My recovery has been so slow...
I need to eat more, and yet, I still...cannot bring myself to leave this spot, though it may be the death of me if I do not begin to branch out and eat elsewhere.
A doe has been keeping me company as of late, a sweet thing really, Sianna I think her name was, she began following me shortly before the turn of power, and when I was wounded she lay by my side for longer than I probably deserve.
Maybe I should begin attempting to speak to her, she deserves that much after all her patience, and yet, I've never been one for words. I suppose I'll wait and see if she decides to begin speaking to me? unless she is one for silence as well, in which case, there is a perfect balance.
...
I captured and ate a frog as it leaped by me the other day. it is not something I would normally have done, but I was starving, I moved before I even knew what was happening...
It was far more filling than grass, maybe if I begin adding meat to my diet I will heal faster? something I shall test.
For now I consider it an act of desperation in times of starvation.
A crowd gathered a few days back as well, it was so frightening, all the smells and sounds all at once, my head couldn't take it, I'm not used to this, not yet.
Saix chased them off, I lay beneath him, trembling, for god knows how long...
I slept again when they left, he was gone when I awoke. Almost saddening really.
Axel was by too, I could smell him, the smoke, the heat he puts off. I wanted to flee, and yet, I wanted to strike out...
and rip his damn throat out
that frog was good. but cold.
I wonder if it would bring me as much pleasure to rip open the throat of something warmer, maybe it's just petty hate.
maybe it's both. Maybe I want to see them suffer the way I have.
maybe I'll gouge their eyes out
That would teach them a lesson. Wouldn't it?
I'm broken. I'm not dead.
I see you laugh little fawn, laugh while I cower and growl.
Holy daaaamn I love these FAR TOO MUCH. Everytime I see these in the recent posts I'm totally like 'aoidufoasduf GIMME'. Never stop being so awesome, Cappydear ♥
*SALUTES THIS AWESOME LIKE CRAZY*
Axel also says to avoid eating Marluxia unless you want to go vego. Also avoid Demyx, he's just empty sugary calories. And Xigbar tastes like pickle. Feel free to interpret that as you wish ♥
Also, Saix wants me to note that he's been trying to collect bllueberries, mushrooms, and whatever else he can find and leave it in the sunspot for Xemnas. XD; He's not sure if someone keeps eating it while he's unable to guard it though.
Axel: Taste's like extremely
Holy daaaamn I love these FAR TOO MUCH. Everytime I see these in the recent posts I'm totally like 'aoidufoasduf GIMME'. Never stop being so awesome, Cappydear ♥
*SALUTES THIS AWESOME LIKE CRAZY*
Axel also says to avoid eating Marluxia unless you want to go vego. Also avoid Demyx, he's just empty sugary calories. And Xigbar tastes like pickle. Feel free to interpret that as you wish ♥
he can be an omnivor
and uhm uhm, demyx...IDK LOL
Xigbar uhm, uhm WE'LL SEE WHO'S SIDE HE TAKES FIRST.
mmm chicken
lol...ahaha...boney >w>
Xigbar'y pickleness.
But yes, omfgrbbq I'm in such love with this. <3
Also, Saix wants me to note that he's been trying to collect bllueberries, mushrooms, and whatever else he can find and leave it in the sunspot for Xemnas. XD; He's not sure if someone keeps eating it while he's unable to guard it though.
D': Oh gawd... That's creepy
Oh gawd... That's creepy as Hell...
dfjghlfk that background
I think Kaoori will give him a wide berth. Maybe.
The music didn't even start
I like reading these, honestly. They're always very interesting (: