Today I woke up to go look for the circle of Birch trees with blue flowers I found a few days ago. I ran strait towards to where it was on the map I saw. Soon enough I found it.... it is beautiful... maybe the most beautiful place in the forest. If I would've saw this place first, before the Crying idol, I would have made it my home... but I already have one, and it is great. But I lay in those blue flowers for a long time... dreaming... listening... the birds chirping, the deer prancing and laughing from far away. I lay against the birch tree, watching the blue flowers catching the golden streams of sunlight poor onto them. I smiled at the butterflies, playfully fluttered around everywhere. As I was watching them, I noticed a lonely stag sleeping in the blue flowers, in the middle of the "blue bowl" as some call it. I slowly got up, walked over, and lay down by his side. I felt happy, and full of life as I was slowly falling to sleep. I watched as the stag was softly dreaming. I watched as the sunlight twinkled through the leafs on the trees above me. I watched as the flowers softly flowed like waves in the pond to the quiet wind. I watched as the soft white snow slowly drifted to the ground. "today" I said, "....is beautiful..." I fell to sleep... against this quiet stag.

-sometimes music helps me write like this. I was currently listening to beautiful music. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2LixGkSNvM Thank you everyone for playing in the forest.

I woke up today... realizing that I was on the playground rock. haha! Last time I woke up, I ran to the playground and I guess I dozed off! Anyway, I had lost my things before too, so I looked around to try to get my things back(things as in red pelt, doe antlers and red mask). As I was running to a tree to try on antlers, I noticed that there was a satg and a fawn running behind me! I turned around and bowed to them. We all went over to a tree and then traded antlers. It was fun, but no doe antlers showed up. Then one of the deer(key antlers, orca mask, starling pelt) took us over to get masks! We had fun there too. I recieved a Mononoke mask! It was pretty, so I kept it. Later on, I met a new friend, Dustin. He was a bit of a show-off but I had lots of fun with him! He was pretty silly too! We had a little party later, with Dustin, the fawn, and the um.... key antlers deer . We danced and ran around, and more joined! After a while we all layed down in a circle. As we were doing that, I though of that one misty day, when all those deer lay in a circle, and out came purple flowers. I wondered if that were to happen to us! It didn't, but that's ok. Later, it was just me, Dustin, and a mini-doe. I laughed so much when the mini-doe got on top of Dustin and started dancing! Later, we ran over to the Birch Forest, and I found a strange rock... it was like a little pond because I could go in the rock like water. And then Dustin kept drinking it! And he turned into a bat! I was confused 0_o . Later on, we ran over to the ruins... I don't like it very much because of all the gravestones..... I lost Dustin as I was running toward the ruins when.... I ran past a tree..... There wer two deer there. One was sleeping, cuddled against the others' side. He was watching out for his sleeping deer. My heart felt so happy for them. I bowed to them and kept on running. I still couldn't find Dustin. I layed down in some purple flowers to catch my breathe. "he sure can run".

Today it was snowing! I loved the snow, and it was beautiful! I did LOTS of fun things, like finally get some smaller antlers, and a really cool red mask! I also danced with the Twins of Dance:
I came up to two twin deer, laying next to eachother by the pond. I came up behind them, and looked at them. They were really twins! Besides their names, they were exactly alike! They got up and then looked at me. One of them came right up to my face. I backed up a bit... and then hopped right toward her! They both got excited and started hopping and dancing around! It looked like they rehearsed it! They both were prancing in circles and designs, and it looked really fun! I hopped with them... but I kind of ruined the dance haha...
Eventually, one of them ran away, but the other one stayed. We had fun together... hopping around, laying by each other's side, and she gave me the red, long mask! I was happy and ran quickly to the Crying idol (because I had to take off my red pelt to recieve things from other deer) and got my red pelt back on. I quickly ran back to the side of the pond, but she wasn't there. So then I ran around looking for her.... I found her but.... she looked sad. She was slowly walking through the forest, and when she saw me, she turned around and put her head down. I then was trying to cheer her up... hopping towards her, bowing to her, nuzzling her... but when she stopped to see what I was doing... she put her head down and kept on walking. I decided to walk with her, slowly. She then stopped and lay down. I lay down by her, but then she disappeard into smoke...
I got up, bowed to where she was laying, and walked away to my home. I lay down on my rock behind the waterfall, and went to sleep.

-thank you twins of dance! you showed Music how dancing has not only and fun side, but a beautiful side! You guys are awesome!

I woke up because I heard a strange sound.I got up out of the safety of my home, and... everything was... dark and misty, with bats flying around. "oh my!" I exclaimed. It was the same exact weather when I became a doe. I don't really like this weather to much though... it is scary and has a cold feeling. I saw a herd of stags run by, so I followed them to an open place where they all layed down in a circle. I was just about to join them when suddenly a circle of purple flowers boomed out from the middle of the circle! I had never seen this before in my life! I stood there shocked and questioning how it happened. The purple flowers then died away, and all the deer who made the circle got up and pranced around. I was excited about the flowers to, so I started dancing, and then everyone else did. We were celebrating for a while, when then I heard a scary sound again. It was like music, not my name, and not the music I know... it was... frightening. Does music ever get frightening? I got scared and ran. I ran until I found the big tree that sings. It makes me feel very warm inside, so I went into the tree and lay down. I heard the howling sound that I have heard long ago on my doe day. I felt safe in the tree though. Mist, deer, and bats went past outside. One nameless deer came in and lay down by me. I felt more comforted that someone would give up his/her time and comfort me. We stayed there for a while listening to the howling sound. Eventually the deer got up to leave. I bowed to it and lay back down. I watched as the deer ran into the mist. I layed in that tree for a long time. I listened to the comforting song the tree was singing. I memorized each note. I started humming along with it. The howling sound kept getting closer, so I got scared, but me and the tree were still singing together. Suddenly a howl sounded like it was right next to me. I got up and ran away. I ran and ran, and heard the tree's song getting fainter.

I had a dream, of a beautiful golden field. Fawns and stags played and laughed together. It was a place where there is no pain, and no sorrow. A place with no fear. Everyone was content and no one was hurt. There was magic in everyone. We all leaped and ran in the field. The sky was beautiful and blue with white puffy clouds. I looked over, far on the end of the field was a dark scary forest. I ran towards it to see more. I stood at the egde of the field where the golden long grass died down to a short and dark green shade. The forest was dark and not filled with life. The trees were covered in black, dead leaves, and there were no flowers. Suddenly I saw black shady deer figures drift along the floor of the forest. There antlers were not proud and strong, but weak... some parts breaking off. Many deer figures floated along. I felt sad for these deer. Why aren't they playing with us in the field? One very close and dark ghostly deer drifted by me at the edge of the forest. It stopped and looked at me. It's eyes were sad and glowing a dark night blue. A tear fell from my eye. I motioned for the stag to come play with me in the golden field. The figure floated slowly towards me and started to enter the field when then out of no where a huge bolt of fire hit the stag, causing it to fall to the ground. I was so scared and cried for this deer. It must have done something horrible to live in this horrible place. The stag figure got up, looked at me, and drifted away, deep into the forest. I heard a loud moan coming from many stags. All of them slowly fell to the ground. I could not take this anymore. I ran back to the golden field crying and feeling afraid. The other stags questioned my emotion. They did not know what it was. I kept running and passing each deer. I looked behind me and a dark mist followed from behind. I screamed with fear as the mist came faster. I ran and ran, but the mist surrounded me, and took me to the dark forest.

As always, I woke up. There was a fawn and a stag playing around the crying idol. They turned themselves red and jump around and over the stream. I was still laying on my rock, and was pretending to sleep. Eventually I decided to get up and I followed the red fawn. The fawn started running down-stream, but it disapeard. I went to the pond and surprisingly there was no one there. But I walked down to the bank and took a drink, and walked around the pond for a while. Today, I thought, was a kind of peacefull day. There weren't much deer around and it was calm and cool. I found a sleeping fawn laying in the shade not to far away. As I usualy do, I went over and slept by it. Well before I actually slept, a stag and a fawn came over (I think it was the same pair) and ran around me. The stag layed down near me, got a pelt from the sleeping fawn, and gave the pelt to it. It was orange with blue swirls. Then I went to sleep. I woke up later to find out that the fawn was gone, and the other 2 were playing and jumping around at the other side of the pond. I decided to go home and rest. So..... I did.

-Music needs a mate. lol

I woke up, got up, and walked towards a sleeping stag. Today, I thought, I might sleep by some lonley grown-up deer. So I lay by that stag, and slept. I woke up later, the stag was still there, but I wanted to play wiht someone. I looked over at the crying idol, and saw two deer playing by it. One looked like me. It was red, but it had purple instead of red flowers in its antlers. I played with that one, and then it led me to a pine cone tree. I kept giving it antlers, but I dodnt get any in return... I dont want to sound greedy, but I would really like some doe antlers. So after that a whole lot of things happened. It will probably take too long to tell every thing. I found new friends -some a little goofy -, I helped form a 4-deer dance line, I comforted and played with fawns, and I tried to get de antlers again.... but sadly no one would offer me any. So that's about it for today. I got up pretty early today.... so my mind isnt remembering EVERY single detail. But I hope I see you guys again! (especialy the silly deer).

-k guys Music needs some doe antlers!

Well, I woke up again knowing I have slept for six days. But that may be a good thing. Anyway, I walked on to find a couple deer playing around in a fairy ring. I relized they probably thought I was a boy... so I walked over to a near pinecone tree to get doe antlers. I started asking them if they would give me any anters. One came over and I was trying to tell that deer I needed antlers, but I dont think he/she understood. So he/she ran away, and I followed. We came up to a HUGE line of deer dancing by the pond. That is the first time I've seen one of those! So I joined in. There were about 14 deer there. Eventually I bowed to them, telling them that I was tired. But on my way home I spotted a little lonely fawn sleeping by the river. I felt bad for it, so I walked up and lay down beside it. Suddenly I had a flash back to when I was the little fawn, laying down by a big deer. I looked down at the fawn and smiled, and then I slept.


- at that moment when Music slept by the fawn, I had a name for her. A nickname actually. Music's nick name will be "The Red Mother." The Red is for her color because she always wears red with red flowers in her hair. The Mother is for her kindeness, and gentle and loving motherly spirit. So, lonely deer out there..... look for her and I can almost promise, you will be kindly treated as a child. -

It has been about 23 days since I woke up. How amazing is that? That I could sleep for that long. But this morning. . . I woke up feeling very different. I stood up, and the rock I have always slept on seemed smaller. I looked into the water and. . . I'm a doe!! I actually grew up when I was sleeping! I looked around in amazement, but my smile turned to a frown. It was sooooo. . . foggy around me. And every once in a while a group of bats would fly by. Was I still dreaming? I got up the bank of the stream, wearing my red pelt and flowers, and started to walk. Suddenly I heard a howl. It wasn't a dear howl. . . it was. . . different. Like a howl I have never heard before. I got scared and ran. I found some dear playing at the pond, and giving each other antlers. Like any normal dear I have seen doing. Did they realize it was so misty around? I disided to play with them. I gave a few some antlers, and then I heard that strange howl again! I ran even faster. Away from the pond, away from the deer, and towards. . . the twin gods. I found a deer laying in front of the statues. So I lay down beside it. Every other minute, a cloud of mist would slowly float by us. I was feeling comfortable until. . . a ghost deer suddenly ran up to us. We both got up, the deer I was laying next to stayed, but I ran and ran and ran. All these scary things kept happening! This has to be a dream! I just kept running and running until I found the pond. I couldn't see anywhere, so I followed the water, up the stream, to the Crying Idol where home is. "This happened last time" I thought to myslef. "I thouht it was a dream, but it wasn't." But this time it was different. It felt soooo much like a dream. It was misty, there were strange howling sounds, and groups of bats flew around all throught out the forest. But my dreams aren't usually like this. My dream are bright, happy, and I may do whatever I want. This wasnt a dream. I finally lay down on the rock. . .

ooooooohhhhh... I groaned as I woke up... at least I think I woke up. I Have beed asleep for a while now... I think 6 days. I have also been dreaming to much. I don't know if this is still a dream or not. I was at my home, on the rock... but it felt like a dream. I saw 3 stags playing and jumping over the river. I thought to myself, "if they start flying or doing something crazy it is definetly a dream." So I got up and played w/ them. I followed 1 of the stags to a fungus tree and traded masks, also another fawn was there. Then we ran to the river... they jumped over but I was too tired to make it, so I went across the bridge. I lost them though... so then I saw 2 fawns w/ purple flowers on there heads laying by a little tree right next to each other. I went and joined them. I eventualy fell asleep (of course). I woke up eventually... the 2 fawns were still there but there was an other one laying by me. I guess I wasn't asleep for that long. Through all of this I was still wondering if it was a dream or not. So I tiredly walked back to the Crying idol. "I wonder if I would fall asleep in a dream... I would wake up in real life..." I thought as a lay down on the rock. Then, I slept.
But, I was awake the whole time before.


- k so Music is like getting so tired day after day. She says it is just probably in her nature... but I think that she just needs... someone to be with. Also she hasn't seen Friend for a long time. Maybe she misses Friend.