Memorandum

◊ Okay. Dizzy.

Disconnected.

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08.04.17 dont mind me pls, just updating some stuff here, sorry for any bumps etc ♥

04.19.17 .

04.17(18).17 Finally reunited with Greitai, who returned to the Forest a few days ago. Were discussing the Raptoress' absence, until interrupted by Rota's appearance. Exchanged sniffs with the doe, but quickly grew uncomfortable as she moved to the Nest. Has seen her there before and was kind of confused about it, but didn't want to argue about it at that point. Decided to let Greitai do the work. Wasn't up for a conflict, but had no other choice when it went too far, and left Greitai's beb with a stranger who seemed to be friendly (Rossamund) to help her mother out. Mostly was just acting like 'Sorry, but you gotta leave', without any desire to actually do damage. In other words, Ace wasn't in the right mood for a serious fight. As Rota was refusing to leave, Acidya hit her a few times, but not more than that. Noticed some other people coming to watch the scene, and was sincerely displeased by that fact. Even though some of them (Rossamund, Fletcher) seemed to act as a shield for Greitai's baby. Attacked Rota once again when the doe tried to frighten the kid, and made another attempt to drive her away.
Finally, as all the strangers disappeared, she helped Greitai to mark the territory and laid down in the Nest with Greitai and her child. There, was introtuced to Vrasa, the Raptoress' new offspring. It felt weird as Acidya realized she wasn't her only child anymore. Yet, she found strength to accept that, mostly 'cause of her respect towards Greitai's actions and choices. Promised to watch out for Vrasa; pointed out her good behavior, as well. Quite afraid of the responsiblity; confused about how fast everything changed; however, felt much better when some of her questions got answers. Fell asleep a while after.

Woke up a few hours later to recognize Starless' scent around. Joined him and Greitai. Got up to give a hug to Sky Sight when the girl's silhouette showed up in the distance. Played with Sky and mom, when a stranger (Andreii) came over quite close to the Nest. Watched Greitai coming up to him to greet; sniffed and said 'hello' in uncertain, faint voice, though was pretty much fine with the canine's presence. Switched her attention to Sky, and then recognized she didn't like the fact the stranger was so close. A big mess happened when Starless woke up and started to walk around nervosly, until the very moment Andreii left. Left the brother alone and sat a few steps away from him. Joined Sky and laid down, cuddling her, when the Raptoress and Starless left.

04.15.17 ok i was going to write an update cause she is back but then i just spent 2 hours updating various stuff in the bio... well done. still no proper disclaimer dammit, though some new stuff in stats, basics, and relations + MORe grammar that should be fixed when i see what's wrong. idk just go check it out or somethin'

01.14.17 Inhaling cold air, she was moving into the darkness of the nightly birch forest, her eyes half-closed. The pendant on The Ravenfeather's neck was rocking as she moved, farther and farther. Her head was busy with gloomy thoughts.

Leaving the pines behind, she reached the Den. It was a huge birch tree, smelling with scents of her family member. Mostly it was Starless' aroma, as he was the only one to visit this place often enough for the last few months.
Here she left a turquoise feather, which meant that she departed from the Forest.

Acidya's lips were moving without a sound, while something was forming in the air, like a window to another world. It was an unknown portal, foreign for everyone, but not for Acidya. She didn't think for too long before leaving. Ace simply entered the glassy window, feeling how everything around was changing in that moment. The blue-black raven invisibly followed Acidya, with no sound.

Once in the dark room that looked like a huge long hallway, she stopped. The raven croaked something, landing on Acidya's antler. "Shh..." Acie whispered, carefully examining all the portals around her. There were thousands of them. "Which ones should I check first?"

However, her choice became clear quite fast. "Find her. Find her and let me know what's going on there," she told to the raven on her antler. The bird turned into three different ravens: the first one was the blue-black one, the second one was white with grey and blue eyes, the last one - coal-black with three eyes. In one moment, all three flew away, each one its own portal. They left loudly, croaking and dropping small feathers. Acidya was now all alone with her thoughts. "I'm coming. Trust me, I'll find you."

There was the fourth and the last world she would like to visit. She wasn't able to leave it like that anymore; now Ace was absolutely confident about her decision to find Greitai. Whatever was happening, Acidya was actually going to do that.

She looked into the fourth portal as into a mirror. It reflected her face for a second, and then she entered. For a few moments it was absolutely dark, but then she found herself in a wild terrain, often called a jungle. Green plants were all around, as well as bright colorful flowers in bloom. The scents and sights were unfamiliar to Acidya; still, she looked straight forward. This place was mostly inhabited by raptors, strange insects and many other species. The Ravenfeather still wasn't sure where to start, so she just followed her intuition.


01.07.17 wow there is an update here no way
just being angry tiny sheet hating everyone and everything around.. as always c8
Has pretty nervous times due to weird feelings about Greitai's condition. Unaware of the state of her health, yet is suspecting that something is wrong. Concerned about, though doesn't want to ask anyone about it right now. Lacks family around. Still extremely territorial and unfriendly to all strangers.
Didn't like the presence of an unfamiliar huge creature [Komir]. Will watch him if he is around her spot, still doesn't want to have any serious conflicts or fights. Spending time with Starless for the last few days and trying to keep herself around as much as possible. Can actually feel he is in a bad mental condition, though has no idea what happened, because honey u r so damn... in need of rps.

Emergence

kind? - cautios - family-oriented - loving - understanding?
short-sighted - responsible? - vulnerable - cold - distrustful
defensive - insightful - scared - sensitive - crazy? - psychotic?
unpredictable - selfish - unstable - weird - melancholic - quiet
moral - jealous - possessive - emotional - restless - provocative
Acidya has a very strange, undefined and unpredictable temperament. In many situations it is very difficult to understand her actions. She wants to show to others her independence and power of her spirit while it's not really true. Despite her selfishness, she is a family-oriented one and ready to give everything for her family's safety. She holds grudges and never forgives any insults. Acidya almost always wants to take revenge if a situation requires it. She appreciates true friendship and never betrays if she hasn't got any good reason.
Acidya never shows her weakness and never tries to hide her flaws. Behind all these lies there is a fragile, broken, weak, sensual, vulnerable creature.
Her soul. TOO OUTDATED TO BE HERE DONNT READ

Combat

should have added this like a million years ago ;{{

bites a lot
runs a lot
hits a lot
but mostly runs away and dodges
can't do much damage to large creatures, so just exhaustes them by running around a lot
DRIVES her enemies wild lol
tiny but super irritating okay

The Citadel

· G R E I T A I ·Mother. Mentor. Bloodless. Her guardian and protector since the moment of her first life in the forest. Has been a role model for her thorughout both of her lives. Acidya met her as Mirtel years ago, and became strongly attached to the raptor doe. Grei was the only person who cared about Mirtel the most. Even when Mirtel died as a young teen, the connection between them was still alive. A few months after her death, Mirtel rebirthed as Acidya. The main reason for the comeback was that she missed Greitai, as she was her only family and the closest friend and she didn't want to lose their warm relationship. Greitai quickly became a mother-figure for the young child, whose soul was still the same, yet the body wasn't.
Source of warmth, support, and sincere love. Protected and cherished. Family. Breath. World. The most important figure in her life, and probably the most loved, too.
Acidya has always been treated as an inpdependent by the raptor doe. Mutual respect and intuitive understanding. Deep connection between the two has been formed, so it's never hard for both to feel and understand specific things regards each other's mood and overall condition. More to come.

· V I T H A R A ·Sibling figure. Mentor. Friend. Bloodless. Missing. Best friend and a sister figure. Scarce, yet Acidya is always happy to see her around. Adored.

· S O E T ·Sibling figure. Mentor. Guardian. Friend. Bloodless. Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit, qui in ea voluptate velit esse, quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum, qui dolorem eum fugiat, quo voluptas nulla pariatur? At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus, qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti, quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint, obcaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa, qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio.

· 'S T A R L E S S' ·Sibling figure. Friend. Treasured. Protected. Bloodless. Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit, qui in ea voluptate velit esse, quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum, qui dolorem eum fugiat, quo voluptas nulla pariatur? At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus, qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti, quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint, obcaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa, qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio.

· 'S K Y S I G H T' ·Sibling figure. Friend. Treasured. Protected. Bloodless. Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit, qui in ea voluptate velit esse, quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum, qui dolorem eum fugiat, quo voluptas nulla pariatur? At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus, qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti, quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint, obcaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa, qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio.

· 'W I N T E R R O S E' ·Sibling figure. Friend. Treasured. Protected. Bloodless. Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit, qui in ea voluptate velit esse, quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum, qui dolorem eum fugiat, quo voluptas nulla pariatur? At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus, qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti, quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint, obcaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa, qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio.

· V R A S A ·Sibling figure. Protected. Exploring. Responsibility. Warmth? Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit, qui in ea voluptate velit esse, quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum, qui dolorem eum fugiat, quo voluptas nulla pariatur? At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus, qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti, quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint, obcaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa, qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio.

· V I T T A N I ·Sibling figure. Lost. Dead. The only sibling she never had real relationship or contact with. Feeling of emptiness. Unaware of her death.

Possessed

· C E L A R E ·One of her ravens. Servant. From Latin 'disguise'. Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit, qui in ea voluptate velit esse, quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum, qui dolorem eum fugiat, quo voluptas nulla pariatur? At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus, qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti, quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint, obcaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa, qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio.

· T E N E B R A E ·One of her ravens. Servant. From Latin 'darkness'. Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit, qui in ea voluptate velit esse, quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum, qui dolorem eum fugiat, quo voluptas nulla pariatur? At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus, qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti, quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint, obcaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa, qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio.

· L A R V A ·The crow. Servant. From Latin 'ghost'. Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit, qui in ea voluptate velit esse, quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum, qui dolorem eum fugiat, quo voluptas nulla pariatur? At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus, qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti, quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint, obcaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa, qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio.

The Circle

nope, no friends at all ))

Connections

Damien, Toska, Eli, idk NOBODY I GUESS WE'RE QUITE ANTISOCIAL OKAY

Forbidden

everyone should b on this list actually

Revelation

maybe.