November 8, 2009 - 9:42pm — Fledermaus
Prepare to learn all the nitty gritty on my deer that they don't like telling. TORTURE. I LOVE IT.
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Have you ever:
Lied to your parents?
A few times, yes. Usually to avoid getting someone else in trouble, and thus me not being harmed.
I constantly lied to them.
Well, yes. I might have, once or twice. About my grades, I think.
Stolen from your parents?
Never done that, no.
I used to steal money for drugs.
No, I would never.
Yelled or physically fought with your parents?
Eh, more like I provoked them to yell at me a couple times. Nothing physical.
Felt like two or three times a week. I tried hitting my dad once and got my ass kicked.
I did yell at her once. I feel bad about it, though.
Resented your family?
Hm. I don’t know, sometimes.
Yeah. My parents more than anything.
No, I loved my mom and I don’t hate my dad based on what she said.
Snuck out of the house or run away from home?
Mhm. Permanently. :<
Ran away a few times, sometimes for months, until they just kicked me out.
Well, yeah, I ran away from where I used to live. I’ve run away from a few places I shouldn’t have, but I just don’t like them.
Injured yourself on purpose?
No.
Nope.
Why would I do that?
Had an eating disorder?
No.
No.
I haven’t but I know a girl who throws up after she eats. She says it’s supposed to make you pretty, but I don’t get it.
Considered or attempted suicide?
I…might have considered it once. Briefly.
Eh, thought about it years ago. Might have tried it once but I was too strung out to remember.
No way!
Been depressed?
Probably not “officially” but as a teenager I wasn’t very happy.
Nah. Messed up, sure, but not depressed.
No, but I do get sad about my mom.
Been abused?
Ah…I guess. I don’t really think of it like that, though.
No.
Nope.
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Broken a law?
I might have…minor stuff, though. I mean, like, having a drink once underage.
Countless times. I’ve covered a wide spectrum there.
I hope not!
Been arrested?
Nope, thankfully.
Only seven times.
No, I’m only a kid.
Been sentenced?
Nope.
Uh, once for 3 weeks, once for 5 months, and the DUI’s total up to about 4 months altogether.
No.
Stolen or shoplifted?
Nope.
I made a living off of shoplifting for about 2 or 3 years. Never like robbed anyone, though.
Actually, I’ve had to steal some food a few times…I don’t mean to….
Assaulted someone?
Hah, no. That would end horribly.
Yeah.
I’m a little girl. :\
Used a weapon on someone?
Nope.
Pistol-whipped my brother once or twice, and threatened a few people.
No way.
Owned a weapon?
No.
S&W 44. revolver
Nope.
Killed someone?
Not to my knowledge.
The friends and I set an abandoned building on fire, turns out there was some homeless guy inside when they investigated. Never got caught, though.
Of course not!
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Committed domestic abuse?
No.
Technically, yes. I’m pretty sure abusing my parents and brother counts, right?
No.
Sexual abuse?
No way.
There’s a lot of rumors saying I have, and you could find a handful of people who’s only purpose in life is to make mine miserable who will maintain until the day they die that I did. It’s a lie. I’ve done some shitty things, but never that and I wouldn’t dream of it.
Huh? No.
Child abuse?
No.
Uh, legally, I guess. My brother.
No, I still am a kid.
Cheated on someone/had an affair?
Absolutely not.
Yeah. Did a lot of cheating, actually. Not proud of it.
I haven’t even had a boyfriend or anything.
Lied to your significant other?
Nope.
Used to. :\
No.
Dumped someone?
No.
Yeah.
No.
Been dumped?
Nope.
Plenty times.
No.
Been in a relationship only for the sex?
No.
Yes. Sick of that game.
Ew.
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Caused a car accident?
Nope.
No.
No.
Been pulled over?
Once. For tags, in my dad’s car. D8
Six or seven times. Speeding and DUI’s. A few more when I wasn’t the one driving.
No.
Driven drunk or high?
Nope.
I tend to do that. :\
No.
Broken into a car?
Nope.
No.
How would I do that?
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Broken a bone?
Had my nose broken.
Broke my wrist, hand, and two fingers.
No.
Been to the hospital?
Couple of times.
God, no. I try to avoid that at all costs.
When I was born, I guess.
Almost died?
Almost drowned.
Nah.
No way, I’d freak out.
Had stitches?
Nope.
Nope.
No.
Had a major surgery?
No.
Nope.
No.
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Cried over a girl?
No.
Uh. I guess, yeah.
I cried over my mom. :/
Cried over a boy?
I suppose, I mean, my brother made me cry a couple times as a kid.
No.
Some boy at the school I used to go to called me a bad word one time, about my skin color. I hit him, but it made me cry later on. :<
Cried at a funeral?
Ah, no. Haven’t been to many.
Never been to one.
Yes.
Seen someone die?
Nope.
No.
Yeah. :c
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Is there something you have done and regretted?
I wish I never ran away. It was selfish and a stupid way to handle my problems. Now I’m just too afraid to turn back to them.
I regret pretty much everything.
Hm, I dunno. I can’t think of anything.
If you can go back in time and stop yourself from doing one thing, what would it be?
Uh, well I wouldn’t stop myself but I’d try to be nicer to my brother.
Hrm, I’d just start over and not be such a dick. It’s not like Fled even did anything wrong to me to begin with.
Uhh, I don’t know? –fail-
If you could kill someone and get away with it, who would you kill?
I…don’t think I could do that.
I dunno. Maybe someone, can’t think of anyone I really want dead right now.
Nobody?
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Do you drink? In excess?
I used to drink a bit, “someone” turned me onto it. I don’t like it much anymore, and I rarely drink now, and when I do it’s usually just wine. Can’t say I’ve ever been drunk.
I can’t get through a day without drinking. :/
I like pineapple juice. :B –oblivious-
Do you smoke? In excess?
I’ve quit for good, thankfully. It’s an awful habit.
A pack a day for more than 20 years. :/
I…triedacigaretteonce. But ew. Never again.
Do you do drugs?
Never have, never will.
No. Well, very occasionally, like once or twice a year, I still smoke pot.
No way.
Have you ever done or tried “hard” drugs?
Nope.
Used to be a meth-addict and did coke on the side. It’s not a good life.
No, I’ve seen what it does to a lot of people. Most people in the shelters I’ve been to are there because of drugs.
Have you abused prescription drugs?
Nope.
Nope.
No.
Have you ever overdosed?
Nope.
Not knowingly.
Huh?
Do you consider yourself addicted to any substance?
Thankfully no.
Smoking and drinking. It’s going to kill me if I don’t quit.
No.
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Admit something embarrassing about yourself.
Erm…well infertility runs on my family. I may not be able to have kids….
Scared of dying. And not dedicated enough to quit.
I don’t know how to read very well, because I’ve missed school for two years. :c
Do you currently have any secrets?
I don’t think so, nothing really secretive about me. I usually don’t talk about my family life or my childhood, though.
Not really secrets, but my former drug habits are probably best kept under wraps.
Hm, secrets? Well I don’t really tell people about my uh “situation”. I’m afraid of getting taken away somewhere.
Have you spilled someone else’s secret?
don’t think so.
No idea.
Hm, no.
Have your friends ever betrayed you or vice versa?
No.
Yeah- both ways, multiple times.
No, my friends have been good to me.
8D THIS WAS AMAZING.
-- Dannii <3