ryans teaching me to cook chicken rice stir fried.

wow with everyone gone and such its so boring. nothing to do no one to talk to. the forest seems so empty without anyone there. i think m going to take a break from the forest and comunity for a while. its just not fun anymore. ill get on again ina about a week or so to see whats going on. later

why an i up? its 930ish in the morning. ill see oyu guys later. im going back to bed. sorry i had to get up to take rico downtown so he could go to to work. and now im going back to sleep. oh and btw i have an important picture and statement to post later.

i wish my art was as popular as everyone elses. here in rl everyone keeps bugging me to go to art school. and do something with my talent. i know tee are people out there that are better then me. but i still try my hardest sometimes. i mean yeah my deer aren't great but my dragons rock. *goes and pouts in corner* im not loved *cries*

ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuchies. ryan made me some rice. it is still very hot. i burned my tounge, lol im just posting because i want to talk to people. the boys are boring today.

yay rico say i can load tef on his laptop. wich means i can get in the forest.

ok i may be new to the site and all, but why does everyone have to leave. right when i was finnaly making friend they up and leave all because of a little rp drama. i mean what am i going to dp when everyone is gone? i know i can't play in the forest but i have a darn good reason. i don't have access to a computer that has the forest loaded on it and i won't for a few more weeks. but what happens when i get it back and no ones around? yeah i rp dramaed kana a bit but i will gladly change him if that ment everyone would stay. yeah kana fell for rowan but he has a very cold heart and can get over rejection pretty well. but i still can't figure out why everyone is leave.

sorry for ranting i just hate it when i make new friends and they want to leave.

kana: im confused because i have never felt this way about anyone. im still not sure wha this feeling is. when ever i am around her i want to hide and be as near to her as possible. but after what i herd\read im not sure if i can say it. i don't know if it will hurt her more or what. im so lost. m feel lonley as well because i have no one to be with. i can't ask for anyones help because im so stubborn, normally im just an emotionless being.

human: annoyed because big party and i don't like being around that many people. so i sit alone n my room. and they just keep bugging me. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i can't get in the forest for a bit. my laptop was shiped off to get fixed. i can check the website sometimes. sorry. im gonna miss running in the forest. at least this gives me a chance to get all the drawings i want to do done.

i can't find my art pen *cries* it must be in the same place as my hookah coals