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This Is Who I Am.

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February 17, 2012 - 4:00am — fang1014
This is all true. I will accept comments, as long as they are not negative. If they are negative or ignorant to a certain extent, I will not even bother commenting you back.

Ok. I know I'm annoying. I know. But that's not the real me.
I'm quiet, shy, and very easily frightened. I'm very quiet at school and at home. I dred going to school scared to see who will pick on me next. There always seems to be a line of people waiting.
I'm not 'cool.' I don't follow the 'cool' kids around and be like,"Hey look at me! Oh! I'm going to pick on you because your ugly. I hate you because your ugly!" No. That's not me. I'm a good kid. I listen and I'm respectful. I have many African American friends who except me for who I am. All of them are boys. Boys? Why boys? Well because I grew up with male next door neighbors. I know what makes them tick, giving me the upper advantage. Now, girls, I'm very skeptical about. I don't get along with them as good as I do males. I only have two friends who are girls. They are very accepting of me.

Now, I am an outcast, I won't lie. I'm partly antisocial. I'm a loner. But being online with other people like on TEF, it is the only place I can be myself without any judgement.

I can be... Me.



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If you would like to say something about yourself, don't be affraid! You are you. No one else can tell you who you are.
February 17, 2012 - 12:51pm — Flyleaf
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You come up as a very

You come up as a very friendly person to me !!
Stay strong ... Eye Smiling
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February 17, 2012 - 10:18pm — fang1014
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Thanks Fly. I just think it's

Thanks Fly. I just think it's far to let people know who I really am. Smiling
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February 17, 2012 - 11:12pm — WonderfullySarcastic
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Most everyone has felt a

Most everyone has felt a little out of place at one time or another, Fang (:
Those "cool" kids aren't who you should follow around, I'm glad you realize that how they tend to act is unacceptable behavior. Accepting yourself for who you are and being confident in yourself is the way to go, your friends and everyone around you will see the real you- so will we- and you won't feel as if you have to defend yourself against what others think of you, since you know that they're wrong.
And I totally get hanging out with guys more than girls- I'm the same way. Hanging around with my girl friends makes me feel a little awkward, since I totally act more like a guy :>
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February 18, 2012 - 12:17am — fang1014
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Lol. I think myself as 'one

Lol. I think myself as 'one of the guys.' For some reason they let me be myself around them. Around girls they want me to be the total oppisite of who I am. I won't accept that and so I get bullied. But I know that I am beautiful on the inside and if they can't see it then that's their problem.
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February 19, 2012 - 3:36pm — proudwolf

Boy.... When I read this, I

Boy.... When I read this, I saw a mirror. I really did. I never really was the big bubbly, social kid. I tended to be on my own --a few friends here and there. But.... I, honestly, do not trust fellow girls as well as I do men. I mean, what are the chances of one of your guys ditching you or backstabbing you? Slim. So, yea, I'm 'one-of-the-guys' too. But here on TEF you can sure be you. Alot of us are like you, too. Moral of my extremely long comment, ignore my rambling and go out and be you, there are alot of us like you to befriend; people love the real you. (Hands are tired now -_- Bye~)
February 20, 2012 - 1:09am — Dragon919
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Hey, dont think that. I am

Hey, dont think that. I am shy too. You are a good friend to have. Everyone has at least something negative about themselves. I get hurt everyday! XD NOT by anybody. I am clumsy, but somtimes I get hurt by running into corners, banging on walls, falling. It ok! ^^ Eye ;)
February 20, 2012 - 4:48am — fang1014
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@Proudwolf A mirror. Lol. I

@Proudwolf

A mirror. Lol. I like to be on my own. It prepares me for when I leave the nest so to speak. Honestly, very slim. No guy friend I have ever had stabbed me in the back as much as past girl friends did. For instants, this African American girl, who is not my friend anymore, spread a horrible rumor that I was going out with this guy who looks like he is gay. >.< He is cute but he isn't my type. xD So it really p.o.ed me when she did that. Goodbye to that friendship! xD

@Dragon

Lol. I fall down my stairs all the time. xD I also tend to get hit by the 'popular' girl groups alot. Sad They walked by me and kick my chair and push me out of my chair and stuff. One day I turned to the 'leader' who is an African and Causion mix and said," I'm tired of your bullsh!t. Leave me the hell alone. You can go and act cool and retarded somewhere else but leave me out of your childish games." And of course she flipped out on me but I just sat back down in my chair, tuned her out, and continued on my work. All my friends were shouting at the girl," You just got fried!" And that made me smile. xD
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February 20, 2012 - 7:45pm — Dragon919
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Wow! Lol!

Wow! Lol!