Aleumdaun Misang's Letters
June 9, 2010 - 4:53am — Pretzil
10/4/10:
Ah, it's been a while. Jax, Caden, Zari, and myself met today in the Blue Bowl. It's was lovely. When I tried to move us, a stag came along, and I told the fawns to hide amoung the tall grass. I was scared, but I managed to help Jax defend us. Then he tried to nuzzle me, and I ran, taking the fawns away from him. After a while of waiting and pensive scouting, Jax slowly trudged up to us. He was covered in scratches and I could tell he was hurt and exhausted. I led him to where we had been laying and I tended to his wounds with careful grooming. Jax, you need to be careful. We don't want to lose you... Ever.
♥, Misang
9/30/10:
How long has it been...?
Since I've written...
I have a mate and two precious fawns now.
Quite a while, then..
I was attacked today by a skull-masked deer.
Many tried to protect me, yet he kept coming back.
A sudden surge of overwhelming fury came over me, and my fears turned into streingth. I reared, bringing my hooves down on his skull, and the others joined and me and my fawns ran while he was distracted. We are sfe now... Jax is protecting us and we are hiding.
But my hooves hurt. I never knew I had that much power in me.
But now I feel even more untrusting of others...
No more. I have fawns to protect! I will defend them with my life.
Mecause I am a mother.
And mothers care.
For ever.
... And ever ♥
6/12/10:
I am not sure whom I can trust... Not even Jax... Because I have seen and gone trough things that others have not. It's frustrating. And I am very stressed at the moment. Doubt is flooding my body right now, and I don't know where to go. I don't want help, and I don't need it. But, I can't live with myself in this state. I see others that run around without any doubt. And then I begin to feel like I'm an outcast all over again. And I just want everyone to go away... Leave me alone... But, they wont. And, I want to run away...
6/11/10:
It was snowing... How can that be? It's summer! And large flowers were in the forest. It was so odd. But I met up with Jax, and momentarily saw Rain. I led Jax away from the place he was resting after a zombie-pelted male jumped much too close for my liking. We rested at the edge of the birch forest. It's warm, yet the snow falls. How can that be? Later, a fawn chased me! And Jax tried to protect me, but it did not get the idea! We were half fighing, half running. Oh, what a way to ruin our date... Wait, it's a date, right? <3 Misang~
6/10/10:
Oh, dear... Today was so chaotic. While I was waiting for Jax to arrive, a deer decided to make me his 'deal of the day'. He chased me around like I was in heat, joined by another doe dressed in the peacock set. I was able to escape, but I once again found myself in the face of another deer. This one was dull in the head, as he didn't seem to understand that I wished for him to leave. After a while, he finally left. I left the area, feeling uneasy. Unfortunately, two fawns decided that I was their mother and began to follow me. I lost them after a short while. I hardly got to see Jax at all today... I'm sorry... Please, let's get back together soon. <3 Misang~
6/9/10:
It was raining when I awoke. I was rather cold, so I was quick to get my legs moving. Well, I met Jax the stag for a short while, but I think he disliked the rain and he left suddenly. I was happy just to meet you, though, Jax. I do hope you will come keep me warm soon. I miss you when you are not here. <3 Misang~
awww
Jax likes the rain i just had connection problem... and it sucks right now
im on right now if you wanna
Sorry, mom's workin and i
well that sucks D=
i was also wondering why it
Sorry i left suddenly. my
Did she happen to come across
Hmm.... I might have, but
Hmm, I don't know if it was
awwww =(. Jax feels the
Jax feels the same way, he always felt that he never belongs their and wishes to get away from it all.... but how or why he has no where else to go
/tracktracktrack.
oozie:DD tracktracktrack now
now im off to bed:)