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all i could put in this morning.

It's a feeling of being blessed.

The world spread before him forever blooms in lush greenery and brilliant flowers. Each leaf appears to be created from emeralds, an expert craftsman carved centurion birch and oak from nothing at all as pedestals for the small treasures. Below these beautiful leaves flows a carpet of the softest grass and mosses one could ever imagine.

It is the sight of heaven itself.

He felt unworthy to even view such a place. The great marble statue behind him seemed to silently urge the deer on like gentle parents.

Page carved his way down the hill toward the crystal pool below. The Gods watched on with white stone eyes as their newest child reached the muddy edge. Cold water lapped at the shore, drawing the stagling nearer to the deep expanse. The world seemed to slow as the being neared the precipice and peered over into the pond. The new hue to his fur mimicked the gemstone world he now called home. The buck didn't believe his reflection was really his new form. The little light of his forest name glowed gently above his head. It was him.
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just some vent writing

Just venting on recent events
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RP, maybe? It's been awhile...

Since I am trying to develop Page a bit more in-forest-wise, I'd love if the person who chooses to RP with me is literate and has an established character to use. It may sound hypocritical, but I would like Page to make friends that will stick around.
Thank you for understanding!


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The first thing Page noticed about this place was that it was nowhere near endless. You'd start in one place and walk for what seemed like forever, only to wind up back where you started. Although it was very much a disappointment, it had its advantages. He always knew that if he continued walking, he'd wind up back where he wanted to be. There was no danger of getting lost in this place. It did make the forest feel small, though. Then again so did all of the deer. It was a heavily-populated corner of heaven. No wonder, since many deer had died over the years. But the things that weren't all-deer... he wondered how they got here.

The blue buck silently moved over the forest floor. He marveled at its eternal spring appearance. Emerald hues twinkled back up at him from the dewy moss, the grass taking on that bright green only new shoots could. He wondered if the world had reset while he slept. Mayhaps it did every day. Just mayhaps.

Instead of being graceful, the whitetail barged right into a tree. Antlers tangled in the young sapling's branches. "Teaches me to forget to watch ahead." The male grumbled, tugging and backing up in an attempt to free his black tines from the tree's clutches. Leaves hissed and fell around the stagling, shaken from the trees. Grunt, grunt, grunt, huff, grunt! Coal hooves skittered on the ground, not finding enough purchase to free the cervine. After a short struggle, Page decided to just wait for help...

... hanging there from the tree like a warped Christmas ornament. What an idiot.
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My Homepage (under construction)

This is the future home of my homepage.

Everything will be posted here.



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Character:
Page , male , young adult / comparable to human 20's

Art by Arrowdoe

Art by Iskalo

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Person:
Chelsea, Female, 20 years old.
Psychology student, Junior year
Loves writing
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Porcelain - a compilation of thoughts. Updated 1 time

The only thing I could think of...

It looks so clean...


The body curled up on the earth looked so fresh and young and new. The aura surrounding it, though, was old and warm like a great tree in the midst of summer. No signs as to what I thought was the being's demise were visible. It just lay there... a mountain of fur patched to look like a black beast partway buried beneath the snow of the tundra. For weeks it had lay there dead... not rotting, not fading, not breathing, not stirring. No bird nor insect nor falling leaf dared lay on the body of the being. Lichens refused to grow on fur and bone. Nothing changed as the summer rolled by.

Nothing moved.

As I grew to young staghood the being still remained. I had taken a liking to resting nearby, attempting to be so still as the one with the porcelain face. I hoped, dreamed, and believed that one day the being would wake so I could see a name shining between those white bone boughs. I wanted most to see the color of his eyes. Maybe, just maybe, he would tell me of what he had dreamed while asleep for the entire summer.

Though it is fact that our forest is magic, I still wonder how he survived this long.

I still will wonder how I knew that this forest deer was even alive. Without so much as a golden flicker of his pictogram or a hint of a breath, he still seemed to radiate life. It made me realize that I didn't even have a clue how old he was or how long he'd lain here.

Fall was approaching. I knew then, that if he wanted to awaken that it would be soon.

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There are heavy-aired evenings when one becomes lost in thought behind the cracked doors of his eyelids. Upon awakening from this dreamy state, there are long drawn pauses that cause one to become impregnated with butterflies before they realize what is happening. This evening was one of those. I lay next to where he did, but kept a reasonable distance as I always had.
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non-tef "the child"

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The Greatest Gift

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vi. Ideal

Too often

We let our hearts soar away in fear
And leave our bodies
Cold and soulless
To adjust.

Throwing ourselves away
To appease the whims of others.


No.


I am free.



I'm free and you soon will be
My home
My forest
My family.




I shall bring this dragon down to size.
Clipping his wings
Turning him back into the small bird he once was.




And then I will be free to join you in the revelry.
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CSS help, please? (resolved. )

Is there anyone out there who could help me out?

I'd like to have a box with an invisible scroll bar placed where the yellow square is in this picture... but I am unsure as to how to do it.



Please?

Here's the original picture for you to use...
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v. A Dream

Staring deeply into the expanse of blue, I watch them drift in and out of my line of sight. Wispy pillows of white and gray, mottled like sunshine through leaves. Their astounding beauty captivates my very soul. I could watch all day, from the moment they’re silhouetted against the starry night to the moment they are painted pink with the morning… I would let dew rest upon me without notice. Through the day I’d watch them be purified white, then dyed crimson in the evening. As they fade from my sight, I’d mourn their loss.

I’d done so for years… and neglected to be captivated again until now.

What is it that captivates me so about the sky? What makes me wish to trace pictures in the clouds like sand? To swirl my hooves in the fluffy expanses like water?

I take an afternoon swim just to feel as if I am with those beautiful clouds. The water makes me reminisce… the memories both sweet and bitter. I never made it to those white tufts… not even when I flew.

Quickly, I submerge my head. Cold clarity will keep the Jay away. Unfortunately I need to breathe.
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