URGENT adoption NEEDED! STUCK in a mid life crisis

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Good morning everyone,

I am very sorry to be bombing the community with such a vial post, I will say just ahead before I go into explaining things that I am sorry if anyone takes offense to what I say or do on this post...I am very sorry.

I am currently stuck in my own mid life crisis or you could say my breaking point, how did my life get to my breaking point? I was attending college like normal until a bunch of girls within my course continued to bully me (even tho I am nearly 20 and I was being bullied by 15 year olds.) I tried my best to keep attending my college course like any normal person would do, but this proved very hard for me as in late 2016 I was diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder,personality disorder and anxiety. I didn't attend college for 4 months due to how my mental health was playing on up on me, during those 4 months I couldn't even leave my flat as I was scared to face the public or do everyday life stuff that a person would class as normal( I continue to be the same until this day.) It has now been 8 months since I have been off college and the government have pulled my funding from me which you could say is my living allowance. I currently live in the YMCA and they are trying their best to get me back on to a different allowance but the government is taking their sweet time to provide me with money so I can at least pay my bills or keep a roof over my head, I have been hungry for 3-4 days as I have no food and very low on electricity. this is my last stand to be able to get electricity or just abit of food by putting my oc up for adoption.

If anyone would love to give her a home for 30 us dollars please let me know asp? I am very sorry about this post I really am. ( her bio is here http://endlessforest.org/community/we-will-meet-soon-when-we-do-night-wi... )


Please contact me on ( skype: sacredholly ) so we can talk things over..thank you..
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BUMP for you, m'dear!

BUMP for you, m'dear! ♥ !
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I'm sorry that they put you

I'm sorry that they put you through that. Remember that those girls are worse than you could ever be though. Stay strong and have faith in yourself.

'Normal people don't go around destroying other human beings.'
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Thank you J!n for your

Thank you J!n for your supportive comment it really means a lot to someone like me, you couldn't possibly know. I am trying my best these past couple of days to try and push my self to be able to face the public or just even leave my flat just to go and talk to the staff downstairs that are always on shift 24/7.

These girls have honestly smashed my mental health into tiny bits, I really didn't know that I was so vulnerable with my mental health. I faced these young teens and even admitted to them that they make my anxiety flare * plus in general make me go into melt down mode.* All they did was laugh in my face and use remarks like " Oh now a 19 year old is scared of us? who cares lol." I tried my best to work with my college on this problem but it seemed to be making things worse, as the teachers would always take the girls out of the class room one by one to have a talk with them or just to remind them about their behaviour. This seemed to set the girls off even more as they would confront me about why the teachers are bothering them so much.

They're petty and that's all

They're petty and that's all they are. They wouldn't even be laughing if they didn't have each other. I know it's not that easy, but try not to let their negativity get you to, they're nothing and you're worth more than that. I hope karma gets them quick.

Keep hanging in there, hun, and just take whatever steps you can for the moment. <3
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J!n

J!n <3
Shameful bump to this thread, just selling the character design...background story and everything about her can be ditched.
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Bump.

Bump.
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Bumpos.

Bumpos.
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Bumping this again! Please

Bumping this again! Please contact me on Skype if you have any worries about the character or if you really don't trust me at all! I really need to sell this character.
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Double post bug.

Double post bug.