don't give up, don't let the magic leave us

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this stuff is so outdated what am i even still doing here... help ://
a note that has to be updated as well as everything else on this damned page




  • Events
    [dai ly log]

    Health:Good. 100% || Mental:Cautious, 'motherly', careful, gentle. Very protective. Anxious and territorial at times. Attentive to majority of strangers and happenings around Rauch. Overall, fine. 69%

    '' ... ''

    05/10/17 By accident, discovered a child whose mother was killed, in one of the unfamiliar worlds she visited during the past two weeks. Cared for the baby for a while, trying to make sure he is fine after the incident. After making sure he had no family anymore, made a decision to bring the child into the Forest. Named him Vosa at first, yet calls him Rauch /ra-oo-h/ most of the time. Extremely protective over, but overall is fine with the fact the baby finds new faces pretty quick. Grateful to those who keep him safe while she is absent from the Forest.
    Met Alice as she got back, but had to go find Rauch first. Already had a moment to introduce the baby to the doe, though never really told her how she found Rauch. Planning to fix that later.
    Found the baby with Tamsin. Her scent and appearance were somewhat familiar to the cheetah. Was glad she was with Rauch anyways, so joined them without hesitation, putting herself on the flowerpatch. Checked on a stranger [Ezekiel] who came over to them as well (overprotectivemommycat), but didn't feel any uncertainty or unsafety; fine with his presence. Thought he must be Tamsin's friend.

    04/19/17 Got her right horn broken for like no reaSON (actually he really liked her horns... yeah) by Yakabran. Everything happened so fast she didn't know how to react, but fortunately, she managed to bite his front leg to make him run away. Set out on the run when he started to move away from her towards the Lake, jumped on his back and left a few long lacerations. Got some help from Sloane, and drove the Thunderbird away. When he finally left, thanked Sloane for her care, and rubbed her muzzle against Lobo's cheek as he approached; got some emotional support from Slo. Offended, upset, a bit shocked, yet feeling much better whilst accompanied by Sloane.

    03/15/17 Enjoyed the nighttime in the Forest, first alone, then in company of Sloane, Lobo, and Rajani. Was joined by a little and super-energetic pup [Ashe] later. Had tons of fun with the beb. Sat with the girl until another pup showed up [Shiloh], who seemed familiar to Ridera. The cheetah guessed that Shiloh probably wanted to sit with his sister, and let him go join Ashe. Got confused when Shiloh left, but then... said hi to Lobo who he woke up, was extremely glad to see him again and played around with him and Rajani for some time. Taking a rest now. Gettin' nice bites from Ashe and givin' cute purrs to Ashe.
    :VVVVVVVVVV !

    03/07/17 Back. Feels better. A bit nervous, but glad to visit the forest after the long absence again. Hopes to fix all the troubles she made a ~month ago....... soon.
    Arrived at the Hill, and then quickly found Sloane. Quietly came down to greet her with a nuzzle. Was attacked by Hammel shortly after; showed nothing but pure agression. Didn't know how long it will take, however, drove him away quite fast alongside with Slo. Was really surprised to see a child there, as well [Froamis]. Confused, sniffed the cub and greeted with a sound that only a feline would understand. Watched the kid going away in Hammel's direction, and quickly left to take a rest with Sloane afterwards, with no desire to spend any more time on the White Demon's weird actions.

    Short explaining of herself to Akos after (yes I'm lazy).

    02/13/17 Woke up early in the morning to realize that her mental condition was still the same. Feeling depressed and exhausted, she wasn't able to sleep anymore, so decided to leave the Forest for at least a few hours in order to figure out what the hell is going on with her. o grl

    02/12/17 OK I CAN DO THIS I CANNNN
    eh i cant + my caps is broken as well as punctuation so
    pls read the beginning in akos' bio thx qanat u r a great person hope u dont mind http://www.endlessforest.org/community/node/104551
    felt SUPER DUMB after everything that happened, was left by 'Os in stupor and confusion. told herself that she is the weirdest and the silliest person in the world and of course a DRAMA QUEEN damn why did you react in a such way oh my... also 'what have i done' stuff
    didn't say anything in response after Akos' last words (yep she just looked with her eyes wiDE open bcause 'damn what... is... going... on........... ;\\d]ddlsl'); went to the stream to have a drink and headed up to Sloane's den on the hill. was happy to find her there sleeping. did her best to calm herself down a bit and to switch her mind to something else, tho couldnt help it bcause thoughts about how dumb and weird it was Cool)))
    briefly: a crazy day today

    01/19/17 Had a nice conversation with Alice; finally had a few private minutes with the doe. Now aware of her late stage of pregnancy. Hopes that Alice's family will be fine, understanding problems with her grown-up kids that probably already took place. Was really glad to see her. Cast a spell that will keep her den warm and dry while the snow is there.
    Left Morgul and Alice in private to think about gifts for the children.
    Slept queitly nearby to Raum's den for a few hours. Soon found Sloane and Rajani on Sloane's hill; nuzzled Slo's neck and said hi to Rajani, after what decided to have a short walk around the Forest. Smelled a familiar scent and stumbled upon Akos, sitting with Refr. Ridera was glad to see them together. Greeted both, but left and quickly returned from her den with a few rabbits, plants and berries as she didn't know what Refr prefers to eat more. Also left two small blankets in hope that it will keep them warm in that snowfall. Quickly departed to not disturb the company for any longer. Put herself on Sloane's hill.

    09/22/16 Has returned to the Forest, kindaaa??// ruT TIME fun hangin' out woooooo yo yo

    07/18/16 OOOKKKKAYYY super-long thing there. or maybe nott... the first one ridera's fighting of this year? definitely yes
    Had some quite sitting around the lake, then decided to visit Sloane. Noticed Lobo and his friend (Rajani) around after some time and joined the game, however, without Slo who had a rest at her tree. Some time later found out that Hammel was near to them; became a little nervous about that fact. Watched him, but soon saw Lobo and Rajani going somewhere down the Hill. There was someone who seemed really familiar to Ridera (Tamsin) and a stranger who attacked her (Serana). Dind't get what's going on in the first few minutes of their fighting, but wanted to help Lobo defend Tamsin. Though Ridera knows literally nothing about her, she remembered she was someone whom Morikiah knows and she had some assumptions on the fact that they are in a good relationships. Firstly tried to just tell Serana to not touch Tamsin anymore, not trying to attack her, but understood that the fight will occur when Serana didn't leave and continued to run all around them. Actually didn't want any fights at the moment and really didn't want to involve any more 'enemies' there; when Serana seemed to be leaving the area, Ridera saw Hammel around again. Nervously looked in his direction for a few seconds, but become really unstable when Tamsin went to sniff him. In a sense wanted to stop her, however realized it's absolutely impossible. It was too late; a new one battle began. Serana came back, too, and Sloane joined the battle this time. At some point Ridera was fighting Hammel all alone, being absolutely not herself and remembering all those bad things he kept doing to her and her beloved ones for a very long time. Also noticed some other people who watched or even joined the battle ('Sleipnir', Romulus, someone elese definitely but idk ;c). Got a few 'blockings' from Sloane who tried to stop Blueeyed from participating in the battle. Deeply in heart appreciated this action of Sloane's attention and love, thought maybe didn't show it at that moment. After a few of those was mostly more calm and stayed around Slo. Didn't have enough strength to help Tamsin again and was glad that Lobo and Rajani seemed to be going to solve that problem. Spent some time on the Hill with Sloane and left to wash her wounds in the water. Took a short rest near to a tree somewhere around the stream. Was found by an unfamiliar red lion (noNAME) who asked her a few questions about what just happened. Ridera wasn't really able to answer because of her mental state but tried to be friendly and speak clearly so the lion will be able to understand her language. Had a very short conversation with and left to see little Raum, hoping that her mood will become better around the kid.

    07/14/16 Finally visited Sloane after a long time. Had a great conversation with; restored the relationships. Will try to spend as much time as possible with her. Nostalgic, happy about.
    Was also really glad and suprised due to Jahi's appearance in the Forest. Joyfully met her and her cute son Raum (and there was a lot of "is this cutie yours? omg that boooooy jahi you have a baby srsllyyy?" stuff). Played with the cub and then took a rest with the lions around Umay tree.

    05/29/16 Spent some time around the Lake before smelled something familiar. Found Morikiah next to the Crying Idol; realized immideately that his mental state was pretty far from perfect. Worried about it. Quietly, she sat down nearby hoping that her presence will be okay for him. Few minutes later found herself just next to his side. Felt somewhat more calm about him than before and just left herself there, trying to show her support without any words.
    Some time passed and Ree noticed someone else around them (Tamsin). Didn't know her and actually.. ehm, ignored? for the first few minutes, but then decided to get up. /rp-time when chars can just stand in game for a looooong time and u r like 'hi guys oh ur busy ok by guys' and they stood and i cant know whats goeen on between those guys cause i'm looser on these 'w/o me' rps ok but actually i can assume so dats fine .}/ Finally she felt superfluous and just left when Tamsin and Morikiah went to the Birch, feeling literally nothing but embarrassment and thinking something kinda 'well they need to discuss some personal matters- lat me go pls' because she wasn't aware of all the things happening around. gooDBYE~~~ Well ok. Weird days are ok 8}}

    05/16/16 Was found by Rooh next to the Lake. Noted Akos nearby, said a quite and friendly hello to him and then laid with Rooh. Dozed off for a few minutes and... captured the Forest. >8] /thx ozi u was the only one who catched that significant moment.../

    Decided to sleep when Rooh left. After a few hours found herself in company of a stranger (Tynan); was pretty surprised but also very glad to see another one new face. Not just a face, a feline face - it makes the difference for her while she is in her cheetah form, so all the felines are really welcome at this moment. So had a nice meeting with someone new. Gudjab Ridera, ur starting to make some new friends, NOOOH WAYY FINALLY!

    05/14/16 Was pretty active for the last four days in the Forest after her epic returning. Had some new acquaintances and also renewed some of the old relationships, which was great as she thinks.
    Spent the beginning of the day alone around the Lake. Because of something she is really like this place a lot at the moment, so usually she is always somewhere around. Wanted to get something tasty for breakfast and decided to hunt a bit. In result got three pretty big rabbits and with a great pleasure ate two of them. The last one was brought to one of her dens for a while. Somewhere around she caught a familiar smell and tried to find it. After a few minutes found Akos in a bunch of branches; she already met him yesterday and had a lot of food for thoughts about his vision (well, not about the vision but about it's lack). Though never saw him in the Forest before, felt nice to meet him. So greeted him quietly to not to scare him with her unexpected appearance. Didn't had too long conversation with and just left the last rabbit's meat for him to eat. Was really glad to know that Akos eats meat and he appreciate her action. Few minutes later went to her den (which is close to Akos's location at that moment), watched the situation for a while to make sure Akos is safe and okay. Then left closer to the Lake and dozed off.
    Woke up because of catching Morikiah's smell around and met him next to herself with a great joy. But also noted Rooh next to the Lake; brought her to the meadow when Morikiah waited them and had a nice time in company of Morrih and little Rooh. Felt really comfortable, especially because of Morikiah's presence. She heard that he had a time of a great depression kinda a few months ago, so at that moment their friendship seemed to be.. kinda.. over. When yesterday Ridera got that he came to her while she slept, which was very unexpected to learn, she felt something like a quite happiness and that his condition is much better now and they are still friends. So for the last two days she is feeling like the old times are coming back, closer and closer. Well, she has something kinda nostalgia and she can do nothing with that 8}}}
    Got some warm rubbings-greetings-purrings from Umay; before that saw her in company of North. When met her, Ridera like.. got that the lioness is feeling really happy. And got the it's certainly because of that red german shepard. Was happy to find it out and see her in this mood; then just laid in the company of Morikiah with a feeling 'everything is so good'.



Origin
[ou tsi de]

Acinonyx jubatus
Name: Ridera, given by blood parents.
Birth: January 3rd, '14; young adult.
Aroma: of mint, honey, grasses, rain.

Weight: approximately 119,05 lbs (54kg).
Height: approximately 2,9 ft (0,87m) ~#16.
Body: approximately 3,9 ft (1,18m).
Origin: mix, South African & Tanzanian cheetah.

Gender: female, doe ♀.
Orientation: demiromantic bisexual.
Mate: single; no offspring.

Sounds: voice, growl, hissing, purring.
Diet: omnivorous, carnivorous if cheetah.
Zodiac: Capricorn ♑.
Skull: top part of this.

face claim
deer form ref (c) forgetmenot
cheetah form ref (c) niriya



Depth
[in si de]

Natura et Moribus
Dreamer but realist. Never gives up. Loves children, loves her family more than herself.
Difficult to accept a loss. Good-natured. Strong-willed. Purposeful and brave. Strong-spirited.
Very sensual. Insinghtful. Supportive and sympathetic. Always keeps her word. Lyrical and emotional nature.
Open to new things. Tries to find positive sides in everything. Tolerant and respectful to other's interests. Fighter, however, doesn't like the feud (but with her enemies she is always fair and may be cruel).
Doesn't like lies, tries not to lie as well. Can forgive everything to her beloved ones. Passionate, loving and quite amorous (however not often shares her love feelings with others).
Her love is very strong and ready to endure any difficulties.
Thinks more about others sometimes, but still she is not a hopeless altruist.
too outdated msorry

Sensible - Smart - Cheerful - Honest - Dreamer - Fighter - Protector - Trusting - Loyal
Selfless - Clever - Caring - Sensitive - Positive - Loving - Thoughtful - Romantic
Adventurous - Even-tempered - Heroic - Altruistic? - Fearless - Sympathetic - Confident
Patient - Friendly - Good-natured - Strong-willed - Responsible - Brave - Compassionate
Attentive - Sincere - Emotional - Independent - Polite - Compliant - Persistent - Fair - Amorous


*there is probably defenitely some tons of outdated info, pls take it in general terms





Links
[in so ul]

In Corde
Umay'ooma', the lioness. mother figure; mentor. beloved, always in heart. knowledge. experience. safety. comfort. warmth. adored. scarce x100 - Nimeria'nimh', 'neem', the elven. sister figure. beloved, always in heart. chilhood memories. games. safety. comfort. adored. scarce. - Rhine'redsun', the wolfie. childish. nephew figure. beloved, always in heart. protective of. games. comfort. adored. - Sloane'slo', the warrior lady. best friend figure. childhood memories. beloved, always in heart. safety. comfort. cherished. role model. adored. relaxation. - Ahn'ann', the pearl. childhood friend. beloved, always in heart. safety. comfort. adored. games. scarce. greatly missing. - Vosa'rauch' (smoke in deutsch). takes care of. protective over. affection. cuddles. doesn't really consider him a child of hers (yet...), though constantly watches out for and spends a lot of her time with the baby. thinks it's her duty to be his family, as he has lost his biological mother. purrrrr - Alice - Snorri & Lifa

Cherished & Positive
Morikiah - Ronra - Raum - Jahi - Lobo+

Undefined & Neutral
Akós - Rooh - Rojan - Creusilanna - Róta - Refr

Recently Noted
Ashe :V - Rajani - 'Steini'

Lost
Kiosydan - Deya & Adolf - Neela

In Memories
Fletcher, Mba, Sierra ✝, Maica, Verve, Sonali, Jyoti, Shahla, 'Potato', Roanen, Walter

Acquaintances
+ Djinn, Romulus, Bohdiciea, Gabriel, Marcus +
= Oberyn, Rossamund, Asriel, Shay, Indigo, Malikorin, Oltha, Aurora, Kody, Damien, Tamsin, Tynan idk =
— 'Across', Hammel, Iris, Serana, Yakabran —



This character is always IC 99,99%.
Her actions and thoughts depend on her character. Please don't take it personally!
As a player I'm responsible for her actions. Please contact me if you have questions.
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luv ya all ♥ ♥




'Everything about you is how I'd wanna be,
Your freedom comes naturally.
Everything about you resonates happiness.
Now I won't settle for less.

Give me
all the peace and joy in your mind.

Everything about you pains my envying,
Your soul can't hate anything.
Everything about you is so easy to love.
They’re watching you from above.'

- Muse



SoliloquyChryseis's picture

Track

Track Smiling
Shey's picture

tracking ?

tracking ♥

My combat babyy, traack ?

My combat babyy, traack ♥
kikinkacze's picture

Sorry bad bio

Sorry bad bio Laughing out loud
gif by Hautakumpu
Kokopelli's picture

Hello little one! Its nice to

Hello little one! Its nice to meet you! My JoJo play with you!
It was funny! ^3^ very nice meet this cutie <3


Pixel picto by Draak - Art by Si Luetta
HoneyDiva's picture

Oh, thank you all! *0* Very

Oh, thank you all! *0*
Very kind of you ♥
littlesinner's picture

Track! Ridera is so sweet. c:

Track! Ridera is so sweet. c: Alice really likes her.
HoneyDiva's picture

Thank you c:

Thank you c:
Sighthoundlady's picture

This fawn is so cute, Neela

This fawn is so cute, Neela enjoys playing with her!
HoneyDiva's picture

Rida also loves to play with

Rida also loves to play with Neela. She admires her beauty!
It was interesting to watch their relationship, it is very unusual and so cute ♥

Adorable &hearts;

Adorable ♥
Silverfang's picture

&hearts; Such a sweetie.

♥ Such a sweetie.
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Ridera is so sweet, Nimh

Ridera is so sweet, Nimh loves to play with her. n__n
HoneyDiva's picture

Silverfang, snow, Aihnna,

Silverfang, snow, Aihnna, thank you all ♥ ♥ ♥
Sooooo unexpectedly c:
Tavra's picture

Track this lovely girl

Track this lovely girl <3


tracking this extraordinary

tracking this extraordinary beauty

I haven't track this D: Very

I haven't track this D: Very beautiful Doe c: Merral will wanna met her someday.
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Thanks guys ;3

Thanks guys ;3
Evern's picture

Very late retrack! So glad

Very late retrack! So glad you and Rid can play again. ^^

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Thank you, Ev c: I am also

Thank you, Ev c: I am also very glad, but unfortunately, I didn't come yesterday.

I sincerely congratulate on the birth of children! They are adorable ♥ ♥ Ridera loves them (and I too of course)!!

P.S.: Your new avatar is STUNNINGGG!
Evern's picture

It's alright!

It's alright! <3

Thank you so much, I'm really glad to hear that! Alice is fond of how nice Ridera is around them c:

(aaaah thank you! ;__; ♥)

HoneyDiva's picture

Yeah. So far, she decided to

Yeah. So far, she decided to briefly disengage, because children are a little afraid of her. I hope Rie not going to bother anyone. :3
Evern's picture

No not at all! They are all

No not at all! They are all fawns after all. X)

HoneyDiva's picture

I hope that not all, ahahah

I hope that not all, ahahah ;D

Of course. They are still so young *O* Of Course, Ridie a little excited due to the fact that not all kids have taken it calmly. But it still fascinated by them and in any case, ready to defend if it is suddenly needed. She loves them!
Evern's picture

Yep! Basically newborn. Haha,

Yep! Basically newborn. Haha, that's fine! Alice is excited too, really. I'm so happy to hear that. <3

HoneyDiva's picture

I am very happy! (Forgive

I am very happy! <3
So nice that Alice did not have time to forget Ridie. Although it was not very long. Ria is with great pleasure will resume communication with her, especially now she has such cute kids.
I'll be honest.. Ridera never loved little children! But apparently, she slowly began to grow up... :'>

(Forgive me that I write such long comments x_x I'm still under the impression from what I was able to return to the game. This is incredibly cool for me.)
Evern's picture

Alice would never forget such

Alice would never forget such a cute fawn. c': I'm sure they'll be friends for a very long time.
I'm glad. [: Rid is quite good around fawns!

(No problem sweetie, it's really wonderful for me too. ♥)

HoneyDiva's picture

It is very nice to hear. I

It is very nice to hear. I thought to my return, she will not remain friends and I have to start her life anew. :c But thanks Alice I understand that there are still those who remember and love her. This is a great outlet for me, really [;

Yes! Indeed, seeing kids Alice, doe has radically changed her point of view. Although it is not yet all fawns... In any case, I always thought that Rie with age will become more wise and family girl. x)

(Thank you. Now I need to talk to someone from the Forest. You have rendered me a great service lol)
Melodi_White's picture

Track *,*

Track *,*

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@Melodi_White: Thanks

@Melodi_White:
Thanks <3
Tavra's picture

YOU GIVE TERRIBLE

YOU GIVE TERRIBLE ADVICE((99
u loser


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#wtf WHATAHELL11!1 U R

#wtf

WHATAHELL11!1 U R BRUSCAA! IT WAS GOOD ADVICE, WHY DID YOU BREAK YOUR LEG SDFHDJFHKSD
Tavra's picture

I was bored WHY NOT BREAK a

I was bored WHY NOT BREAK a LEG???777


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OH YES OF COURSE!111!!1 WHY

OH YES OF COURSE!111!!1 WHY NOT YES??1/1//1/11!??Exclaim
Tavra's picture

NOT YES

NOT YES



HoneyDiva's picture

YEAH SURPRISE

YEAH SURPRISE MATHEFUCKA11!)00)) I'M COOOOOOOOLER THAN U COS I CAN TELL YOU 'WHY NOT YES'
Tavra's picture

i'm done i'm gone gbay

i'm done
i'm gone
gbay


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bye baby lol SURPRISE is here

bye baby lol SURPRISE is here and alwayyss watches rofl
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trackkinnngg, ahh

trackkinnngg, ahh
Discord: Tzvii#9954 // Signature by Wake.
HoneyDiva's picture

Thank you &hearts;

Thank you ♥
Evern's picture

Sorry Alice is so slow, lag

Sorry Alice is so slow, lag is bad. T__T
Today she's a zombie!

HoneyDiva's picture

Hahehe, it's normal

Hahehe, it's normal <3
Now I'm running through the forest in the guise of a little fawn! ;D
HoneyDiva's picture

Today is the day of the Big

Today is the day of the Big Lag Deer ahahahha

Track this. Very lovely.

Track this. Very lovely.
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@Kicy3 Thanks for re-track .D

@Kicy3
Thanks for re-track .D

Anytime c::

Anytime c::

REAAALLY belated track,

REAAALLY belated track, 'ello.
Umay really adores Ridera, she and I both enjoy her company a lot. ♥
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@Sapphire OOOOOHHHHH

@Sapphire
OOOOOHHHHH MYYYYYYYYYY it happened oyeaaa ♥♥

I am very glad that Ridera so close to you and Umay, ah!
Ridie incredibly devoted to her, afraid that she even live cannot do without this big warm hairball <33 We're reaaaaally love her.
Umay just incredibly cool fuckyeahitstrue.


p. s.: I hope nothing bad had happened between Umay and Rojan? The latter situation a little alarmed me omg

LOL awh, that's so sweet amg.

LOL awh, that's so sweet amg. ;; your words are real heart warming.

ANDDD nahh, nothing too awful. Rojan was a little mad about Ridera being close to his mother a lot, so he ended up snapping. Umay took him away to a quiet place so they could talk about his feelings/what happened back there.
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Awww &hearts; Oh, hope it's

Awww ♥

Oh, hope it's not too horrible ;; Rida did not quite understand what happened, but I think she would apologize for this inconvenience, if she knew. I believe that the conversation goes well. Umay can access Rie and tell her something about this, if need be.