OKAY SO.

im pretty sure i wont have internet at my house for a WHILE. dads disconnected pretty much everything until he gets the whole room totally painted and fixed up so...

unfortunately, this means i wont have moms computer, which means no OpenCanvas, and NO FOREST UGH.

SO. just gonna tell ya, i wont be in the Forest for a while, and i wont be on the internet as much... at least until dad reconnects everything. who knows, maybe i do have internet, I DONT KNOW. point is, i might go poof for a while and i dont want you to worry.

SO OKAY.

sorry, im ridiculously happy today. i have something cheery happen to me this morning >D
ill give you a hint, it has to do with a guy i like and the hand motion of waving to someone 8D

KTHANXBAILOL

HEY GUESS WHAT.

MY FRIENDS AND I HAVE BEEN LIKE ON CRACK ALL DAY LOLOLOLOLOL

SO YOU KNOW WHAT.

IM LIKE..... RIDICULOUSLY HYPER LOL XDDDD

omg... if i recorded the entire conversation i had with my friends today... im not sure you would think i was sane anymore XDDD it was SO WEIRD but MAN i havent laughed that much in FOREVER.

I FEEL GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRREAT.

laughter is the best medicine |D but the Joker says slaughter is, so.... LOL

KAY SO. im feeling so much better, i feel healthy, im getting reasonable amounts of sleep, AND AND AND i talked to my friends today about that guy thing |D i cant... quite remember what they said because we were all so high, but i think they said i should give it a shot 8D HEY AT LEAST ITS A GUY I CAN ACTUALLY TALK TO LOL

SO. NO MORE EMO PLZ. I FEEL WONDROUS TODAY.

DAMN I HAVE TOOOOO MUUUUUUUUUUCH TOOOOOOOOOO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i have homework and a cleaning of the guinea pig cage and showers and BLAH. I WANT FOREST BABY.

THERE ARE TWO CERTAIN DEER THAT NEED TO MAKE A CERTAIN MEETING ;D ;D ;D *Wendy's'd*

SO YEAH HI LOL. DONT BE SAD. IM OKAY ;D

but if i turn emo later this week, dont be surprised XD CUZ I JUST TOLD YOU NOT TO. dont worry, ill tell ya if i do |D

KAY BY LOL IM GONNA GET MY THINGS DONE SO I CAN GET ON THE FOREST MKAAAAAAAAAY.

SARIE.

DONT LEAVE FOR LIKE.

AND HOUR OR TWO KAY?

LOL

KTHANXBAILOL

Hey...

I just wanna say something before I offend or worry anyone... Although, maybe this will just worry you more. I'm not gonna be too specific, but I won't be too vague.

I'm not feeling the best these days. At first, it was only my stomach. I had a terrible stomach ache that wouldn't go away, and I was also on very little sleep all day, so I was just physically drained. I still am, but to a lesser extent. The stomach ache is gone, as far as I know...

But now, I'm still not okay... I've developed feelings for someone, but it doesn't feel right, and I don't know what to do... I haven't been this confused in a long time, so... I just can't find myself right now. Seriously, I'm so confused and frustrated, I'm on the brink of tears... I'm planning on talking to someone about it tomorrow. Hopefully it'll help, but... I dunno...

So anyway... I'm sorry for not being around at all yesterday. That was the stomach problem. If I'm not around much this week, well... you'll know why... I'm sorry if I don't comment on something right away, or respond to rps for a while... I'm just letting you know so you don't worry about me. I'm not leaving, but I need some time to figure things out...

I'll try to get on the forest once in a while. I just won't be as energetic as usual. And I might leave very soon after I log in. There are some things the forest can't ease... I guess this is one of them...

Sincerely,
Raku <3

General

Name: Bellsio

Meaning: Unknown

Title: Not sure yet

Age: Early 20s human years

Color: Purple

D.O.B.: January 2009

Gender: Stag

Pictogram: X

How to Remember the Pictogram: Err... a misshapen M?

Living Place: Old Oak

Appearance:
Normally:
- Magpie pelt
- Venetian antlers
- Real Deer mask

Relatives

Family:
None

Mate: None, has feelings for Cal

Personality

Bellsio is pretty much like a dog. He loves to play, play, play. And when he's tired, he'll rest. And then back to playing. He doesn't mind being calm every once in a while. He's a little shy at first, but he warms up to strangers pretty fast. Due to his past, he doesn't know very many words, and the ones he does know are poorly pronounced. But he doesn't have any trouble communicating. He uses grunts and noises to get his point across, and most deer who are patient enough know what he's saying.

History

"Mooooom...." A dark pelted young teen complained.

The older doe looked to him.

"Stopwatch has been hitting me in the shoulder for the last three hours."

"Oh you know he's only rough-housing. If you didn't complain so much, you would appreciate it more, hm?"

"Yeah, quit your whining, Clock!" The larger stag kept shoving his hoof into the other's shoulder.

Clock stuck out his tongue, sneering through his teeth.

"Clockwork!" His father called, "How many times do we have to tell you not to stick out your tongue?"

Clock lowered his ears, returning his tongue to his mouth, "Yes sir..."

Stopwatch shoved Clock one more time before turning to their parents. Their father put their meal down in the middle of the circle. A few mushrooms, pinecones, and a few other things. The parents got to pick first, they both got equal portions. Stopwatch was next, he took most of it, leaving only a little for Clock.

"Hey, why does he get so much and I don't?" Clock protested.

"Oh come on, Stop is much bigger than you, he needs more food. That's plenty, isn't it?"

Clock looked down at his portion. One mushroom, one pinecone, and a little pile of blueberries. He furrowed his brow, "I... guess..." He began to nibble at his food, watching as his big brother chomped down at his. Clock rolled his bright blue eyes, continuing at the mushroom.

Meanwhile, the parents were talking about a tree that nearly toppled over due to a previous wind storm. They suggested that Stop could continue his workouts on that tree and leave the other tree alone. Stop seemed to love the idea. Clock stayed quiet, as usual.

"You know, Clock, maybe you could use Stop's old tree. Put some meat on those bones."

"I already run a lot, I'm fine..."

"But that's just your legs, what about everything else? Look at Stop, he works out everything that could be worked out. He's not that much older than you, you know."

you know what? ive been thinkin... and...

i wanna write a few short stories |D

I KNOW I KNOW. its been friggin FOREVER since i last wrote something for Dr. Clock...

but i feel like my other deer have been kinda... untold. i mean, Skokey got his own giant story, my main project, and its over! you know what its like to have a big project totally finished? you feel SO WEIRD afterwards XD

Fulu didnt get much of a story, but not much happened in her life. she was born, she was raised by Jayla, she met Skokey, she worried about Skokey, Jayla died, she lived with Skokey, and thats about it. and I DONT EVEN WANNA THINK of going back to write about the whole Darcy Wyvern Fulu triangle again. that was something im pretty sure i dont want to go over again, too many things happened at once >_<

Vessel... i started on his story, but kinda... dropped it XD not much happens there either. he was born, abandoned, raised by the Twin Gods, and then made some friends. AND THEN HAD A BABY*shot*

but you know, a lot of my characters are still in the dark. Clock, Tropa, Bellsio (especially Bellsio XD)... i think thats it? XD even Cerelia (thats a definite maybe, i wouldnt want to get too inaccurate with her)

they would be in parts, not chapters. kinda like The Dream Watcher, only written like Hanging Flowers. avid readers, you know what i mean XD

so... my real question is who should i start first? WELL WHO CARES, im going in this order XD

Clock
Tropa
Bellsio

yeah so guess what.

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...

YEAH NEW DEER LOL.

his names Bellsio |D hes a sexy little guy, but sadly, hes not too intelligent XD well, okay, thats not his fault or anything. his adoptive family treated him more like a pet than a family member, so... yeah. SHUT UP I LIKE HIM.

too late now, already made the picto XD

OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT. i just know, if i ever leave here (which i doubt will happen any time soon XD) im gonna have like TWENTY FIVE DEER LOL and Skokey will be buried in the back and be like "wtf wut about meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :c" LOL

okay, i should really go to bed >>

She sat happily at the computer, typing away, everything was right in her life. She was almost done, before...

She held a hand to her side. No... Well crap, this'll have to wait. She went over to the couch, laying down and holding her side with both hands. She practiced some deep breathing, but it only seemed to get worse. She held in her legs, fully clutching at her body, but it still worsened. No, no, why now? She looked around. I can't let anyone worry...

She went to the bathroom, closing the door. She crouched over on the floor, still holding herself, hugging her stomach and sides. She was in full blown pain now, she knew it wasn't going to stop for several minutes. She sat there, unmoving, for quite a while, before she thought it was done for the day.

She got up. But then... What? Still? This is awful... She made her way upstairs, and into that bathroom, turning the fan on for a future shower. She sat on the floor again, but soon slowly moved herself into lying down, still crumpled up into a ball. Her body shook, her breath strained.

This was too much. She had been dealing with this a lot, but it wasn't this bad since... She couldn't even remember... 8th grade maybe? That was almost three years ago... It only got worse. Usually the pain came in waves, leaving her small intervals to rest before cringing again. This was nonstop. Nonstop misery that pushed her to the point where she couldn't focus on anything else. The bright yellow walls, the whirr of the fan above her, it was all gone now. She was all by herself in an abyssmal darkness, nothing but her and pain.

She sat there for... maybe 15 minutes it pure agony. Soon it dulled down quickly, to the point where she could move again. She stumbled to the shower, quickly taking her clothes off, and turned the shower on. Thankfully the water heated up almost instantly. She sat there after a few moments of turning the heat up, hoping... praying, the water and heat would calm it down.

i dont think there will be as much this time XD these are more like one-liners XD

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WELL WHY DONT I JUST TIE THE LONG HAIR ON YOUR HEAD TO THE SHORT HAIR ON YOUR ASS AND KICK YOU DOWN THE STREET.

Na na na na YEAHYEAH YEAH LIVINWITHTHEPJS

I HOPE YOURE CREAM FILLED *punch*

.... ah... Ah... AH... *sneezepunch!*
DUDE YES. That was the most epic sneeze.

*pours milk into bowl*
Can you give me more milk?
............... *addsmoremilk!*

*takes out juicebox*... *tries to punch in straw*... *fails*... *punches harder* |c *punches harder* D< *puts juicebox on the counter and smashes it* |D *puts straw on counter and sucks up juice*

Dad, can I go snowboarding?
Mmm... I dunno.. I don't think you should.
Aww come on! Please?
No, Faytha, I-
Pleeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaase?
I just don't think you-
Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-
... You can't keep that up all day.
YesIcaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-
O_o...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-
o_e...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-
ALRIGHT FINE. Sheesh...
WOOHOOeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-
You can stop now...

some crappy thing popped up and crapped up my Forest, so i have to reboot DX

JUST WAIT A LIL K?