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Discord: Amber#4570
judgmental - paternal - vengeful - restless - cynical - unpredictable
crude - hotheaded - stubborn/persistent - wanting - selfish - nostalgic
sensitive - possessive - quiet - sarcastic - vulgar
Good intentions skewed by several events throughout his life; well-meaning but often misplaced. A mostly honest man, once considered himself 'brutally honest' but has come to view that as an excuse to be an ass, now inclined simply to.. be an ass without the lame pardon. Not opposed to being a liar, but preferably small lies he can live with. Wants to believe he is wholly good, despite being quick to resort to violence if he believes it is necessary - even if it isn't necessary in the slightest.
The problem is, you think you’ve got time.
—Infinite Waters
But some people can’t tell where it hurts. They can’t calm down. They can’t ever stop howling.
—Margaret Atwood
One of my main regrets in life is giving considerable thought to inconsiderate people.
—Jarod Kintz, This Book is Not for Sale
If a name tastes bitter coming out of your mouth, it’s not worth saying anymore.
—laceerainspoetry, Rancid Honey
I don’t get nearly enough credit in life for the things I manage not to say.
—Meg Rosoff
There’s nothing you can do to me I wouldn’t do to myself.
—Nicole Dollanganger, Mean
You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but you do have some say in who hurts you.
—The Fault In Our Stars
September 1st, 2019
Witnessed the birth of his children with Adayti. Processing feelings regarding the two stillborns, that's.. mostly at the back of his mind however, as he has two healthy children and Adayti is (as far as he can tell?? kjhsfkjfsr) also healthy. Content and proud, if not also a bit out of his element for the time. Fiercely protective of these bebs.
[PREVIOUSLY...]
January 5th, 2019
Has been spending a majority of his time in his Tyrian home, where he has given space to Adraste, Theo, and Adayti. On occasion leaving to briefly visit the forest or dip into another world where he has other homes. Learned today of Adayti's pregnancy and (somehow, in that very dale way) shocked by the news, but as well excited. Though thought he would be way, way more excited to know he'd be a father - shrugging it off to his general anxiety. Making a point now to try and be there as much as possible for the mother - opening his cozy NYC apartment to her for 24/7 access.
A lot of things on his mind and being overwhelmed by his thoughts, blocking out things of importance. Discussions he means to have but can't quite find a 'good enough' reason to initiate. All in all glad for the quiet lately and this latest news has him somewhat positive for the future.
November 3rd, 2018
spent the day being lazy, what's new. met Dante and his son, Agrippa; talked a bit about things, learned about Theo's leg and Dante's involvement in saving him. thankful for another good soul in the forest. watched with burning curiosity when dante and another (genesis) had some sort of altercation with Haakon. would've had a go at him if theo wasn't with him, and rather not draw the attention of stanky boi. player also doesn't wanna deal with tabs like that.............. so.
chill for a while. thhhen brought adayti aside to talk to and stretch his legs. got to know her FINALLY.. officially. glad they both looked out for theo, seeing him as... sort of the only thing left of zaf? when convo done was gonna turn to theo but decided to deal with a stranger (drogon) who had been staring at them for some time.
FOUND OUT this was some sort of deal maker and that things Had Been Done. left adayti to have a stern talking to with Theo and when left alone with Drogon, had a few questions....... himself. for things.
returned to adayti and theo's company shortly after, content mostly with things.
HENLO
-Slams down a track-