Moonlight Holly, the Sappho Comet -:- Colette

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Still outdated. Updated relations but they still need work.










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1/30-31/2016
Mostly just clinging to her mother. Her few attempts at trying to mingle with the new fawns have pretty much failed. Doesn't particularly...feel anything for them. Loves them but...also kinda...hates them? Very much aware of the family that is around, and attention the new kids have been getting. Noting the positive interactions they have, whereas the same individuals who dote on them are the same ones who barely showed interest in her, Theo and Alina. Somewhat bitter. Only solace is her mother and litter mates (mostly Theo because Alina is pretty much nonexistant).

Also noting how her newest siblings seem to care more about their older siblings and others. Feels like a black sheep, so to speak. But also refusing to think it's because of her own insecurities towards them, sigh.

Has learned to keep her emotions to herself, but also has a feeling she isn't the only one who feels this way, considering Alina's distance and Theo's clinginess to their mother as well. Taken to just sleeping alot. Since nightmares don't really exist anymore thanks to the necklace, enjoys the dreams she has of a perfect family which...sadly, doesn't include the new kids. Colette plz....

12/26/2016
After spending months in a human world with Helios, finally came back to the forest. Finally recovered from her nightmares and anxiety attacks (for the most part), and was told by her brother it was time for her to go home. Felt freaking excited to finally go home, having been really homesick the whole time.

Once they got into the forest, followed her brother to her mothers tree and Theo's grave. Had expected their mother and Alina there, but her mother was in the distance, Alina no where to be found. Teared up a bit at her brothers grave, but left his gift on the branches while Helios left his. Stood there for a bit, before being coaxed by Helios to go to their mother. Didn't...really want to go without him because for some stupid reason felt shy, but after getting closer to see her mother, gained confidence.

Noted that her mother had a new den, but didn't question it. Was kinda used to moving around now. Conversed with her mother, a little perturbed at some things that were said, but chalked it up to her mother not believing she was here to stay for good (which was pretty much what it was). Got a hug from her mother, feeling pretty darn good about it.

Heard a noise behind her mother, and looked around to see a tiny body coming closer; a baby (Sunil). Quickly learned she had new siblings, and at first kinda insulted. But after learning that Alina wasn't distant because of them, relaxed. Helios enjoyed being a big brother, she could enjoy being a big sister. Learned that there were two more, Marbas and Sitara.

Moved right into the den with her new siblings, tucking the extra blankets she had around them. Then kinda dozed off and didn't really notice the interaction between Brille, Zaf and Helios. GDI colette.

8/25/2016
Long story short, mom had died and come back to life a few months back. And then a little while ago Theo died. Nightmares forever. Won't leave the den except to sometimes eat and do her business.

Was finally forced to move though, but the new den was just another hiding place. Despite being sedentary, was still losing weight. Barely slept. Hardly spoke anymore.

A few days ago, was sent to live with Helios. Wasn't...really happy about this because her brother had been...distant? Not to mention she was told not to be so clingy so...it was awkward. Regardless, did want to get out of the forest because it was hella scary, but at the same time wanted mom to come. Didn't really...feel safe without her?

The world Helios was in was much scarier (new form, completely caribou). So fell into a harsher stupor from that but was brought back to the border where she could be her usual self.

Remembered how comforting Helios is, and appreciates that he is trying...just wishes she could sleep without screaming and crying. And wishes her nightmare of a life would end, and that Theo would come back like Mom did....









Relations
Note: From Colettes POV. May or may not be true.

Kin

Zafeiri:
“Birthmother”. Lifegiver. Home. Safety. Power. Bonded.
Loves more than anything. Somewhat...upset at due to the new fawns, but chalks it up to her missing Theo, herself and Alina.

Lueur:
Biological mother.
Doesn't remember, but likely will if they ever meet again and the distance is explained.

Adayti:
Aunt. Home. Bonded.

Asya:
“Oldest sister from Zaf’s first birth”. Home.
Doesn't see often at all, but remembers.

Italia:
“Second oldest sister from Zaf’s first birth”. Love. Home.
Misses deeply.

Erlantz:
“Oldest brother from Zaf’s first birth”. Unmet.

Helios:
“Second oldest brother from Zaf’s first birth”. Home. Safety. Power. FEATHERS. Bonded.
Aside from the close bond she has with her littermates, finds her older brother to be more along the lines of a father type. Deeply attached to, looks up to, and can't really be without. Her pillar.

Devasha:
“Third oldest sister from Zaf’s first birth”. Home. Loves.
Insecurity. Very much notices her presence more with the children, particularly her interest in Sitara. Somewhat bitter towards. Cordial but certainly doesn't go out of her way. Doesn't understand why the new kids get her attention more than she and her litter mates ever got. gdi Letti.

Asabi:
Niece. Asya's only child. Home.
Doesn't see often at all, but remembers.

Isobel:
Aunt. Home.
Doesn't see often at all, but remembers.

Eve:
Aunt. Unmet.

Thierri:
Older brother, same birth. Home. Bonded.
Loves. Aside from Helios, probably the closest sibling she has. Deeply affected by his death, and just as deeply affected by his rebirth. Although she doesn't cling to him, very much attached to and aware of where he is at all times. His insecurities have been noted.

Chael:
Younger brother, same birth.
Doesn't remember.

Alina:
Younger sister, same birth. Home. Bonded.
More like herself, a bit shy, but also a source of inspiration. Finds herself following her sister often, or trying to get her to go places. Distant. Painfully misses the closeness.

Marbas, Sunil, Sitara:
Younger Half-siblings.
Very, very complicated. Loved but not. Hated but not. Insecurity. Jealousy. Blames them but doesn't.

Friends

Acquaintance
Dale:
While at one point, it seemed like he was hostile, but after many gifts and an instance of play, warmed up to him. Unable to know his relationship at this time, but can only really hope for positivity.

Seen

Umay:
Unsure, leaning positive.
Made the scary ones (Haakon one day, Soet and her family/friends another) go away.

Hostility

Haakon (associated: Vance and Elisi):
Mean? Insecurity.
Big toothy scary nope.

Soet and her Pack:
Scary. Hella scary. Please go away.
Consisting of Soet, Sky-sight, Lina, Starless, Deveraux and Azazel. (I can't remember who else was there or if I am even correct).

Greitei:
BIG NOPE
Really scary. Gods no.

Lost

Nalira:
“Maternal” Grandmother. Deceased. Unmet.

“Red Eyes”:
“Maternal” Grandfather. Presumed deceased. Unmet.

Syahi/Jetta:
“Fraternal” Grandmother. Deceased. Unmet.

Zael:
Half-brother. Deceased. Unmet.











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