WOWIE BOY THIs is a struggle to write... BUT...

I've been thinking... I might disappear over the next few days or weeks. Reason being is that this site/game has caused lots of emotional and mental damage mostly related to anxiety and the fact that I'm very sensitive emotionally (It's a curse, really). So I might leave the site to try and clear myself up and come back, no guarantees tho (let's be honest, you can never really LEAVE this place, it's a trap!).

I also want to take the time to apologize to anyone I may have wronged or hurt. I have a tendency to speak before I think and never really know if it affects anyone negatively or positively. So I carry on without a thought. I would appreciate if you/anyone I may have hurt with my careless words to tell me so I can properly apologize for my actions. I'm not perfect, I run away from my problems because I can't and don't know how to fix them without knowing what I did wrong and it eats me up inside. I take things too far out of context and can come off as guilt tripping, which is never, ever my intention (my parents pull it on me, so I don't don't want to use that on someone else, I know how horrible it is). I also can come off as manipulative, and I really don't mean to! I have a lot of mental disorders, and trying to keep them in check is a struggle, especially when one slips off unnoticed until it's to late.

I'll still be on discord, but I won't be in any groups, so don't be afraid to DM me for roleplay or anything of the sort. I'll miss this place like the dickens, but I fear the longer I wallow in the pit of this anxiety that it'll hurt me more than it already has in the past.

Thank you for understanding! And I'm very sorry.
♥

E: WHOOpS FORgot TO add my DC smh.
DC: Raynold#2830 | FR: #48332