822018
Interesting times. In so many was.
OH, the other day I actually woke up energetic and cheerful. Earth, wat is dis? Who dis?

8122017
I just found out that I got a permanent job at the OR I am working atm, I have been working as a temp for quite some time now and I am so relieved to hear that I get to stay for as long as I want to yay!

Also the autumn and the oh so lovely darkness around the clock has taken a toll on me. I am constantly tired and rather down, working ridiculous hours doesn't help that one bit. I have actually wondered if I should seek professional help as my anxiety keeps getting worse and worse, I got tons of arrhythmias and I am just an emotionless blob floating around tbh. So I tend to spend my free time sleeping. Or thinking when I get to go to sleep. BUT HEY SINCE I AM A NURSE I SHOULD KNOW RIGHT. RIGHT?
Ohwell, maybe this will get better once all this darkness subsides and the rest of the Finland stops being such a depressive mass of self destruction.

HOWS EVERYONE DOING?


5112017
Vacation hell yes! Been working my ass off these past few months and things are just gonna get tighter and harder at work here on out. BUT I get to spend 5 days in Berlin with my bf, aaaaaaaaaa. Never been to Germany before so I am excited to see everything.

15092017
Holy hell I am tired. Just worked 6 days in a row, one of them being 12h on call shift and we worked literally without breaks to get the operations done. Things aren't going to get any easier at work, from the beginning of next year we are getting 2,000 more operations and shit. SO if I disappear for a few days or wont respond immediately I am probably picking up the pieces of what's left of me and my sanity. I love my job but it is driving me to the point of losing my mind.

That being said, I still try to be as active here as possible. Poke me, pls. My durrs need interactions.

20082017
This gon' be my new personal blog. This gon' be pretty someday.

Until then HELLO. ♥