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Mental: 100% / Physical: 75% \ Emotional: 97%

Feb. 2nd:
I have returned to the forest after a long leave, exploring else where.

For a long time I had experienced something--a need to travel. A need to learn and live. I have returned with the knowledge of another forest.

Please welcome me with open arms. As it has been ages since I have been back.

I am old...


Older


July 14th:
I have returned to the forest and missed it's calming nature.

Something told me that someone was in danger, a second nature, a feeling. So yes, I have returned from my long journey and plan on visiting friends and family members.



Níðhöggr



He is old, wise and has become ill and weary from his travels. Whilst out on the Highlands, he met quite a lot of stags and does, ancients and the like. He enjoyed his little adventure...

And has returned to his homeland.



Disclaimer:
All that happens in the forest is completely in character and I am Completely in character! Don't take anything personally if my Stag dislikes a certain character or action.

Roleplay with this character is open if you'd like to give it a go!
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Kujanci's P.O.V (paragraph

Kujanci's P.O.V (paragraph five if you want Niohoggr's appearance)

I awoke to the warm sun that oozed between the bristles of my pelt and the tickle of the pollen at my nose. Before getting up to start my day, I lifted my head and and took a quick peek at my surroundings, which contained of trees, the small field of flowers I was laying in, a pond, and a small fawn that had fell asleep next to me. Tilting my head in the slightest, I leaned down to nudge the young fawn awake. Success.

The fawn slowly let the eyes of its own to be opened to the the sun. As soon as it was fully awake it got up and shook itself free from the sleepiness and messy pelt. Smiling, I as well got up to stretch and nuzzle the fawn, who had nuzzled back in return.

Pawing at the ground towards me, the fawn tilted its head as it lifted one of its front legs as if asking to be followed. But, without waiting for my answer, it had already hopped off to take a drink from the pond. If only this little one could talk. But, of course, I followed, taking a drink as well when I got there.

After we were done with our drinks, the young fawn gave me a look of sneakiness. Lifting a brow I wondered what it was thinking about. Maybe plotting a scheme of some sort? Even before I could ask about what the fawn, my friends, was thing about it tagged be with fast-like skills, and took off.

A smile broke out onto my face as I ran after the fawn, laughing the whole time. The fawn ran, and chased. The basic rules of a wonderful game called Tag. We didn't stop until we reached The Playground in the birch forest. The fawn had climbed on the rocks and was investigating the situation it was in, sniffing a stag.

Panicking, I ran towards the two, rushing to get in front of my fawn friend. Gently pushing the fawn away, I stood my ground in front of the stag eyeing him suspiciously. But, he did nothing to my surprise, only gave me a tilt of his head in questioning. All I did was sniff the stag to make sure of his innocence, and with a curt nod and a small smile I trotted off with the small fawn trailing behind. The fawn and I had looked back a few times to notice the stag had a friend of his own.

I smiled and continued with the rest of the warm day, wondering...
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I watched them prance a bit

I watched them prance a bit farther, something inside of my head telling me to keep an eye on the two and so I stood, a long stretch awakening my body fully. My friend grumbled, annoyed that I planned on leaving him there but it did not bother me much. This feeling was hard and true, something told me to follow from afar.

Walking with head high, I jumped from the rock formation and followed the scent they had left behind. I slimmed my eyes and saw them, still walking amongst the trees. I am careful not to get to close as I do not want to scare the doe into any sort of defensive action for the fawn. I want to make sure they see I am merely curious.

Slowly, I walk closer, grabbing flowers in my mouth as I pass them by, chewing hungrily. A wood pecker attacks a worm in a nearby tree and it catches my attention for a moment, staring up in curiosity. Going back to my first interest, I step closer as they graze, hoping to conceal my curiosity with my hunger. Only then does the doe take notice of my arrival.

She stares a long moment at me but I assure her, bowing low, that I am visiting. My eyes go to the fawn, whom was paying me no mind, skipping about a patch of yellow flowers. His voice erupts from his lips, deep and soothing,

"Is this your child?"
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I felt a some sort of

I felt a some sort of presence near by as I walked to a patch of yellow flowers to graze, but I shrugged it off. And, of course, my sense were correct. There stood they same stag that my fawn friend had approached earlier.

"Is this your child?" He asked. His voice was confident and clear. Slightly confused is to why he asked a question, I hesitated to answer. And although he bowed, showing kindness and respect, I was still on edge. I took a look back at the fawn, who was prancing about until he stopped to erupt a roar from his throat. I turned my head slowly back to the stag and answered the best I could.

"No, he is not. Or she, I'm not quite sure. I found him in a flower patch all by himself, just enjoying the scenery perhaps", I said, with a calm and confident voice. Although, inside, I was wondering what would happen in advance.

At that point I had no other choice but to wait for the response that I was hoping to get from the stranger stag. The warm breeze glided past us for only just a few moments, and it was calming enough to keep my eyes focused instead of wide. And then I risked a chance, my voice only containing bits of shakiness.

"Who are you?"
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"Who are you?" Her voice

"Who are you?"

Her voice showed fear and it almost made me guilty. I started to second guess following but held fast, my face not showing any change of heart. My eyes were hard yet kind, a stag of true magnificence stood before this doe today.

"I am Níðhöggr...Father of fawns whom have no mother or father" He looked to the fawn a quick moment, then turned back to the curious doe, hoping that I'm not too awkward, "You may call me Father if you wish...".

"I was curious as to..." I paused, not necessarily remembering why I had followed--perhaps their scent was just odd? No that's not it, what was it? My old mind circled the "folders" of excuses and found one, "I could smell a predator nearby so I wanted to make sure the two of you were safe on your travels". I looked about, actually wondering if one was around, ears perked up tall. Making excuses to guard the doe and fawn.

For a moment I was silent, turning and walking heavily to the fawn and smelled deeply, hoping to pick up another deer's scent, perhaps the parent? But all that was there was the faint smell of the doe and pollen. It was the truth, the fawn was orphaned--that or it had rolled in so much pollen that the scent of it's birth parents were long gone. I picked my head back up and walked back, not coming to close as to make her comfortable with the distance between us.

My voice, soothing and warm, "What is your name...I've seen you prancing about the forest but never got close enough to ask", I smiled softly, hoping to calm her down a bit.
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Hot breath flowed through my

Hot breath flowed through my nose in a silent sigh and my body went cold. This stag was only trying to protect my fawn friend and I. As he walked over to the littler one I kept my eyes on him the whole time, my tense feeling slowly fading. I lifted one of my ears and sniffed out his scent, I also took in all the forest's noises that were close enough to here. Both of my ears were held back by the time the stag turned and stood in front of me. That's when he asked for my name.

"My name...?" I pause for a moment looking down with my eyes, but then back up to the stag known as Father. "My name is Kujanci. I would tell you this little one's, but... I'm afraid I don't know it. I'm sorry, Father", I said with the highest respects to him. What an honer to meet some deer as this one.

I hadn't noticed what had been pushing me until I look down. It was the fawn. He was pushing me towards Father without noticing, and when I had gotten too close for comfort I quickly moved out of the pushing and shoving zone, causing the fawn to bump into one of the stag's sturdy legs. My eyes widened, but soon softened at the look the small fawn giving Father. I shook my head, snapping back into reality.

"I'm so sorry! He didn't mean to, he's a bit mischievous sometimes. Ah! What am I going to do with you?" I said in a panicky manor, all the while gently taking the fawn back to my side. I sighed as a small pink blush of embarrassment crept to my cheeks and closed my eyes to keep calm. But, I quickly made it disappear, hoping the stag did not see it at all. I feel like a mother.

The fawn frowned at me, which got him a stern look back. All he did was sigh and plop next to me closing his eyes as he rested. I shook my head at the fawn, but he didn't see it, for he was all ready napping. I sighed again.

"I really am sorry, Nioho-", I quickly corrected myself for using his other name out of respect. "I mean, Father. Apologizes", I said the last part quietly, and stayed quiet, waiting for his response. I looked the other way not wanting to make eye contact with him. What an embarrassing moment...
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I looked at her then the fawn

I looked at her then the fawn with a small stern look before back to her, surprised by her motherly instincts. Unsurprisingly, she looked embarrassed by the fawns childish actions and all I could do was laugh by her little slip up of my name, "My dear, my nick name is merely to calm fawns...you may call me by name. Do not be embarrassed".

I almost felt like her cheeks had reddened a moment but I decided not to comment on it, as that would be un-gentleman-like. I look away a moment, head turning to the left at a small group walking past caught my attention. My ears twirl back and forth, skin twitching slightly before I place my attention back to the doe.

"How old are you...?" I smelled her from afar, eyes hard and staring at the group before they disappear, lifting my head a bit more.

"You look young" his voice had a tone of curiosity and maturity. Looking up I realize that she is attempting to not look at me and I frown slightly. Stepping a bit closer I question this, "Kujanci, am I making you uncomfortable? If I am unwanted I will leave you be!" I said worriedly, hoping that I haven't offended her.
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Only a little startled I was

Only a little startled I was at the hearty laugh, but hearing my name made me quickly turned my head to the stag, giving him my full attention as I made a decision in my mind what I should answer.

"No, no, no! You're just fine! Uh, I'm sorry if I'm making this harder than it needs to be", I answered. This time I looked at the stag with a small smile of apologizes and kindness. "I'm actually pretty young, only about two seasons ago did I become a full adult", I answered his questions with full sureness of myself, and even better I felt calmer then ever.

"What about you, Niohoggr? You seem wise enough to know things beyond the forest itself", I asked in curiosity. He seemed old enough to know anything, really. A small group passed that contained one of my good friends. A good stag he was, very kind and playful. Although, he is very touchy sometimes and loves to be near his close friends, never parting until he falls asleep...

It didn't take long before I got the answer, but I was thinking of all the things that could be possible. Like, where stars come from or what it's like to be beyond this forest. I have so much to learn. Some deer say I'm strange like that, but I think it's interesting. Listening fully to what Niohoggr has to say, I keep all of my attention to him. After the group passed, of course.
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I smile slightly and bend

I smile slightly and bend down a bit, looking at her hooves--dainty.

"So I was correct, you are of season..." I lifted my head, saying flatly, "I could smell it on you but I didn't want to assume".

I have a bad tendency to be blunt or say things that may appear a little lacking in the area of "kindness" at times; I take notice of my comment and snort out with disappointment in myself, "I'm sorry I didn't mean that rudely". I think to myself of something that could shoo away this dense air.

I looked to her, slightly embarrassed before I smile, "Say, why don't we talk a walk to the pond? I'm parched and I'm sure your little one is as well!" I turn slightly and walk a couple steps away from her, "I'd love to hear how you found the little one", I look back before continuing on to the river, leaving it up to her if she would like to follow.
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I smiled widely. "That would

I smiled widely.

"That would be wonderful, I could use a nice drink of myself. And like you said, I'm sure this young one here would like one, too", I said with my normal personality active. Always happy and cheerful, and hard to be put in a bad mood. Before I started to walk with Niohoggr, I awakened my little friend and pawed at the ground towards him. In response a quick nod came from him and he walked by side as I walked next to the seemingly older stag.

"Surprisingly, I found this fawn all by himself, happy as can be. That was the same day we had become the best of friends, too! Oh, he is such a delight, so sweet and fun. Even if he can be mischievous", I chuckled a bit at that part as the fawn smiled proudly. "I don't know how he knows it, but he uses body language, and seems very easy to understand. Like, when he paws the ground: follow. Or when bows: hello. It would be nice if I knew who his parents, or even guardians, were", I finished with a slight frown.

Not only had I found the fawn by itself, the fawn seemed to have been attached to anyone it met, trying to get or greatly accepting affection from anyone. So, now this little fawn has grown on me. I thought for a moment and I wanted to asked a question, but we had already arrived at the pond. I noticed I still had on a frown, although it was small, and quickly got rid of it.

And so, we all took long, cool, and refreshing drinks. Afterwards, the fawn decided to splash at the water, having fun on its own. I thought this would be a chance to ask.

"Niohoggr, have you ever met any interesting fawns before?" I asked with a smile on my face. I, too, would like to hear of a fawn that someone adores.
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Smiles slightly, lapping at

Smiles slightly, lapping at my nose with a flick of my tongue, "Oh I have met many fawns in my time here, most of them have grown by now but...oh yes many" I looked around, ears up as I surveyed the area around the pond. I smelled the air for a moment before turning back to the doe, "I think the most memorable would have to be the first fawn I took in".

For a moment I paused, remembering the hell I had gone through to save that little fawn, indecisive of whether I should tell the story but hints, "Beautiful little thing had such a short life". I bent my neck down, sipping at the water before looking back to the doe with a smile, "After I had lost my mate, it was a bit harder getting the fawns to trust me but I still succeeded in saving many lonely lives".

My mate. How long has it been since I thought of her?

After a moment of silence from the doe I looked to the fawn, calling for the little one to stay close and not stray to far in the pond. My mind wandered a bit before going back to the conversation, "The fawn had a weak system and later didn't survive the winter season, no matter how hard I tried it was just a weak fawn. I assumed it was not able to feed from it's mother" I paused a moment before looking to the fawn, "That's why I try and save as many as I can...she would want it that way".

I smiled proudly to her before stepping into the water, walking to the fawn as I spoke, "Please do not feel bad for my loss, it was an opening to a pathway of life that I must walk down".
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What? But, how could I not

What? But, how could I not feel bad? How could anyone? I was surprised enough that the poor little fawn had died during the cruel winter, but even more so when the stag had said to not feel bad. Also about his mate. It nearly made the tears that hung at the edges of my eyes fall. But, I blinked them away.

I pulled both of my ears and look down at the water, thinking hard. How could such a soul take all of it? I suppose that he handled it nicely but, how? I wondered and wondered about how things in life could be past the limit over horribleness, cruelty, and even depression. I have heard some rumors, that became true that I wish not to tell. I look back to to the wise stag.

"It's hard to not feel bad. I mean, how could one deer, or anything in this case, go through what you have? It's just too much if you ask me. I'm just... terribly sorry about your losses, Niohoggr". I meant all what I had said, and by showing it I look straight into the stag's hard eyes.

It had started to get a bit cooler in the afternoon air and fawn had come out of the water, slightly shivering. How long has it been? I sighed at the fawn and bent my head low to the ground so my neck could shelter the small shivering mess. It gladly accepted and buried his small figure into my fluffy pelt, smiling.

I wish I could look at the strong and wise stag as I wait for what he had to say, but I cared for this little fawn as well. So, I waited for his response all the while a fawn at my neck, warming itself.
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I appreciated her comments,

I appreciated her comments, never hearing these types of things before. I shrugged off my feelings as normal and stepped out from the water, looking down to the fawn to make sure he was drying. "You are a natural mother Kujanci" I said, hoping to change the mood of the conversation.

"Do you enjoy blue berries?" I whispered lightly to the fawn, tilting my head slightly, awaiting an answer but decided to look up to the young doe, "How about you? Do you enjoy them?"

I almost felt guilty for telling my stupid little story, wanting to make amends. I stepped a little farther away, ears perked up to listen for any predators that may be nearby. I won't let them get into any danger. I smell the air deeply, snuffing out what I breathed in. A smell of musk lay on the wind and I ignore this, walking beside the doe.

"May I take you both to the berry bushes?"
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I took the compliment greatly

I took the compliment greatly towards the now friend stag and it made me warm inside just hearing it. A mother, really? I guess I do have mother-like instincts, just never noticed myself.

"Thank you very much", I said with a big smile. It has been quite a while since I got a new friend. The older stag then leaned down to the fawn and whispered something about blueberries. Maybe asked them if he liked them? I could tell by the way the little fawn's eyes widened. The stag then lifted his head and asked away.

"Blueberries? Why, they're my favorite, besides raspberries. I'm sure the little one likes them, too. I've only tasted blueberries as a fawn, but I still remember the taste. What I can't remember is where I last saw them, so lead the way", I said with enthusiasm. I can't wait to taste the wonderful berry again. How the taste will spread on the tongue and stay there for the rest of the day. I love blueberries. But, I didn't let myself get too out of hand.

And off we went. The little fawn had gotten warmer by the time we started walking and was prancing about with excitement, waiting to get a taste of the blueberries. I told him to stay close, which he did, but pranced about around us. I small smile formed upon my face.
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Watching the fawn and the doe

Watching the fawn and the doe was something I personally enjoyed, especially since I feel as if they both trust me a bit more. Walking heavily behind them, I nod in a certain direction, sortive herding them toward the location of the blue berries. The smell of another stag wafts past us as we walk, putting me on edge that perhaps there may be an unfriendly visitor.

"I'm sure you will enjoy this little place I found...not many go out that far, it's a little barren of other deer" I said softly, knowing full well that it isn't safe to go alone unless you know the right paths.

The birch trees waned slightly with the wind, a feeling of "home" coming to me as I walk slightly behind but not at all too far. I don't want them to feel unsafe. I'm not sure if she recognized the scent of whomever that was from, but the musk was strong and could mean that perhaps he was looking for a mate. I hope that he wasn't look for Kujanci. I ask her a question to get this off of my mind as we walk.

"Kujanci, have you been over to this part of the forest?"
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The scent of this place was

The scent of this place was very new to me, but the smell of musk was put out more than anything, and slightly warned me inside, but anyhow I stood calm watch our surroundings. If I had been to this place, I must have not remembered, but it was beautiful here. The scent was of soft flowers, more like bell flowers.

"I'm afraid not, although it is pretty here. I love all the colors, too", I answered. Niohoggr seemed a bit on edge at the moment, but I decided to ignore it. Maybe he smells the musk as well.

The scent had gotten only a bit stronger and seemed in range, even the fawn had stopped eating the blueberries to sniff it out clearly. And although it seemed another deer was here, possibly another stag, the scent didn't get any stronger. Maybe even fading away a bit. But, the older stag was still on edge.

The fawn was all ready began to eat the blueberries again, not having a care in the world. Then I decided to try one. It was delicious. The best blueberry I have ever tasted, but I only ate about four more before complimenting on them.

"The blueberries are absolutely delicious! Thank you so much, Niohoggr", I said with high appreciation. I hope we can come back here again sometime. If the stag has time, of course.
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I didn't look back at her, on

I didn't look back at her, on edge and watching the surroundings as I walked around them in a circle very slowly, head turning. "Yes, when I was a young buck I came here with my little herd and we grazed for a short time at least once a season", I turned to the both of them and smiled softly, bending down quickly to catch a mouthful of berries.

I chewed oddly, grinding his bottom jaw to the top, ears still up as he scanned the area. I wouldn't mention what I smelled, deciding to just leave it be. I stepped through the bushes deeper and a rabbit zoomed past, running off to another bush.

I looked to Kujanci, "Tell whenever you'd like to leave and I shall escort you two back toward the pond or your hovel if you have one".

I bent down once more, my skin twitching a bit as I pick my head back up. The plant life sway with the wind, the trees a few steps away creak, a river is heard in the distance. It all makes me so calm.
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I watch him as he checked our

I watch him as he checked our surroundings and going through bushes. I jumped out of my skin as a rabbit zoomed past the fawn and I, not expecting that whatsoever. The fawn didn't seem to notice, although it did stop eating and gave me a look. I calmed myself and tilted my head in response.

I knew that look, one of asking. And in this situation he was asking for rest, or sleep. He did seem rather tired actually. I nuzzled the small fawn and asked if he wanted to get some sleep, only loud enough for him to hear. He nodded softly, with a small yawn.

"You do not mind if can guide us back to the main area of the forest? I think we be on our own after that". I smile softly only feeling a tiny bit a tiredness myself, and I look at the sky. Beautiful. A small canopy of trees made a circle that allowed the sun show as a skylight. What a wonderful place, I now see why Niohoggr likes it so much.

As I wait, I set my eyes back down and notice the fawn leaning on one of my legs to keep himself up. I tap the top of his head with my nose as a small sign of affection.
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Turning to her I begin to

Turning to her I begin to walk out of the thicket, smiling at the small fawn for a moment before looking to her, standing beside them both as I nudge them to go along the path...

It wasn't long until we had reached the pond, a few others skipping and calling to friends as they speed across the bridge. The air was still so fresh but noon had come fast, the cool morning air was gone and a humid heat sat at everyones shoulders.

I stop at the edge of the trees, looking down to the doe, "Well here you are Kujanci" I started, "I hope you have a good rest of your day"

I watch them walk a little ways and wait for them to get comfortable.
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I sigh as I walk for just a

I sigh as I walk for just a bit before turning back around to the stag.

"Thank you so much for today, Niohoggr. I hope that we can see each other again", I say with a small smile. Soon after I had spoke, the little fawn had begun to weave between the stag's legs as a thank you. I chuckle, but as I was saying my last goodbye, the young fawn jumped up and pulled down my ear, impatient to get rest.

"Ouch! Hey, settle down", I order him with slight annoyance. I sigh, straightening, myself "Sorry about that. As I was saying, I hope we see you again. Maybe this little one with sneak away without me noticing. But, anyhow I hope you have a good day as well".

"Goodbye!". I bid farewell to the wise and kind stag and we headed off to the last place we had fallen asleep, which was greatly surrounded of thickets for protection. I looked back and smiled one last time at the stag before turning and walking away, with the fawn hopping about next to me.
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Turning slowly, I go back to

Turning slowly, I go back to where I had rested, returning to no one. I laid below the rocks, hiding beneath them as clouds began to roll in. I tiredly felt my eyes go heavy as I laid my head down.

I hope that I see them again soon.
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