Lacrimosa dies illa.:Xemnas:. qua resurget ex favilla

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((Updated image coming soon))

Name
Xemnas

Title
"I lost my title to those I thought I could rely on"
Nothing.
Nobody.
The Fallen King.


Pictogram

here

Gender

Male


Set

Secretary Bird Pelt
Skull Mask
Great White Antlers Default antlers.

Voice



Preference

Unknown. Probably doesn't care about gender.
Attraction is a very dangerous thing when you're a Nobody. With no emotions to hold you back, all that is left is primal lust.

Font

Black or white. size 2. Garamond

Mate

Nobodies cannot 'love'
We do not banter back and forth as Axel and Marluxia. Nore do we exchange grandoise shows of affection like Roxas and Vivian.
We know there's no point. When you're a nobody.
Things are more subtle than that.



-Please note that Saix is, technically, not Xemnas' official 'mate' but he is the closest thing that he will ever have to one.
Picture was drawn by Zerg ♥


Quick Personality

-Calm
Lacking emotions, Xemnas is perfectly calm whenever he wants or needs to be.

-Distrustful
Xemnas is wary of others, Especially since his 'comrades' turned on him, he avoids others, religiously, now.

-Emotionless
Without a heart, Xemnas is unable to feel emotions, this makes him dangerous, as he feels no remorse and has no morals.


Appearance

Once upon a time Xemnas was a force to be reckoned with.
However an incident has left him forever scarred. His once large antlers have been broken down to shadows of their former glory, rippling pelt of light and shadow torn with the scars of an unexpected battle.

One against an army can never end well.

His vision has been permanently impaired, he is not blind, but ever clouded are his eyes, and so if someone wishes to approach he will often ask that they keep their distance until he has had time to inspect them through touch and scent.

Personality

While once the stag had appeared powerful in his words, and strong in his actions, he has since become jaded in a way that only a nobody can be.

He avoids contact with others as best he can, and avoids fighting even more, content to lay beside the river that he has always loved so dearly.

He spends much of his time resting, and dislikes running, as it makes his legs ache.

It's easy to chase him from places and people, as he dreads the idea of another gang upon his heels.

Actions



Relations

+Allies+
Saix
Sianna

-Foes-

Everyone else until proven otherwise.

-Details-

Saix

perfect obedience is hard to come by but so easy to break. It's a goal to be accomplished

"...please...don't....leave..."

Demyx
showing feelings. Showing feelings of an almost human nature. This will not do.

"...why...."

Kaoori
(words here eventually)

"...you....win...."

Vivian
A distraction nothing more

"..."

Roxas
you're just a tool boy

"...go...you have what you want..."
but remember. what you have done was no better than what I did

Sianna
Such patience

She began spending time with him shortly before he was injured, and sat with him after his fight for a long long time, he still 'sees' her when she's around and accepts her company as very pleasant, her staying with him in his time of injury has earned her a place with his allies, and he does in fact trust her.

Other

Xemnas is Copyright to square enix and disney. I own nothing about him.



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He watches her think, as if

He watches her think, as if he knows somehow that she is thinking about him.
Maybe it's something in her eyes, maybe he has just lived long enough to know these things, but he seems to know.

Or maybe he doesn't.

"Crocodiles are masters at the art of deception"

I don't cry crocodile tears; I don't cry at all

It remains unsaid, but those unsaid words linger upon the air, waiting to be swept away by the breeze.

"We will start from the beginning. We shall search out the tattered, broken hearts of this world"

there's that crocodile smile

"and regain our own hearts"

stealing hearts from harts, the irony is nearly tangible.

Harts and does and fawns and anything and everything.
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Fall out, like soldiers

Fall out, like soldiers walking off the deep end.
Hands out, don't stop marching 'til the hearts rend.


Her shoulders bristle, knowing that he seems to know she's thinking. That doesn't sit well with her. She manages to suppress the growl rising from the back of her throat.

Of course they are. That's what makes them dangerous.

Stealing hearts to make hearts.

It was just like -

You remind me of Vilnius, the Prince of Hearts. A heart collector, keeping them safe upon his tines.

But she finds herself bristling even more, and a low growl manages to bubble up from her throat.

I have only given my heart to but a few.

And you will never be one of them.


(Sorry for crap reply, I had something MUCH better, but the site went offline, so this is just a lazy repost lD )
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*flings herself by*

*flings herself by* TRACKOFSTALKINGS.

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((fff your writing is awesome

((fff your writing is awesome |D don't apologize))

His ears tick, a brow raises, thoughts of crocodiles and their tears ushered aside.

"The prince of hearts?"

His interest seems to have been caught by this, Prince of hearts, keeping them safe? a potential problem.

One that he would be rid of if he found it to be a truly bothersome creature.

After all, he can't have his plans ruined again can he?
No. He will not let that happen.

a faint bubbling of a growl, so soft, he hardly doesn't hear it.
But he does.

And he decides then and there that he will eventually crush her ego, crack her just enough to reach inside.

and he will steal it away

((I feel bad my posts aren't as awesome as yours XD))
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Jergs (fabulous pink)"Has

Jergs (fabulous pink)"Has anyone ever told ya that yer pelt makes ya look like a complete tool? Cause' it does... I'm lonely... Ya'll make some nice company" -grins-

Xemnas really is kind of like the ultimate challenging toy for him xD Someone to try and mess a reaction out of.
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((Jergens has met his match

((Jergens has met his match XD))

"Has anyone ever told you that your pelt makes you look like an oversized tomato? Because it does" /blink/
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JergTomato: Pff... Nice

JergTomato: Pff... Nice comeback... for an eight year old. At least I don't look like a fur-coat wearing fruitcake. Seriously man, fur is murder. =/

((If he keeps pestering Xemmy too much just tell me and he'll get back to the moping and stuff xP))
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((XDDDD he's fine)) The stag

((XDDDD he's fine))

The stag chuckled, deep in his throat.
"your taunting is a facade" he smiled, crocodile smile as someone had once said.
"you are hiding pain" his ears turned.
"I can sense the darkness attracted to your heart by your surpressed burdan"
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*bounces in* Just wanted to

*bounces in* Just wanted to say that Roxas finds run-by spelling Xemnas to be good fun :B *bounces away*

(sorry wasn't home) Xion

(sorry wasn't home)

Xion stared at nothing and began to speak.
Why was I even brought back? Why was I even seen I could have been invisible.
She says staring at the statue's again. She seemed to be weakened again as another white light blinded her.
No not the light not the light. not the... light...
Xion crouched again as if she had lost it all. Every thing as well as the touch to the world.
I don't get it I never was one of them. I think I never was part of a nobody. Not even anybody now.
She mumbled and started to say her saying again.
Who am I? What am I here for?
She stared up.

(Xion spoke to much here whoops. XD)
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The red stag seemed to pause,

The red stag seemed to pause, just for a brief second, before a wide, almost insane grin curled up his lips.

Was he really sane?

Perhaps, but not by much.

"What are ya, a fortune teller? Can ya read my mind?" he tilted his head and looked him over more closely now, the cheshire smile never leaving his face once.

"Don't bother giving me that metaphorical bullshit. I don't understand it, and if I did, then I wouldn't believe it."

((Font changed... I couldn't take the pink seriously))

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Haru; makes Xemnas go; =| D

Haru;

makes Xemnas go; =| D<

Tanyak;

The large stag looked to the rambling doe.
He himself brushed the white pelt, and the glow, off easily but then.
He was not so young as Xion.

He rose slowly to his hooves, only to lay down once again, his flank pressed against hers.
"you are here, because you were meant to be at the organization's side." he stated flatly.
"you will not leave again"

an order.

"You are Fourteen, Xion, a nobody. nothing more, and nothing less"


Gingerninja;

"Not a metaphore" he tilted his head, seeming unphased by the look, eyes bored.
"when you are burdened, upset, angry, or sad. The darkness sets in"
he smiled, just a bit more.

"And then, when your light has been snuffed out" his ears ticked.
"we set in. And steal your heart away"
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((Bwahahahaaaa...)) He

((Bwahahahaaaa...))

He lficked an ear and just stared at the zebra-pelted stag, not able to comprehend what he had said. Let's face it, Jergens was incredibly street-smart, but when it came to philosophy, it was almost like talking to a slow child. However, the concept of 'light' and 'dark' did make some sense. Good and evil, right?

His face was unreadable as he spoke. "I don't have much good left in me. A selfish prick, that's what I am. I steal trinkets for the fun of it, and I insult people for the fun of it." he sighed and closed his eyes.

"People think I'm nice, and I'm not. Well... maybe... but only to a handful, most of which are dead now."

Xion nodded to remember who

Xion nodded to remember who she was the number fourteen and one of the Organization members as well. She also remembered another thing she was one of the keyblades chosen ones but that was more like history.
She nodded again stood up bowed to Xemnas and set back down to not go against one of the oldest in the Organization.
Number fourteen.
She said but she wondered who was she before she had been taken to be a nobody as well as a member of the Organization. The memory of that her past had been partly erased. All she knew now was she was a member of the Organization and she now was again inside it. But still she was confused to be in a strange forest filled with strange deer as well as strange things always around her.
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"we are not light, nor dark"

"we are not light, nor dark" his coat rippled, seemed to shift, almost made him blur as he breathed.
"we reach out to the hearts of those like you" his head craned foreward, "their essence consumed, nothing remains"

rippling twisting, light and dark.

"you should embrace your darkness" ears flicking.
"join us" he smiled a bit more, so unnerving.

"it would be simple, forget everyone else, it is easy to exitnguish light"

Tanyakyouninja;

He flicked his ears, his tail.

He was good at that, manipulating others, she was putty against his words.
And he would continue on, forever, bend, her, break, her, until she was marked down to the cell by his very name.
Until she could not leave.
Until he was all she had.

"I expect your loyalty to be absolute this time, Fourteen"

he looked back to the snow coloured doe once more, waiting.
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((.... You have no idea how

((.... You have no idea how tempted I am to make him say 'yes'....))

The zebra deer's expressions didn't even make him blink. Jergens was only really terrified of three things, and this fur coat wearing fruitcake was not one of them.

"Let me guess, yer the ringleader, right? Sorry, I don't take orders well from fruitcakes like yerself..." he chuckled a little.

He thought about it for a moment. "Yer basically telling me to turn evil, right? Why the hell would I say yes to something like that?"

(there are two ninja's

(there are two ninja's here!)
She nodded and went back to thinking either of what to do to the fawns that bothered her.
She knew what somebody else would say 'take their hearts away'
She knew that would happen.
Then she stared back at the doe and bowed to her as well.
Then went back to thinking again
I am Fourteen, Xion .
She thought seeming to remember more of the Organization's ways as well as orders and things.
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"I am the Superior" he said

"I am the Superior" he said simply, it was his title after all.
"Xemnas"

his ears flicked, head moving back again, perfectly at ease.
"we teeter on the edge of nothing, rejected by both light and darkness" he ignored the fruitcake comment easily. Insults rolled off of him like water off a swan's wing.

"we are not evil"

Tanyak;

Still quiet, no need for him to speak now, merely gazing at the snowy doe, small smile upon his muzzle.

like a crocodile

She looked at the snowy doe

She looked at the snowy doe as well making herself stare almost through her.
Then she turned and again stared at the doe.
For one this doe had known the forest longer then she did as well as Xemnas knowing the Organization better then her.
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If Jergens had known how to

If Jergens had known how to read, he probably would have exploited the rather... embarassing result that the stag's name could switch around to.

"Sure. Whatever. To be honest, I didn't think I'd ever find someone with a dumber sounding name than mine. Seriously, Zeemmmnes? Z'at it?" he saw that his taunts were getting him nowhere.

That and this zebra pelted stag really kinda creeped him out. Not by much, but just enough to unnerve him.

"There are people here that need me. As cheesy as it sounds, I can't leave. And even if I could, I would not be able to take orders from ya. I wasn't born to take orders."

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Tanyak; Imma wait for Lacie

Tanyak;

Imma wait for Lacie to reply first |D

Gingy;
((yay illiteracy |D ))

he frowned.
"X-E-M-N-A-S" he corrected the red stag.
"are you so foolish, that you cannot even spell?" he questioned, the calm cold voice of someone who had never felt irritation or annoyance.

"nobody needs you" another of his smiles.
"they say they do, but they would get along just fine, they always do"

master of manipulating, he merely needed to see what made this stag tick.

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((Ain't it great?

((Ain't it great? :3))

Jergens had been called stupid so many times in his life that he didn't mind the insult in the slightest. "I can't read, but that dosen't make me stupid. If you had a pocket, I could pick it. Those are my talents."

He flicked an ear, and smiled again.

"Ya may be right, but I need them."

(alright )

(alright )
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He simply smiled, ficking an

He simply smiled, ficking an ear.
Whether he believed the other or not was impossible to tell.

He was quiet once more, letting a leg hang over the bank, touching the frothing waters below.
He could not feel, not emotionally.
But physically, he was exhuasted.
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"Ya look tired, old man. Ever

"Ya look tired, old man. Ever heard of..." he abruptly stopped, flicked his ears and leapt to his feet, listening, shaking his head, snuffing the air. The faintest scent of lotion creeped into his nostrils, unsettling him.
Aveeno is coming...
He swerved around and stared behind him, looking for any signs of red. None. But he was close. Too close.

He managed a small, painful smiled. "X-E-M-N-A-S... I'll see ya again..." he voice no longer carried it's confidence, but shook and trembled, like a dog that had been caught eating the leftovers on the table.

He didn't bother saying goodbye, and just quickly sprinted off, almost as if he were in panic...

((ffff... Couldn't think of any other way to get him out of there x3))

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(DUN DUN DUUUUNNNNN. / is

(DUN DUN DUUUUNNNNN. / is having TOO much fun here 8D

And. NO. I like your posts &hearts

TAANNNYYAAAAKKKK...I'mma squeezing you in here &hearts)

Mm. He gambles and makes deals with others, in exchange for their hearts. That is how he's fair.

Though she doubts he can even understand the concept of "being fair."

She catches the flicker of his eyes, something borderline wild in them.

She's not stupid. She knows.

She's just become a target.

Her left eye flickers gold again, and it stays gold. But she keeps herself composed, as her maws open to speak again.

What is it that pushes you to steal hearts, and have hearts? You lot seem to lack emotion, yet this urge to collect hearts seems to suggest otherwise.

Unless she was confusing emotions for instincts.

For a moment, she takes her eyes off of him, and focuses on the doe still seated beside him.

Hello?

She caught the doe's eyes glancing over her, and she found herself doing the same again.
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"...Maybe, I shall pay him a

"...Maybe, I shall pay him a visit" his ears turn, slowly, paying no heed to her words of fairness, he has no need to, if he were 'fair' it would only complicate things.

the ear stops in its ticking, like a broken clock.

life seconds numbering, tick tock tick tock
silly songs for silly children.

"When an animal, loses its cub, instinct drives it to its rescue"

the ticking resumed.

"and yet that same animal will kill its own cub, if instinct says it must"

Do nobodies bleed, when they are hurt?

...

probably not.

His attentions flicker to Xion as the snow shaded doe adresses her, but it is soon lost, nothing there to hold his attentions.
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Good luck. He's flighty right

Good luck. He's flighty right now. But then again, it's been a while since I've seen him here in the Forest. Word is that he was attacked...

She growls again, at the image of the one responsible.

Why doesn't he give up?

"Mothers of young kids know why animals eat their young." Heh.

She knew that phrase well, and it always humored her to remember it.

It's more or less an "instinct" for you then. But what will you do once you obtain these hearts?
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"...is that so?" so this

"...is that so?" so this forest wasn't as innocent as it first appeared.
Which was good, in its own way.
All the better to darken the hearts of its inhabitants.

his ear snaps into place again, erect and alert.

"I do not know what the others will do"
for they wished to become whole again, and that was it.

"I will become more powerful" his eyes almost gleam, a hint of madness?

maybe, but then, maybe madness was just one more emotion that he was imitating.

"and I will shape the world to my own design" he said simply, as if that's what anyone would do.

(sorry I disappear at these

(sorry I disappear at these times)

Xion shook her right left right as if she was in thought.

Hello
She said and then thought of something that happened to her.

Then she thought of puppets ones that never ever would have a heart and never live.

But did she even live?

Maybe just a different way the nobodies way,

And now she was being watched by One or Xemnas since ofcourse this time he had planned that none from the Organization to run away this time she couldn't run away this forest would go round and round and they would always find her.

And I was a puppet but also a nobody number XIV, Xion one of the members of the Organization XIII. But still it feels weird finding the whole Organization since I think they all disappeared like I did. But this is another life isn't it?

She thought making her fur stick up a little.
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She doesn't say anything in

She doesn't say anything in response to his rather rhetorical question.

But she distrusts the look in his eyes.

She catches the glimmer in his eyes, adorned with madness.

[url=#9999FF]Why do you seek power? What do you see in making the world into your image?[/]

The world isn't defenseless, you know.

Her eyes snap back to Xion, a warm smile creaking its way across her face.

[= #9999FF]Are...you alright? You seem irritated...[/]

I'm fine. Just still confused

I'm fine. Just still confused that I look different.

She said almost in the voice that she did not mean it exactly since of her confusion.

Then she stared back at the snow colored doe.

And let out a little smile as another greeting.

And nodded again to find herself staring at her body shape.
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"I seek a world to make up

"I seek a world to make up for what has been lost to me for so long. I shall regain my heart, and regain my happiness by giving myself my own world" his ears flicker back, not in anger, or frustration.

It is simply movement, something to occupy the eyes of others.
A living being still as stone would be far more unnerving than he already is.
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The organization members seem

The organization members seem to be gathering at the ruins. XD
(Larxene and Meluxia are still there I think)
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((fff indeed they are

((fff indeed they are<3))
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(OMFG, I FAIL AT MY CODINGS.

(OMFG, I FAIL AT MY CODINGS. WTF D8

-lurks at Ruins- )


Lacie tilts her head slightly, before nodding.

This is the form of those who inhabit the Forest. It's just the way it is, I suppose. You'll get used to it, eventually.

She finds herself smiling in return. Xion was certainly one of the better Organization members.

It isn't long however, before her attention returns to Xemnas, and her gold eye still remains, her eyes hardening.

Typical, selfish. There are better ways to regain happiness. A heart doesn't always equal happiness. Rewriting the world doesn't always equal happiness. Sometimes, all it takes -

She rises, and skirts herself to the side, in a sweeping motion. She raises her knee up, in an attempt to point at her chest.

- is a look inside.
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Saaaaix is not happy with Ren

Saaaaix is not happy with Ren attacking after 'superior' has been harmed.
*just doesn't want to cycle to berserk mode twice in a row after seeing how many spells it took to get there* XD;
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Frankly, I find it better to

Frankly, I find it better to just ignore Ren lD;
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That's what I usually think

That's what I usually think works.
Though I thought it was mentioned that antler+no would let Raz know not to attack. :/ *hence my attempt to persuade an end there*
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((IF XEMNAS COULD FEEL, HE

((IF XEMNAS COULD FEEL, HE WOULD BE CONFUSED, AND PISSED, AND KIND OF SAD fffff))

his head tilts.
He cannot remember joy, or, if he can it is no longer clear.

his ears turn.

"we shall see"

a leg of his own extends, stopping when fully outward, he looks comfortable almost, like a well fed cat.
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Just want to make sure

Just want to make sure there's no hard feelings over that um.. little tiff back there.
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*admits she honestly wasn't

*admits she honestly wasn't sure how to react to Kaoori, then all afterwards*

*Hugs Xemnas!*
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not really, I was kind of

not really, I was kind of confused, and slightly irked at the time (I'm having a bad day |D; and Xemnas keeps getting chased off one way or another from his...spots xD' )

but I don't hold on to online things for long~

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that spot's special to her..

that spot's special to her.. but by all means, if it does upset you, I won't interfere again. I do apologize. I know she doesn't own it, I guess she was trying to sir up a little mischief too.
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it doesn't XD normally I

it doesn't XD

normally I like in-forest fights, I was just severely confused XD
you're welcome to mess with Xemnas whenever you want, I'm just irked right now because my friend is making me CODE AN ENTIRE WEBSITTEEEEE ;;;;;;;;

ffffffffff
/end code rant/
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(I know I'm coming off as

(I know I'm coming off as slightly peeved in my updates and the like, concerning what happened with Kaoori, but I'm usually peeved anyways when I play lD;;

So, no true hard feelings on my end. Ilu gaiz &hearts

ANYWAYS, BACK TO TORTURING XEMNAS. lD)

She rises again, stretching her back, and craning her neck.

Indeed, we shall see.

Her eyes flick towards the doe again, then back to the stag. She bristles slightly.

It appears I have stayed far longer than I intended to. I do thank you for the audience however. Farewell.

She takes off, her body still bristling, another growl spilling out of her mouth.

I've got a bad feeling...

And usually, her bad feelings always came true.
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Lux - "My mixpod is way

Lux - "My mixpod is way better. :U"
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Xemnas' music is srs D

Xemnas' music is srs D<

/shot/
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"Superior, have you recovered

"Superior, have you recovered much from yesterday?"
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The stag's ears flicked

The stag's ears flicked up.
The voice was a rather, welcome, one and he turned his head to nod.
Nobodies healed quickly.

"yes" his words were short, calm, he never needed to say much to his second in command, why bother? he always seemed to be able to read him anyway.
"and how are you, Saix?"

Did he really care? probably not, but it was only...polite.
He nearly laughed at the word.