endless in that realm. Thankful for Verve, but worries where she might be. Has it been years? Eons? Weeks? The time between them both Sterre is unable to trace, even though her memory only seems like yesterday. Misses heavily.

IaurdagnireA steadfast sentinel and protector within Sterres life. Looks up to him. Has very fond memories of the Antediluvian in her fawnhood. Has been told of his story and connection to the seasons by Ravenflight on a few occasions. Feels incredibly safe when around. Has not seen as of late but has a feeling he and Ravenflight are doing just fine. Whenever Sterre sees the leaves of autumn fall, she remembers him.

GehirnGehirn was very close to Sterre's mother so a lot of what Sterre understands about Poltergeist is thanks to Gehirn. When she first met him - she did not recognize the stag and was immediately scared by his large and dark appearance. Sooner learnt that he was not all that he seemed. Grew very close to and is like a father to Sterre. Has not seen in a long time, has a feeling he is okay though.

TreesMother figure to Sterre, was there for her in Sterre's formative years. Protected her and nursed her but has not seen since. Worries for occasionally, but the memory seems to become foggier every day. One day she may forget entirely.


HerlaA mentor to Sterre. Grew very close to and was once a mother in law to Sterre as well. Learnt many more feminine behaviors and aspects thanks to Herla. Has not seen in a long time and thinks she may be gone. Has a feeling Herla is doing just fine. Perhaps she is in the fae realm?

RavenflightA guardian and protector of many, but also to Sterre. Saw her occasionally in her youth and would be there whenever she could to protect, warm and talk to. Seems to see less and less of her each day but looks up to the doe. Aspires for her strength and determination. Has been told of many of Ravenflights heroic tales and battles and journeys. Has not seen her in some time but sometimes catches a glimpse of the does glinting feathers.

EphireA distant presence in Sterres life. Remembers him more during her youth. Would often hang out with him and Verve. Often seems to feel a bit more somber and slightly cold in his presence. Hoping to reconnect with.

CielCiel was Sterre's first love. She fell for the young man hard back then. But back then, Sterre was a lot younger. Learnt lots of lessons and made many mistakes too. Often was Jealous of his seemingly close connection to Eraline, his first love (even though she had long since passed). Reflects on it now and thinks perhaps that was a little bit stupid. The good times they had together were amazing and they had gone on many journeys together. Has not seen since.

Leto Was closer to he and his brother, Johan when they were born. She and Ciel would often play with Leto. Watched the young man grow. Has not seen since. Wonders how he is.

ART

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