I'm listening to a song and it's a text leaned to the songtext. It is something about Vermillions memories and his lost love.
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So it is coming back to me all the time and i beginn to remember the pain.
It's spreading right in front of my eyes.
Everyone is smiling and it is pushing me far away.
I can't unterstand why and everything is turning blue..
Can you hear me? Can you hear my lonley whispers?
The words right from deep inside me... words of my heart.
Will you hold me? Hold me for a few moments? But no ones there..
I'm gazing from distance and i feel how everything is passing through me just like i'm not there.
I dont want to be alone right now but..
I'm lost in a deep sleep and i can't seem to find a way out alone.
Help me.. can you wake me? Wake me from this sleep?
I know if i let this feeling in, it will push away my love from this past moment..
So i'll try to to guard it close to me and watch the move it makes..
But then.. it gets me and i wish i could understand how i make it disapear..
Are you out there and can you hear me? Can you hear me now?
Hold me now and kiss my lips and may be you can take me finally to your world now.
I can't be alone right now so hold me and please make it all go away..
Am i ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope i will.... 
this is good. but sad . love
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