This bio may contain some mature themes such as gore, death, torture, abuse and so on... I'll try to keep them as scarce as possible, so even if you don't feel comfortable with any of those themes, you can still track this page if you want. Just expect to see some mature stuff here and there. If the only theme you're not okay with is sex and/or sexual abuse, don't worry, there won't be any here as I don't feel comfortable with sexual content either.
Arkœrova is 100% IC. Her actions and emotions do not reflect mine, so please do not take them personally.
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19.04.2022
Ark spent the months among the trees, observing others and watching over those she cared for, her heart aching incessantly with grim thoughts filling her mind. The soul dwelling within this body should have never been made. It was a gift given to take other people's lives, because that was her purpose, her only reason of living. But what was worth more? Her own life, or other people whose souls have been piling on in the depth of a world forever veiled into the foggy night?
That day, she sensed Culzean and Sub Rosa in the Forest, which made her suffering heart pulse with joy. Immediately, she flew to a tree close to their den. Too close, it seemed, as her presence got soon noticed by the Frozen-Soul and the Succubus. The moment she saw them approach the tree, her body began shaking. She leaped down the branch she was perched on and greeted them nervously, unsure of what to do.
The two introduced her to another of their children that she had never met before, Glennrosa. They then invited her to the den, which made her back up. That was a bad idea. A very bad idea. Especially considering Sub's apparent dislike of the Venomous Doe. And yet, at the same time, she wanted to spend time with Culzean again, and get to know their son.
Eventually, she gave in and joined them. However, when the question came, she simply explained that she had been hiding in the Forest for a while and refused to give more details. Predictably, it irritated Sub, and that made the winged doe feel even worse. She was too afraid to say anything more, even though she genuinely wanted to be honest with them — and not upset the Succubus, nor Culzean, for that matter. The dilemma drove her crazy enough that she finally cracked and told them everything, no longer able to hold her tears. Culzean told her she didn't have to kill if she didn't want to, that her creator said all those horrible things to her only to manipulate her. Though her eyes avoided his and Sub's, she could tell by his words that he cared about her, and that warmed her heart. He also told her to have faith in her spell. An advice she struggled to apply, for she wasn't very confident in her magical abilities.
When the buck and his mate left to chat in private, negative questions wouldn't stop harassing her mind. Despite the whole conversation hinting that the Frozen-Soul wasn't affected by her true nature, the voice in her head still convinced her they wanted her gone. Fortunately for her, that wasn't the case. The two came back with Culzean offering the winged doe to come to them whenever she needed sanctuary. They even gave her a portal key so she could go to their world at will. This, of course, gave her relief and joy. The only words she could say in response was "Thank you. Thank you so much".
Although she still felt lost, hope had now made its way into her heart.
31.05.2021
She really wanted to participate to the Spring Rally this year. But she was terrified. Terrified of herself. Away from her homeland—from the one who gave her life and purpose—she was lost. For a long time, she remained hidden from everyone, in a cave, somewhere deep within this world. She didn't know what else to do. Leaving the Forest and explore the unknown? Would she ever belong in another world? She could go back to Smerta and accept her fate. Yet, she didn't want to. Living a life where she would be forced to hurt and kill didn't feel right. At all.
But the more she thought about it, the more she began to tell herself that maybe... it wouldn't be so bad. Maybe she would eventually got used to it. That she would stop caring. Yet a part of her still refused. What if there was a way for her to be happy otherwise? As time passed, however, the answer seemed what she feared most.
After so long, she finally decided to get out of her hiding spot. But her reluctance to interact with others lingered. She climbed up a tree and stayed there, hoping no one would notice her.
30.06.2019
Took her time to rest and heal her wounds. Was eventually brought back to her world by Smerta, just as she feared. What happened next was just another fight between the two. This time, her Creator beat her up horrendously, to the point where the doe was feeling horrible pain all over her body, and said horrible things to her, reminding her of her venom and all the wrong things she did. Ark used her magic to escape back to the Forest despite Smerta trying to stop her. She was surprised that it worked and attempted to use a spell to protect herself from the chimera's magic, but not sure if it was going to work.
After a few weeks of healing and questioning herself, she was still in the Forest. Figured that the spell did work.
Saw Culzean and Sub Rosa again. Also met their kids (Maeve, Joha and Primarosa), instant fondness. Did not know how to react at first however, as they kept running around her and looking at her. Eventually, they sat back with their mother and she took a seat next to Culzean, happy to see the male again.
Today, wandered around the Forest. Still feeling a bit of pain but felt the need to move around because laying down all day everyday just to avoid physical suffering is really boring and makes days seem eternal. Ate something first because she had barely eaten anything for the past few days. Then noticed Culzean, Sub and their kids at their den. Decided to come over but prefered waiting for an invitation before coming any closer. Maeve noticed her and climbed onto her before staring at her for a while. Eventually got up to play with her, then got invited over to their den. Sub did not seem to be against it though, so Ark sat with them.
Maeve climbed on her again and looked at her. Felt the desire to take her for a flight but figured her parents would not be okay with it, thus restrained herself. Spotted Joha staring at her, which made her feel uncomfortable, so she tried to ignore his look.
The venomous doe was happy nonetheless. She wished she had a family too, but she knew it was never going to happen. After all, why would anyone want a killer and worthless doe to be part of their family? She had to accept it. Maybe she didn't deserve this happiness... Maybe she wasn't even meant to exist in the first place...
Still unsure about telling Culzean of all of this.
Arkœrova prefers meeting one creature at a time, rather than several at once. She doesn't feel comfortable in crowds and will keep her distance, unless it's a group of friends she know. She's very easily intimidated and is more likely to talk to or play with those she feels comfortable with.
Doesn't accept her own nature and will instinctively rejects anyone who approaches her to protect them from herself. May stalk others from the distance.
Hyper-empathetic. Can feel the heartbeat of others if they are close enough, as well as their emotions. This can quickly overwhelm her, especially if there are too many creatures around her. She can also sense when someone is not feeling well physically.
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Wields dark magic but doesn't use it much. Can steal magic from others as well to make hers stronger.
Is capable of gaining new abilities or physical features through bonding with others.
Lacks genital organs, thus cannot have children of her own, biologically speaking. Instead, she can impregnant someone else using her magic. This has dire consequences, however, has the baby will slowly eat on the host from the inside while it grows and only get out once said host has died.
Cherishes Culzean
The first she ever talked to about her problems. Usually sought him out first, but now prefers to keep her distance, fearing to hurt him.
Maeve, Joha, Primarosa
Culzean and Sub Rosa's children. Instanstly grew fond of.
Appreciates Melanie Stareyes. A nice doe she has previously met.
Met Name
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Confused About Sub Rosa
Culzean's significant other. The doe seemed cold and intimidating, so Ark did her best to not bother her. Unsure if the succubus likes her or not.
Avoids Repodus
Chased her around once.
Hates Smerta
Her creator. An abusive chimera that basically enslaved her and forced her to do horrendous things. Managed to break free, but for how long?
Gone Comen
One of the first she met in her childhood. Considered him a father figure. Misses dearly.
Doitsu
Friend from her childhood. Saw him as a big brother. Misses.
there she is
Ohh I remember this girl.
Hey you two! Thank you!
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Thanks you two! ♥
well well :eyes:
Oh hello! Sorry for
Sorry for disappearing into smoke. She panicked. X3
Repa is very annoying, he
Don't worry about that. It
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Thank you both. ♥