Little Lover (Isabeau) | The Endless Forest

1/1/2019

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Over the last few months much has happened. Joined with a couple of stags during the rut in an attempt to become a mother. Succeeded. However soon after doing so became entangled with Mikill and has lately been spending most of her time with him. Though things are new, they are budding. Spent Yule alongside the Viking.

Returned to the forest expecting to have yet another peaceful day with Mik by her side. However was left by the stag. Followed him after spending a hot minute alone, only to become mind numbingly jealous. Furious at the stags open flirting and laid into him. Only for feelings to be confessed and reason to be laid out. Forgave the other quickly, which led to an intimate moment that was abruptly interupted by a silver haired doe being a crude little bitch.

Insulted, hauled ass after her with her blood boiling. Fought like a bat out of hell, grabbing then ripping anything she could reach with the intent to leave the other near bald. Lashed out with heavy hooves with the intent to bruise. When things escalated further, charged herself into a frenzy, her feathers alight with static energy. Lashed out at anyone who came too close. Hitting them with various amounts of voltage. At one point Wollunka charged in, darted away not wishing to be crushed. Was clipped on the shoulder at one point so is now sporting a limp.

Was dragged kicking and screaming through a portal by Mik. Pissed, but mostly unharmed. Sore, scratched up, sporting a couple decent gore wounds, and a sore shoulder.

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BodyA handful of cuts and scrapes. Missing a few patches of feathers. A slight swell can be seen to her abdomen as the beginning of her pregnancy takes hold. | HeartHappier than she's been in a long long long time. | MindSound. At peace.

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Adult Born August 11th, 2014

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Soul | Physical | Magic | Worlds | Fighting skill

Personality

☼ Grudge holder. Goes next level when it comes to not being able to let things go. Will resent those that cross her for years, only forgiving them if it brings her some sort of benefit by doing so.

☼ Selfish by nature.

☼ Self-mutilator, prone to plucking feathers when stressed. When feathers begin to regrow will chew blood feathers and let them bleed before plucking those too.

☼ Suffers from severe crippling depression and anxiety. Has trust issues.

☼ Venomous with her words. Is a master manipulator who is prone to playing the victim.

☼ Often is the victim, but escalates simple confrontations by feeding into her complex. Makes everything worse than it actually is just for the attention.

☼ Extremely jealous of those who garner more attention than her from those she cares about. Though often will simply remove herself from the situation so that she doesn't get in the way, has been passive aggressive in the past. A couple major historical moments that this has happened is at the birth of Isiel's boys and though considered the twins siblings, harbored resentment towards them for sharing blood with a family she was only part of via adoption. The second instance is at the birth of Z'ev's daughter. Still loves the kids in her own removed way, however has never been part of their lives because of immense all consuming jealousy. Feels as if she's been replaced by the new comers. Even if in reality she's not. Can't seem to grasp the concept that love isn't spread thin by sharing. So as such feels as if she's being replaced.

☼ Thrives off of love and attention. Never can get enough, though is distrustful of strangers. So though she's been approached by various brave souls over the years, almost always comes off as cold and closed hearted. Thus making it an ugly cycle when she does get attached to someone. Seeing as she lives and breathes them. This is one of the few two way roads she travels. Will devote herself to making and pleasing those she cares for once they're able to get past her shields.

☼ Very removed when it comes to most of her relationships. Shares very little of her heart. Keeps herself at an emotional distance to prevent pain. There are a few exceptions that she's open with when it comes to her true emotions. Hides little from them.

☼ Typically dislikes cats with only a few exceptions. Simply due to past dealings that never ended well for her.

However really likes canines. Like. A lot. They're loyal.

Blood | Care | Cordial | Cautious | Faded

Isiel; Mother figure.
Though not family by blood, family by bondt. Adopted by the doe and her family after being rejected by her blood kin. Cared for by the blue as if one of her own children. Everything good in Isa came from Isiel's guidance. Loves unconditionally. Though has grown distant over the past couple of years for various reasons.

Z'ev;
Brother. The only one of the clutch that always had her back. Followed her into her new life and from that life made a life of his own. Lived in the world he claimed as his own for awhile while she learned to harness her own magic. Though she's not seen him in what seems like forever, loves unconditionally. Has always been her number one supporter. Misses deeply. The moon to her sun.

Jhorla; Though not her sister through blood, because of Z'ev is her sister through marriage. Her best friend and confidant. Adores her to the ends of the earth. Has not seen around recently and as such feels as if they've grown distant. Unsure as to how to close that gap between them.

Tiamet;
Niece. Only met briefly before excusing herself due to selfish reasons.

Maekrix;
First hatched brother from her clutch. Adores. Though scarcely sees. Another sibling that has had her back. Not as close to him as she is to Z'ev but still loves him dearly.

Rahzul;
Presumed dead. Doesn't have much of an opinion of due to the fact he disappeared shortly after hatching. Scarcely remembers.

Isela Kori; Biological older sister. Presumed dead. Has not seen in years, though holds fond memories of the doe. Loves unconditionally, though is slightly jealous of her relationship with their birth family and the fact it's never frayed.

Cadaver;
Extremely strained relationship. Though he tried his best in her childhood and teenage years, was rarely there and when he was, took his interactions as quiet pushy. Wishes that he was there to stop Halla from causing the amount of pain that she has. Want's him to be that protective father figure, but knows this will never happen. Recent interactions have led to violence. Heartache.

Regulus Omar;
Paternal half-sibling. Never met. Unaware of.

Hiru;
Paternal half-sibling. Never met. Unaware of.

Hmm;
Biological Mother. Heartache. Once loved the grey to the ends of the earth. Admired her for the most simple of things, every breath she took was magnificent. Aspired above all to become her mirror image. Fell short however after events that left her family turned against her. Including the grey who promptly rejected her attempts to reconcile. The trigger to multiple family wars over the years. Begged. Pleaded. For a way to gain the grey's forgiveness. Longs for her to forgive her childhood transgressions, however, at the same time resents for the amount of pain and suffering she's gone through because of her mother. Broken. The reason for her heart to grow guarded and cold.

Hmmmm; Maternal Half-brother. Deceiver. At one time greatly admired the stag. However, he's the reason for a majority of her scars. Attacked by multiple times. Aggressively dislikes. A curse upon the forest.

Shardul;
Maternal half-brother. Twin to Nikhil. Lesser of two evils. Seems to be the less aggressive of the two, but regardless is equally as twisted. Dislikes. Will not tolerate his presence.

Lekha;
Niece. Unaware of.

Shikha;
Niece. Unaware of.

Auiette; Maternal half-sister. Deceased. Never met though knows of her story. Was also disowned by Halla, though for reasons more siniter than her own.

Quay; Maternal half-brother. Has met in passing, knows that he's close to Grimkell. Has few opinions of.

Lalitha ;
Maternal half-sister. Unmet. Has seen in the forest and assumes their connection to Halla. No opinion of.

Kesari;
Maternal half-sister. Unmet. Has seen in the forest and assumes their connection to Halla. No opinion of.

Faustyx;
Maternal half-sibling. Unmet. Unknown.

Libra; Maternal Aunt. Only met a few scarce times in her early life. No opinion of.

Aella;
Maternal Grandmother. Assumed deceased. Never met.

White Lie;
Maternal Grandfather. Unmet. Assumed deceased.