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{ Nawfar }



UPDATES — 5.22.2018

Body{ Nose has recovered, fine. } | Mind{ Steady } | Note{ --- }

RECENTLY —

Nothing to see here. messing around with the code;;

PREVIOUSLY — 2 . 03 . 2018
Woke at Jude's tree after forgetting to return home once the sun disappeared from the sky. Traveled to the pond to wash my face as well as try to clear my head of that persisting anxiety. Still heartbroken by Atiq's absence and finally coming to terms that my own existence cannot depend on him being here with me anymore. Similar to what I had done with my mother long ago. It hurts far more this time because I chose to become close to him. It's my own fault. Now the guilt of abandoning Pagan finally caught up with me. It's not right to dismiss her after what she's done for me these past few days even if farm work is very unappealing.

Pressed my forehead into the muddy earth as guilt and irritation flourish. Allowing memories of my younger self that shouldn't feel as distant as it had to play over and over. Picking apart each one to identify where everything went wrong. Noticed missing bits and pieces causing me to slip under the surface of the water requiring solitude for the time being.
PREVIOUSLY — 2 . 02 . 2018

I was taken outside the forest for the first time. Surprised and bewildered by how different the world is as well as my own discovered 'oddities'. Learning different things and slowly adjusting to my human body. I'm beginning to feel better in the sense that Pagan doesn't have to watch me so closely.

Today was woken up very early again. Angrily protest because it usually worked with Atiq without any problems and the whole idea of having to work around the farm felt tedious. Learned once again that doesn't work on Pagan. Washed the dishes like I was told but when it came to cleaning the bedroom I opened a window grabbed my blue cape and swiftly crawled out while Pagan occupied herself with other chores.

Fastening my cape I made a getaway into the forest in the hopes maybe Atiq would be around and Pagan wouldn't follow.

Info

Basic
Pictogram: X
Nicknames: dearheart, little firebrand, Naw
Gender - Feminine
Age - Ten years old in human years
Species - Mule deer - koi fish - mermaid hybrid
Scent - Earthy, Jasmine, Seaweed
Size - 33
Set - Koi mask - Mini - Butterfly antlers - Orca pelt
Hooded set ™ - Koi mask - Mini - Antlerless - Orca pelt
Speaking: 'c96a16'
Siren song - 1:28 to 1:48
Voice: Alexa Vega
Teen and up:

Reference -
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Possessions

Cinnamon broom from Atiq
Blue cape from Pagan
Bottle necklace from Sub


Tumblr - Spotify - Toyhou.se


Appearance

-Nawfar has a slim and tiny build with long dainty legs.
-Her ears are big and round with full tufts of fur poking out of them.
- Her skin is adorned in bright orange and black scales. The orange scales glow and glimmer in the rain. Nawfar treasures them as if gemstones and will become highly offended if someone tried to rip one off. They are very hard and smooth to the touch giving them a stone-like feel.
- Above her eyes, flower petals flourish. Not even her mother understood where it came from. Keeps her first two with her and treasures them.
- She lacks normal teeth you'd see on a deer. Instead, many rows of teeth are located near the back of her throat. The roof of her throat is covered in a hard bony plate which allows her to chew/crush food.
- Pretties herself up with stealing jewelry.
- Has long peach hair, ties the back of it up into a bun.
- Had fins, however, torn them out due to pain. With the help of magic, the wounds from this have been hidden.


Personality

Stubborn - Feisty - Determined - Hot-headed - Foolish - Buoyant - Loudmouth - Prankster - Anxious - Possessive - Presumptuous - Empathetic - Bitter



As her nickname suggests Nawfar can be quite the little firebrand. Passionate about those she cares about and any cause she deems worthy of her attention.

Being part koi she is omnivorous and will even going out of her way to attack any small game that comes across her path such as frogs, squirrels, and most small birds.

Struggles to keep control around large amounts of blood or prey items. Pupils become slits during this time. As well as the child becoming very possessive of the 'food' or blood spot. Willing to lash out at anyone that comes to close. Avoids going up to others while like this.

Practices gentle parental actions done on her with other children. Believe that to be nice even if it's confusing for both parties.

Lost the ability to express sadness without forcing it upon her face thanks to Marella. Can still very much feel it but her face will appear blank giving the impression of her being uncaring.


Race

Nawfar is part of a race of koi-deer that exist within another world. This breed is mostly made up of females of different mixes of animals in the ungulate family. Known to the outside world as siren's/mermaid's of the pond, they hold a ceremony each year where the most attractive female is selected to travel through the portal to seek out and seduce males with their beautiful calls. Songs are influenced by one emotion and only that one. Once an emotion is chosen that female can only express it through song.!XXXX!
Once a male comes close to the water's end they are dragged into the watery depths and drowned. The female then harvests what she can from him to ensure her race persists.

Pregnancy lasts about twenty months. Babies will inherit two of their mother's tone or if she is two-toned the child is more likely to keep it's mothers colors or gain one color from its grandmother's genes. One tone is very rare and unlikely to happen unless they have albinism or melanism. Of course, they will gain all of her instincts. As for their poor father, they'll only get half his breed's appearance and fur color. A female generally can have one to four babies at a time depending on whom they 'mated' with. After babies are born the mother stays with them for about three to four days before leaving them to return to her own world. Baby fur that starts to shed after 2 weeks to reveal her true scales after they fully develop. Shedding temporary halts until the growth of fins.

Scales is their main defense against predators as they are hard as a rock and can shatter almost any teeth. The breeder babies will fight among themselves to establish ranking order before the growth of fins and see who will gain the right to claim this area once they are older. Having a claimed area is very important for authority and the chance to be chosen during the next gathering. Family, however, is still of great significance. The more a family claims land the more likely they are to be chosen. Wars over territory aren't uncommon. Based closely on koi most females share the same types of fins and tail fins. However, personality also shapes their appearance.

Breeders will bare long pretty tails and fins. They also have dainty bodies which makes them feeble when it comes to attacks, but being the quickest they use pure speed within both water and land and their amazing leaping ability to overcome foes. Older females in this group can use water magic to defend themselves. They pretty themselves up frequently with seashells, seaweed, shiny objects, and flowers to show off among peaceful groupings of rivals breeders and their own group since they strive to be the prettiest of all to be noticed around ceremony time.
A breeder is declared ugly when she receives too many clear cuts and bruises. She'll be seen as worthless at this point and abandoned. They normally die from starvation or rival soldiers and mixers when alone. Soldiers from her old group will chase her off if she tries to return.

Soldiers who are more ready for combat grow smaller fins. They are the biggest of the three types of koi deer and pack on muscle. They are capable of growing antlers according to the male the mother mated with. Being the only type of koi unable to reproduce they give most of their time guarding the breeders of their own family groups and raiding territories to help branch out their domain further making them very important for a groups survival. Soldiers are commonly praised by breeders and mixers alike for their fierce defense of territory with grooming and gifts.
Being battle ready comes with a price since in exchange for fighting prowess most of her speed is forsaken. Swimming ability is also the worse out of the three which makes chasing down rival mixers and breeders hard for them both on land and water. They must rely on their own mixers to slow targets down before these powerful does can do any heavy hitting.

Mixers -

Based closely on koi most females share the same types of fins and tail fins. However, personality also shapes their appearance. Female's that care only for looks will bare long pretty tails and fins, while females more ready to fight grow smaller ones. Mutations are uncommon and seen as mistakes by some or signs from a higher being by others. Some mutations are albinism, melanism, dwarfism, Gin Rin, and more.




Relationships

All relationships listed here are one-sided.

Deep Bounds

Atiq
'Papa'
Felt a strong bond with the stag when they first met. Found him to be a relaxing person to be around & an overall source of amusement. That bond grew stronger to the point where the tiny fawn sought him out to play over anyone else. This friendship almost came to a tragic end when Marella tried to snap the child's neck in half.
Saved by Atiq and brought to his home in the birch forest while she was still knocked out. After some fake crying and asking if he'll ever cause harm to her, asked if he wanted to be her 'mama', got corrected that he wasn't a mama but a papa. Now lives with him. Very defensive of the stag. Doesn't want anyone to take him away and might even lash out when she believes someone is trying too.
Quite the tomboy thanks to him. Tries to show off around him when given the chance by stealing his stuff and running off with it to show him how fast she can run, though, he's still much faster and can catch her easily. Missing


Pagan
'Mama'

Met when Nawfar was just a toddler unable to see over the overgrown grasses in the blue bowl. At first, believed the white doe to be a threat even getting angry and bitter towards Pagan every time she had seen Atiq share physical contact with the doe. Calmed down upon meeting Ciel learning where Pagan's real affections lied. Satisfied, Nawfar allowed herself to open up more and to a certain extent grew to enjoy the other's presence. Taught the child a lot.
Heart and soul have been greatly wounded by her mother and her growing distrust of adults. Nawfar hesitates to open herself up fully even trying to avoid the closer she grows to Pagan. Scared of in a sense because the other shares many similarities with her mother before Marella revealed her true self.
Regardless of her fears gave Pagan the title of 'mama' be it quietly to herself.


Companions

Adayti
Views in a very positive light. The first adult she somewhat bonded with and told of her mother. When both hybrid and Nawfar is free, she might approach out of habit. Thinks Adayti is a kind person when she watched over someone who lost all their family from far. Wants to know better. Unaware she is deceased

Jude
Slightly less scared of his appearance now. Finally spoke to and still bold enough to demand he moves from her spot like a bossy child. Seeks out.

Acquaintances

Lemon
Was found in the poppy patch one day by the doe. Nawfar likes her very much and bonded with her fast. Seeks out when alone. Missing?

Levant
Met through Jude. Weak boy, scared of everything smh. Seeks out... to scare.

Leovys
Seen around. Doesn't really know what to think of the boy beside he seems to be nice. Will seek out if he is alone.

Seen

Faas | Ciel | Fletcher | Néli | + UY | Randhir | Liathe | Mina | Kaoori| plus more I forgot aa ah

Enemies

Marella
Mother.

The child found herself alone at a fragile age due to her mother sudden departure. Prompt to fits of extreme anger when someone defends or dismisses her mother's actions.
Despite hating her for all the pain and suffering, Nawfar still believes that deep down Marella can be encouraged to be kind and not a monster like how Atiq is helping the child become good. Maybe even some of her mother's earlier lessons still hold meaning. Sadly doesn't understand she was being groomed for nefarious purposes and how much of an abuser her mother is. Lessons are slowly being undone and turned into something less horrible in nature.
Has yet to find out Atiq drove her mother insane during their last battle. Only heard her crazed laughter during the night. Understood that the laughing wasn't because she was told a funny joke or because she was happy once Atiq spoke to her about the night her mother returned. Never seen or heard the older koi doe around the forest as of that, maybe it's for the best.



Art

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Nawfar will always be portrayed 99% IC unless I say otherwise. Her thoughts, actions, beliefs, and feelings do not reflect my own. Triggering material such as blood, gore, death, sexual themes, and some child abuse will appear! View at your own risk. Despite being mostly IC there are themes i'm NOT willing to partake in such as pedophilic behavior for it greatly affect me in a negative way and most likely will avoid characters with this theme. I won't judge you as the player because it's all for the sake of storytelling, however, for my own piece of mind please respect I have every right to be unwilling and withdraw from a roleplay when some themes are present.

Before attacking Nawfar please contact me, I'll greatly appreciate it. I'm prepared to not include any random attacks in her updates and not take damage. This character is very important to me and it's not fair she suddenly gets attacked to fit someone else's narrative without any consent.

Most of the time I am afk so if Nawfar doesn't move at all that is the reason why;; }