I should have seen all these signs around me
But I was comfortable inside these wounds
So go ahead and take another piece of me now
While we all bow down to you
You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all but still it's not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding and you will be the death of me
How can you mend my affliction
If you're the sickness and not the cure
But too long I have faked this addiction
Another sacrifice I made cause I'm pure
You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all but still its not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding and you will be the death of me
You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all but still its not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding and you will be the death of me
I won't forget
I cannot forget this
I won't forget
I'll never forget this
I won't forget
I cannot forget this
I won't forget
I'll never forget this
I won't forget
I cannot forget this
I won't forget
I'll never forget this
I won't forget
I cannot forget this
I won't forget
I'll never forget this
I cannot prove this solution
You aren't the one that I thought you were
And so I learned to embrace this illusion
I will separate this all to a blur
You tear me down and then you pick me up
You take it all but still its not enough
You try to tell me you can heal me
But I'm still bleeding and you will be the death of me
And you will be the death of me
I won't forget
I cannot forget this
And you will be the death of me!
Red - Death of Me
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"Laurette... I... I wish to join you, to be with you... to hold you close, to lay with you and be with you forever and for all eternity... but I cannot. Please... please... oh please let me join you Laurette... Grant me my wish... grant me my final resting place..."
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Done and colored... wtf is wrong with me o_O I'm slapping out a lot of colored stuff lately... holy crap! Nightmare bleeds black blood, hoozah! Also BZD is crying blood... shut up... I like it...
Nightmare.... She just about
She just about whispers it, almost afraid to say anything at all. Her recent fallout with the stag left her heartbroken, and it was then that she questioned if she was worth anything at all.
Had she simply been annoying everyone? She wasn't sure, and it left her heart swollen with pain, fury, and utter sadness.
But she has to say it. She does not care if he shall disown her. She stomps her foot defiantly, swallowing hard, reflecting on the days they laid beside each other, of the days that seemed like a bittersweet memory.
I...I have always been sorry for what happened to Laurette. It is clear to me just how dear she is to you; nothing can ever replace her, nor your feelings for her. However...
She swallows hard again, contemplating throwing herself to the drink as well. But she cannot turn back now.
But...perhaps it would be better...to remember her, but survive her. Think about it; wouldn't she rather have you live, while fondly remembering the days you both spent together, instead of laying here in a pool of blood, wishing death upon yourself? I...I...it pains me to see you like this, and I'm sure if she were here now, she would feel the same.
She slowly inches herself towards the ground a few feet from him, gracing the earth with her belly. And yet, she keeps her legs steady, in case he chases her off.
I have no intention of replacing Laurette, nor am I attempting to lecture you. I am merely saying what has been riding upon my heart recently. I am still hurt by what transpired, but I understand your gestures as well.
She waits, her breathe bated, wondering if she should continue. But Nightmare makes no move. She decides to press forward, letting the last wave of words crash upon the air.
And yet, here I am, clinging to you like a babe to its mother. Why, may you ask? A part of me wishes to have waited until you came to me. But another part of me wishes to remain by your side, like a loyal dog to its master. Luis...I think he mostly follows because of me, but know that I do genuinely care for your well-being. While the "bond" between you and I is not cut the same cloth as that between me and Luis, I...love you. And again, it is not in the same sense as I have come to love Luis, but...that's the best way I can describe my feelings.
She chokes, seemingly fighting back tears that threaten to overwhelm. She glances at the world behind her, pondering such fate.
Fate plays a lethal hand, and yet remains forgiving to certain others. Myu rises, moving closer to the stag, letting his scent fill her nostrils. The scent of blood carries thick upon the air as well, but she remains strong. Gathering the last of her courage, she curls up next to the hulking creature, perhaps wishing upon happier days.
There is a darkness deep within you...
...a frightening magic that I cling to.
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*Shot because that last line was borrowed from Nine's bio Dx*
It's just so awesome ^^;;;
*nuzzles her tears away from
Luis... She smiles awkwardly,
She smiles awkwardly, trying to put her thoughts into words.
I'm a terrible doe, aren't I? I lay happily by your side, and yet when Nightmare graces the world, I race to him. I know you must be getting the wrong idea...but...I cannot apologize either.
She shifts slightly, allowing Luis to cuddle closer to her.
I cannot apologize...because...this is what I wish for. Despite what has happened, I still wish to remain by his side. I do not feel guilty for wanting to be by his side; I feel guilty because there's nothing I can do to help him...and I often abandon you in the process. I...I...
She nuzzles him gently, trying to say what she can't seem to bring herself to say.
I...Luis, please...just...don't ever leave me...please...
She lays her head within her front legs, hiding her quiet sobbing.
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I'll think I'll just leave it there, I don't wanna fill up this whole topic with an RP. Sorry Creed ^^;;
(Hey, I don't mind if you
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No...you're not a terrible
*snuggles closer to her and nuzzles away whatever tears were welling up*
As long as I can help it...I'll never ever leave, Myu. I...love...you, Myu O.O
*nuzzles her and tenderly licks her forehead*
(OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD we got a lover boi here)
(And Nightmare is secretly
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I..love...you,
...What!?
Her body screams, lunging forward, like a horse out of a gate. She coughs loudly, a state of shock consuming her whole.
Nothing...makes sense...what!?
Her thoughts continue to swell, her breath catching, her heart stopping momentarily. She looks behind to make sure that Nightmare is still alright...if she could even say that.
She turns to the striped Red Deer, trying to capture his eyes. But he quickly glances away, perhaps frightened that she is angry.
But she is not angry. Her mind continues to swim with confusion, and she finally manages to ensnare his gaze, asking carefully, to make sure she heard if right.
Luis, you...you...love...me?
Um...y-yes....I
*now he feels like he need someone to kick his ass*
Wow Luis...you're such an idiot...what were you thinking? Not even an epic doe like her would stand with a dork like you
It's true...I love you...
For her, the world has
For her, this confession is both unexpected, and expected. He didn't plaster himself to her side for nothing, and she knew it. And yet, these words, these foreign words crawl within her mind, forcing her to reflect upon everything happening around her.
He was there when she was alone in the world.
He was there when she wanted, when she needed company.
He was there even when she laid beside Nightmare, ever loyal to him. Despite Luis' doubts towards the stag's intentions, he glued himself to her, not giving the other stag an inch of her body to spare. He did the same to every other stag that laid themselves beside her, jealously written in his face, in his motions. She giggled quietly, amused by roller coaster of feelings.
Until she started feeling the same way. She needed, she wanted to be by his side everyday. He became her blanket of comfort, he became the bubbly negative to the solemn Nightmare.
She remembered laying awake in the middle of the night, either stag by her side, in an endless state of slumber. She laughed heartily at how opposite these two stags were, and she looked fondly upon both of them.
And that's where the strings were severed.
The bond that brought Myu and Nightmare together, the bond forged between them, was not of the same cloth that binded Myu to Luis. The love Myu felt for Nightmare, while deep, was not the same as the love she had felt for the striped stag.
So why did she not fully see it until now?
Pondering if perhaps Nightmare was listening in, she calmly sets herself down by the broken stag, and motions for Luis to come close to her.
He stands and moves beside her, his legs trembling. She can feel the doubts swarming him, consuming him, wanting to take him away from her.
She will not allow it.
She nuzzles him carefully, deliberately, feeling his body shiver with each brush of their fur. She laughs quietly, amused at what her actions have wrought upon him.
But she is sincere with her words and gestures. She will not shirk her true intentions.
Luis...do not look upon yourself with such doubt; doing so will make you a fool. I love you Luis. From the bottom of my heart.
Despite one duty being left, she births the beginning of the next chapter within her life.
Her two most important fellows at her side...
And I love you as well from
*He smiles at her and licked the top of her head tenderly as both deer nuzzled eachother tightly together, ready for a new start in their lives.
(happycry :') )
*Is pondering if Nightmare
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That, or he'll think he was drunk, and dreamed the whole thing. Poor guy Dx
LOL Well Nightmare was
Hopefully he can catch Sithrim and find some extra comfort in him
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