..ghosts finding their way back..



Clouds.. rain .. dust.. a voice calling me back home. Still i can't find you, my restless life seems so endless with out you. Why i can't find you? Every night is so cold.. where are you? I'm waiting for you.. for so long now. you can hear me right? You're just hiding and smiling what a fool i am. Am I right? Please stop.. please come back to me.Just answer me..
Again i'm sitting here.. till it's becoming dark and cold.. so i fall asleep..but there will never be da dream.. of hope and love.. where are you..?



occ: just some short text.. sry x.x my english still isn't that good and it's time to get ready for work. just got my TeF working again <3

I'm listening to a song and it's a text leaned to the songtext. It is something about Vermillions memories and his lost love.

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So it is coming back to me all the time and i beginn to remember the pain.
It's spreading right in front of my eyes.
Everyone is smiling and it is pushing me far away.
I can't unterstand why and everything is turning blue..
Can you hear me? Can you hear my lonley whispers?
The words right from deep inside me... words of my heart.
Will you hold me? Hold me for a few moments? But no ones there..
I'm gazing from distance and i feel how everything is passing through me just like i'm not there.
I dont want to be alone right now but..
I'm lost in a deep sleep and i can't seem to find a way out alone.
Help me.. can you wake me? Wake me from this sleep?
I know if i let this feeling in, it will push away my love from this past moment..
So i'll try to to guard it close to me and watch the move it makes..
But then.. it gets me and i wish i could understand how i make it disapear..
Are you out there and can you hear me? Can you hear me now?
Hold me now and kiss my lips and may be you can take me finally to your world now.
I can't be alone right now so hold me and please make it all go away..

Am i ever gonna feel myself again?

I hope i will....

The truth behind a smiling face - just a mask.



Mood: O dunno really x_X
Currently: la la la la ... x.x
Recently: Jump~
Thoughts: ... why oh why ....




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Gender: Stag, male
Title: none yet
Picto: [X]
Set: Orca pelt, Dotd Mask, Purple Flowers on Antlers or Candle Antlers
Color: #7D478C
D.o.B. ~May 19th
Age: 1 deer year ( 4 month in real )
Orientation: Bisexual

Appearance:

At the moment:
- DotD Mask
- Orca Pelt
- Candler



Mate: None, and since he likes stags more than does. ( Thats his little secret. ) he's kinda alone. ^^
Friends: None yet
Family: He had a brother, who died in an accident looong time ago. His family is elsewhere.



Personality:

• Friendly, playfull and social deer.
• Sometimes shy and unsure about what to do.
• Likes beeing with others, but sometimes he thinks, they missunderstand him.
• Often very active, dancing, jumping around ,running~.
• If he's in a bad mood, he separates or just wanders off. Sometimes he lowers his antlers and shake his head, but he prefers not to fight. So pls just leave him then.
• Never hurt fawns or does! He will protect those beeing attacked by others.

Hello,

i got a request. I saw so many awesome drawings and paintings and would like to ask if anybody wants to paint my ghost deer. ^^ I'm not very skilled in drawing myself so i can't give drawings back. >.< ( well i could try too ^^; )

Thanks in advance.

Pics are here:

Some Screen Pics
Screen Pic
Ghost Bio

Well since i got a lot problems with loading my set, narina mentioned that Vermillion might be a nudist..
I couldn't resist.. x__X But well this is just an fun screeny. He is NOT supossed to be a nudist.
So please dont wonder, if you see Vermillion x2 online. I'm checking myself if it loaded my set.

censored picu

Well, thats for the fun of my stag *pokes connection*

"What do you think Vermillion?" she asked, far-sighted in distance. "Shall we dare and go to see more?" In her voice was so much anticipation. He knew he won't be able to stop her, no matter what he would do. But he didn't really wanted to , he wanted to go with her, as they had often discussed it. "Yes, we should." it came from him. His voice sounded calm and serious. They had often talked about it, since they have been children, that they wanted to leave the forest together one day. He never had forgotten the promise. "Promise me that you never leave me alone ... and .." "And that I follow you where ever you are." He finished her sentence and gave a short smile. He touched her head with his as a sign of affection. That promise he had given her when they realized what they felt for each other. Yes, he loved her and she him. His gaze lost itself in the vastness of the forest as the deer besides him bowed her head. "We will come back again if we got enough of the world out there." She sounded confident and Vermillion nodded. "Yes, so it will be. I want our children .." She laughed softly and stoped him talking. "We are talking about children when we come back here, dear." She came close to his head and licked him tenderly on the cheek before she turned and trotted down the hill. Vermillion remained standing where he was and looked after her. Yes, that was her. Free and unattached. Children would change that. But for Vermillion ist was already established that she was the one he wanted held until death..


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Sound: Lorena McKennitt - Mystics Dream

Picto: [X]
Color: #783741

Online
Mood: quiet...
Currently: looking for someone he can't find..
Recently: sitting at his place @ the ruins
Thoughts: ...where are you...

Physical Health: a ghost doesn't have this
Mental Health: 30%




Bio:

Vermillion - The Ghost

Online - Offline

*update*


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...this is... me? *looks in water* ... who is...


...not ..alone..?


...no... fear?

Hello all,

well yeah, i got a questions : If anyone could help me to get the 'crying mask' ? ( Or send me the spell data) Would help me to *complete* my set . Thanks in advanced if anyone will help me.

Vermillion