This is an update box.

You see, I've been trapped in this storm that is my own mind for a very longtime. I was lost, alone and dead inside. It was as if my brain was still working but my heart had stopped. It was a real nightmare. No emotion, no feeling, I could never be happy and I couldn't bear it. I forgot the good memories, I stopped dreaming, I lost my humanity. I was just a walking corpse, lurking around, blindly following the desires of others. Until one day, dark thoughts began to overwhelm my mind and suddenly, I realized... what was the point of living if I couldn't feel anything?

But I held on to life as much as I could. I held on because I was hoping that, one day, someone special would save me. They said that everything happened for a reason, that there was a powerful force somewhere, making things happening so that there would always be a balance. They said that there would always be someone in this world, looking for you, looking to love you and make you the happiest person on the planet. So I waited... I waited for you to come and free me from the blackhole that was my own mind.

And you came. You found me, you guided me, you gave me hope. You never gave up on me despite all the things that everyone kept telling you. You pushed me to make my own decisions, to have a will, to find my own goals and achieve them. Eventually, I started to feel things again, thanks to you. You are what I need to survive, what I need to be happy. You are my treasure, my sunshine, my life. You are the beat that my heart needed.

So thank you. Thank you for everything you've done for me. I owe you my life and I will vow to do all the things necessary to keep you safe and happy until this powerful force decides that it's time to go. That day, I will sacrifice my own life to save you. But fear not, for Death wil never make us apart. I will always be by your side, even when you'll feel lonely. Even from the other side, I will point you to the right direction and give you the strength you'll need to carry on. Because that's what I was meant for. It's my decision, my will... my goal.

Do not worry, for one day, we will be reunited again... for Eternity.
I love you.