+ Calm, fearless, sincere, curious, adventurous, playful, independent, loyal, determined, trustworthy
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- Aloof, careless, changeable, clingy/distant, cynical, detached, hard-nosed, insecure, obstinate, shit stirrer, vindictive
* some traits may vary depending on individuals, mood and events
• Soft for, and to, only few. Comes off hard, cold and disinterested to most.
• His speech developed backwards when he hit his teen years, but has since improved.
• Night and twilight in forest bring about a calmer mindset. Holds a quiet nostalgia for any sort of dark or gloomy weather.
• Can feel an instant connection to someone, but just as quickly is able to break off any bond without guilt or a second thought.
• Sensitive to the forests magic if exposed too much. Can deal with it for a short while, but is prone to ear infections otherwise.
• Sloppy fighter, but not weak or useless by any means. Puts everything into a fight, but fights dirty and in any way that he can.
• Quite capable of becoming volatile and violent. The latter usually followed by stubbornness to end a fight unless it's broken up or the other steps back.
• No longer ages, though whether he can return from death is unknown. While he has demonic origins, has no form of magic or connection to anything other than sharing his fathers demonic blood.
• While he does feel jealousy, rarely acts on it towards the individuals unless pushed and provoked. More likely to disassociate from the source and find ways to self destruct or destroy whatever relationship he holds with them.
• Almost constantly in a state of emotional and mental negativity. And while he may be 'happier' and relaxed in one area of his life, it's more than likely there's still some form of negativity felt for a multitude of other things, even long past.
• Easily capable of self destructing and hurting someone in return if he feels they've hurt him. Usually does this by cutting any and all ties, though it can go into hostility and aggression depending on the individual and the 'hurt' inflicted onto himself.
• A loner in almost every aspect. Prefers his own company or that of one other, and sometimes two. Larger groups are met with hesitation and probable rejection if invited to join one, unless there's an individual there that grounds him and brings him comfort.
• Has trust and abandonment issues. Though the latter, which he's experienced throughout his whole life, is usually now met with a premature knowledge of all that enter his life. Can trust someone but not believe in what they say, even if he believes they're genuine at the time. Believes that any that come into his life will leave just the same.
Close:
Devani;
Sister. Finds the doe to be the most genuinely caring and compassionate individual he's ever experienced in his life. Has only felt care and support from her since their relationship grew, never having any of his more negative feelings brew. Indebted to, in a way. Strives to be as good to her as she has always been to him. Not to ever be harmed, and is likely to be incredibly vindictive if he's ever witness to anything against her. Viciously protective of. Genuinely loved.
Esha;
Met at the beginning of the '17 rut, and since their first time in each others company has felt nothing but a warm welcoming from the doe. Grew close to quickly, finding himself looking forward to seeing her and spending time in her company. For the first time in a long while felt like he was actually wanted outside of shallowness, and has never felt such acceptance from another outside of his sister. Terrified of the light she's able to bring to his life and how happy she makes him, something that no one has ever been able to do. In love with and devoted to unlike he's ever been to anyone before. Would do anything for her happiness and well being.
His10/22/17.
Wife3/20/21
"I'm accepting you as you are, if you accept me as I am."
Branka;
His and Esha's firstborn daughter. 6/24/19. A lingering sense of anxiety and premature assumptions. Loved, endeared and adored immediately because of her resemblance to Esha. Violently protective of
Positive:
Kujanci;
At one point had feelings subtly grow towards the doe. Taken in with her softness and kindness, though forced himself to forget any feelings when her presence was fleeting, reminded too much of Ouro. Despite that, however, she had always left a kind and soft impression on him over the years, something rare in itself for Aurik. Nostalgic around, and a little unsure and awkward, but a fond memory of, and welcome company.
Ehrune;
Rae's father. One of only few that holds Aurik's respect and has shown him any ounce of positivity despite not knowing him well at all. Viewed as a teacher and mentor.
Andre;
Gave him a place to stay when Aurik first stumbled into the human world, as well as given work and moved up the ranks rather quickly because of his outburts, anger and no fucks given attitude. Indebted to, and likes a lot even though the pair have had their fair share of fights because of Aurik's personality and actions.
Blood:
Akimitsu;
Biological mother. An instantaneous bond that was quickly shattered after being abandoned by a week after his birth. Forgave her and still unconditionally loved her for years before coming out of that state and growing to despise her for bringing him into a cruel world and, as he views it, creating a cruel individual to deal with everything on his own. Negative and aggressive thoughts of.
Hades;
Biological father. Initially fearful of his fathers brute size, though grew to bond with since he was the only familiar that stuck around long enough. Eventually felt abandoned by, and didnt see for years until a reunion some time later when Aurik was a teenger/young adult. Personalities clashed, finding himself much too similar to Hades for his own liking. Negative and aggressive thoughts of.
Uncertain:
Asya;
Zafeiri's daughter. Initially guilty when she was first born and stolen, the event happening because of his own doing. Believed she was dead for a long time and held onto deep rooted guilt over the event. After learning of her return, vowed to do all he could to make it up to her that he felt he'd failed. Never got the chance to as her presence was rare, and he wasn't someone she sought out during the rare times she was around. Whatever feelings he held that he owed her are no more. Bitter. Cordial enough, and while unlikely to refuse her company, is highly unlikely to seek her out on his own accord.
Helios;
Zafeiri's son. Liked a lot when he was a fawn, a rarity now and someone he doesn't know anymore because of time passed. Cordial. Liked enough. Would be welcome company.
Mjölnir;
Doesn't like but nor does he dislike. Finds her fair in some kind of way, but still likely to find just as annoying as well. Stole piercing jewelry for the return of Ouro.
Lyre;
Curious of, and drawn to largely because of who her parents are.
Disliked:
Lilith;
A parental figure for a long time, a presence that gave him everything he wished his parents did. Actually felt loved and comforted and supported in her presence, but the last few times he tried approaching constantly got the feeling his company was no longer welcomed or wanted. Heartbroken, again. Despised. Bitter. Likely to be aggressive towards.
Rose;
Started growing close to for a while, though ultimately realized it was out of a desperate want to move on from Ouro and the place she left in his life. When he voiced his disinterest in being a father or having father figure title over his head to her children, never saw her approach him again. Viewed as a whore. Despised. Disgusted.
Alina (Zafeiri);
Helped raised by the oryx, and at one point adopted as her son, though as he aged and she had children of her own felt outcast and discarded as she had something 'better' and her 'own'. Quickly grew bitter over the ordeal, and had his feelings cemented more so during the rare times she would seek him out and never asked how he was, or gave him any hint that she wanted him around anymore. Completely cut ties years ago. Does not view her as his mother, as family or even as a distant or past one. Simply viewed as a memory long past of what once was. Despised. Bitter. May protect, but otherwise has no interest in her life as she has none in his.
Eve;
A once liked frenemy. Grew up around the same time and had a push and pull relationship for a while. Felt their relationship was mutual in how it was treated and viewed, though after the pair got caught up in serious rough housing was ganged up on by herself and those she knew. Whatever disrespect he held for her was quickly shattered, and from then held no interest in seeking out. Bitter.
Rossamund;
Has had the buck force himself into Aurik's business more than once, and viewed all times as it not being needed and just Rossamund being a pest. Viewed as such. Despised. Annoying.
Ouro;
Ex mate. Had grown up with the doe, so to speak, and rarely was seen without her. Grew closer as they aged, and eventually had children and settled loyally with her, even though the latter took years for him. Hated and loathed throughout much of their closeness, even though it didnt stop him from sticking around, she was the only familiar he had. Loved at one point, though it never reached into being in love with, and mainly only ever shallow love and a want for her sexually. Numerous disappearances caused bitterness to surface and the bond he felt for her sever. Officially ended it. After another lengthy absence came to find out she had taken another and had children with them. Betrayed by and an instant distaste for her new offspring. Despised her for it, as well as her children, and never could get over the 'betrayal'. Reminded of her traits when she disappeared once more, and can only assume she ran back to whoever she was with previously. No longer missed, likely to be hostile towards if she ever tried approaching.
Rae;
Had been in love with for years, even after she took Achilles as her mate. The only one, until recently, that he had any deep feelings for outside of just sexual. Still somewhat soft around, but their relationship is nothing like it was, nor is the way he feels about her. Has no interest in outside of just being cordial. Believes she views lowly of him, just like her mate does, and despises himself for putting her on the pedestal that he had when she didnt deserve it or give him the time of day.
Achilles;
A brother figure. Grew up alongside the other male for quite some time until the bull took a mate and his presence was a rarity. Bitter towards for many reasons, and holds an intense rivalry. Holds onto the time he had to fight a male off of Rae during the rut while Achilles proved worthless, and then watched as he (Achilles) ended up with appreciation over it. Bitterness slowly started to grow then. Despises now, and after a recent reunion had it flare even more. Believes his brother speaks and treats him as if he's lower, smaller and incompetent compared to himself, which goes into the assumption Aurik holds how Rae must view him as well. Hostile and aggressive towards, views him weak and disloyal beyond anything he's experienced. Despises, loved.
Lost/Gone:
Schade;
The only father figure that had stuck around and left an imprint in his life. Bitter towards, but not enough for hatred to form as it has others.
Thanatos;
Achilles father. Despised. Deceased.
Hyperion;
Kidnapped by when Aurik was a teen. Beaten and given the scar on his face he has now. Despised. Aggressive towards.
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