12/2/18

Has of course spent the entire year clean, due to her promise to Arcturus and the silent one to the twins. So as she struggled with the ebb and flow of constant temptation, she resisted and by doing so proved her to lover her worth and dedication to their family. Was proposed to by the beast. An event that made her beyond happy. Knowing that the one she loved more than life, more than perfection, and far more than the drugs that once ruled her life, loved her back. Eventually found herself longing for more children. Blessed when Arc agreed. It didn't take much for her to find herself verifying that their efforts had taken.

Over the last months has been pregnant, but has not disclosed this openly. Wore baggy clothing and loose dresses right up until the end. Though she held no shame for the pregnancy, held onto a lot of fear. Fear of judgement from her existing children, of what they'd think since she so badly failed in the birth and upbringing of the twins. Though she's spent the last year making herself open and available, has taken to doing so mostly outside of the forest. As without Arcturus by her side the forest was an unwelcoming place brimming with dark memories that she struggled with daily. A show to the twins and to Kanan, that she was there for them. Even if she failed terribly from the beginning she so badly wanted a place in their lives where she was welcome.

At one point in a moment of shared concern for Kissare, entered the forest. Knowing full well that her body there would not hide the roundness to her sides. Spoke with the boy about the relationship he shared with his newfound lover, and about her concern but overall acceptance. Seeing as he held no room to judge. Her own errors having brought insurmountable pain to those she loved most. Though when asked about her plumpness, moved to beat around the bush, even though Arc interjected and boldly proclaimed that she was in fact pregnant to the boy. Sort of sullenly nodded along, shamed, even when the bull stated there was no shame to be had.

On a cold December morning went into labor and with her love by her side and a little help from Ashe, delivered two healthy baby girls. Was beyond thankful that the two appeared healthy and whole. Vowed to do her best.



3/25/18

While in the forest was approached by Lilu, baring the gift of wine. Accepted graciously, before taking one look at her sleeping lover and pulling the doe aside for a conversation. Inquired about what it would take to restore vision to one of the bulls eyes. Spoke briefly about the complications of restoring sight, suggested transferring the vision in one of her eyes to his. An eye for an eye. Shockingly Lilu confirmed that this method was less invasive and easier to get away with than actually fixing the eye. Struck a deal with the succubus that crushed her spirits. Sold the remnants of her skin. The skin she’d saved since Sauls butchering in hopes that somehow it could be restored and her beauty with it. Accepted the crushing knowledge that she’d be left with horrendous scarring for lord knows how long. However, was willing to do so just so that Arcturus would not be barred from watching their children develop and grow. Felt selfish that at this time she was the only one who could see them and couldn’t stand to be that level of selfish.

As of tomorrow morning, the deal will be done. Has yet to inform Arc, but has kept her promise.

3/19/18

Ever since the Saul incident that shattered her family into a million pieces, has been lying low. Since her twin boys pretty much rejected her open and honest attempt at an apology has been giving them space. Had promised Arc that she wasn't going to force her children to forgive her and has kept that promise. Even though by doing so it crushed her both internally and externally. Their rejection coupled with the horrendous scaring to her chest has brought her to an all time low. Mentally exhausted, broken, and reeling has taken a complete turn for the worse mood wise. Fights daily against the clawing need left by her former addiction. Constantly craves a drugged induced bliss more than anything in the world. However, has kept her promise to herself never to touch hard drugs, no matter how hard it's become. Drinks in her sorrow and opens her arms to the emotion's she'd kept pent up for so so many years.

Luckily, did receive the love and forgiveness she craved from her oldest son. Having been found broken by the Pallid. Settled beneath her son's docile care and open expression of love. Though was taken aback by a few things he admitted to her in response. Couldn't and wouldn't blame the boy for his feelings and simply made it clear that she understood where he was coming from.

Spends most of her time working at Arc's bar and when not working all but clinging to her lover. Finds his solidity a rock in a harsh storm, his touch a soothing balm to her battered mind and body. Though her fragile bond with her twin son's was all but shattered, finds herself growing to the point of dependence on their Sire. Openly expresses her love and adoration for the Saint, even in public. Much to the dismay of the newfound regulars she's drawn in.

When the boy's birthday arrived, spent the morning withdrawn behind the closed doors of Arc's bedroom. Crept out for a couple of quick hours to cross realms into her own, much neglected, world. Took in the lavish luxury that her home presented with a renewed sense of shame. Knowing her means to such riches came with a cost nearly impossible to repay. Had broken off her long standing relationships with her clients weeks prior when she'd decided to devote her attention solely on her family, but the visual reminder of their gifts left the taste of soot in her mouth. Returned hastily to the apartment with the gifts that she'd held so close to her heart.

Entered the forest to wish her boys Happy Birthday. Gave Kissare the chance to ask questions about his birth and revival, however was promptly, and literally, told to fuck off. Did so, defeated. Left the boy's gifts on the kitchen counter of their home. Both brightly wrapped with bubbly Happy Birthday packaging. Left the two a hand written note alongside the blankets she'd kept with her all this time. Sad to see them go, but holds hope in her heart that the boys will continue to care for the scraps of fabric.

Occasionally has been making breakfast and leaving it out for her children to pick from. Her cooking skills are quickly improving. Primarily keeps her distance, giving her children the space they demanded, while letting them know she wasn't intending on going anywhere by keeping her presence constant. Only seen out in the open if she has Arc there to keep her steady.

Returned to the forest alongside her lover to embrace the chill touch of rain. Spoke with him about some side effects of his death, mulled and made promises she intends to keep. Curled into his warmth before leaving the forest for the apartment.


2/25/18

Had an honest, serious heart to heart with her son's. However, wasn't taken seriously. Broken by their words. Shattered by her own admittance of failure.


Have this song... Because it's everything she's feeling.


2/17/18
The past weeks have been going well. Has primarily been staying at Arc's place. Very slowly teaching herself to cook, which results in some successful dishes, but mostly disasters that leave the kitchen smelling burnt. Did however manage half-decent strawberry cupcakes for Valentines day.

Stopped briefly into the forest to seek out her children. Loved on the boys before seeking out her daughter. Wished the girl happy Valentines day and let her know that she'd transferred extra money onto her card for the month. Eyeballed the male behind her, but is glad to see the girl is getting along with boys since she's at that crucial age. Was soon after joined by Arcturus and playfully chased off by her child. Frolicked and teased the bull before slowing down their antics to settle near their sons. Nipped and sniked at the bull to his breaking point in which she was seductively pinned, fought meekly against him, which ended with her being stuck in a tree like the bad girl she is. Jethro made out like he was going to rescue her, before shaking the tree to the point she went tumbling out and onto his back, then promptly flopped to the ground. Scrambled up and off to the laughter of her family, play chased Arc while gnashing her teeth at him like a wild animal. Eventually was embraced by the male and dragged back home for some more intimate pleasures.

Came back into the forest today in high spirits, showered her lover in kisses, beyond happy to see him. Her mood the highest it's ever been in her entire life now that some stability had been accomplished. As with all good things, they come to an end though. This end being a Blue Beast, one she'd never seen in her entire life. Was sent sprawling as he charged Arcturus, staggered to her feet and went after her lover and his assailant. Stress gathered in her chest at the ferocity the beast was attacking her lover, this was no typical attack. Cried out when her boys joined, launching herself into the fray to per herself into the mix in hopes that she'd take any hits that were aimed at them. Went for the brute's sensitive bits with horn, tooth, and hoof.

At one point was swatted, was sent sprawling as pain bloomed from her chest. Staggered upwards as panic increased at Arc's state. Watched for a moment panting as they dueled, the clash of bodies creating an echo she'd never forget. Screamed for Arc to run when he staggered. Chased after him keeping herself in the line of sight of the beast, however even with her speed and flexibility was caught up with. As Arc's throat was torn from his neck, shrieked in terror and lurched to the beast only to be thrown into the side of a tree. Lost sight of the male as her children took matters into their own hands. Lay stunned at the bottom of the tree breathing hard. Clawed her way to the stags side as the death throws began. Confessed her love for him as he died, her broken body supporting him as life faded from his form. Tears blinded her as his weight shifted entirely onto her prone form. Went void to any and everything going on around her until the weight that was Arc lifted. His voice rang out in her ears and in that moment she knew, just knew, she'd died. Lifted her blood blurred gaze to seek him out, only to realize the motion caused a great deal of pain. When he spoke again and she made out the form of a dead and fading Ashe she fainted.

Remained out of it when Libel BLEW her secret about how she'd bought pills when she was pregnant with her girls. Even if she hadn't used the entire lot and had kept mostly off of hard drugs while her girls were young and entirely off of drugs when pregnant with Kanan. Only took another with a stiff bottle of vodka to help de-stress after her first son's birth, unaware of the life already starting in her womb.

Finally came back around to absolute chaos. Her heart shattered at Arc's reaction to her, such a vast difference in how she'd been treated that very morning. Unaware of the conversation that had happened with Libel, but soon figured out something had been said by Arc's mention of a man with Orbs. As that was whom had patched her body back together. Fear swamped her at the possibility of their relationship shattering after she'd finally allowed her heart to open far enough to let him in. The fact felt like a kick to the face and as such she let him know. Still unaware of what had transpired while she was out.

Stumbled to her feet as things hit a fever pitch. Jethro lashing out with words that sent her reeling. At first she assumed he was blaming her for Arc's death, only for Arc to step in and point out that it was actually Kissere he was upset about. Reeled, unsure as to how the boy had found out about the still birth, seeing as the two were alive and healthy now.

THEN ALL THE TRUTH OF THE TWINS BIRTH CAME SPEWING OUT. To everyone! As well as Lav's real feelings and how much she resents herself.


1/14/18
Returned to the forest after spending the week hanging out at Arc's home and making good on her promise to be more involved with her family. Attempted multiple times to cook for her family, only to burn everything and end up driving everyone out to get food elsewhere. Thoroughly enjoyed the amount of time she spent with Arc, milling around his town with no duty or purpose.

Found her son alongside one of Halla's daughters, asked to join him and when approved plopped herself down to enjoy the quiet company of her son. Looked up shortly after to find the Red Witch having inserted herself beside her son and looming over her daughter. Scrambled to bow, attempting to remain polite even if the act of rudely shoving herself into the children's business didn't sit well with her. Found the act fishy, but soon got over it and napped alongside her child. Woke to find the boy gone, and rather than follow him took herself on a walk to the pond. Noted Kissare in passing, nodded towards her son but left him to his business not wanting to cause another of her children's friends to get up and leave on her account.

Milled over to the pond, noting Sloane and Jae. Having just returned to the forest, figured she owed the wolf an apology due to the doe inserting herself into the scuffle between Lav and the raptor. As the black wasn't her target, wanted to make a statement that she had no hard feelings. However, the words did not go over well and her apology was thrown at her feet, insulting the Vermilion. Holds contempt towards the wolf, but not enough that she'd not make an effort again if it benefited her in some way. Either way, doesn't give a flying fuck about what the wolf tried to say, as she wasn't involved until after the fight started. Therefore had no real idea to what was the trigger that brought rage to the Vermilion's mouth. No one would threaten her child in front of her and get away with it.

Left in no particular rush, making a point to place a coy kiss on Jae's cheek as she'd noticed the male eyeing her the past week. Flicked her tail in the best, 'fuck you' way towards Sloane as she trotted off to Arc's den to spend her day sleeping.

Eventually joined Arc, Jethro, Ashe, and Vega. This being the first time she'd met her lover's sister. Accepted her into the fold without question. Spent the rest of the night in a group containing her family and extended family.

1/6/18
Started the day with asking Arc and the boys if they'd permit her to visit them in Arc's world, even if the time shift was drastic from her own home world. At this point is willing to set her life as an escort on a middle burner, rather than front and center. Choosing instead to focus more on rebuilding her relationship with her family after her prolonged absence. After the boys and Arc both agreed, left with Arc to allow the tension that had built to disperse.

A simple bath quickly evolved into something more as the two took in each others company in silence. Passions flare and they reunited with actions rather than words. Thus easing a lot of the stress that had come with her unexpected return to the forest. Of course, just as things became heated, was interrupted by Xirena making an appearance. Somewhat reluctantly pulled away from the bull's affections to go and visit with her long lost Daughter. Who, appeared to be quite upset. Not that upset was a bad look on her, as in the time she'd been gone the doe had grown into a striking beauty. Something that the pallid couldn't help but gloat internally over. She made damn fine babies.

After smooching on her daughter, let her run off to do teenage girl stuff. Turned back to Arcturus and returned to the twin boys. Settled with them in silence, using the time to reflect on what she was lacking as a mother and making a resolve to make an attempt to rectify those losses. Eventually left to go check on Xirena, which led to half the forest raising to stare at her. Stared right on back as a myriad of eyeballs wasn't going to deter her from her daughter. Would have popped some sass if anyone had made a move, however they didn't and thus she made sure to be polite in her actions. Even bowing briefly to the youths before nosing her daughter.

Left Xirena once she realized she was alright, not wanting to impede on whatever the gaggle of youths had been up to. Found Zemora and settled a couple of feet from her second daughter wordlessly, offering the girl some simple company. (( Cause player doesn't have AL's discord. Rip))

Eventually left for the night alongside Arcturus.


12/31/17

Just happened to pop into the forest for New Years just as her Son found himself in a stick situation. Violently threw her satchel at a tree and barreled over to the Greitai, Bhaelum, Kanan trio. Paused for a fraction of a second, but any cause for her son growling is reason enough to lurch herself at the offender. Snarled and twisted into view, her body writhing like a dancer as she projected herself at the Raptor, teeth snapping, horns lowered. Flung her horned skull at the female with the intent to drive her away. Threw herself fully in when the other landed a blood drawing blow. Screeching like an enraged banshee, bit, kicked, battered, and thrashed her son's offender.

Backed off briefly as Kanan moved to retreat and Solane approached. Watched, waiting to see what would happen and as Greitai lunged at Bhae, threw herself back in for her Son's friend's sake. Something she never, ever does. But hey, new year, new you. Just kidding. The fuck wouldn't come when she called. After taking a few more, likely scaring, hits backed off because a stranger who doesn't want help isn't worth it. Save yourself if you can.

As she moved away realized that Kanan had gotten himself into yet another sticky situation, lunged once more at the raptor. Ripping at the other's feathers like a woman snatching clothing off a clearance rack during black Friday. Backed off and used her body to take any damage that may have been aimed at Kanan. Eventually backed off and moved to soak with her shaken son in the pond, soothing him to the best of her ability.

Later presented her family with their gifts. Which, were fur lined cloaks with jeweled clasps.

4/2/17

When you go out for the first time after having kids, itching for a fight. Only to poke a hibernating bear to no effect. Trotted off to aggressively mark her semi neglected home site. Once her sides ached with scuffs and scrapes, moved off to the pond, however was distracted on her way to a bath by a rough and tumble type raptor mix. Curious, approached the male, giving him a curious once over before turning away, only to turn back and tail him watching for any havoc his sort might stir up. Only to instantly regret that decision when the black turned on her. Which, was 100% not expected.

Bolted from the black momentarily, until her own need for a brawl bubbled to the surface. Since the bear didn't bare fruit, used this attack to empty her overflowing stores of energy. Dodged, bit, and stabbed, pausing to batter at the beast with sharp edged hooves. However, within a few moments realized she was brutally outmatched and attempted to bolt, only to be trailed. Growled her frustration, not being one to turn tail on a fight and threw herself at the beast. Joined by Brille, where she and the canine fought. Darted in and out of the fray, aiming for any soft spots, moving to batter at the beasts face. Tired rather quickly, glad when Arcturus joined in, effectively driving the raptor from the scene.

Thanked Brille for her help, then turned to move home to lick her wounds. Covered in punctures and talon marks, but nothing that will effect her long term. Returned home to clean herself up, pausing only to groom her son who deserved her attention more than that of fresh cuts.


January - Now (3/5/17)

It was the month after the birth of her son that she realized her mistake. No period and the typical sway of nausea. One night after the boy's birth was all it took. One foolish, lustful night. The moment it was verified the doe informed the Stone Saint. Asking, talking, about their options. Only to nod and agree that keeping it was the best choice. Despite the surefire fact that a repeat pregnancy would wear on her already drained body.

With that, the doe fled under the guise of a 'doctors' visit. Using the night prior to tip back a handful of morning after pills coupled with pain killers and hallucinogenics. Hoping, praying, that the mix would cause the fetus to detach so that she could admit with false sorrow that the pregnancy was simply not meant to be. Yet, the child stayed steadfast. When she woke, head pounding, an appointment with her doctor glaring at her like a curse, she accepted the unborns will to live. Embracing its life in her own twisted way. The doctor confirmed two healthy twins.

Yet as time gained on her, her belly swelling, the doe knew this pregnancy was unlike the others. Pain and illness struck at her like lash-back from the children themselves. Condemning her to a trip of hell, her body already drained from Kanan's birth, struggled to support the Crimson boy as well as the twins. Yet it did. At the sake of her beauty. Her hair turned brittle and lost its luster, curves fadded to nothing.

Arc and the Vermilion sought the aid of their neighbor the moment things turned south. The Rose gaunt and sucked dry of her own life and luster. Lilitu did her best, giving the couple medicine and herbs to aid in gaining back strength and keeping away the budding fever that plagued the doe. The children appeared healthy enough, but it was their vessel that was failing them.

Yet, medicine only kept the inevitable at bay for a short time. As just when a subtle shine glistened across the doe's coat, fate decided to evict the unborn.

Gave birth to both the living and the dead. Sacrificed half of her soul, along with Arcturus, to bring the dead back to life with the help of Lilitu.

1/15/17
Woke from sleep to find that Arcturus had left her a large hunk of VENISON meat outside of her den. Which sent her into a downward spiral as to where did he get this, is he a cannibal, did he murder someone??! Every fiber of her being demanded she rid the den of such a disgusting hunk of meat, so picked it up with a towel and used her not so amazing tracking skills to bring it back to its host. Or rather, who she thought it belonged to. Noted a rather mortified looking fawn, but sorta, figured, that he'd want the piece of his parent back?? Only little did Lav know that she'd made a grave mistake.

When Arc came around blew up at him like a bat out of hell. Accused him of Cannibalism and killing a poor defenseless child's parents. Only to find out that her nose work sucked ass and that the meat had come from another, similar smelling, source. Further confused, turned to blast him about the fawn, which apparently he knew nothing about. SO in turn led both he and Gambit to the spot where the two white corpses and the little white fawn lay.

Whiccchhh turned into an interesting, heated, situation with Fletcher. Blew up at Arc, semi blew up at Fletcher for letting the child stay drenched in its parents blood, guts, and gore with no comfort, likely in shock, possibly ruined. Sympathized with the child as her own childhood had been in a really really run down ghetto part of town where it wasn't uncommon to find close neighbors and friends dead or dying on your doorstep. Eventually heeded the Dragons commands, only to return promptly with a white blanket that the stag could give, or not give, the grieving child.

Tottled off to go wash herself at the Plaats, scrubbing herself down to get every trace of blood and death off of her coat. Disgusted with Arc for even thinking she'd be a cannibal. Hunted the stag down with vengeance in her agenda, only to find him with a pretty pale doe who she discovered was the fabled Sophie he kept yabbering on about. Semi disgusted with herself for instantly liking the doe when her intention had been to -not- like her in the least. Got along great with her, especially when the doe told off Arcturus for being an ass, while braiding fresh flowers into her curls. Yas henny.

Was left by the Peach when she left to go check on the child from earlier in the day, Lavinia opting out to go rest at her own den, with her own children. The need to cuddle and love them deep from the events of the day. It only took one ill timed event to rip those you love away from you.

When her son awoke, took him to the pond for his first bath as over the past few days he'd acquired quite the stench. Lathered him up and cleaned him up so that he'd be fresh, clean, and smelling like lavender. Once finished allowed him to play with a local, unknown, fawn, only to close her eyes for one second and awake to her son DROWNING. Why cruel world. Hoisted the boy out of the water, giving him firm smacks which sent a lot of water flying from his mouth. However when he failed to respond, bolted over to the only nearby familiar face, bad experiences or no, for help. Ended up gaining advice from Fay and Sloane, a complete stranger, and covered the does in hugs and endearments when it worked. Praying to the gods that Arcturus doesn't find out that she almost allowed their son to drown in a moment of weariness. He'd kill her. Bad parent of the year 2017.

Carried her son home to bundle him in every piece of fabric she owned.

1-9-17
Woke with her daughter plastered against her side, grinned, and decided to use the quiet moment to rest and recoup from the nights birth. Reawoke later to her son having exited her den, drew the child into an embrace before allowing him to do what he will with his sister who seemed to be in a comatose state. Chilled, watching the children until Gambit came by with a basket of grapes. Delighted, yet ashamed, that the stag she'd chased off had thought to bring her a birthing gift. Thanked him.

Joined by Arcturus later in the day, where he threw a fit over the state of their son. As he was covered in bruises by his exuberant sisters. Took him off without asking to visit Gambit, which threw the doe into a state of panic. How dare he take her newborn away from her to visit someone who could have just come to them. Rose to fetch her son, carrying him back over to the den with a glare to Arc. Which caused him to have a huffy-puffy moment. Arguing already, what a great start to a relationship.

Later was beat on by her daughter, which caused her to shoot the child some verrryy mean mommy looks. Let her get away with it, but should she lash out worse wouldn't hesitate to teach the girl a lesson. Arcturus however wasn't having the childs hissy fit and threw some serious shade. Eventually all settled down, with Kanan leeching onto Xi's side to nap. Good. Stay asleep.

After tucking her children in for the night and spending some quiet time with her baby daddy, nearly missed a tense moment with Nikhil. NOT happy about Arc brazenly charging into a fight with the incendiary so jumped in to beat him back into sanity, driving him back home so he could let the tiger go and allow himself to cool down. Grumbled a bit over the whole situation but all was calm again.

That is until Arcturus brought up his adversion to allowing children to play roughly with one another. As Lav sees it, no blood and no broken bones means that a childs play is within bounds. He however took up arms against such a notion, claiming that his newborn shouldn't have been battered. Pointed out in repose that the child obviously is fine and already loves his sisters, rough play or not. Ended up breaking apart momentarily as Arc left to cool his temper and Lav curled into a triggered ball.

1-8-16

Effectively gave birth to a son sired by Arcturus after chasing off Gambit and his lady friend from her den. Healthy little boy with a stock of white hair. Pleased with herself and Arc for creating such a precious child despite not wanting it originally. After getting the little one cleaned, warmed, fed, and put to sleep, wondered off with Arc for a bit of private time. Which certain things happened that probably would complicate her life further. Because she's dumb and after birth hormones are insane.

Later was joined by the twins, delighted to have her little family all together and rejoiced when they seemed to take to the newborn. Even if 'taking' to him was beating him up and showing off. Be brave my son, life is rough and you have two sisters with huge balls. Eventually everyone passed out together. Content for the first time in a long while.



3-09-16

Spent most of the week after the birth of her twins simply resting. Took the time to form something of a bond with the newborns while nursing her own shortcomings. Feels completely unprepared and somewhat irresponsible for even having the children. However, knows that with a great deal of effort something good will come from the birth of the girls. Even if its the simple joy of having children, even if said children end up being bat shit insane.

Today, took Zemora on an outing. Flounced up to Rota and her baby companion with the intent to get the little ones going in a play session. Didn't exactly go as planned, seeing as her daughter clung to her leg. SOOOOo off to the bridge they went, where she showed the little one how to make noises with her hooves. How to make something akin to music. Strike two, not amused baby. SOOO into the water they went, which didn't last long before the viper approached Shahla and her son. Where her newborn failed to play with the other teeny tiny baby, decided to play with this one. Seems she takes after her mother, playing with boys this young.

Flopped down once the little one was breathless and exhausted. Settled down and simply enjoyed the company of the tigeress.

2-14-16

Days turned to weeks and weeks to months. As such her pregnancy progressed rapidly, contorting her stomach and body into a mess that she failed to recognize as time passed. Disgust towards herself and her condition blossomed alongside guilt and worthlessness. What had she done to deserve children? Who in their right mind would allow her of all people to pull upon such a "blessing"?

As addiction turned to need, her pill stash ran short. The highs though long lasting never lasted long enough. Even when spaced between weeks, allowing the insatiable cravings to grow, there was never enough to fully sate her. As time progressed however, the guilt of her actions wore on her, whittling her nerve down to such a fragile thread that it eventually snapped, sending the Vermilion into a state of repose. From that moment, in the final month of her pregnancy, she snapped herself together well enough to prepare physically. Though the mental aspects were never within her grasp.

(LMFAO disregard that last bit, shit happened. ALSO the Lav in forest is a clone. :/ sorry anyone I've missed due to... well not actually being in forest. LOL.)

12-2-15

Blew a hella lot of cash on really really stupidly expensive drugs just for the sake of preserving the health of her unborn children. Is going to go back to her tree and whisper to herself about how fcking dumb she is while staring at a toy duck she'd brought into the forest a few days prior. This makes her a good mom now right. Right. RIGHT? /Sobs.




11-30-15
Boring day staring at a dood with a bunch of protruding bones who'd seemingly pissed off her feral friends. Kinda frolicked around the guy in attempt to relieve tension. Seemingly worked after awhile and settled down to drown herself in her thoughts, picking over one in particular. Worked herself up with all the possibilities of said predicament, to the point of panic. Soooo sashayed off to dunk her head in the frigid late fall water of the pond in-order to attempt regaining some semblance of composure.

Exited dripping wet and somewhat chilled; walked it off. Meandered her way to a small cluster of deer, one of which she vaguely remembered from the rut. Gave the doe a smooch before prancing around with both her and her blue friend. In general had a preettty damn good time. THAT IS before she 'oo shined' the wares of the tiny, shiny, skinny guy in a mask. Sidled up to all "You got drugs bro." in which he did, and after a brief back and forth managed to snag a couple trial pills that gleamed like captured rainbows. Super duper excited, despite the guys warning of "not for the pregnant." Cause NOPE, denial. Who me? HAHAHAHAH. Figures one time will be fine, rite, RITE.

Anywho, spent the rest of the night tripping the fuck out with Erytheia; who she's decided is now her best friend ever. Yup. Despite her fluf muffin of a friend being a twat about drugs. Wow. Just try some buddy. You won't regret it. Really. Addiction is fun. Rlly. RLLY.

Name Lavinia Tréous
Alias Vermilion Rose,
Identification Kezra
Reference TBA
Gender Female
Age Adult
Size 11
Zodiac Dragon
Starsign Aries, April 12th
Scent Intoxicatingly sweet; sugary
Diet Omnivore
Haunt Here
Likeness Jessica Strother
Origin ~