EDIT 8th August: Okay, editing this because I don't want to overflow my blog.
There I am again. I was having a stressing time the last weeks so I just didn't have the chance to tell anyone.
But seems I'm kinda back now. My birthday was on the 14th July. I don't think anyone noticed. I already got that wonderful sketch by Misako and she says she's working on the coloring, so much thanks to her! <33
So, I missed you guys and I hope I will be able to handle things well so I can finally make my new deersie (who has to be a grown-up now as far as I know!) "official" and stuff.
See you around!

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...God, I'm making too many "Sorry for my abscence" posts. >8/ Sorry guys.
Anyway, there's a lot of things happening to me IRL... Which is making me not being able to be on a PC very often. My family is going through a hard phase at the moment... It's very personal but... Ah no worries, let's just say it doesn't let me come often. I'm so sorry!

But hey, I've decided to join the game Impressive Title too. :3 I've seen many of you who are against this game, but also some who like it and even came from there! But I swear I'd never leave or even be less online in TEF because of that. x]
Just the next time will be very stressing for me, but I apologize...

But today looks good for me, I'll be on later in TEF and IT.
And yes, I'm still having big plans for the story for my Shawnee deer. ;D

See you around!

So yeah. I am planning on writing a story about the past of my deer which lived out of the Endless Forest in a country similar to how it was in the Native American's past. I call them Shawnee Deer, after a tribe of the Natives'.
But I don't want to write something, put all my writer's talent into it and then only get 2, 3 comments from my friends on here or something because nobody else is interested, really not. This may sound selfish, but you know how it can "disillusion" you if you don't get the approval you'd like for your work? c.x
So I had thought on how to avoid getting less interest in my story and I got in mind that some of you sometimes ask others if they'd like their characters to be in the story which is a neat thing to fix my problem... but... I do not think any TEF character would fit in my Shawnee story O.o
So... um... the next idea I had in mind was, that I could ask you to help me with my writing and design new characters for it? 8D Would anyone like this idea? Or do you have own ideas?
Tell me plz. <3 I am open for everything and I'd really like to get some more interests in my story. o: So please help me! It would be highly appreciated. <3

At first she thought this day would be boring, but it appeared to be funny when she organized a wonderful group of deer to have fun together. ^^ So here are the screenshots from this day!
Paya will comment on those screenies, and might it be only with a smiley. ^^ Beware, there are many today.

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c8


I finally found that nice deer after being bored. He was so kind and neat.
*bothairsniffing*


He gave me this pelt and we started walking a bit together, lol ^^


"Did you hear something?"
"Um... yes?"


We met this little fawn again, and who joined our group not much later? Can you spy her?


It's Poltytolty! 8D


GROUP PARTAY.


That fawn looks so cute with the peacock feathers which Polt casted on her <3.


JUST DANCE. c8


This new one to our group can sit. 8O


Polt makes strange moves.


Now I do.


Ohyay.


Now he does.


Nope, it had an ironic meaning. xD


...I have nothing to say about this. Uh wait, it was comfortable. ^^


ò__ó Guys. x"D


And where can I buy it? 8D


Is this so weird? (8>

Ugggh... so late again... had some much IRL stuff the last weeks... excuse me...
Anyway, I'll let Pi'yu speak now... he's very much pushing me to let this out ;D

UPDATE: Soooorry, mistakefixingstuff D: You noticed I am always changing from calling the Color of Nothing "Vrack" or "Vlack"? Hell, I should decide. It's actually Vrack. Fool me.

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I woke up somewhere around The Ruins. I almost ran into a cage and I knew there was only a cage at this place. I wonder how I came to that. This Forest was weird at some times.
It was raining. I felt coldness and wet on my body. I walked away from The Ruins which are dangerous for blind buddies like me and came to sit somewhere in the grass. I was hanging in my thoughts for a short time.
Until I noticed a deer approaching me slowly.



A doe, like it seemed. With a lightblue aura which made me feel kind of welcome, I don't know. She came nearer in a slowly way and I found myself standing up automatically and bowing. That seemed to give her courage and she came to sniff me.
I hope I sniffed back. I were still a little sleepy, and you know my politeness is not quite the best.
All of the sudden, another deer with an importunate purple aura ran into us while the lightblue doe was eating a pinecone. I bowed and went a few steps away. I really don't like purple auras. It means that they...
SOUND. LOUDLY. EVERYWHERE. The spell, coming from the doe, surrounded me and made me feel all confused and dizzy. Lurching, I went a few steps backwards, unable to spot the smallest aura from all the others. I noticed my antlers had changed and it made me scared. I sneezed them off and felt my nice old antlers again. Phew!



[i]I shook myself and finally were able to spot the environment again.

Update: Sorry, spotted some mistakes. And, wow, all the Updates and Bios and such put the real diaries down very quickly. D:
... a little late, I know. But I had this virus between writing it and weren't able to continue writing.
This is about his meeting with Misako's Chism and Echo's Solace. I just had to finish & post this. ;D
Have fun reading!

I thought this was about becoming a wonderful day...
But of course I was wrong, as usual…
I woke up at my new favorite place, where the smell of the red poppies overwhelmed my head and made me feeling happy and peaceful. I just sat down there for a long time, until I stood up and ate some pine cones. After that I became thirsty and walked to where I heard the water of The Pond slowly floating. Peaceful indeed. I saw no other deer around. But after I finished my drinking, I noticed a stag with a cyan aura. Since I’ve still had the lucky experience with deer-friends in my mind, I tried to approach since we both were lonely… without success. He ran away from me. Perhaps he wasn’t interested in me. Ah. Alright. I didn’t have anything against staying alone as well.
Slowly and trying to be not too disappointed, I walked back to my favorite little place.
Until something I noticed changed my whole day.
Vrack. Vrack in a deer’s aura.
And not only a few spots as usual. This aura was even almost made out of Vrack!
Vrack is the color of Nothing. The color of Evil. The color of Madness. The color of Sickness. Just seeing a few spots of it gave me a big headache and made me angry and sad. And there was so much. In only one deer’s aura, a doe. She walked near by my favorite spot. I almost began to howl and cry. This was too much. Too much.



[i]Luckily, she ran off from me and disappeared somewhere in the Birch Forest. Feeling my loud heartbeat, I went to the Red Puppy Place and sat down and tried to relax a little.

UPDATES: Bumped because everyone's making those again now. C8 Also added my new doe Monde. Her full name is Dia Monde de Broix. There'll be a bio for her later.
Please ask, thanks! c8

Ah. Hai. I'm bored. So just ask. 8D
Right stealing this from Narina, shame on me. Excuse me! I just had to. :>
Ask everything you like, about the character, about the history, the loves, the hates, the backgrounds, the human-ish side of the deer, the deer-ish side of the human, or request something, I don't know what will blow in your mind!
You can add if you want to ask this question to all or just one or two of them or ... something. ;^^

Cata
Paya
Pi'yu
Monde

Shaw (me)

[center]Questions archive:

By Sunfyra:

Has Paya got a crash? xD
Crash? Huh? xD I think you mean crush. Well, as for that, I have to say some stags around here are very smexy. But it's that thing with my heart that it's very picky with which stag to give a "mate-love", you know... So not really.

What to like in the forest? (things,places,animals...)
The peaceful atmosphere. And uh... everything. 8D
SQUIRRELS. DEER. FRIENDS. TREES. PLANTS. TWIN GODS. STONES. BUTTERFLIES. FLOWERS. YOU.
Here are no enemies to fear. And you are more likely ignored if they realize that you don't want any company.
I love that there are so many nice, talented and creative people in a wonderful game together. :>

What is your favorite weather?
Sun. <3 Sunshine. =D
Nighttime. I don't know why, it's just so... great.
As long as I'm not freezing, anything is OK.
*agrees with Cata* :3

Do you like cookies? :3

Heeeey guuuuuuuuuys!
I feel like the luckiest girl in the world EVER. I got my computer back! Stupid virus is killed! Everything seems alright! My father didn't trust me for a while so even when I got my computer back he wouldn't let me use it for a while.
BUT.
I GOT IT NOW.
He gave it to me today and this site has grown to be my favourite and I love the Forest and I came here straight.
Oh man, I've missed you so much! I feel so bad for keeping away for so long! I'd love to come in to the Forest just now, but I am not yet allowed to download anything. That sucks, but I'm sure my dad will get over it soon.
Ah, I spent almost half an hour searching for all the pictures I got, and more to look for things which might had happened in my absence. Oh guys, there's a bunch. Help mee! Luckily, I found even a few fanarts for me - omg, thank you so much! I will post under every single one of them, just wait. :>
Oh Sun, you seemed have to miss me & my deer more than I and they would have deserved. ;_; I feel so bad! And I've missed you so much as well. <3333 Come into my arms you silly talented sweet thing! I'm ba-haaack! ='D

I... just... SUNFYRA! *bursts into tears and runs to tackleglomp her*

Hey everyone! Hey mummy! *smiles like a world champion*

Hello, confusing aura-colors of endless deer. *bows*

EDIT: Seems like I missed an Abio for one day. Wow. I am so lucky. ): But hey, maybe next time! :>

I'm reporting from our school computer.
My own home PC had a biiig virus. We just noticed lately... We could save all the data fortunately. But my Virus-program was all like "KILL THE VIRUS OR DIE TRYING". And it failed... >.<
My PC is at work these weeks. But I'll get it later on.
I saw all your lovely fanart, Hermeleentje, Kaoori, Misako (the Pi'yu-chibi with Chism and Sol! How adorable 8D) - but I don't have the time to post comments now. I'm sorry guys! But I thank you a lot, and I'll write when I get my PC back. Which could be in a few weeks only...
I started writing Pi'yu's diary entry about his day when he met Chism and Sol, but I did it when my PC was still alive so I can't continue writing it. But like I mentioned before, we had the chance to save everything. *phew* I'll post it after all!
Byebye & loveyouguys!
Also, much greetings from my deer! They are so intent to come back - sooner or later, they'll kill me! D:
<33

I think I will only keep this until the Live Map finally returns. :>
Ohyes: I won't edit all I wrote when I go out of TEF. "Currently Online" means which of my deer "was" online, and only "is" if you see the picto on the live map... if you can follow me. xD

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Cata & Paya & Pi'yu

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. . : W H O . I S . O N L I N E : . .


. . : NAME : . .
Paya

. . : PICTO : . .
Click here

. . : BIO : . .
Click here

. . : IS . CURRENTLY : . .
Dancing in a dance line!

. . : CURRENT . SET : . .
Paya: Grey pelt, magpie antlers, secretary bird mask

. . : LOCATION : . .
Near the Pond

. . : FEELS : . .
Happy, funny

. . : THOUGHTS : . .
This is fun! And there are even more people joining - Yay! =D

. . : WISHES : . .
Nothing at all

. . : CURRENT . WEATHER : . .
Sunny

. . : MY . FRAMERATE : . .
5-8 frames per second

. . : WEBCAM : . .


. . : H U M A N . U P D A T E : . .


. . : IS . CURRENTLY : . .
TEFing

. . : LOCATION : . .
Home

. . : FEELS : . .
Alright

. . : THOUGHTS : . .
I wonder why all this has to happen.

. . : WISHES : . .
* All the arguing in the community would stop now.
* I'd be less sleepy.
* I'd have more freetime.

. . : PLANS : . .
* writing the Shawnee story