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Are you made of calcium or are you carbon based?

"THE WHOLE"

The following information is likely to be tweaked and added onto until I'm satisfied with it.


Name: "Darling White" (Pseudonym; real initials are A.E.B.)
Alias: Moss, Nine, Three, Jinjo, Darling, White, Sheep, countless others..
DOB: May 3, 1991 (Taurus, year of the Lamb/Goat.)
Sex: Female
Gender: None / Androgyn*
Preference: Panromantic;
Marital: Happily and faithfully devoted.
Height: 5' 1"
Weight: Guess
Build: Average
Eyes: Blue/Hazel
Hair: Brown (Sometimes bleached, often short.)
Persona: Albino Unicorn(biped or quadruped); Parandrus
Religion: None
Political: Neutral / Indifferent
_{* I don't generally identify myself as male or female, despite my anatomy. I don't mind gender pronouns, you may call me whatever you like.[/i]}

Hobbies: Sketching, concept drawing, playing Pokemon, working in Flash, drinking coffee/tea, watching movies, browsing antique shops, raising domestic fowl, tending to fish..

Positive: Patient, sincere, forgiving, eccentric, endearing, even-tempered, mature, respectful, playful, reflective, amiable, steady, docile, gentle, non-confrontational, apologetic..
Negative: Pessimistic, stubborn, timid, secretive, moody, quiet, possessive, clingy, jealous, lazy, defensive, fretful, cluttered, shy, forgetful, fickle, immature..
^{(Keep in mind, these are a little vague and might not be completely accurate? It's hard for me to pinpoint my personality.)}

Favorite Artists: Michael Parkes, Beth Cavener, more to come as I remember them...
Favorite Musicians: Andrew Bird, Fleet Foxes, Oh No Ono, CocoRosie, Mum, Radiohead, MGMT, Justice, Jarboe, more to come as I remember them...

Software: Paint Tool SAI, Adobe Photoshop CS3, Adobe Flash CS3 Professional
Hardware: Wacom Intuos 4 PC Tablet

"FRAGMENTS"
(A journal, infrequently updated)
April 21, 2013 || 6:43 AM
Year-long hiatuses, one after the other. I've returned, somewhat, hopefully for the long haul this time, with a handful of new babes and a couple of old. I don't expect to recognize many names, but that's alright..

I can usually be found here: http://dreamsinbirchbark.tumblr.com/
I update it pretty frequently, though it's mostly images.

I will not be using this account much for a while, and I will isntead focus on the accounts of my current active characters, especially "tsotso" and "eyepetals".

I don't know what more to say, really.. hmn.

January 22, 2012 || 8:54 PM
I find it hard to adjust to the changing community when I take such long leaves from TEF.
Whenever I do return, I try to make new characters or refresh old ones to refind my niche, as old characters and players have been replaced with newer ones. I don't recognize a lot of pictos of new characters, even if they're older players, and it's hard to be comfortable around them in-forest. It doesn't help that second-generation pictos all look the same to me..

It's a great comfort knowing a few old friends are still here, though, and even moreso that they keep the same characters around.



January 13, 2011 || 3:46 PM
Sometimes I like to lay very still, curled up within myself, and listen.
I like it best when everyone else is asleep and all I hear is the hum of my computer's fan and my dog's breathing beside me, sometimes with the ambiance of the game.

I often drift to sleep, but the seclusion I feel before then, hidden under my blanket, is pure bliss.


January 12, 2011 || 5:00 AM
I often think myself insensitive.

I think in certain situations I'm too callous, too aloof, but in these situations, when I set my emotions and feelings from personal experience aside, I'm able to better talk with others about their troubles. Unfortunately, my lack of emulated feeling often leaves a bitter aftertaste, a sternness and coldness that's unfamiliar to me. Unlike me.

This feeling of coldness also comes with jealousy that I have over those I hold dear, those I consider 'mine'. I become selfish, cruelly so in my mind.

It shames me.

Few people are truly selfless, but to know what I am not is a horrible feeling. Not in the worst of ways, but sickening.

I go out of my way, sometimes, to keep their attention on me, without considering or caring why some other may need their love. Others, though, I distance myself from entirely, and become bitter. Resentful, even, that they would turn their back on me, even for a moment, to give someone else their full attention. To see someone else getting what I crave so deeply makes my soul ache.

It's petty, I know.

As I've been told, I have much growing to do.

"ART"
(This will no longer be updated.)


Darling: (forest) 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9

Darling: (anthro) 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

Concepts: Hermesdeer | Marigold | Sheepies | Mousefinch | Staglines | Pumpkinspice | 3Monarch | 3Fan | SetWIP

For Others: Phy | Phy | Cadaver | Red | Yellow

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