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Edited Sonali's playlist URL. Apparently it never worked. Ha. Well have a gander.

MentalMostly stable. • PhysicalHealthy. Winter coat growing in. More of a fluffball than usual. • EmotionalHappy.

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November 9th, 2016
Most of the food Abby had given her has been devoured. Keeps herself wrapped up in the blanket, even though she doesn't particularly need it. Finds herself very attached to the object and doesn't want to part with it. While in her Glade, toyed around with her Dreamworld. Satisfied with the results.

Returned to the Forest after a few days break (Soli was in Cali and super tired upon her return sooo). Went to snuggle up by her moms Den (close by but not right on top of it). Decided that she would need to speak to Shahla soon about some things that has been concerning her, simply because she didn't want to come off the wrong way to Shardul.

October 31th, 2016
Has been spending time in the Dreamworld lately. Manipulating her realm to add extra stars for those special to her (namely Abby), and to simply spend time around her mothers "essences". Can't be with both of her mothers at the same time (extremely rare), so finds this is the best way to do so. In and out of consciousness to move herself to be with her mother physically, or Abby physically, but usually in a state of sleep.

Today however, awoken alone, but feeling very warm. Found herself surrounded by gifts:

"A small pumpkin and a large basket containing: Mini pumpkin pies, candied apples, popcorn balls, and Cookies cut and iced to look like pumpkins, bats, fall leaves and deer. A small leather bag filled with sweet and spicy jerky, a carefully wrapped haunch of roasted pork and another bag with roasted corn cobs, small squash and apples. Additionally a woven blanket has been placed over her."

Collected everything and dashed to her glade in The Edge of the Forest, chowed down on the haunch and a couple of cookies, before making her way back to the main forest. Feeling delightedly full, and incredibly loved, went back to the tree while still covered in the blanket but instead turned to press herself up against her mother by her den. Noticed more gifts here (unless Shahla already moved them D:, and if so, please omit this), and smiled to herself. She had fallen in love with the right one all right. A bit confused as to the occasion, but certainly can't complain.

October 25th, 2016
Returned to the main forest and sought out Mom. Found the Tigress at the den and plopped down next to her.

October 20th, 2016
Long story short, was approached by Abby and was confessed to about feelings. Didn't realize that she felt the same way because of how she was focusing more on family than anything. Felt pretty awesome, seeing as she was never really looking for...her other half so to speak? But yeh very happy.

After spending the day with Abby, returned to the Edge of the Forest for a few days for some things. (AKA Soli needs to decide what was done because she was in Texas.)

October 18th, 2016
Spend quiet, sleepy time with Abby until the doe had to leave. From there, moved off to sit with Mom at the old den. Definitely resisted the urge to look inside her old home. Curled up besides mom, comforted in her presence. This was pretty much the entire day, simply spending quiet time with mom in a familiar place. Reminded of her fawnhood before her death, though somewhat...depressed that her 4 siblings weren't there curled around their mother either. Hoping Kitai and Tsa are doing alright, confident they are though.

October 16th, 2016
Felt incredibly warm upon awakening, but in those few moments of REM sleep, recalled times of her childhood, where she would wake up surrounded by her siblings. The feel and scent was the same. Or similar. It was comforting.

When she finally cracked her eyes open, all she saw was the vibrant pelt of her mothers. Kinda...shocked? But not? Didn't really expect her mother to be curled around her sleeping. But sorta...hopeful at times? (Player can't explain how Sonali is feeling right now #rpcharacterproblems). Regardless, felt immensely happy, and lifted her head enough to groom her mothers shoulders. Didn't...care?- if it wasn't really wanted....just...needed to do it? It's something that was always comforting to her, grooming someone else. Definitely fell into a trance-like state.

Somewhere in the midst of grooming her mother, conked out again (player had to afk and do some chores ._.) only to awaken and find mom gone. Hardly put off about it, still feeling....so warm and light with the feeling of waking up next to her. Had to retrieve her pelt after being spelled by a rambunctious no-name, and located Jyoti near by. Went to sit by her brother.

Dosed for a while before Jyoti got up and ran off (apparently moms picto appeared idek). Was kinda like wtf, because he had ran off when there was an odd creature besides them (Qaazi). Was immediately curious of course, so went to sniff but got Nuzzled by a rough brown face instead.

Basically this:

[3:15:52 PM] Marissa - Soli: HOLD ON
[3:15:57 PM] Marissa - Soli: I NEED TO FIND A REACTION GIF
[3:15:57 PM] Silv:
[3:16:11 PM] Silv: OMGGKLH
[3:17:58 PM] Marissa - Soli: PART 1 Qaazi https://66.media.tumblr.com/baeb15f4db75face4c8c065e7d923c3e/tumblr_mzp5ayY5E81t8mdg0o1_500.gif

PART 2 Sonali http://31.media.tumblr.com/cda3065c98a9841d60ae55c9d9f96e91/tumblr_mzp5ayY5E81t8mdg0o2_500.gif

Kinda just...didn't even know what to do because it surprised her so much. But kinda...took it as a compliment? The rhino seemed hella friendly so wasn't going to complain? So just continued to sit by her brother (when he came back), in the rhino's presence. But shortly after, dosing again, heard yelling in the distance. Was torn between actually eaves dropping and ignoring it, but recognized one of the voices as Abbys. Felt her heart drop, unsure as to why her friend would be arguing with anyone, but decided to wait to see if it calmed down...or got worse.

But eventually the two split, the blue caribou going one way and Abby going another. Immediately muttered to Jyoti that she was going to check up on Abby and dashed off after her friend. Found the doe by a tree facing away from her.

Long story short, learned that Abby's nephew had passed away. Tried her best to console the white doe, grooming and keeping close. Tried to tell Abby that many come back who die here, but it seemed something else was going on. Didn't pry. Just wanted to be a pillar for her friend.

Stayed with Adayti until the doe left (player had to sleeps), so went off to find her family. Found Jyoti near their mother and Stria, and decided to sit with Jyoti mostly because she didn't want to intrude upon her sister-not-sister and their mother.

October 15th, 2016
Coming and going from the forest, was mostly sticking to herself. Tried to participate in the rut but...aside from having nice relations with Kato, awkward moments with Shardul and a lovey moment with Abby, there wasn't much to be said. [Also player is trying to drag herself out of the rut so please bear with me.]

Today found herself at the usual tree she frequents near her mothers home. Wasn't...particularly fond of the weather (even though Sonali likes the dark idk?) kinda just dozed by the tree.

A WILD MOM APPEARED.

SO HAPPY. Sat silently with mom and enjoyed her presence. Snoozed again and had to go find mom who was with a sleepy Stria. Did come over cautiously in case the red doe freaked out, feeling a sad pit in her stomach at the thought. Wanted so badly to have the playful relationship she had with her Sister-not-Sister so long ago. Eventually curled up behind her mother and Stria, wanting to be close but not...suffocating? Probably failed.

Later on, Mom was gone and Stria moved which in turn woke Sonali up. Turned to face the space between her sister and Ronra (Circe and Ronra were RIGHT THERE BEHIND THEM when she woke up ), and tried not to feel hurt that Stria moved away. Can't blame the doe for how she feels, though is unsure...how to repair said damage.

Didn't take it to heart, but determined to take it extremely slow with Stria. In the meantime, ogled at Ronra because she's a giantess like holy shit? When did you get so big? Why can I be that big? ;( Despite the minor grumping about her own shrimpiness, felt...truly happy that her sister still had a friend like Ronra. New the flat-faced lioness had been there for...well, a freaking long time. As long as the Golden could remember. As long as Stria even. Thought it over, and wondered how Circe thought about the Lioness. Did they consider each other sisters too? Decided she wouldn't be put off about that. All the better to be quite honest. Welcomed it even.

Wanted to...really just...tell all three how much she loved and cared for them, but felt it would come out forced despite how genuine it truly was. Inwardly sighing 5ever. Emanated her magic as usual, perhaps a bit more to show her rush of emotion for her friends and family. The Golden wasn't the smoothest with words, and actions spoke louder than words to her family anyway.

Did get a nod from her sister. Instant cheer up. Relief. Thank the Gods.

Spaced out (Soli was watching the Nanners on Youtube), and came to to see a wild mom, Ron and Sister running around. Kinda was like "wtf is going on" because got a little anxious about it at first. But seeing as they were enjoying themselves, relaxed, but was afraid to join in. Kinda watched for a time (didn't notice Jyoti at first), and went to sniff the smol goat. yes much approve. A little bit later, tried to sniff Circe but there seemed to be a bit of awkwardness between them BUT ITS OK. Got nods so thats great. She went and sat down (then tab crashed...FAK).

Wild Kio. Got sniffs and nuzzles and felt so so good.

And then mom found a bae and ermagerdddd.... Played around with the little thing (Alice), and thought about claiming it:

[12:55:51 AM] Marissa - Soli: mom if you dont keep it I will
[12:57:49 AM] Ems: she's already dibbed it days ago Bc
[12:57:56 AM] Marissa - Soli: x'D
[12:58:08 AM] Marissa - Soli: can I counter-dib your dib?
[12:58:48 AM] Ems: NO >B|
[12:59:01 AM] Marissa - Soli: x'D OK U WIN

Was worth a shot. More playing, and the baby went over to Jyoti and got him to play too. Gave him some nuzzles and sniffs too, because ilubro.

The baby sat with mom and Kio, so went to sit with Circe (sorry bro its been 5ever since I've been with mah sis ok).

Ended up falling asleep behind her sister, cuddled close. Didn't see it, but got a nuzzle from her sis when she woke up. <3

August 25th, 2016
How long had she been gone?

It felt like three weeks. That's it. She had been swept back up in Azeroth for three weeks.

But the scents, the dead and new blue flowers laid by her tree...It spoke volumes of the actual time she had been gone. And she couldn't understand how.

The last time she went to Azeroth, time passed just about the same. Was it because of these...demon invasions happening? The call to Azeroth was very prominent shortly after regaining her strength from being nearly executed. She wanted to speak to her mother again, and of course find Abby, but she was drawn to the other realm for reasons she couldn't understand. And she definitely didn't mean to stay longer than she had.

The reason she had not come back sooner is that she couldn't. Whatever forces lured her back kept her there. Perhaps it were these demons? Foul, ugly creatures. Not like the demons of the forest. They felt nothing like that, not as...evil. Not at all.

But just as well. She wouldn't dwell on the trials of that world. It really wasn't her business. She had tried to find Moroki, but couldn't in the midst of the panicked Horde. Something bad had happened, other than the invasions, and she regretting not finding out what before she managed to get back home.

She slipped into the forest briefly to check on things, feeling her stomach sour at the thought she was gone longer than she meant to. She hated herself for it, but there was no use dwelling on it. She was back, and that was all that mattered. She would make it up to her mother somehow, and Abby. And of course Jyoti. Tomorrow though. Later today rather...after she had rested after the taxing return from one world to another.

June 3rd, 2016
A month after her second birthday pretty much, but its not exactly something she thought about. Having narrowly escaped execution, was lead back home by the Oracle of Elyria, Dione. Made her way to her den to clean up first, bloody hooves was not exactly something she wanted her mother to see.

Stayed there for a few days until her wounds were sealed up enough to not pose much threat to reopening. Made her way to the forest, looking immediately for her mother. Found the Tigress in a patch of purple flowers with Kio. Approached quietly before saying hello, which turned into a small conversation that mostly consisted of the two asking how each other was doing and glad that they were safe. Asked to sit with them for a while and was happy to be granted it.

Slept most of the day, because Sonali is still mentally exhausted from nearly dying so yeah. And then a kitten. TOR BAE ;; Loved on the kitten who seemed a bit afraid at first, but gethered him up in a hug before bounding off to find Jyoti. Her brother was pouting, which seemed kinda normal to her so just sat next to him with Tor and fell asleep again. Drifted off thinking about Adayti, hoping the Oryx is alright.