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Updates and Daily Events for my Active Deer.

Main Active Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
Inactive Deer: Toxic Creed, King Iviran, Imperial Claudia, Khalid, Ghost Maliran, Ghost Mikaila, Tlanextli
Picto's: Load fast and No Lag
Computer: Sometimes the computer will do a RANDOM restart. If this happens I get offline.

Click to help them grow Laughing out loud





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Toxic Creed

Status: Offline
Health: 85%
Health Conditions: Recovering from his illness, his leg of course is still a bother where it gives him a limp. But his mind is plagued by guilt and the want to apologize.
Mental: 35%
Mental Conditions: Lonely, and seeking his former friend. He wants to apologize, even at the cost of losing someone he cares most about.
Thoughts: "Nathan... where are you? I want... I want to say I'm sorry, even if it means you will turn me away. I want to say I'm sorry, and I want you to know... it hurts so much to remember what I'd done to you..."
Where he will be found: Resting near the Ruins, upset and alone.

Note: If he's rearing up, roaring and doing the Anger emote that means he's 'tearing up' the flowers he is standing in. Likely out of guilt, or out of his own bottled up anger that he feels towards himself.

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King Iviran

Status: Offline
Current Hate: Devout Pelt, and having it put on him.
Health: 97%
Health Conditions: Due to the small amounts of bleeding he deals with from his shoulder and eyes he is slightly unhealthy.
Mental Health: 95%
Mental Conditions: A past is catching up to him, the rumors of his 'son' rising from the grave are getting to him.
Thoughts: "Hmph, those that think of challenging me will learn one thing... you don't challenge the king."
Where he will be found: Resting under a Willow by the Pond.

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Imperial Claudia

Status: Offline
Health: 100%
Health Conditions: She's very healthy and enjoying life.
Mental Health: 100%
Mental Conditions: The rut is over and thus, she's back to normal.
Thoughts: No thoughts currently
Where she will be found: Wandering the Poppy Patches or near the Ruins praying to her Daughters Grave

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Ghost Maliran

Status: Offline
Health: 100%
Health Conditions: Being a ghost he's perfectly fine Sticking out tongue
Mental Health: 100%
Mental Conditions: He's happy and enjoying making new friends.
Thoughts: "Ah how it has been a precious day in the forest."
Where he will be found: Currently sleeping near the Pond by The Old Oak with Leea.

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Ghost Mikaila

Status: Offline
Health: 100%
Health Conditions: Being a ghost she's perfectly fine
Mental Health: 100%
Mental Conditions: She's worried that those who pay visits to the graves will bring harm to hers.
Thoughts: "Each day I watch everyone gathering around the ruins... they do not see me... because I am afraid to show myself."
Where She will be Found: The Ruins by her gravestone

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Khalid

Status: Offline
Health: 95%[/b]
Health Conditions: Recently coming to the forest due to attacks on his body, he is healthy but still bears several scars upon his body. His lack of wings are his biggest injury.
Mental Health: 95%
Mental Conditions: He's curious, wondering how everyone will see him seeing as he's not fully a deer.
Thoughts: "Ah, the fawns, the lovely fawns! I had so much fun with you all despite sleeping most of the time. The Dance Line was a wonderful touch, I am sorry that I was not much more fun than that."
Where he will be found: After spending time playing at the pond he went towards the Ruins where he laid to rest.

(Currently Sharing Toxic's Picto)

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Toxic Nightmare
If Nightmare runs through a tree and a Cloud forms up around him, the cloud is meant to represent his 'smoke' that's overflowing from his body
Note: With his rebirthing, Nightmare speaks in an alien language I use Norwegian to show this


"Som lys i mørke slåss Vi mot vinden Hengivenhet til din idoler Snart vil styrte kongen"
(Translation: Like candles in the darkness
We fight against the wind
Devotion to your idols
Soon will overthrow the king)


Status: Offline
Health: 97%
Health Conditions: A few small burns but he'll live and heal. Though he might be more cautious towards those with White Pelts Sticking out tongue
Mental Health: 50%
Mental Conditions: Due to his rebirth he is gaining mentality back, but there is still a bad vibe within his mind. He seeks and hunts, but he's also feeling... lonely.
Personality: Sweet Dream
Thoughts: "I våre dager synes det skogen oppnår mer og mer liv. Jeg er ikke et for selskap men gjennom mine løp jeg har sett mange hjorter som har fanget min interesse."
(Translation: These days it seems the forest is gaining more and more life. I am not one for company but through my runnings I've seen many deer whom have caught my interest.)
"For du... en venn av Myus, jeg ville snilt ta den lille mengden av brannsårne som jeg fikk fra din hvitt skinn. Jeg ble forvirret først... vokte deg og det andre som var nær før du kom over til meg. Det forvirret meg selv mer til å vokte som deg vaklet frem og tilbake... og smigret de samme trinnene fra min egen kropp."
(Translation: For you... a friend of Myu's, I would kindly take the small amount of burns I got from your white pelt. I was confused at first... watching you and the others who were near before you came over to me. It confused me even more to watch as you swayed back and forth... and coaxed the same steps from my own body.)
"Ah Myu... søt Myu. Jeg ser det er er all alene... Jeg ville forbinde, viser deg hva jeg har lært fra en av din venner. Minst... Jeg tror hun var en venn, tross hennes forskjellig titt. Skjønt jeg vil vokte deg også. Prestasjoner er alltid en sikt."
(Translation: Ah Myu... sweet Myu. I see that are are all alone... I would join, show you what I have learned from one of your friends. At least... I believe she was a friend, despite her different looks. Though I will watch you as well. Performances are always a sight.)
"Alle i denne skogen synes til å vente eller... synes til å ha barn av deres egent. Jeg føler meg forlatt denne situasjonen... Jeg tapte den som jeg meg bekymret dypt for og mine følelser for andre er mute. Jeg kan ikke noen lengre kjærlighet... betyr... Jeg kan ikke noen lengre gevinst en familie. Følgelig er livet av et uhyre..."
(Translation: Everyone in this forest seems to be expecting or... seems to have children of their own. I feel left out in this situation... I lost the one I cared deeply for and my feelings for others are mute. I can no longer love... meaning... I can no longer gain a family. Thus is the life of a monster...)

Where he will be found: Roaming the forests, roars to let everyone know that he is there and if they desire to flee from him. Seeking someone... or something it seems. The only time that he stops is when he is resting or goes to the pond to water walk.

Recent Activities: Awoke near the Crying Idol || Made a quick retreat || Walked by the pond and watched the deer || Saw a strange Orange Pelted Fawn || Watched him for a few moments || Moved back to the Pond to listen || Hissed out due to Devout Spam Party || Growled at the Deer who changed his pelt || Did his run through the Forest || Stopped However when he noticed Saosin lacking his Skull Mask || Confused about such a thing but Laid near Saosin to rest || Awoke in the Birch Forest || Started his runs || Caught Sight of Myu and was going to her || Stopped however seeing Luis near her || Went towards the Pond || Spotted Kita || Kept his distance and Laid watching || Was Greeted by Kita || Shocked and Confused but nuzzled her in Return || Much Dancing Ensued! || Nightmare was confused by it but took his first steps into a Dance || Soon departed to go to Myu || Danced there with Myu Laughing out loud

"They shall all be haunted by a writhing nightmare... do they dare approach? I only pray they do... for if they do... a bitter end shall come."

(Shares Toxic's Picto)

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Tlanextli

Status: Offline
Health: 100%
Health Conditions: Fit and Strong
Mental Health: 95%
Mental Conditions: He still feels the great lose of his first mate Heulwen, and thus... he's feeling slightly down.
Thoughts: "You are so small Myu... what on earth happened?"
Where he will be found: Often times wandering the ruins and resting on the larger broken rocks of them.

(Shares Toxic's Picto)

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Sintharia

Status: Offline
Health: 97%
Health Conditions: The rain makes her weak, her body seeps with Lava flowing from it so water makes her a bit weak.
Mental Conditions: 98%
Mental Health: She's frightened of things happening around her, and seeks comfort when she can.
Thoughts: "T-The rain is so ghastly... I-I hate running in it... b-but yet... I-I can't find a handy pl-place to rest..."
Where she will be found: Wandering the Forest in a Endless Maze.
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^_^ tracking Leea: *yawn's

^_^ tracking
Leea: *yawn's and snggle's up to Ghost*hmm warm *gose to sleep*
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my deer's name's are Leeadora and Leeon

Leea, Leeon,Lady Masquerade amd Lady Adora
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Ghost: *lets out a soft

Ghost: *lets out a soft chuckle, licking her forehead before going to doze off with her.*

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed and Imperial Claudia ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
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Aw, poor Claudia, I hope she

Aw, poor Claudia, I hope she finds a good stag!
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I'm hoping she will as well,

I'm hoping she will as well, it'd be nice to have her play as a mother more now. Especially since it will help mend what happened with Maliran and Mikaila.

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
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Yeah, for sure...maybe if

Yeah, for sure...maybe if she doesn't find a stag, she'll find an orphan fawn to adopt. Smiling
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That's something I've always

That's something I've always seen Claudia wanting to do, adopt an orphan to help during their time growing up. *nods* She's a sweetheart <3

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
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When your game sorts itself

When your game sorts itself out with the picto issue (I'm having it too) Zelig hasn't had any luck with the hinds, so hopefully he'll run into Claudia.

He's only won one match, poor deer.
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I'll be working on getting

I'll be working on getting on Claudia today, it took me forever to try and get on last night @@;;; Hopefully it won't give me all that much trouble like it's been doing @@

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
trigger_mortis's picture

I had that trouble too with

I had that trouble too with the pictos for awhile...it seemed to fix itself after a week or so, and sometimes if I just let it sit for awhile without moving. Its a very strange problem though!

/tracking my deer amaterasu

/tracking
my deer amaterasu is exploreing the forest with another one of my deer's picto because ammy's picto account isn't grown to the 14th but she tried telling toxic hello but he ran away XD... she thinks she scared him off *.*;;
...~|\Steele/|~...

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EEP! If he ran away at the

EEP! If he ran away at the time (If it was when he first logged on) he was likely heading to the Old Oak to take shelter from the Rain. He wasn't scared or anything, I didn't mean for him to just bolt like he had. He's just not a fan of the rain anymore due to being near death because of it <_<;;;;;;

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia

oops i jsut noticed the note

oops i jsut noticed the note saying if toxic doesn't respond right away note.
Steele thought he was just being stared at so he ran away XD....
...~|\Steele/|~...

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Ack sorry! I was busy on

Ack sorry! I was busy on here updating to show that he WAS online there XD Which was why he was idle for a moment. He's back at the old Oak hiding in his little hole now <_< Bylah scares him ._.

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia

Tracking<3

Tracking<3 C8
ocean's picture

"E-everywhere...he's

"E-everywhere...he's there...He's w-watching...They're all him! They're all watching me! They-they want to kill me! Help! Someone...!"

Guess who inhaled Nightmare's smoke?
|D
He's been murdered, attacked twice, traumatized...Maybe this is why his sanity goes. xD
In case Nightmare was wondering who the fawn who kept switching personalities was. |D

Also a trackin' post. ^^

[e]: Also, the fear/aggression is his split personality. One side would willingly fight Nightmare; one side is petrified of him. |D


If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.
~Buddha
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Ya know I THOUGHT that picto

Ya know I THOUGHT that picto looked familiar on that fawn. It was just trying to place it too him that was giving me the hardest of times! Oh man Lantern + Nightmare's Smoke... that's going to be one funky combo <_<;;;;;;;;

Nightmare was more so confused to heck when he was watching the fawn and then watched him all D< *attacks* XD It was amusing and Nightmare was amused (In his cracked state of mind LOL!) but now <_< Heh, now with how he is it's a wise choice that no one does a funky little attack because he might go "RAWR!" *stomp* XD

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
ocean's picture

I thought Nightmare was

I thought Nightmare was stalking Lantern. xDD
I had a, "not more D:" moment.
...You have NO idea. xD I'm surprised he hasn't lost it just yet.

LOL. That's the handy thing about him having so darned many personalities; he covers the whole spectrum.
Lantern's gonna feel that in the morning (even though he doesn't now).


If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.
~Buddha
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Nightmare was wondering what

Nightmare was wondering what he was doing when he went all D< on that one doe XD so he decided to investigate a bit Sticking out tongue Of course, it's amusing as heck when they have multi-personalities Laughing out loud Means you can go all over with them lol

Poor Lantern though XD The main thing they attack are the worst memories the deer has <_<;;;;;; and if he inhaled a lot of it he might be feeling it for a couple days XD But if he's awake their not bad >_> They nightmare's get worse when he's sleeping
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
ocean's picture

LOL. x3 I thought he was

LOL. x3 I thought he was watching him. Tally & Lantern...well. Tally recently cheered on Lantern's murderer (though it's also Lantern's fault). Technically, it's because of something he did in the future- attacking Tally. I'm just going with, "his memories and the actual Lantern are on two different timestreams". And yes, it is. |D He's made Tally feel guilty (for getting him back for something he'd do? Confusingfail) by switching between forms. |D

He's...not having a good time. It's coming out more as the side that take him over haunting him. >.< It'll probably be his murder too. D:
We'll go with, "he didn't inhale much" seeing as I'll completely forget. >.<
And he just knocked out. D:


If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.
~Buddha
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*nods* With the way

*nods* With the way Nightmare's smoke is, it gets fairly worse the more a deer takes in. If it's not much, the effects can last anywhere from a few hours to mainly a day at most, going up in days with the more they take in. As it's explained on Nightmare's bio, the smoke attacks the brain and brings out the darkest memories and turns them into a twisted reality as a Nightmare. Sometimes Nightmare may appear in these Nightmare's in a ghoulish form. Or he might take on the form of someone closest to the deer the smoke has been inhaled in. The forms ranging from a corrupted form of the 'evil' in the nightmare, the corrupted form of a loved one or the corrupted form of a friend.

Yeaaaaaaah, the smoke really tends to screw up other deers minds ._.;;;;;;;;;;

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
ocean's picture

Oh dear. O.o He's in

Oh dear. O.o He's in Lantern's newest entry. :3 And his nightmare's there too (though the nightmare helped him). x3 That makes sense. Laughing out loud
It messed with Lantern's, but he's already so messed up that it didn't do much harm at all. :"D


If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.
~Buddha
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*totally read it* Helped

*totally read it*

Helped Shocked Oh my! That sounds interesting Shocked

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
ocean's picture

Yes. It pretty much forced

Laughing out loud
Yes. It pretty much forced a certain...something to retreat, which let him remember something. :3 He'll be much happier now. xD
You probably didn't think Nightmare would ever help any deer. xD


If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.
~Buddha
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Nightmare would only help

Nightmare would only help one or two deer (Namely the two he calls friend) openly and willingly XD But anyone else he would be all ._. Hmph *walks away* XD Well when he's not all enraged anyway. But hey, if that smoke helped Lantern out that's uber awesome Laughing out loud

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
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LOL. x3 Lantern would help

LOL. x3 Lantern would help out anybody or nobody depending on which form he takes. xD
It may have something to do with him being evil and all. |D
Or that thing being evil.


If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change.
~Buddha
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Tracking~~~

Tracking~~~



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Who's gone? o: Ren: you

Who's gone? o:

Ren: you cannot give me nightmares...when I am the nightmare *grins malevolently*
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(I lost track of Ren for a

(I lost track of Ren for a bit lol XD) I gotta update that there when I get home @@

Nightmare: *snorts softly* "Just give it a few hours and if you sucked in any of the smoke around me you'll be feeling it in the morning..." *walks off*

Edit: As for who's gone, it's Laurette Sticking out tongue

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
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XDDD I dont think I'm gonna

XDDD I dont think I'm gonna shove Ren in again today, he's had his er..."fun"

Ren: You forget what I am, for I cannot get sick or is affected by your petty smoke. I cannot succumb to your little trick. And even if I did, I do not have any painful memories for it to dwell on. It's fruitless. *laughs*

o8 where'd she go? < /dumbquestion>
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I think Laurette committed

I think Laurette committed suicide...it's on Luis' bio too Dx



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Really? ._. DX two in one

Really? ._. DX two in one week? D8
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*nods* Yes, Laurette

*nods* Yes, Laurette committed Suicide in the pond, which is why Nightmare's such a destructive mess of Emotions.

Nightmare: *snorts out deeply* Everyone has a bad memory in their minds somewhere, you may have forgotten it but if this smoke does affect you... it'll find it."

~*~*~ My Deer: King Iviran, Toxic Creed, Imperial Claudia and Maliran's Ghost ~*~*~
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
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It's fun being a Mini~! She

It's fun being a Mini~! She jumps around, feeling a new-found energy, a newfound hyperness. I'm sorry if I keep confusing you because of my size...I might end up being a Mini for a while...it's just so fun fooling everyone~!

But now's not the time for simple games. Sensing his pain and anguish, she lays beside him, hoping to comfort him.

EDIT

I'm so sorry for keeping my distance.. She frowns, a little upset herself. I can't understand it, but Nine makes me nervous...I do not hate him, I actually quite admire him, but still...I get nervous when he's around... She trails off, and frowns upon Nigthmare's departure. She returns to the grassy corner, laying herself to rest.




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just to let you know i am

just to let you know i am still here just haveing PC problem's right now with my mian PC that is XD it need's to be reformated but if i do that i lose every on it as i don't have any recent back up's for it so have to try and find a way of pulling the data from it XD fun T_T lol so if i am in the forest at any time i'll likely boe on as Leeo though i mite try and get lady's set as she should be an adult by now i hope lol XD

Leea, Leeon,Lady Masquerade amd Lady Adora
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That's all right Spirits, I

That's all right Spirits, I understand PC problems so you don't have to worry about anything *nods* We all have troubles so you're no exception :3
Toxic Nightmare - The Nightmare's End
Main Deer: Nightmare & Sintharia
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You...came...to see

You...came...to see me...?

Her voice is barely above a whisper, the dance had sobered her. For her, this dance symbolized the trials ahead. While Luis' turnabout came as a blessing, it would be a long while before Nightmare was willing to forgive.

And so, she sought solitude from both, giving her body to the music playing within her heart. The flowers flew upwards in a flurry of color as she reared, symbolizing the finalization of a hopefully unnecessary decision. She was both beautiful...and heartwrenching to watch, passerbys wondering if perhaps she was contemplating suicide.

But she would never do such. She felt there was more to this world that beckoned her. This was merely a crater within the earth, trying to suck her in; and she fought back, through song and dance, a heartbreaking cry uttering as she threw herself backwards, mimicking the choice of another whose story she was weaving through her heart, her mind, her body.

At first, she did not notice the hulking beast racing towards her, and by the time she did, all's she could do was freeze, a mixture of surprise and fear chaining her to the ground. But he stopped within mere inches of her, and he pawed the ground, and begun...dancing.

Myu had been completely confused, but she played along, wondering why he came for her so quickly, and why he seemed to be acting so jovial. A part of her felt that this was a horrible facade; he was hiding something, he had to have been!

And yet, moments later, he nuzzled her, as if nothing had ever happened, and she found herself burying her face in his warm fur, feeling as if she was dancing amoungst the clouds, the stars, the outer universe.

But before long, he had found himself resting by a tree, while she attempted to shut out her stage fright, in an attempt to continue her same song and dance. Eventually, her acknowledgment of him was gone; her mind forfeited to the music, and she was left in a surreal space. She could see the events unfolding, she could feel the hot tears erupt from her eyes, as she played out a story of love and despair, of tragedy and hope.

Eventually, she couldn't carry on anymore, the dramatic movements wearing her down. Without thinking, she hobbled to him, collapsing in a heap beside him. Never before had she felt so torn, yet so...alive. The tears had stained her face, but she cared not.

For all she knew, she was in her own space, her own world, not giving a damn about what the others thought of her anguished performance.
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