" I know I owe you all an explanation...
even those of you I don't know well.
But it would take me too long to track you down. All of you.
It would just be postponing this.
I don't want to do that, not when it's been postponed for as long as it has already.
There is one last thing I have to do before I am allowed to live again.
I was a fool to think I was alive.
One last life I need to put to rest.
Here I was, thinking it was mine, and mine alone.
I understand if you are angry with me.
I will not be angry with you for thinking such.
I have no way of showing this to you...my adopted herd. I have no way to express anything at all without words to show for it.
I do not know how long I will be gone.
I pray I will return.
I have left something behind to remember me by.
To keep me tied here, in this happy accident of a world.
This rose is linked to my soul- is my soul, in some regard.
As long as it continues to glow, I am alive...
if it ever withers...
This is not a goodbye."
mineminemine
Watching
Sig: Aihnna
*noms on*
~ C.S. Lewis
trapezes across
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Pixel Wis by squeegie~
Lurks
rolls around on
~ C.S. Lewis
I'm still here you know.
Leaving doesn't bother me you know, c'est la vie and all that. I understand if this is....mmmm.... final.
Thank-you. For... everything. You have a reason for leaving, or you wouldn't have gone.
It didn't feel final though. I've been keeping these old stones warm for you don't you know?
I kept the dirt from your foot print don't you know? I keep it around my neck, close to my heart.
Keep the dirt from the last print people make and they'll have to come back.
The flower is behind my ear.
Don't you know?
I'll be here.
*sits and watches*