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Name: Abiteth
Aliases: Berodach-Baladan, Nilakanta
Age: 'fawn'
Species: Void Parasite / Vessel
Size: Average Fawn size, longer legs
Voice: tba

Traits:
-Hairless, smooth and cool to the touch (think sort of like a dolhpin)
-A pale cool white with randomly scattered black spots that have a bit of a sheen to them
-May have other markings once he grows older
-Short tail (Google hairless horse for a ref)
-Spots are really hands (add pic)
-Eyes are like those of a blue milk frog
-Brood parasite? Parasitism....
-Akhal Teke horse, Nigal Antelope, blue milk frog
-toad venom? that stuff some insects secrete?
-It came from the void
- A 'vessel', atypical for species?

Behaviors:
-Constantly touches things with his 'hands'
-Will grab and hold onto others or objects, can be really rough with this (pretty strong)
-Will most likely start waving at others instead of bowing
-Might salute things too
-Uncomonly quiet (selectively mute?)
-Moves extremely oddly, not deer like at all (sort of like this form isn't it's normal)
-Will open mouth and flash the bright blue inside of his mouth at potential threats, may also just show it off if the other has the same color on them
-Pupils are capable of 'dissolving' (find that gif k)
-Sways slightly while standing or sitting
-Eats by absorption, grows in proportion to size of what it absorbs
-Learns from observing, unlikely to do anything that might cause his demise
-Imortal in a sense, always seems to find another womb to grow in (part of a much older chain of induviduals)
-Species usually kill of the host's ofsprings either while unborn or after being born (didn't happen in this case wich is odd, 'sibling' is living somwhere else with the host mother)
-Old enough to be considered independent
-Rarely talks, voice is raspy and has the rough vocal system of a bird

Songs:
- Vessel by Dry The River ?
- Broken Horse by Freelance Whales ?
- Effigy by Natalie Merchant ?
- White Winter Hymnal by Birdie
- Lifeforms by Daughter
- Let Me In by Gabrillie Alphin
-Autumn Tree by Milo Greene
-Wolves by Down Like Silver

Quotes:

"He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he thereby become a monster.
And if thou gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will also gaze into thee."
- Friedrich Nietzsche

"If you get hungry enough, they say, you start eating your own heart. Maybe it’s much the same."
— Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

"I am a miracle made up of particles
and in this existence,
I’ll stay persistent,
and I’ll make a difference
and I will have lived it."
— nahko and medicine for the people

" I stand often enough at the abyss of my soul, asking that same question, looking down into the dark crevices where the black monsters dwell on the bottom. They gaze up at me, and I look them in the eyes. “This also you are,” they say, and I almost fall into the void.”"
--- The Invisible Chains - Part 1: Bonds of Hate, Andrew Ashling

"‘I’m beginning to know myself.
I don’t exist.
I’m the space between what
I’d like to be and what others
made of me.
Just let me be at ease and
all by myself in my room."
— Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

“I looked into those eyes and I saw nothing. It was like staring straight into the Underworld. Like he aches to return to where he came from.”
? Marie Lu, The Rose Society

"Your bones are made of stardust,
You are descended from warriors,
And your lungs are filled with fire fuel.
Don’t ever let anyone make you less."
—words-screamed-into-the-dark

"Everybody tells me they can see skies filled with stars in my eyes.
Maybe that’s way I feel so lost.
I wander galaxies to find myself and I just end up exactly at the same star all over again."
—theworsthoe

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