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Don't you love me anymore?
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I ... I admit, that's a new experience. This may sound selfish.
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But what isn't new is the loosing.
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I'm loosing my love, again.
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Is this what I get for being a bad leader in the past?
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Is this what I get for ... for leaving my friends for such a long while?
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I know, I've done something wrong.
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I shouldn't have been gone for so long.
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I wish I could turn things back, change things,
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but who doesn't?
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Too much 'I' in these sentences.
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Maybe it's just me acting up.
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Perhaps it's just another phase I must go through.
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It's okay, then. Life isn't happybubblebouncy, everyone should know that.
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It's just another important experience.
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I should be there for others, those who need me.
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I have abandoned them for long enough.
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If you may, allow me to have a walk with you again?
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Excuse me for being that selfish,
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for staying away that long.
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Excuse me.
