Mozart (The Death Of)

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strings torn:
Eaff; Kokochora; Vermillion; Adonis; Vala; Ghayth; Jettem; Ravyn; Plumeria; Kweta; Virgil;
//friends that disappeared, acquittances lost contact with

strings cut:
Walter;
//deer who have lost his trust

strings untied:
Dusk;
//friends he could say goodbye to



On Mozart's death - A (not so) brief explanation:

When a deer logs out I perceive it as a sort of small death. It stops existing in The Forest. The deer's body and soul disappear into an alternate universe outside of TEF. In this state the deer is asleep in some sort of comatose, free from dimensions such as space and time. Nonexistant, yet still here as a part of something endless. This is until it returns to The Endless Forest, until the player logs in again and the deer gets "reborn".

Yet the longer the deer stays away from The Forest, the more instable the connection between deer and forest becomes. And as soon as the deer begins to lose connection, it starts to gradually become one with this alternate universe. First the body disappears, then the soul.

This is what happened to Mozart. He would stay away from The Forest as long as necessary. His body had disappeared, but his soul was still tied to TEF. He was still connected to it -- with the strings that tied him to his friends.
(I admit that strings are quite a cliché, but I thought taking them literally would make for something interesting)

I portrayed his soul by playing Phase 2 of TEF which gives your deer the appearance of a ghost. It's a pain to move and interact in it though so I sadly couldn't pull everything off as good as I wanted to.

Untying strings would follow in different stages.
Mozart first would avoid interaction with those who he still was connected to because he knew it would be the last time he would see them. After realizing he has no other choice to free his soul, he would approach them like he would do normally, albeit with very limited interaction, seeing as it is just a "part" of him still tied to The Forest.
Then he would drift back into a different dimension, but quickly return to the reality of The Endless Forest again. Now in this second visit as only a spirit he would be blind to other deer and call out for someone, trying to follow his own strings, but without any success.
Mozart would drift into another dimension again, and return into The Forest a second time. This time he would only see those deer he is connected with, and he would only be visible to them (unfortunately this can't be played out in-forest). Only now he would properly part with them and untie the string.

Unfortunately not everything went as planned. We could not manage to find Virgil in time and we could not say goodbye to him, so his string had to be torn.

Although Mozart never had the courage to tell, Dusk was more than just a friend to him. He was too afraid to show, but especially in those past months he had grown very dependant on him.


Ultimately it was the disappearance of friends, the lack of contact and the feeling of being forgotten that have led Mozart to such a decision.
I personally have been considering his death since a long time, but in the end everything was rather spontaneous and quick. The circumstances were right so we simply took the chance.
His death was meant to be quiet, nothing epical, that just does not not suit him.



I want to say thank you to everyone who has befriended or interacted with Mozart.
Even if he might have not been of any importance in the life of your character, even if he never had much influence on your deer — you have made a great impact on him and your company has always been appreciated by both, Mozart and me, even if it has not always been apparent.
Everyone of you has played a big role in shaping Mozart as a character.

Thank you for everything. Smiling





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Yes, you need to create a

Yes, you need to create a blog for this, and when you click "split summary at cursor" a new box should appear above, you put it there.
Solaya's picture

/track Beautiful biography !

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Beautiful biography ! *O*

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Custard's picture

Thankyous.

Thankyous.
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Thanks Solaya, and no problem

Thanks Solaya, and no problem Custard~
arrowdoe's picture

Whenever Aleit tries to stalk

Whenever Aleit tries to stalk Mozart, he's always asleep x'D -/random-
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I knowww, we're way too lazy.

I knowww, we're way too lazy. He's always sleeping because we have nothing better to do. But we're working on that. :B
Custard's picture

I'm in love with that song.

I'm in love with that song.
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Ahhh I know, right? It's so

Ahhh I know, right? It's so beautiful.

I love it when people leave comments about songs. :B
Custard's picture

(8

(8
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That smiley made my statement

That smiley made my statement sound ironic even though it isnt and I can't edit. *kicks* ;u;
PandaDeer63's picture

I have missed you so... Im

I have missed you so... Im sorry I havent been on for so long. Ive had difficulties with my computer not running tef or any other site. Ill be on more often from now on! This biography is so beautiful.
Ikibe has missed Mozart so much! Sorry for all the nuzzles , shes so excited to see you. We've missed you both very much. Ooh
~If you wish to be a tower for someone, you must first be sure you will not collapse atop them.

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Ikibe! We were wondering

Ikibe! We were wondering where you went! Ooh Does TEF work okay now or do you still have problems? We're very glad to see you again, it's been a while~ Laughing out loud
I have to brb a lot though, sorry. :/
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Its ok! Yeah it works ,

Its ok! Yeah it works , altough its only 5-6 frps so im kind of slow... :/ Im still having problems seeing peoples sets if I cast something on them but thats fine. Yeah it has been a while. Smiling
Who was that deer who came ? It seemed very nice.
~If you wish to be a tower for someone, you must first be sure you will not collapse atop them.

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Ew. :x Have you downloaded

Ew. :x Have you downloaded the newest version with De Drinkplaats already?

That was shimmyshimmy's Riddler, Silence Smiling
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Yeah, I just downloaded it ,

Yeah, I just downloaded it , might get fixed later it happens all the time I guess its not used to the game yet. Thanks. (:
~If you wish to be a tower for someone, you must first be sure you will not collapse atop them.

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*Rofl* Happy first year dear!

*Rofl*
Happy first year dear! <3333333333

"Don't be."

"Don't be."
Custard's picture

Make a happy deer! They

Make a happy deer! They really are amazing.
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At the risk of sounding emo,

At the risk of sounding emo, I can't. :x
I tried today, but failed. I can very well have fun and be friendly and all, but the problem is approaching. Especially when it comes to "popular" deer or - it's even worse with those - deer with plot involvement. And I don't want to be another "friendly but shy" stereotype. :/
/complain complain complain
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I know exactly what you

I know exactly what you mean...
Try creating a deer who's hyperactive/funny but slightly careless yet still friendly.
Kay, that makes no sense...

Well, for approach even though I feel how you feel I would example:
Sit on there back, hop around them in circles and in a way freak them out.
If they tilt there head (I hate that for many reasons) just laugh and hop away or something.
If your deer is more friendly but calm, sit next to the deer. Or just sniff them and bow etc.
Just make sure you forget your own feelings, not that it always works for me hahaha

Am I the only one who hates the head tilt?
It leaves me feeling as if I'm a complete and utter fool.
Sorry if none of this makes sense; I'm using the iPod. Sticking out tongue
My wrist hurts heheh.
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Augh I hate so many of the

Augh I hate so many of the emotes sometimes, because they're so (sorry) fucking blunt and obvious. For example, the Fear-Emote. It's like "Oh, I am so afraid of you! You scare me!". It's awesome when you do it in a non-serious way, or when buttonmashing, but otherwise... And yes, same with the Head Tilt. It's like "UH WAT?Question???1ß!?1ß??". :B OR the sad emote. "omg I'm so depressed i need a hug plzzzz". One of the few emotes I feel rather comfortable with is the Bow. :B
I could rant forever about actions haha Sticking out tongue

"Try creating a deer who's hyperactive/funny but slightly careless yet still friendly."
^ This. I've tried it a million times before. None of those characters lasted for long.
I've had.. "motherly, polite but somewhat stiff", "fun, bouncy and outgoing but easily upset", "silly and hyper, loves to tease others", "polite and friendly, but sometimes prejudging" etc etc.. :/
I also sometimes have this feeling that you struggle to get get attention if you don't wear either the Skull or RealDeer mask. Maybe I'm just doing something wrong though.

Figuring a way of how to approach is not so much the problem as actually to approach and get involved..
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Quote:I also sometimes have

Quote:
I also sometimes have this feeling that you struggle to get get attention if you don't wear either the Skull or RealDeer mask. Maybe I'm just doing something wrong though.


Yeah, it sucks.
Oh and the it makes me laugh when a deer approaches you, uses the scared emote and runs off.
Then you try to approach them and they give you the impression as if to say "FUCK OF YOU IDIOT STOP STALKING ME RAAA"
..so all of a sudden they're some angry deer.
I mean wtf. ó___o
Reyy's picture

Tracking.

Tracking.
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Oh! Thank you. &hearts;

Oh! Thank you. ♥
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Annnddd more love here.

Annnddd more love here. <3 *cuddle, flee*

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Quote:Shit I'm freezing. Tea

Quote:
Shit I'm freezing. Tea is keeping me alive.


Ditto.
Tally's picture

I understand exactly what you

I understand exactly what you mean by your talk about characters. Especially the neglecting part, I've tryed to make three deer besides Tally for as long as I've been here on tef but none really 'stuck'. She's just too deep, too much history, so many friends. I get used to playing that well-rounded character with the fully developed personality and everytime I try to make a new one it never works out. I don't want to wait months for it to become as alive as she is and if I did she would probably die off herself. I never want that to happen. /end ramble.

d:
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-doesn't know why she isn't

-doesn't know why she isn't tracking one of the most awesome deer in the forest- Laughing out loud I love Mozart. As does Addy. Sticking out tongue -clings- /stupidness
Unplugged's picture

I need to go and bother you

Redface I need to go and bother you in the forest asap, we haven't played together properly since forever!

track

track
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Thank you.

Thank you. Laughing out loud
Verycrazygirl's picture

*Tackles!* Welcome back!

*Tackles!*
Welcome back! <3333333333333

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Eee, thank youuuu~

Eee, thank youuuu~ ♥♥


Hm. Sorry. I know I shouldn't complain. |D
Solaya's picture

*sorry, I was in track

*sorry, I was in track before, i've not seen xD*

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Reyy's picture

I used to write between my

I used to write between my character and I.
It wasn't quite like this, though. It was more like a story written between the life of myself and my character.

Seeing you create this makes me want to do the same.
(:
ocean's picture

I've probably said this

I've probably said this before, but I love how this bio looks. So nice.
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Ravynn-- That's awesome. I'd

Ravynn-- That's awesome. I'd probably write more too if I could, I write very, very rarely and it takes me forever to finish something, so small dialogues are a nice solution for me. Sticking out tongue
Though I feel uncomfortable writing really all conversations down and tell everything that's going on, so I tend to shorten/alter them anyway.

And Thank You ocean. Smiling ♥ I'm glad you think it turned out nicely. I planned on changing it again, but I can't yet think of a nice layout.
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New layout! I cannot check if

New layout!
I cannot check if this works okay in anything but Firefox, so if anyone can test how it looks in other browsers I'd be very, very grateful. ♥
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In IE, the pictogram in the

In IE, the pictogram in the white part up there isn't showing up. It may just be my computer, though, since IE is running oddly slow today.
Reyy's picture

It works excellent for me. It

It works excellent for me.
It looks so clean...
I love the scrollbox idea.
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Thanks ocean, a friend of

Thanks ocean, a friend of mine said the same. I fail to fix it though. *goes to cry in a corner*

And thanks a lot Ravynn. ♥
ocean's picture

Fff, no crying in corners.

Fff, no crying in corners. *drags back out*
Huh. I wish I could help, but I'm not too great with coding. xDDD
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Bah! IE-users will just have

Bah! IE-users will just have to download Firefox. |D
ocean's picture

FFF. xD Problem solved. Come

FFF. xD Problem solved.
Come to the light, IE-users! D:<
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I really love this layout

I really love this layout <3
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Geez you're amazing.

Geez you're amazing. o_______o

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Thank you Kiraki and VCG!

Thank you Kiraki and VCG! ♥
murrr's picture

You make the best and most

You make the best and most interesting blogs. :)


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Hah, you flatter me! There

Hah, you flatter me! Sticking out tongue There is really some better stuff out there but I am glad you like what I do. ♥
I'd love to work as something along the lines of webdesign someday, so this does mean a lot to me.
(And I wonder who you are! :b)
murrr's picture

Well, I'm making a human blog

Well, I'm making a human blog soon.
I just used this account instead of my main one for no reason.

100th comment :D