Too many problems... >_<

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I have been feeling more paranoid each day. Thinking like my life is just a game. I don't know why...

That's unfortunate.. is it

That's unfortunate.. is it anything you'd be comfortable talking about?
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It's like... If my whole

It's like... If my whole family and I will get murdered... I really don't know..
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That doesn't sound fun at all

That doesn't sound fun at all :/ I'm just a psychology major and by no means am a professional, but that sounds like anxiety problems that you need to talk to an actual professional about. Or, you know, a teacher. Somebody like that.

you should probably see a

you should probably see a therapist, like fish said.
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^ I agree with fish that is

^ I agree with fish
that is something you need to tell others. Holding thoughts like that inside is not good for you.
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
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Maybe it's causing from being

Maybe it's causing from being lonely?..
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Well perhaps I have something

Well perhaps I have something to say that may help.

During my parents divorce I went through a week that I felt my Dad was going to kill me. He is in no way the type to do such a thing but the thoughts were there and it got to me really bad. It was with a lot of prayer it finally went away. But if you are not religious I suggest telling someone. It can really get to you I understand. But you did a good thing telling us first. Now you need to speak to someone you know personally or a professional.
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
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Well.. I don't really have

Well.. I don't really have any friends in real life right now.. And I am shy if I talk about this to my parents. And my brothers and sisters and highly rude to me. So the only thing I do is just lay in bed.
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The community is always here

The community is always here to help you. I'm sure anyone here would be glad to listen to your troubles or offer you any kind of help. You don't have to feel alone here!
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Thanks. Also when I play the

Thanks. Also when I play the computer I feel kinda fine. But when I have to get off I just feel really lonely.
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Yes I under stand that very

Yes I under stand that very well I use to have that problem alot. It is because you feel the friends here are closer than in your own town. Actually I did have that problem just months ago. Just remember that although you do not see us we are your friends. Think of us and the fun things you've done with others while off the computer and perhaps it will help you :3
also distracting yourself with books or games or a hobby too keep your anxiety down.
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
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this is really making me feel

this is really making me feel better. thanks. ^^
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Oh yay :3 I am happy our

Oh yay :3 I am happy our posts are helping you Laughing out loud
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis

i'm going to be really,

i'm going to be really, really blunt and honest with you: you shouldn't cling to the computer for friendship, and you should try to make friends offline. i ended up ruining myself for years because i hated going to the therapist and hated socializing. that's not to say you can't have friends online, but you (and everybody, really, heh) should try to socialize with the world so you don't always feel lonely when you log off.

being shy with your parents isn't going to help much, either. a lot of people have ruined their relationship with their parents because they didn't talk to them. (of course, other factors are there, but my relationship was messed up for a long while simply because i didn't try to communicate.) yeah, it's really difficult to even bring up a delicate subject matter, but if you don't try, nothing will happen. without communicating, nobody can help you because they don't know what you want or how you feel.

like orinoco said, if you are religious or spiritual, pray if you think that'll help. i'm personally not religious or spiritual; i can't offer anything on that. laying in bed won't help, though. i know a lot of this is easier said than done, but i'm only telling you this because i've experienced similar things.

anyway, i'm glad you're feeling a bit better. (:
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I know but I only have

I know but I only have friends at school.
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You can hang out with those

You can hang out with those friends outside of school sometimes, you know.

And please go talk to a professional about all of this. I assure you it will definitely help the problem.
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commission (click) Maybe ^

commission (click)

Maybe ^ this will help you cheer up more :3
just go to the "Commission gallery" and click the last one :3
sorry your art took so long..I hope you like it
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
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Aww it's great. Thanks. ^^

Aww it's great. Thanks. ^^
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