Diary: Will shorten all entries later

25th June: A blanket of fog covered the forest today, and giant mushrooms were everywhere. Instead of calls of deer, I can hear only the howls of wolves
I went to pray to the gods to clear my mind. I found a dancing deer with a skull mask and bright red antlers, but as I danced with him I was met with a haunting tune.... I've decided to rest near the twin gods, it's been a confusing morning...

22nd June: I heard the forest is in danger, so I've made my way over to the Twin Gods to pray. I met a fawn and a deer near the big oak, and they accompanied me there, but have since left. The rain is soaking me through, but I found Kamaya near the gods. The rain bothers me no more as we sit near the idols.

21st June: Hoping to meet a few new people today, instead of turning tail at any new people I find... I find myself at the lake, where a large amount of deer are drinking and playing. However the amount of strangers scares me, and I've decided to make myself comfortable in quite a tight gap in the large tree, near the lake. I found a small white bird nearby, but it seemed inactive so I left it alone and returned to the tree. Many deer pass by, but they all ignore my presence, which makes me calm inside

18th June: I heard rumours around the forest that Kamaya is back, so I've decided to go to the ruins and look for her. However after a bit of wandering around her usual spot at the ruins, I was unable to find her. Oh well, I'll have another look tomorrow.

7th June: I haven't been in the forest for a while, it seems quieter than before. I met a big group of deer, but I'm not sure who any of them are... I gained a new pelt which I have decided to keep for now. More and more deer kept appearing, young and old, and I'm starting to feel more and more out of place. Everyone seems to know each other, and I feel like I'm on the edge...
I have decided to try and make some friends tomorrow, in search of happiness and a feeling of home

May 17th:
I decided to check up on the "dead" deer again today. (S)he looks the same as before, but maybe with a few more scratches... I'm still trying to keep my distance from it, but I can't help but stay nearby and think about why it's actually here....

May 13th:
I heard about a dead fawn with a black pelt in the forest. So I've decided to go and investigate. It took me a while to find the small deer, since it seems to be fit quite neatly between two trees. I considered giving the animal my flower crown, to possibly add a tint of colour to it's dark pelt. However when I felt strange getting close, so I have now decided to simply lay close to the animal.
The corpse looks out of place here, surrounded by blooming plants and mossy trees. I rest my head on the ground, content to rest with the animal. I see others look at me like I'm some sort of freak. A dog sat with a deer, they must think I'm mad. Maybe I am slightly mad, but the deer looks almost peaceful, almost like it's asleep. I'd feel bad causing it any harm.
Another fawn has appeared, we shared greetings and we both puzzled over the deer. (S)He took a quick liking towards the deer, and has decided to lay next to it. She invited me over, but I don't feel comfortable sitting so close.... However the newcomer has now fallen into a gentle sleep next to the cold fawn, so I have now decided to sit next to the deer also. This close, I can really tell how cold she actually is. I rest my head over the deer, in a sad attempt to warm it up slightly...