The sound of Frank Sinatra blares in the background.
It makes me reminisce. I know it does for you, too.
And I know you think of him when you play it.
It's okay, I do, too.
It rained all day today, but I don't mind. I like it, especially when I'm at school.
It makes it seem less horrible to go there when the outside isn't as appealing as it does when it's sunny.
I feel much more at home in this very small apartment of ours than I did when we lived in the big house.
It still feels very new here when I walk into the door, even though we've been here well over a year and a half.
I wonder why?
...It's cold here, though. I know it's because of the windows, but I would much rather sacrifice the heat than be caged behind dark bedroom walls.
I need the windows. I need them. Whether I'm at school or at home. Even when the blinds are closed.
Everything just feels so dull and suffocating without them, you know?
Incomplete papers surround me. I feel like I lack the ability to finish anything. To finish everything.
If I blow it off quickly before I think anymore about it, I won't care. But I know I do. And I know it bothers me.

Well...

- Ravyn