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Undying#6711
Goddamn the water felt good, the beast decided a bath would be great, after being quite literally gone and unconscious for two days he probably smelled like the inside of a garbage dumpster. Rolled around in the pond like a dog in the summer heat shoving his hooves into the mood in discomfort. All of his systems were on "wack" mode and he couldn't maintain his body temperatures, heating up to insanely high and hot degrees. The pond water did nothing to calm his temp down. "Fuckin' amazing."
Thinking he was gonna be alone all day to be a bum and mope about, the water somehow got icey fuckin' cold suddenly. Without a care in the world he rolled onto his other side and stared at a very beautiful wolf, Isleif. "Oh so you're the angel who made this water like the artic." Ended up chatting with her for a while and she stressed herself out to help heal his wounds and cool off the big guy. "I like this lady, she knows what she's doin." Once she mentioned her entirely horrible slave history the beast felt as though she needed a break. They had so many similarities, both tied to their past and the pain that came with it, why not take her on a vacation to a fresh new place? He wouldn't mind, didn't think anyone else would mind if he stole her to his home. No one would notice right? She didn't really know anyone.. he was in the clear.
With a cocky fresh attitude he commenced his portal making to his homeland and she walked through like no tomorrow after he sarcastically gave her shit for being a "chicken-shit." Finally arriving back in his real body, he stepped in behind her and stretched out a good bit. The beast hardly expected her to faint while he was casually smoking a cigarette after she took maybe 10 steps forward. Fuckin. PANIC MODE. He rushed and caught her just before she fell face-flat on the ground, just inches away from the gravel. The extreme cultural shock had caused her to faint. Rushed her inside his excessively large mansion and put her on the couch with a blanket and some water nearby.
Currently panicking because passed out chick on his couch, which thankfully still has a pulse but, "the fuck?" Pacing around like a lunatic in worry.
February. 18. 2021.
Finally the fuck awake and feeling better than ever, the pains subsided to acceptable levels. Hanging out with Kozan and chattin' it up.
February. 16. 2021.
Only just seemed like a another day, nothin' outta the ordinary except y'know his soul crushing depression and PTSD running rampant a little more than usual. Did his best to ignore it, the stare of death was widely expressed in his eyes as he gazed into the distance. His life was shit, he felt like shit, everything and everyone is. Shit. Felt essentially gone, almost literally sometimes. Rested and dozed in the shade for a while before Maggot approached him and kept quiet company.
Decent enough, wish the fucker would talk but when you're that bad of an asshole -- sometimes words ain't needed for outcast life. Like an endless ticking his mind, the sound of his own breath started to piss him off. Was his rage building again? Shit it probably is. "Here..................we. go." It wasn't until he heard some ruckus in the distance he flipped a switch. Shedding steam like a whirring mechanical machine he huffed the rest of it and briskly checked out what was goin' down.
"Oh how fucking fabulous, look it's the circus animals." His toxins that had felt more than dormant for a while slowly rushed through his veins and out of his mouth. Drooling like a dog in the sweltering heat of the summer his gaze focused on what he couldn't believe he was seeing, a Harvestman and Ragnara shredding each other apart viciously. "Fucking exciting.." Of course Nélida, Éasca, Umay, and UY were all there and he wasn't happy about this. Anger swelled up, feeling like he was gonna explode if he didn't get his teeth sunk into someone, he'd perish. "That's it. Fuck it."
Like a bat out of hell he pursued Umay in absolute rage with a thirst for her blood being spilled. He took a more agile approach this time backing up the razor sharp spines into her legs and lower half of her body. Continued like this for the remainder of the fight until he got jumped by just about everyone else that was there. "Are you fucking kidding me, why do you protect this hellcat. She's useless."
Knowing full well a worried and scared shitless Kozan was off in the distance he had half the mind to take the fight elsewhere. But before he could do that, Neli finally charged at him and again, he wasn't pleased with that either. Threw a few snarls and kicks her way but didn't otherwise attempt to do any damage if he could help it while he was getting piled on with teeth. Ignored pretty much everyone else, he didn't care for them. Umay was his only focus. Finally breaking free of the area they were in Brent took a few seconds break before going after Umay and charged at her all over the fuckin' forest. And of course fuckin' Kozan following him like a lost puppy.
It wasn't until Umay went after Kozan that he straight up just lost it. Absolutely more than pissed he attempted to sink his teeth in her neck. Kozan was one of the few people he appreciated and respected. The brawling and endless blood spilling continued until Brent finally was just done. He'd endured enough damage for the day and like hell he'd let Kozan get fucked up anymore than he already was.
Presented himself to Kozan as he walked off noting that the fucker was shaking like a leaf he led Kozan to a quiet place to rest up. Practically forcing his weight and nuzzles onto the other Brent started to clean Kozan's wounds and whispered an apologetic "I'm sorry." Content that Kozan was a little calmer now, Brent sat himself down and began tending to his wounds, after a while eventually noticed Aelfane was off in the distance and quickly rushed to grab the tiny guy and bring him to where Brent and Kozan were resting. He wouldn't dare let anyone touch Aelfane, considering how much he liked the little guy.
Now that everyone was happy and calm, Brent looked over what damage had been done and well. Shit. Not good. Bleeding profusely from his hind legs and soon became convinced he dislocated something. The wounds he couldn't reach were all along the sides of his belly covering up all the old scars from pervious battles. The pain was unforgivably horrible but giving up after a while he just sat there mulling over how fucking long it'd all take to heal. Probably gonna have to limp for a few days but that wouldn't stop him from getting into more fights if need be.
The depression kicked in while the anger simmered to a soft boil. Upset he couldn't maintain his own mental issues. Where was his mate when she needed him, she was the only person in the world who could keep him at bay. Getting into pointless and mindless fights never fully realizing the moment he's introduced himself into and creating more enemies. They're all he has now.
"Fuck everyone."
---- Later ---
The quiet was nice.. aside from the nervous bodily shifts and breaths from Kozan near him were only slightly unnerving. He enjoyed the sun beating down on his back, it was the only break from pain he had. His mind screamed at him incessantly, but the pain drowned most of it. Just before he was about to close his eyes and rest, Sett showed up to speak with Kozan and Brent caught onto Sett's ugly stares tossed at him. He wanted to roll his eyes in the back of his head. He knew Sett suddenly had a new dislike for him simply because someone else hated him. "The society we fuckin' -- live in." Brent listened into their conversation annoyed with Kozan's response somehow but appreciated the fact that Kozan seemed somewhat decided on sticking with Brent.
Once Sett disappeared Brent laid back down, the pain growing worse as time went on and kept him awake he eventually walked off to be alone for a while. That didn't help. Growing worries for Kozan popped into his mind and he had to go back and say something to him, he did just get ruthlessly beaten up and used as bait. He couldn't be that much of dick leaving him to the dust. The past meets with the guy had been quiet and calm, he never did anything wrong.
Spent time talking with Kozan, or trying to -- as best he could. The demon's body was giving out and he was fading in and out of consciousness as the conversation went on. Brent knew he wasn't a good person to be around since almost everyone disliked him. But Kozan didn't seem to care about that. "Great, I could use a friend even if you are a total weakling physically." Then everything went to utter shit.
Brent's body was so fatigued from the blood loss and stress of wounds that he should of attended to long ago, he couldn't keep up with all of it. He was fading away. To his surprise he began convulsing and threw up toxins on the ground before him. It came in the form of a black liquid substance and has no mind for gravity. The substance worked it's way over his flesh and began it's own healing process. Brent's eyes hazed over and turned into a black ugly hue, eventually forcing him to crash and pass out. He knew right before he passed out he'd wake up at some point. If he hadn't neglected his wounds this wouldn't have happened. "Dumbass."
Then, just black. Nothing.
February. 5. 2021.
Shiiit. Boring goddamn fuckin' day. Realized it'd be like this for a while, with Vel gone and nothin' to do but sit around like a bum was all he really had at the moment. Was tempted to go back home and stir up some trouble with the fuckwad gov agents, but decided against it. He just spent the other day fixing that shit, needed things to be set straight for his woman when she's back and probably ready to give birth to his kids. Instead he moped around the playground for a while and decided he liked the cold stone against his flesh. "What fucking insanity is this?" Part of him craved the long days he spent during the war.. on the field slashing through guts and idiots. "Gotta keep shit in check."
After a while of mopin' about he figured he'd venture to find the two little deer (Aelfane & Naida) that'd been stalking him a bit. They didn't seem too bad, obviously a little frightened of him but he wasn't about to start up fights with newcomers. Allowed them to join his company for a while until they spotted some folks nearby (Chitz & 'Prince') whom he joined somewhat hesitantly. Knowing of Chitz relations he didn't have much will to go ahead but he did anyway. Didn't seem like a bad day for it. Enjoyed the moments of shits and giggles for the time being until he went to sit down and blow off some steam in a flower patch.
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What drama. Considering the past's events and and his recent return to the forest nothing has been the same. Has aligned his affections only for Velrya and and is now an expecting father, honestly astonished he even got this far. How could he? After realizing this news he quickly ran off to home to secure certain situations in the event the government fucks try coming after him.
A certain anger still dwells in his heart, he feels it deep down. Can't seem to get fuckin' rid of it. Worried his offspring might turn out like him, hellions, misfits.. he placed himself deep in the forest to mull it all over. Never been in this position before, having to actually think of protecting more than just Velrya was a feat. And so the mental battle begins.
While mulling over his thoughts, the other day, a familiar face - Kozan decided to drop by and say hello. With somewhat relief he got up to greet the other male and offered a quiet place to rest while Brent returned to his deep thought. They didn't speak a word to one another, but silence seemed the best thing anyway. Brent finally has responsibilities now. With Velyra gone from the forest, he wasn't sure what to expect upon her return, but he worried for her, missed her. But he'd make damn sure everything was prepared and ready for her.
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Recently has been showing affections to not one but two women. Nabi and Velyra. At first wasn't interested in Velyra the moment he'd got her attention but things grew slowly. He'd realized she had more to offer than her appearances let off. Was surprised to wake up to her at his side in quite the morning mess after the previous night when she'd run to him in tears. What a fucking surprise. Last thing he expected, was for a perfectly good stranger and a female one at that to willingly come to his side and seek his help.
All of this confused him, at the same time he'd grown a certain affection for Nabi but Velyra was quickly stealing his heart. Later on let the two women bicker it out and come to a conclusion on their own terms. He didn't have the gut to deal with it himself at least to his face. He quickly became depressed as he briskly walked off the pond to soak and think realizing he fucked up and love had blindsided him. Profusely apologized to Nabi and had hopes for maintaining a friendship with Nabi, worried he'd be too unstable for Nabi as a mate in the future.
September 3. 2020.
What a fuckin' day. Was straight chillin with his buddy RunnuR and Canary for a while until he made the reckless decision to go hunt Braam. He was pissed that Braam had almost ruined RunnuR physically and that didn't sit well with Brent. Not a fuckin' bit.
Thought he'd go an investigate this asshole since they were at the pond. Following his nose, low and behold there was fuckin' Braam. Approaching the pond he snarled angrily, probably muttering a slew of cuss words under his breath at the "perp." Getting past the violent small talk, Brent lunged at Braam shoving every row of teeth he had into the other's neck. A nice deep bite, he enjoyed the sound of blood and muscle crunching down in his jaw grip.
The two went at another for a long fuckin' while until Braam eventually gave up and Brent was tired of the whole ordeal. As Brent walked off from Braam he was injected with a volley of spines. Annoyed by the pain, he continued to threaten Braam and eventually disappeared to the pond.
Once he arrived at the pond he sunk in it like it was a hot bath and let the blood wash off. To his surprise someone (Mischief) arrived and offered to help heal him. -- What in the actual fuck? Someone wants to heal me? Brent talked about the fight he was being healed ever so kindly. Mischief had helped the bleeding and risk of infection to subside.
Once again to his surprise, another visitor arrived. (Xxabrielle Venniare) Only to offer him words of encouragement and compliments. Brent's mind was absolutely blown by it. It'd had been a long time since he'd received praise like that, or so he thought.
He eventually limped off to the hill where RunnuR was to go and rest. He was undergoing a lot of positive changes over the short few days that had ensued. Something wasn't right, was it the effect that RunnuR had on Brent? Why was he being so goddamn nice to everyone? Maybe he was finally changing for the good. Who knows.
Recent
Where to even start.. what was coming to enlighten his future Brent had no idea about. The other day he was saving an innocent gal from the vicious grip of Umay, was badly turn up from it but received healing and kindness from Anpiel later on.
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As he healed over time Brent was chillin' in his usual place, nothin' outta the ordinary. Huffin' steam and dozing off under the dappled shade and sun he picked up on some kinda riot poppin' off in the woods. Went and investigated himself. Low and behold the most beautiful work of technology and mechanics bolted past him [RunnuR] followed by a few other aggravated forest members.
Sanity, where is it? Brent felt the rage and fuel of the chasing and went after this strange mechanical creature himself. Fuckin' steaming up and finding a coursing rage fly through his veins he bolted after RunnuR at full speed and mental instability. He had to know more. What int he hell was that thing, coulda sworn he'd seen somethin' like it before huh?
The fucking thriiiilll of chasing after him gave Brent such a high. Finally cornered the guy in the pond and warded off some other people [Yasu, and another the player failed to catch the picto for.] Was kicked and yelled at for a bit but ignored them entirely and re-focused his attention back to RunnuR.
After spending some time communicating with RunnuR Brent had come to the conclusion this guy is just a lawful assassin who's language and emotion was heavily underdeveloped. The Obsidian Flame suddenly felt the need to protect the guy and felt a fuckload of nostalgia hit him like a hammer to the head. RunnuR did nothing but remind him of his long military days and nights spent in the lab like a play thing. But he was more than familiar with this kind of tech.
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The next day Brent had found RunnuR badly wounded atop a hill and rushed to grab the poor guy some sustenance. To his demise, it didn't help any. Fuck. What a bummer. What else could he do? Brent did the only thing he could think of, give RunnuR biological toxins (black mucus from his stomach.) The toxins hadn't worked at first but to his surprise a mix of blood from a fish and his own curated antidote RunnuR was back up and running. But not just the old RunnuR he'd recalled, RunnuR was suddenly able to understand things a little better and communicate with more comprehension.
As the day mulled over, Brent was appointed RunnuR's official Ally and Guardian. Proud of this title he's remained at RunnuR's side and refuses to leave it.
I could of made this update way more in depth but uh, that would of turned to be a bible LOL. If you have questions feel free to ask.
August 24. 20.
Back from a long vacation at home. Ready for the fuckin' rut.
Recent
Moping about, over sleeping and smoking one too many cigarettes. Occasionally visited by Llyr, enjoys her quiet company. Enjoyed the sweet clementine fruit that she offered him earlier. Eventually got up to go wander about, was tired of sitting in one place all day left to ruminate in that dark mind of his. Spotted a Liabrin accompanied by someone else and by her request led her to go sit with him in his new spot. (Art done by Tarva -- bless you. It's so beautiful, made my day.)
Talked with her for a while, answering some pretty invasive questions but at the end of it all she said she'd be there for him and that she can see the light inside him. Just what he needed to make his day a little more bearable.
Sorry for the lacking update I'm tired guys my brain is not on right now.
July 9. 2020
Was napping when Oltha Aamr approached him, but he was too tired to give much of shit. Somebody always coming to him for something. After waking up, he slowly realized he's not interested in women intimately anymore. After thinking about what happened between him and Tsubaki, he just didn't have it in him to lead a delicate flower into the darkness of his world and mind. Has plans to rebuild his relationship with Tsubaki for a fresh start, as friends.
He didn't have the guts to stick around after their conversation, it was too painful. He was worried he'd hurt her since at the time, he was already raging. Sometime today, he'll drag his ass over to her and tell her he cares. He never hated her, and still doesn't. Remembers how nice it was to be understood, and he wasn't about to toss it away.
recent
Pissed off as usual, stressing over stupid shit, hoping to resurrect what little friendship he has.
recent
Went an apologized to Rag, he felt fuckin' bad for what happened that one night. Had a long talk with her and realized they really were in the same boat. They both struggled in a lot of the same ways. As they talked he cleaned her wounds and made sure she was warm and comfortable against his side.
Later on he had a long and fueled conversation with Plague, one of which failed as usual because the fucker seems to never get the message that either -- "stop fuckin' bother me or I'll light your ass on fire." It was a quite a shit-riled show, Brent for the first time brought out the use of his flames and surrounded himself in circle of them. He offered Plague a deal which of course the dumbass declined it, clearly missing the point. At least a physical fight didn't ensue and Plague disappeared. Brent made a deal with himself to never talk to that scum again, wasn't worth his fuckin' time.
Brent disappeared himself, he went back home. But before he did he left a note for Rag inquiring about inviting her to his mansion if she felt the need to visit him. He didn't have much hopes for it, but it would lessen the dull feeling of being alone. He wouldn't be coming back to the forest for a while, ironically enough it was safer back home for now than it was in the forest.
Once he was home he got some booze and got higher than the sun reaches the sky at noon. Cleaned up, and went to work. He had a plan, and a really good one. Question is, when would he come back?
April. 22. 2020.
Hanging out with Cherry Bomb ("Rag") as of late, feels connected to them somehow. But tries to stay away because of course they're connected with everyone that hates him. Later on he was invited to spend some quality time with her and that all went to shit after Neli came swooping over him with a mock. Brent was just tryna have some goddamn quiet time that for once didn't involve anyone getting hurt and there he was, in the same place again.
Pissed off he fucked off and disappeared. It wasn't the first time he'd been thinking about killing himself. His life back home was nothing for him, people wanna kill him there and here in the forest its almost just as bad. Everything was going to shit. Nothing ever worked out for him did it. What was the point? Everything he ever tried was shot straight out of the window like it was worthless, it wasn't him being the problem now it was the assholes unwilling to forgive him because apparently they can't see he's in pain. No one can. No one understands and they never will.
He started to feel dizzy as he watched the blue aura of plaats float around, a darkness invading his field of vision. Eventually it went away. He burrowed his head into the ground as tears of blood streamed from his eyes and went to his own place in his mind. A place where people understood him, that gave him a chance.
recent
Pissed off, tired of life. Same old confusion lurks like a motherfucker, assholes snapping at him, people mocking him. Easca tellin' him he needs to do better after he fuckin' apologized to them for previous events. UY just avoids him and looks at him like he's a monster. But he knew it deep down, he was just a sad ugly, unstable guy. But shit, he was doin' better wasn't he? Right? He's been going out of his way to keep his anger and check and stop random fighting but no one can see that. They only see his past, they only hold grudges against him and never let go.
April. 9. 2020
Well shit, at the strangest and quietest time of the night Brent was approached by Kilo. Who the fuck, no seriously, who the fuck goes up to a giant half-sleeping demon in the dark. Kilo started talkin' and apparently didn't wanna fight so aight that's cool. Chatted with them for a while, callin' him satan, and a few other terms he didn't really care to remember but it seemed mutual. Brent found himself almost respecting the guy.
After a while Kilo got kinda weird, had some weird-ass attack and quite literally fell on Brent and went unconscious. Uhhhhhhh what the fuck? Didn't sign up for this shit. Wonderin' what that weird black vomit would do, Brent threw some up on Kilo's face and watched it wrap its way around the other guy. Great, that should do the trick. Evenutally Kilo woke up and Brent said he'd carry him on his back to the pond to wash off.
What Brent didn't realize was the fact that apparently his black vomit or "mucus" has healing properties and it seemed to heal Kilo.
The last thing Brent really remembered Kilo sayin' "will you remember me? And wanting to fight Brent one day." The fuck, a fight? Come on, what you wanna get your guts smeared? After that Brent went back to go sleep and all he heard after walkin away was "later Mr. Glowstick."
That was probably the weirdest connection he had with another male for the longest time, he was half expecting to get into a raging fight and make another enemy but nope. Nope not that at all, if anything the whole thing made him feel funny and slightly suspicious of why it seemed kinda flirty between the both of them? Who knows what the fuck gonna happen now.
Just an ordinary day right? At least he'd like to think so....
He felt heated and physically so. Thoughts racing, sensations of fire, destruction, and anger surged through his veins. Everything inside of him boiling to the top, screams of agony unleashed. Every minute of his life front to back flashed before him as he hurled out vomit and blood where he stood. An uncanny color of black, fluid, and self-transforming vomit was on the ground.
Stepping back in disgust at himself and whatever that shit was. He coughed and wheezed gasping for air and his fur now covered in it.
He bolted. Instincts. Right? Fled for his fuckin' sweet life. "THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT?"
His forelegs racing before him, blood dripping form his eyes, and only the horizon in sight. He had no idea where the fuck he was going but all he knew he had to get away from it. Low and behold, the obsidian vomit followed him, and he wasn't about to deal with it.
Adrenaline suddenly kicked in and he felt like a goddamn feather in the air, there was no fuckin' way it'd grab at em right?
MIND WAR
"It's a
MIND WAR
Brent, don't run from it, rabbit."
Voices in his head screamed and yelled at him, telling him to do this, and that -- burying him alive.
But he kept running, in
CIRCLES...
"Brent its about time we had a little chat, you, of all people. Have disgraced your species. With your horrendous antics, instability, and your repulsive appearance."
"I'm a decorated war hero and this how I'm being treated? The fuck sense does that make?" ...
"None, at all."
Remembering what happened, back in that facility, he halted. Why? He didn't know, or would he ever? Visions of him strapped down a table, suddenly things became clear, people were around him the
ENTIRE...
time. And that wasn't even the end of it.
Tubes, machines whirring, and he was attached to all of it.
"You see, Brent. You're an experiment. Your father disgraced you and forced you into our program. He knew you'd be the perfect
SPECIMEN."
Is this why he always hated everyone? The fact that he was almost mutilated by fucking strangers? People he didn't know, and his father hated him? After everything he fought for, the wars, his country, only to be brought to his knees and forced to shame. What the fuck is this LIFE?
Among all his thoughts he'd forgotten about the vomit, turns out he had passed out on the ground, covered in it.
After a while, the vomit around him had ceased and what unfolded was a weak, miserable, and sopping wet Brent. But he sure doesn't look the same does he?
Awoke eventually, feeling infused with energy and so much fuckin' strength. Damn was this even necessary?
New art of Brent by Shey, THANK YOU SO MUCH. ♥
Later
Already dumping himself into action figurin' he'd go after Horna and his gang for a bit since they be starin' and Horna looked fidgety as fuck. Decided he'd give a little taste of what fear was like, to have that intense surge of adrenaline bolt through you.
Oh yeah now we're talking. His intent being only to cause fear and alarm, without doin' serious damage went well. Butted heads with Horna for a bit until he got bored and went after a tiny doe (Roo) - holy fuck was that chase exhilarating. Chased down Horna for a few more spars, until Brent walked off satisfied and would ignore them now.
Received a few gashes (one on hind leg and left side) but with his new body things didn't seem to hurt as much.
recent
Back in the forest after hitting one two many we all know what that is took advice from an old hag tellin' him to "relax" and so he did. Boy does he feel better? Or did he just bury and compartmentalize everything? Who the fffuck knows, does he care? Not right now. Checkin' out what's new and boppin in the woods. Hopefully something good..
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Went home. Smoked like a fiend. Walked around the city masked and fortunately didn't get anyone tryna find him. Figured everyone kinda just forgot after a couple plus years of not being back. The fresh air of home felt good, for once he wasn't being harassed or stalked. Went to his mother's grave and left roses and a few words. Ended up falling asleep on her grave and woke up eventually finding a leaf nestled gently on his chest. Figured it was her way of letting him know she was there for him.
Shuffled off back to his manual 370z and drove to the bar. Drank his mind out. Uber'd back home and watched criminal minds. Spent the rest of his days back home enjoying his mansion and serenity. After about a week at home, figured he'd come back to the forest. Felt better about himself and in a much better mood it couldn't be that bad.
Nov. 17. 19.
Giving up. Sinking farther into the darkness, confusion, hate, anger. All of it. What the fuck is the point anymore? Found the nameless doe again with Sab, cuddled up on the both of them and laid down quietly just enjoy the quiet. His ribs were screaming in pain and the rest of him felt like a sack of shit. He just didn't have much energy left.
Dallas and Kenna approached them, both of them he didn't know. Politely greeted them and offered them to sit with him. They sat for a while until they seemed to become fidgety. What? Weird. Decided he'd try and walk off with the nameless doe somewhere, maybe they could get some quiet?
Of course that fucking failed, they followed after later. Awkward staring. Nameless doe kept getting twitchy and weird, scared? Of them? What's going on, did she know them? He didn't know and was starting to not care. This seemed like another waste of time. Tried to get Dallas and Kenna to go away but they wouldn't leave. He just fucking wanted a peaceful night. Was that so hard to ask?
Finally after a shitload of awkward staring and trying to comfort the nameless girl he got her to himself so they could just rest and snuggle. Eventually was bothered by Dallas again sniffing up on the nameless doe, and giving her nuzzles? What the fuck? He was getting pissed, he was not about to let more people take away one of the few friendships he had.
Stared at them for a while until he stepped and tried to push nameless chick outta the way and away from these weirdos. She didn't seem to want to go but Brent insisted, he wasn't gonna lose her. He just wanted to keep her safe and show her he's a good dude. He was trying SO HARD to avoid fighting today and of course it just didn't seem to be working.
After getting her to go; with a light shove of the head to her back she picked out a tree they could rest by and that was fine. Nuzzled and snuggled her until Plague showed up staring at them. Brent's head was spinning and he was hanging on by a thread. Stood up and turned his ass to face Plague. He was sick of that asshole.
Right when he thought he could get nameless doe to get the idea that they just needed to ignore everyone -- she starts going toward Plague trying to say hello? Stepped the fuck in and pushed her away gently from Plague and back to the tree.
Then Plague came up and wanted to talk about his apparent "forcing" of the nameless doe and making her do something she didn't want to do. What -- just taking her to a different spot for comfort and peace was a bad thing? Since when? You know they'd call it a "lovers quarrel."
Tried to tell Plague he meant for nothing bad towards the nameless doe but they didn't seem to understand that, maybe it was how he so badly explained it. But his mind, he was running on fucking fumes and the rest of him was falling apart in severe pain.
He just didn't have the energy. In the end tried to get Plague to agree to stop fucking fighting him and to just leave him alone. Including the fact that he'd never bother with the nameless doe ever again. Plague could have her. Do whatever he wanted. Brent didn't care anymore, no one was worth his fucking time.
The one person that Brent finally found some common ground with was getting stripped away from him. His heart shattered when Plague yelled and went at him head-on and the fight pursued. Brent fought weakly, his broken ribs weren't helping his breathing or stamina. He had nothing left to give.
Probably the worst fight he's ever been in. Dallas was going at him too, they had joined the fucking fight on what grounds? Barely fucking nothing. Only words of what -- him calling the rest of Plague and his group "a crowd" and the apparent HUGE misunderstanding towards him they created? Wow what a bunch of smartasses thinking they were right. Thinking they were so high and mighty for beating him down for such a small act of literally nothing.
Fought with whatever he had left and eventually gave up and bolted off praying and hoping they wouldn't follow. He was bleeding excessively everywhere, limping like a fucking loser. Collapsed on the hill under a tree, shallow breaths were the only thing keeping him alive. Doing everything he could to keep from passing out into a coma he could feel himself sleeping hard.
Flashbacks of the wars he had been in blasted in front of his eyes, groaning and whimpering in pain he watched tears of blood mixed in drop to the grass below him. He'd been in so many wars it resulted in a horrible case of PTSD that drove him to pure mental insanity. The stress he endured in those wars, the bombings, the blood. Dead brothers in the field. Government assholes after him trying to kill him back in his home town.
He was sobbing so hard he lost control of his breathing patterns and started choking on the air around him. Until he saw a small beetle in front of him flapping its one wing helplessly, he focused on that instead. Guess its just him and this beetle now huh? The pain, misery, confusion, all of it. Fuck this day. And fuck everyone.
(SORRY for the incredibly long post, hope you enjoyed! History has also been updated.)
Nov. 13. 19.
Just another day of fighting. Zemora, plague and Umay show up again. Fucking great. What is it with these assholes? Pissed off he tirelessly went after them again until everybody from every fuckin' corner of the woods showed up which turned into a whole shit show of fighting. Chased Umay around, pissed off she's always such a fuckin' bystander.
Snapped and bit at Zemora, beat the fuck outta Plague who seemed completely un-phased by the entire thing. Was trying to defend Sab and this one nameless chick he'd befriended. Failed miserably. Eventually Kissare but in tryna stop em, which seemed to work for the most part. Got tired of the whole thing again, exchanged a few words with Kissare, tellin' her half-sister is fucking insane or somethin' enthralled?
Until Sab was getting into a fight with Zemora, Brent went awol and went after her again. Made a point to chase the fuck outta Zemora and Umay. In the end was this even fuckin' worth it? He'd re-broken his rib again, unsure if he'd broken another or not. Came limping back to Kissare atop the hill and almost passed out from the pain and dizziness. Told her he was about ready to give up, whatever that was supposed to mean. Not really feeling much of any support, but what little her words offered the bull limped off to go pass out.
"I'm sick of this fighting."
- 2 broken ribs
- fractured tendons, internally ripped muscles
- fresh gashes to his neck and upper back
"Ain't fightin' no more. You guys don't get it, I'm the good guy here. Right?"
Nov. 8. 19.
Well for once things settled down again, headed to his spot as usual but was stopped suddenly only to see the one fawn he'd been enthralled with to protect was now somehow a full grown adult doe. Fuck. What? She's -- ?
Shook like a dog in confusion before approaching her to smell this new and enhanced gal. Well shit this would take some time gettin' used to. Eventually warmed up to the idea of all this and nuzzled her warmly. The one doe he didn't have any problem with, at least as far as he'd known for now.
Spent the rest of the day chasing her around and frolicking like children. It was great, positive vibes. Shit yeah that's what I need. Continued to hang around with her and took small breaks to rest and snuggle himself around her. Sab came around eventually to check on him as usual and she seemed to be jealous she wasn't gettin' the attention. Ah fuck he could care less? --- Enjoyed his day.
Even though he had a broken rib it seemed to be healing alright, fairly bad pain here and there but he sucked it up like a man. He was trained to deal with pain and not even on this scale. A broken rib? That can't stop em. Hoping to get a name on this strange doe, if she had one?
Nov. 4. 19.
What the fuck to even say? After what seemed a peaceful few days was interrupted during his sleep by Ravnen, who seemed like an alright dude. As far as he could tell. Exchanged small talk, found it hard to talk to the guy since he didn't say much but eh. Was hopin' he wouldn't get in another fight and for a while it seemed that way.
All up until Plague and his hoard of people showed up again wanting to pick a fight. Decided a hard no at first, until he finally came to senses. Not very good ones either. Went ahead and pummeled into Plague and of course the usual the rest follow after. A fucking 3 some fight? Oh wait not there's spectators people tryna see a chance to crawl in. Fucking morons they are. Pursued Plague like there was no tomorrow a vicious blood lust settling into his body. Wanting ever so badly to just rip his head off right then and there. Umay, Minh, Rhea, and Neli were there (few others I think SORRY GUYS LOTS OF PICTOS.)
What IS IT WITH THESE PEOPLE? GIVE ME A FUCKIN' BREAK. For a second there he realized he was LESS of a bad guy, this Plague motherfucker goin' around hauling ass with others just tryna start shit up. So who's the hypocrite now? Turning perfectly good people into dicks? All for what? A petty fight with a stranger? The words he'd exchange with Plague, but he had no fucking interest in talking to such trash. Brent had morals at least, he tried, other things just get in the way. He doesn't care what people think, he knows who he is, a fighter, and a war born soldier. At least SOLDIER'S fight for what's right.
After one part of the fight, Ravnen had followed and Brent was hoping to keep things calm to day but it didn't seem like that. Stood and tried to stay his ground, balancing between a manic attack and barely tangible sanity. Until a doe, Noe had showed up to offer healing. Holy fuck was Brent greatful for this.
Just when he thought a long chase would get them to go away saw Umay sniffin on Sab and Brent instantly went for her, pissed off. He's not gonna let another person take away his only source of connection. Brent was at a loss when it came to connections in the forest and by fuck would he keep those well protected.
Things started to slow down as he sauntered off eventually trying to get away from it all. Chiren showed up yelling and snipping at him, all he could do was lower his head as the blood fell from his eyes. If he could even manage an "I'm sorry" it felt impossible and he knew it'd mean nothing. To have someone go out of their way believing in someone like him? How? How is that possible? It's not gonna last, there's no way it will. He had his doubts. Nuzzled her softly and whispered his pathetic "I'm sorry," before leaving off to find somewhere to rest. He was tired of this.
Chiren kept yappin at em, and all Brent heard was his head screaming inside of his skull. Neli and Ara showed up later starin at him. All he could do was snarl and snip at them himself. He had no energy left to fight and he just wanted people to go away. It was so conflicting. He needed help, love, affection, and yet now there he was, wanting nothing to do with anyone.
Wondered if he'd just be better of dead. No one would care. Right? He "unstable, unsavory, vulgar, sexist, -- " but he wasn't that bad right? There are people a lot worse than him, come on. Walked off and disappeared like he wanted to until he found the adorable little fawn he'd been keeping company lately. Stuffed the child into his bloodied fur and rested.
"Everyone misunderstands me, and yet I'm the one to blame."
- Broken rib, plenty of flesh wounds along his hind legs and chest.
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Chillin' again with this little babbin'. Tryna prove he isn't such a fuckin' monster. Feelin' kinda aimless with his thoughts but relaxed enough, still rough around the edges but aiming to keep his manic attacks on the low.
Oct. 20. 19.
Woke up from a long nap, feeling better. Wounds seemed pretty healed over for the most part and the rest of him was still questionable but plenty more manageable. Went around staring and possibly stalking people until he caught notice of a small fawn-- figured he'd give it a shot. Maybe this kid would vibe with em and so far that's been the case.
Amazed at how he's keepin his chill and swallowing down the rage. Fuck. Last thing he wanted to do was take it out on a kid right now. Enough people hated him. Taught the kid a few tricks, fightin' style. Pretty pleased with it, the kid seemed to pick up quickly. Unsure of the name or gender of the child but regardless havin' the little kid around reminds him that he was once, a child too. Shit takin' him far back, he could hardly muster up anything of his past but somethin' about today was different.
Oct. 17. 19.
Was napping in his usual spot when to his fuckin' surprise Umay and Zemora show up. Zemora hovering over him and Umay shadowing not too far off. What a surprise. Highly unexpected that the women who supposedly disliked him are now taunting and flirting. Figured it had to be some kind of ploy. He stood up and walked off entirely uninterested in this due to the fact his mind was sent straight into a hell of confusion and mixed emotions.
Of course Zemora ended up stalking him when clearly Brent had no intention of fuckin' around today. Exchanged flirty sentences of words with Zemora until Umay caught his attention more when she went to nibble him. Became even more confused and tried to leave again hoping he had ended this charade. Just until he thought he had a moment of peace Zemora and Umay showed up again. He was being brushed up against and nibbled on by the both of them until realized he was getting sick of the fact he didn't have control the situation.
Shoved his bite around Umay's neck as she became stone cold still. Trying to show Umay he was tired of fighting and asserting his dominance. With this he offered her a blood pact, something of which he'd never offer to just anyone but of course was declined by Umay.
In the meantime of all of this, black clouds of smoke started appearing from his sides. A hint of his transformation in the works. What he was turning into -- he had no idea. Surely it had to be something good, right? Right? He knew he had his demons but whatever this smoke was, it wasn't good. It was only the start of a dark future for him, something beyond the forest that he couldn't even comprehend.
Ignoring this for the time being he listened to Umay's response saying she just wanted to "fuck around with him." And with that he told her she "can come by later" and maybe just maybe they can figure out something. The predator left somewhat pleased but also raging quietly in his mind with confusion and frustration. Yet he was pleased to have somehow stayed calm during the entire process.
Going back to his normal resting place, the bull sighed and laid down in the grass, snout buried among the foliage. Falling into a deep sleep Brent's body started to twitch and convulse strangely-- a black aura of smoke surrounding him. Growling and snarling in his sleep the predator was in for something even more wild than his dreams. His anger piling up into the smoke that surrounded him was becoming a physical entity all around him eventually disappearing back inside of him after he had quieted down to rest peacefully once again.
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Brent had been sleeping quietly until once fucking again goddamn Zemora and Umay show up but with fucking Plague. Jesus christ when do I ever get a goddamn rest? Fuckin' hell I'm not goddamn forest clown to fuck around with I have fuckin' feelings and people just get off on my fuckin' reactions. After what felt like the world's shittiest sleep he had ever gotten decided "fuck it I'm gonna pummel this plague cocksucker everyone likes so much and burn him alive."
Continued to fight with Plague and kept his focus on him. He had no interest in beating up the women cause he was gettin' sick and tired of it. Beat the shit outta Plague and got pretty beat up himself. A crazy manic, bloodied look rested on his face. His lowest point of sanity was present and he wasn't proud of it. Blood dripping from his spines, jaws, and the rest of him. The pain felt so good, but it hurt so bad.
Just when he thought he was done he watched Plague getting love and snuggles from Umay and Zemora and fuckin' hell Brent wasn't having it. Nuzzled Sabbath D'elia with his bloody self, panting and heaving into her trying to catch his breath. Bolted off to cut Plague off from his shitty show and it worked for the most part but eventually Brent gave up. Stared Plague down for a bit until Brent decided this was his time to disappear.
Limping to the depths of the woods to hide in the tall grass. He trying to hold back tears and a thrashing pain that illuminated his body and flooded his veins. Didn't give a shit about his wounds, just continued to bleed all over the ground knowing full well he had a bad gash to his neck. Didn't fall asleep this time, he chose to stay awake in this state of hell because he was worried they'd just come back to kick him in his sleep.
"What the fuck am I to people?" He was confused, depressed, and lonely. Ashamed and knew he was guilty of his actions but in the end he was just trying to defend himself. Spent time thinking about all of the thousands of lives he had saved back home and yet they turned their backs and hated him as well. A glorified war hero he was titled but a disgusting creature in their eyes, in everyone's eyes. "What's my point? My existence? --- No one can save me."
Oct. 13. 19.
ON what seemed to be a peaceful day and a nice nap in the sun the predator was approached by Néli who had revenge in her mind. Tossing about a dagger trying to stab it into him which she managed to be successful with. Néli was pissed off he had attacked her mothers and Brent honestly really didn't give much of a shit but he figured he'd settle it once and for all. The bull engaged in a vicious fight with the doe and sank his fangs deep into her neck.
Paused once Völundr Eiríkrsson appeared and was of course, in his fucking way. Otherwise Brent would of dragged her lifeless body around the forest for everyone to see. Pissed off and annoyed the bull told her he wasn't interested in dealing with her "shit family" and walked off to tend to his minor wounds.
Ripped out the dagger with a grunt and licked the minor gashes he had received and any old, opened wounds. What a fuckin' day once again. Just when he had thought shit was going well for him this is what fucking happens. He fumed. Thinking about how now he's never gonna have a fucking chance at goddamn anything.
Oct. 11. 19.
Not much goin' on, was wanderin' around for a bit until he got bored of that. Eventually walked off back to his spot to rest among the grass for a bit. After a small nap he was awoken by the sound footsteps not to far off. Curious. The predator lifted himself up from his spot and went to investigate. What'ya know, its the lady (The River Stone) he seemingly never had the guts to approach thinkin' she'd just run off in the wake of his presence.
Stood for a while atop the hill and stared at her indirectly for a while admiring her figure wonderin' what his next move would be. She didn't seem interested after a while and he walked off to find his usual resting place. A few moments later and there she was walkin' up to him. Damn. What a fuckin' surprise. Confused but appreciative of the fact that she had the balls to approach him, he greeted her. Sniffed her more than maybe once but was intrigued nonetheless. Offered her to sit with him and a interesting conversation followed of which was both an ambient experience but he felt things he'd never really felt before.
She really seemed to know her shit, she had a confidence he loved. Surprised himself after he realized he was being overly open and honest with her and her words were nothing but supportive and and kind. What person just comes up to him and wants to help? Apparently her. Asked her name of course finding out that she allowed others to name her as they please and he went with "Obsidian Doe," "Doe" for short. Smiles and laughs were exchanged.
He was trying real hard to just be normal for once and it seemed to be working. Later on, asked why she had decided to join his company and that's where things got interesting. She seemed shy about it and he was too but he just had to know. She had said she remembered him. And that's what blew his mind, the way she said it wasn't with anger or negativity it was the exact opposite from what he could tell. Later on she had to leave and he was a little disappointed by it considering how he had just settled in with this and was really enjoying the time spent with her. Watched her walk off as he settled down in the grass once more to rest.
His physical state has increased but mental and emotional are slow to gain better stats.
Oct. 4. 19.
Woke up to the presence of Sabbath D'elia who was on the other side of the tree he was resting against. No words exchanged just silence. Kinda annoyed with how fidgety the female was at times but chose to ignore it mostly. Didn't exactly think it was because of him but he wouldn't be surprised about that either.
Didn't really move much until Accendare appeared not too far from his spot and in the meantime he got a nice view of pretty-lady ass. Figured he'd fuck around a little bit and see what rubbing up against a tree closer to her would do. Dare is skittish - didn't like em doing that. Sniffed her a couple times, no response but stares and the fear that was vibrating off her. Walked back to his tree and continued to smirk until a Wollunka appeared.
Just. Fucking. Great. Wow. He wasn't even doing anything. Just playing. Had a bit of a staredown until Woll approached him and Brent assumed it was either just a quick hello or "you gonna fuck with her man?" Didn't really care either way but decided against a fight because he was in no shape to do so. Lots of sighing as he dozed off near his tree once Woll decided everything was cool.
After a light nap he wandered off to find a better spot in the sun and then fell asleep again only to wake up to a beautiful Chiren nestled against his side. A loud snort. This lady has the tits to just - just fucking burrow into him? H-how in the fuck? What in the world keeps bringing her back to him? But he had to admit to himself that he did enjoy the company wondered if he might actually get to build a solid relationship with someone. For the first time. For now, resting with Chiren in the warm sun and enjoying the quiet ambiance of the forest.
Oct. 3. 19.
Awoke in the sun, sprawled on the ground. "Fuck, just another shitty day yet again." Got up and got some water to drink from the pond before he scented Chiren off in the distance. Something inside him told him he should go to her. Snorting off this feeling he quickly trotted over to her and sat down in the silence. Saying nothing. He was in too much pain to really talk and fell asleep. Wakes up and realizes Chiren left, his spines still out and about.
Groggily smacks his lips and looks around. "Fffffffffffffffffuck." He smelled anger in the air. "Ah shit all these dumb women...." Trots off to the pond lazily and dumps his whole face in the water for about 5 min. Throws his head out of the water dramatically and shakes off. Starts licking the wounds he can reach then walks off to aimlessly stare as he dries off in the sun. Only to realize Chiren had come back for him. Amazing. Someone who might care?
In the meantime while he was asleep Aramantha showed up all snarly n' shit. Arguing with Chiren, basically saying to avoid him and never give him a chance. It broke his heart to hear that, he had the best intentions but his rage was what kept him from it. Deep inside, he knew he couldn't be all that bad.... right? Right?
Chiren apparently felt the need to defend him somehow, give him a shot. Chiren appeared after the fight was over between her and Ara. Surprised by this. She had asked if he was okay and he didn't know at all what he was or how he really felt other then a never-ending sadness and pain he could hardly bare. Talked for a little bit until he realized he was higher than a kite from her calming aura since he was already emotionally, and mentally deprived.
Passed out with his head nestled against her chest. Woke up eventually after what felt like a day's worth of sleep. Talked a little more and remained to sit with her for a while and then disappeared off into the woods.
Oct. 1. 19.
Of course it never fucking ends, does it? Went to say hello to Plum cause he was feeling lonely and bored. Felt a lot of tension with Plum, why wasn't he surprised? A cold blooded killer near a delicate flower of a boy? No shit everyone would be uncomfortable, a guy unstable as he is. Yeah, perfect. Umay showed up with the same fucking tension dripping off her body. Eventually he just got up and left. But low and behold he was being followed by a snarling, angry Umay. The fuck did he do to get that? No fuckin' idea. Goddamn wild is what it is.
As she follows him his spines appeared from the depths of his back, blood dripping from the tips of them and a low aggressive snarl rumbling beneath from his chest. Turning around to face her, shining his fangs at her, all fur on end. Pissed is what he was, extremely pissed - literally right after he just had his last manic attack and finally had calmed this is the bullshit that surprises him. Told her he wasn't tryna hurt the kid, just protect but in the back of his head Brent knew he had a hunger for fresh blood.
That didn't work she went awol and a huge battle between them commenced. He fought with every ounce of energy he had left, his entire past flooding in front of him. The fighting never ended. Growled so loud he woke up the entire forest tossing his spines directly into Umay tossing his full body weight to push her off her feet.
In the meantime of all of this Rossamund had appeared to JOIN the FUCKING FIGHT, jesus fucking surprise that is. Great. Got a few hits from Ross and tried to shove them away as much as he could. Trampled Ross here and there tossing him around like a rag doll with the intent to push and not hurt. WHAT the fuck IS it with people tryna gang up everytime he gets in a fight? Wished he had that kind of support but knew he probably never would.
Didn't work, kept going at it for a while, leaving sharp imprints of teeth and blood sunk into her neck. Eventually charged head-on off the hill, his head lowered and spikes forward going for her legs. His entire goal being "I'm gonna knock this bitch off her feet and then feast on the flesh."
Kept getting whipped from her tail right to his face and getting dragged down some, but managed to push her up and away. After a while, she seemed like she was done as he pranced around snapping and snarling "yeah you go fuck off to your pretty little friends."
Fucked off as he stared at Umay's little support group, pacing. Blood dripping profusely from his eyes, legs, and both sides of his body. Realizing he had gotten scarred around both his eyes from her tail - blood and tears dripped from his face. The rest of his body was weak and worn out, limping over to Sabbath D'elia for comfort and to not feel like the loner in the fight he nuzzled her and walked off to collapse in the flowers covering them in his blood. Sabbath D'elia told him he was stupid and he agreed a light chuckle was all he could manage and a few words of jealously and loneliness. The Witch offered him a pill of something that he inhaled - apparently it was supposed to help him feel better but it wasn't working for shit, for now.
Heavy sighs and eventually he dozed off.
mental: 30% | physical: 60% | emotional: 20%
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Sept. 26. 19.
What a fuckin' day. Got covered in flowers by Plum and his friends while the bull was napping. Sneezed like a motherfucker which he hasn't done in decades and then instantly reminded of his mother. Back at home that's what they did to honor the dead is bury them in flowers and well, fucking great. Got the fuck up and steamed off to the pond. Sat for a while at the pond while his fumes only built up even more.
Plum came near and he scooped the boy up onto his back and took him to a patch to discuss why the fuck he hates flowers on him. Eventually Éasca and her gang appeared. Instant death stares were tossed back and forth and a quiet snarling from his mouth. BAM. He was gone, went full batshit mode and started going for Éasca as such she was his target. Wanted to just show her up to not fuck with him anymore. Was getting pissed off at the angry glares he kept getting from her all the time. By that time, he was having a mental breakdown.
Pummeled head-on into Éasca while getting attacked by two others UY, Aramantha, and one other (sorry couldn't find the picto) which was annoying because he didn't want to involve anyone else but of course they were there to protect her. Tried to shove off the rest of the chicks as much as he could. Managed to re-open all his old wounds on his legs and sides again. Bleeding even more after he had received more extra wounds to his sides again. Fought Éasca for a good while made sure Éasca was bleeding with a deep gash on her hind leg as well. Kept trying to shove Aramantha out of the way but it didn't work. Ended up biting Ara here and there mostly on the back and hind legs. REALLY wasn't his goal but she didn't seem to give up from what he could tell.
Got tired of it, "these chicks just don't stop do they." Eventually just walked off and disappeared into the pond while Aramantha followed him back assuming she was trying to make sure he was completely done. After she disappeared he sank into the water even further dunking his face into the water trying to wash off the blood. Vígolfr happened to be nearby, a dude he's never met who quietly asked if he should stay or leave and Brent didn't care either way. Ended up leaving the pond to go rest somewhere else in the woods. Passed out hard for another nap letting his wounds bleed out and dry up from his body heat.
Since the rut and this recent event he hasn't been feeling himself as much lately, stressed with his past and what to do about it. Realizing he's so unstable that he needs some serious help. Sulking by the redwood trees while be stared at by Rica. Attempted to scare em', worked fine for the most part aside from them sticking to the same spot they originally were in. Wasn't in the best mood to socialize but he knew he wanted company, someone to understand him. Let alone, he could barely understand himself. Cursed with his instability for the rest of his life and he wasn't sure about how to deal with it.
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Been spending most of his time with Plum, adoring the little "flower boy" as he calls him and carrying the poor broken thing on his back.
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July 16. 19
Wandering around. Back from home. Mostly sulking.
April 27. 19
Hung with Mag, feelin' a bit antsy and some bloodlust. Stared down a Nikalaus and wanted to start a friendly spar of which ended up being successful until they ran off, assuming they got tired of it. "Oh well that was fun."
April 26. 19 |
"Ah fuck everything is boring." Stood around, stared. Did some more staring. Didn't have much shits to give about mentally processing his current state and eventually sat down near one of his usual trees. Was joined by Kiassare, a nice surprise and rather unexpected. Snort. Enjoying the free views and the company. Fabulous.
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Had an episode, went completely AWOL. Went after Elijah, wanted to separate the kids from him but his plan failed. Threw some hard bites at Elijah and fucked off eventually. It was useless. Received a few bloody wounds he didn't care to tend to and left to the cold of the stone and still a smirk remained.
Feb 25. 19 |
Soaking wet, adding to his massive weight already. Sat around, not much to do, not enough people to harass. Eventually approached by someone he's never seen before (Ryoko) bit surprised honestly. Last time he recalled a lady approaching him was when his aunt would kiss him goodnight as kid. "Damn, where'd this angel come from." Guess he wouldn't be a dick this time, let her sit near em for the hell of it.
Feb 16. 19
Wandered around, intimidated a few before he fucked off elsewhere. He was tired, and eventually decided he'd go find Lyssa. Talked with her for maybe longer than he thought he would which led to an interesting night. Spent the rest of his day snuggled with her.
Jan 12. 19
Found Maggot staring at Kissare and Fain, (faces he hadn't seen before). Gave Maggot his usual bites and nips of aggression hoping he'd spark up a brawl session. The result was satisfactory. Whether we as interrupting or not he didn't really care he just found it amusing to watch Maggot. After awhile a small doe seemed to catch his attention (Deya) who had the nerves to present herself to him, played around rather aggressively with the small doe before relocating to his usual place for naps.
Jan 11 .19
Dozed off in the sun even though he preferred the cold he was feeling different about it today. Was later joined by a new face he'd never seen before (The Black Swan.) No words were exchanged between them. In consideration, she seemed decent enough and he was good with that for now. Allowed her to sit by him while he continued his dozing.
→ If he's sneezing off his antlers or "sneezing" he's about to start a raging fight and is well beyond aggravated.
BODY
→ Can vomit a black self-moving mucus/toxin that either may infect, kill, poison, paralyze, or heal another individual. This is a new ability Brent is still learning about.
→ Possesses physical vents along his sides to maintain excess heat.
→ Constantly blows steam from his vents, nostrils, and mouth from overheating, or just for fun.
→ Has the ability to breathe fire, and also flame it from his vents. (This isn't often used.)
→ Can de-activate the spines along his back at any time, be warned they are razor sharp.
GENERAL
→ A retired ex war hero and solider. Branded and abused from the ravages of war. Proven to be mentally unstable and chaotic at any given moment.
→ Suffers from chronic PTSD and anger management issues.
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→ Enjoys smoking cigarettes and drinking in repulsive amounts.
→ Inclined to fight since it comes naturally and was trained in the arts of many fight styles throughout his time in the military.
→ Not very fond of children, but may give them a chance if he sees fit.
→ Swears he has a heart of gold, isn't incapable of love, just doesn't know how to very well.
→ Holds a high sex drive, then again, may decline often.
→ Has an insatiable bloodlust and won't let the spoils go to waste.
→ Knows when his kind (demons) are around, can sense them anywhere even if they are hiding.
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Brent grew up in an advanced civilization that was discovering major developments in human genetics. At the time of this amazing discovery, Brent was listed to join the army at 17. After long fights with his with his father Brent decided the army was his best bet. His father was a rich corporate bastard who wanted nothing to do with Brent. His father had promised him full inheritance after the wars.
Worked his way up into the highest and most valued positions in the army. Wars ensued against enemy territories. For years. Led entire platoons and soldiers into the darkest of front lines and fought like a true hero protecting his country. The country -- the government that little did he know would come after him in time.
Eventually a new land was discovered, an amazing one. A beautiful planet his country had found among the stars, called 34HC. Soldiers started calling it "Heat Count. -- (HC)" It was a much warmer place then the world he grew up in. Of course he was deployed on this planet as well, and life became rough. Eventually while working on a mission, he was drugged by a fellow soldier and passed out.
Woke up in a medical and genetic experimentation facility. Was subdued and forced to go through hours of torture as a lab rat. During all of this Brent was medically and biologically redefined as someone new.
Eventually he escaped from the facility by his own accord and ended up passing out in the grass about 5 miles from the facility after traversing through the woods. Only to realize that he was no longer home, and far from HC -- now stuck in The Endless Forest.
Sidenotes: Lives in a city called The Edge Domain, far off from the actual city but on the edge of it -- deep in the woods.
FAMILY
Father
Rich bastard he never cared for.
Mother
Passed away, never met her.
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Velyra → Mate. Love. Home.
A doe he's become quite fond of and quickly so. Even after a short amount of time with her he feels an inexplicable connection to her. His woman and his mate. For life. Will viciously protect and care for at all times.
Aelfane → friend, trusted.
A spirited little dude, had the pleasure of meeting him a while ago during a boring day. Instantly realized he loved the energetic energy and affectionate ways. Maybe a little too willing and friendly. Worried for Aelfane's sake while being in his presence because enemies but he'd fiercly protect in the event of danger.
Llyr → Some confusion. Acquaintance. Likes.
Someone he's known for awhile and has become fond of. Enjoys their quiet company. Wonders why she always sits with a loser like him.
LIKED
Isleif → you're pretty, also funny af
New woman he's only just met but found himself becoming close with due to their pasts. Afterall the lady did heal him. Unsure how to proceed with the acquaintanceship. Will look out for and protect.
Kozan
Likes the guy. Interesting fella. Is worried for the sake of their friendship considering his own enemies and Kozan's connections. Willing to protect and look out for if given the chance. Hoping to build a better friendship giving the soft affirmation of bondage between.
Liabrin
Don't remember you.
The River Stone - Obsidian Doe.
Interesting.
Chiren
Curious of, not used to her kindness but finds himself in a calmer state when she's around.
Honeythorn
A doe he'd met as a small child, someone he became rather close with. One of the few people who he's bonded with well. Will protect her at any cost. Enjoys her company to the fullest extent.
Ar'ynzell Ythnlle
New face whom doesn't seem to be bothered by Brent's antics and keeps em company? Nice. Keepin' them around.
The Black Swan
curious
Lyssa
Enjoys her company cough not like a perv cough wheeze
Sin
Don't remember you.
Cassiopeia
You're nice. Attracted to.
CONFUSED
Sabbath D'elia
You confuse tf outta me lady.
Éasca
Lady, chill.
Plum
Huge confusion.
Völundr Eiríkrsson
Confusion.
Cherry Bomb "Rag"
Confusion. Thinks she's dumber than a rock. Ignores.
Néli
Last thing he wanted to do was fight her. Stays away. Stop being pissed at me jesus, lady. You're starting your own fires.
Mirah
Long past. Pretty much ignores the doe but isn't opposed to the idea of reconnecting.
RUN
A mechanical creature he's come to quickly adore, remembering he worked with similar technology during his military days. Has gained it's trust and has allied himself with Run. Will provide translation on RUN's behalf to explain his odd mannerisms towards unsuspecting visitors. Brent WILL protect Run at all costs. Has recently become RunnuR's Guardian by Run's choosing. Brent takes this title very seriously and will be on the constant lookout for RunnuR's safety.
PREY
People that be lookin like dinner go here.
Lou - Boy the way you keepin' runnin from me, cooping yourself up like that - makes you easy. Ain't nobody got time for pansies. Annoying the way you run in fear, where your balls at buddy. Watching and may stalk.
NEGATIVE
Aramantha
Info goes here.
Umay
Will never understand. You proceed to hurt and use the innocent and yet at the same time you have this attractive way about you. Fuck off. Watching. May come after if feeling blood thirsty. Target. Confusion.
Chitz
You attract your own chaos but why the fuck do you still try to be nice to me. You know all your pretty little friends hate my guts. Confusion. Watching. May stalk. Attracted to.
Zemora
What's your problem? You just side with everyone.
Plague
Despises, will never talk or associate with.
Dallas
Really don't know you.
Kenna
Why???
SEEN
selene
Deya
Ryoko
Kissare
Vivek Verrell
Aapeli
Tsubasa
Ylva
Moloch
Kipenzi
Kissare
Neli
Vígolfr
Rica
Rossamund
Accendare
Kilo
Aelfane
Naida
'Prince'
Idelle
Ephire
Verve
Sionnach
Sigel
MISSED
Nabi
A really spirited gal, he enjoyed the time he spent with her, had hopes of becoming something more but was unclear with his intentions. Will look out for and protect her if she needs it. Feels bad for what happened.
Tsubaki
Someone who filled a void in his heart, and saw him for who he really is. After realizing things weren't meant to be, he went his separate way. Will probably watch from the shadows and come to her aid should she desire it.
Please let me know if I forgot anyone or need to update something.
→ Medal of honor that he keeps hidden at home.
→ Several weapons, guns, knives, swords, and other such things.
→ Handcrafted sword with a gold blade
→ Stole his mother's kimono from his father's closet (in honor of her death)
→ Plenty more shit back home, too rich for his own good.
→ Owns a mansion, a black Porsche, and a black Lamborghini Aventador.
→ Inherited his Father's money and is a lucrative millionare.
@Shadowfly - Thank you! Means a lot. ♥
@crosstrot - ♥ ♥ !!
@1Antidote - <3
@Kozan - Ayye, it's not you lmao it's my fricken internet bein' a joke. LOL.
i love this character!
re track!
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You are lagging so badIy I
@Shadowfly - Thank you! Means
@crosstrot - ♥ ♥ !!
@1Antidote - <3
@Kozan - Ayye, it's not you lmao it's my fricken internet bein' a joke. LOL.
AHH track!! i love this
such lovely design, too!! <3
My bad, I didn't mean to hit
@Flickeringlanter: Thank you
@Bunnybee: Haha, don't worry about it. It happens.