Again [Oisín]
October 31, 2010 - 9:37am — Siellby
It's been more than a year since I met Poltergeist. Soon it will have been a year since I first realized my feelings for her. Though it is still a few months before the day that I finally confessed my feelings.
It seems strange that it has been so long. She is still so often in my thoughts, although the pain is not nearly as great as it once was. In fact, I hardly notice it any more, except for when something reminds me of her. And even then, it doesn't hit me as strongly as it used to.
Already I seem to be falling for another. Actually, I had just slight feelings for two does for a while. But it is only for one that those feelings are quickly increasing. I hesitate to say it is love, for I don't feel it has quite gotten that far yet. Still, it surprises me somewhat, for I had not thought this would happen so soon.
I have reason to believe she may have feelings for me, as well. Though I can't be certain. But I still think it might be better to wait, at least a little while, before I tell her. I want to be absolutely certain of my feelings first.
The trouble is, I am not certain that I'm not still in love with Poltergeist... But I have to move on some day, one way or another. I suppose I should tell her about Polt, too... She knows we were friends, but I don't know if she knows any more than that... She deserves to know... I am just not sure how she will feel about it... Perhaps I am simply worrying too much.
-Oisín-
" Hmhm...I have no sympathy
"This indeed a strange event.
"I assure you there is
And...strange how?
Ah...I realize now this is probably not clear for those who do not know the whole story.
To clarify...Poltergeist is a friend of mine who passed on several months ago. I was in love with her, and I think perhaps I still am... But otherwise I have mostly recovered from the loss, and so there is no need to worry about that.
She is not one of the does I mentioned that I currently have feelings for.
In any case, this is mainly a way of attempting to sort out my feelings."
"Indeed, understandable"
Good luck, Osin :3
"I wish you luck".
"Love is a powerful thing,
"Ah...Thank you for the
But which first? I will have to think on that..."
"Hmm... A mention of the
"Be honest from the beginning
"All sillyness aside, I do mean it. And for that matter, I'm sure our little star is happy for you. Did you love her any less when you learned about Wudiin?" Gehirn had lifted his head up, looking up for a few seconds before going back down to the young stag. "I'm sure your new infatuation will understand as well."
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Aah, I know I'm late <3 Only now did something pop up in my head!
Shaku: "That is where the
Misako: "I had thought that as well." A sad smile crossed his face at the mention of Poltergeist. "No...You are right. Thank you."
((don't worry about it, I don't mind at all))
You guys are giving conflicting advice! You'll just confuse him. X3;;