29/12/2016 A rather good holiday season, if he can say so himself. Recently, he discovered he probably has a kiddo with Anja, so that was rather exciting and a turn on i s2g ku so keeping an eye out on her, plus carrying fetuses and cute so definitely will watch her buttback. Then there was the Christmas stuff where he invited a few people over for dinner and gifts and shit. Got Zac pet snakes as he silently plots the formal adoption. Also has gone to a wedding and celebrations with first baby momma Hlif which made him feel awkward and thus dragged a hapless Elliot along with him. Occasionally chilled in the forest with peeps as well. Got a gift from Arat and was HELLA flattered and thus he and elliot making her gifts. Still managing to conceal his failing health, or at least the severity of his illness, though he has lost enough mass to seriously hinder his previously startling strength. Incredibly fatigued and starting to have trouble keeping his food down. Still forcing himself to function quite normally.

10/11/2016 Been in and out the forest with friends the last few days, confining Elliot to his home while he recovers. Today, he mainly spent time with Zorn, then Starless, both of whom he had not seen for a while. Both canines eventually left, thus he went to Rajani. From there, he could see some tense stuff between Umay, Star, and Star’s parent. Watched a bit… But nothing happened. Watched his estranged sister leave and was drawn to another scuffle after checking on the canine. Came upon his sister, bloodied from a confrontation with Zaferi… Whose name he still doesn’t know… Or care about ;/ Followed Umay away and she was doing him a concern. Ku offered her help and tried to talk with her, but was shot down when she freaked out and stuff. Sought out Ross before he came up with a solution to help the poisoned Umay.

Sought out the blue lady and at first tried to provoke her into a tussle so he could get venom to make an antivenom for his sister… Which didn’t work. Instead, her watchdog, as he perceived her, came to talk to him. Agitatedly explained himself, to which he was told to try reasoning with Zaf. Internal screaming and laughing but told her it would be a waste….. BUT TRIED IT ANYWAYS… And now determined that Zaf is a liar, self righteous, and a total bitch… Lost his patience out of perhaps desperation and attacked, shoving past Brille to get to the oryx inside the den… Got stuck… And stabbed in the butt and legs a lot as he tried to get the oryx out, but to little avail. Eventually, after getting his face and paws smashed, he managed to snag a leg, but by this point, a crowd had gathered, including his solitary ally, Rossamund. Was in some way… Amused he may have attracted a mob again, but at least it was HIS fault this time rather than just getting attacked ;/ Pretty sure he felt something snap when he snagged her leg, but she was running JUST fine when he let go to try to smack her horns to get himself poisoned. Chased after her, but started wheezing up blood almost immediately and after a few minutes, collapsed as everything culminated and adrenaline was gone.

Felt all the pain of his busted up ass literally, ty brill and just laid there and was given needed attention from Rossamund and Chime which he was very greatful for and sorta felt delusional from blood loss, so his mouth ran A LOT MORE than it should have. Disclosed some bad THINGS about himself he should not have and regretted saying later when he was all treated at the hospital and caffeinated. Regardless, talked about certain people with ross. Eventually, got a visit from Dresdan who he also talked with, and Chime skedaddled. Got his legs wrapped up and chilled with Ross and Dres until eventually he headed home. Sneakily took a shower lest he wake up everyone and drove to the airport with murdered feet and flew into work so he could get medical treatment. Had to come up with a whole new Christmas day plan to help Umay though… Which apparently Ross will watch.

04/11/2016 Ku had a few run ins during the rut. Some minor flirting, joining Rom's herd, but in the end the sand out event occurred around the end of September when after lounging in Elliot's antlers with his son and Tig, a stag banged up Cillian when his son got to close. This quickly escalated, even though the lion was not in the best shape to give chase or attack. He did leave some claw marks and snap off an antler while Brent watched over his shaken son. He returned and care for his child, ignoring the many stares it had draw, still incredibly aggressive, but he need to clean up kiddo's injuries and then take him home for professional care.

While having a few other visits to the forest, at the end of October, he came to the forest to find his best friend near death and got Elliot quickly to his agency's hospital and flipped out on him for a good hour because he was having a concern. In the process of this, discovered some depressing NEWS about himself.

Saw Maggot again the other day and had a flirty thing with him again, as a recent vengeance type thing had him in a good mood. TODAYYYYYY, came into the forest and its rain and was being a general gooooof. Met Chime and Jackie while making a mess and being rowdy to compensate for things.

12/09/2016 About a week ago, Kuwaka came upon Rajani when he entered the forest, in very rough condition. He gave her her some serious wound care and then covered her in the skin from his past life to protect her, as it is indestructible essentially. Spoke to Sloane before this and informed of the attackers. Learned it was mainly Hammel, a male he has had a bone to pick with for a while, after his attack of Nimh. Also learned of an ally the other possessed and figured he would need to carefully select when he would attack Hammel to make his point. Figured he should do it before the other is entirely healed.

He then proceeded to have a rather rough week with work and finally got the bandages off his ears, but his tinnitus has returned to this body. Not irritating enough for a “reset,” but he still hates it.

When the lion arrived today, he made his rounds, checking on those he cares about, a quick sniff to Tig to make sure he was well before going to see how Rajani was healing. He felt relieved when he saw she was healing well. However, he realized that Hammel could be coming along just as well. He went off to find the White Raven and soon sight him, alone. The lion proceeded to not so subtly stalk him, following him, but not quite making his intent clear. He was positive Hammel knew something was up, but he doubted he knew an attack was coming. (And a sweet little doitsu came up but srry, friend, I am intent on murder.) Eventually, he crouched in the reeds behind Hammel, giving a quick look about the area. He saw the white beast lurking in the willows, but decided he could likely do enough damage to Hammel quickly and engage Dardan predominantly if he came to Hammel’s aid.

Lunged from the reeds and grabbed at the white raven to begin mauling him, but the mud was slick, thus Hammel was able to get away. However, he was soon after the other again, relentless and far more violent than he had been in the forest at this point, as this was a planned assault and the lion did not care whether or not the other survived, likely prefered he did not. However, despite what likely appeared as rage in aggression, he felt fairly happy all the while, even when he caught sight of the white beast barrelling in. He quickly threw himself away from Hammel and focused his attacks on Dardan, though, most of his time was spent dodging the behemoth. Occassionaly, he would chase after Hammel again, then break away when the raven decided to stay back and focus again of the feline. It went like this for some time, but Ku was feeling his adrenaline wane and broke off, feeling he had at least made his point for now, and could maybe drive it home later. However, when he got far enough away, he heard Dardan roar. It came as a challenge to him, thus he himself roared back. The white beast came back, and the ever defiant lion stared the other down as he began circling. A second fight broke out after a minute, between he and Dardan. Hammel returned and he rammed into him a few times for good measure, as he wanted Hammel to know exactly who he had it out for. Ku disengaged again and went to the playground, followed by the white beast.

There was a chance for the lion to catch his breath and adjust his tactics slightly with his growing fatigue and collection of wounds. The fighting resumed as ku continued to swipe and snap at the other, growing sloppier, though, nearly slipping off the rocks on more than one occasion. He noticed the bystanders, and felt something of guilt toward them but was too busy trying to beat upon the other male to think much on it. Once again, Hammel also showed up and this infuriated him, thus chased the white rave away numerous times, attacking him. As the fighting dragged on, he continued to accumulate injuries, and was mostly out of energy by this point and spent his last reserves to withdraw. Ran rather fast and climbed a tree so he would not be noticed when Dardan sought him out again for round four. Did answer the challenging roar again, but felt happy like a little brat when the other could not find him. After the pair moved off, Ku slipped down and was greeted by Sloane who helped him get back to Jhorla and Rajani. Felt every ounce of the pain and fatigue at this point so that help was necessary for him not to be crawling. Laid there with the girls for a while as he rested and recovered some energy to move again. Did the smart thing and smoked a cigarette as well, since his lung probably need it.

After he felt some energy return again, limped off to the idol to rinse off and get some cold water on the countless forming bruises. Noted when he finally made it to the idol that most of his serious would had been inflicted by Dardan, but could see some from Hammel as well. Smirked to himself and cleaned his wounds in the water and relaxed for a few minutes, Eventually got out of the water and could now smell Tig. Went over to the sleeping Collector and rubbed his tree and nuzzled the kid before departing. He limped on off and rubbed on trees that smelled like Hammel or Dardan with a sort of devilish attitude and returned to lay with Rajani, Jhorla, and Sloane, taking the role of bloody sentinel.

02/08/2016 Informed of a fight between his brother’s family and a massive winged lion by Elliot. Curious information and would investigate at some point. However, he simply spent his time in the forest first cuddling with Kushal, and later with Nila. While forest life seems to be full of drama, he realized he is managing to keep himself miraculously apart from it to some degree. He has come to realize how much trouble his renounced siblings seem to have while he cruises by with the occasional hiccup. At least in the forest. work doesn’t count For this reason, has some degree of pride in himself. Aside from this, he has mostly recovered and preparing to bring Zacarias back into the forest now that he has gotten quite a bit better, even he wishes the youth wasn’t so damn reclusive and would come out of his room more, aside from sneaking around…. Which works… Pretty poorly for a deaf kid. At least bratty beautiful son is social. Just needs to eat the broccoli...


26/07/2016 Today, he witnessed the rather graphic murder of Haakon. Watched the entire event unfold as his sister and nephew brutalized his brother. Despite still caring about Haakon’s well being, felt oddly removed from the situation. No dissociating… But it triggered no feelings really in him, as he thought it might. Instead, he simply observed and listened the event, cataloging it all, perhaps planning to delve deeper into what had happened at a later date, to understand the animosity that had triggered the event. When everyone had finally left, he examine the spot, watched the body fade, but otherwise continued about his business as usual.


21/07/2016 The lion finished his assignment in the Middle East, however worse for the wear. Flew back to the agency and got medical treatment for his wounds. However, he is still feeling ridiculously unstable and decided to stop back into the forest and cool down before going back to his small family. Avoiding familiar faces on the off chance he snaps. Eventually flopped on Hlif.

18/07/2016 Where to begin? Month recap before getting to current. After having developed a minor kinship with the doe, Jhorla, over their mutual disdain for a few individuals in the forest, had taken to spending time with her and her friends. The lion was quick to pick up on Z’ev’s distaste for him, but did not let it affect him. He eventually accidentally offended Rajani, but was pleased to find her reasonable and talked it out with her. Introduced his son to her and such. Much time spent with the Kushal. As well, resolved his issue with Rossamund after some words and sparring. Much snuggling with the Zorn man. Ran into Hlif in the forest and found out he knocked her up. VERY EXCITED OMG. Glad she wants to have the kids and such. Excited to expand his family. Though, despite all his smiles, it sparked a massive dread within him, pertaining to the past. Luckily, Kuwaka is a ridiculously good liar and none of this shows through. Talked to Darcia another day and gave him the news and talked to him about the Myling and such. Met Rose and decided they’re super cute and a young one, thus needs to look out for them. Spent some time with them over a few days. Witnessed a fight with Zafeiri and his family and just lurked and such. Curious, watched Umay murder the feathered oryx. Indifferent to such. Dodged explaining death to his son when Cillian saw the corpse. However, hella weird coccoon… Magic forest shit, amiright? Introduced his son to Hlif’s charges and was proud of his kid for being a lil white knight when the kid Hlif was watching was being a bully. Nonetheless, stopped any fights between kids and relaxed, despite believing the kid needed some discipline.

On the 14th, departed from home to fly out on a work assignment. Has been one of his riskiest, having barely dodged death a few times over the past few days. While he won’t divulge anything, it is fairly obvious he has been through a great deal of stress, given his physical condition and current quiet behavior. The lion decided to stop in the forest today for a quick break and to regain some semblance of sanity and stability. Found Rose and gave him some treats. Then onto Rajani and her friends. Gave her some treats, and some jerky to her doge friend. Eventually went to Hlif’s side with some kiddos and a rabbit before flopping over her and being oddly dejected, despite being with his baby momma.

09/06/2016 The day started out with ku popping in and picking up on the scent of Kushal and making a bee-line for the cougar. Was nearly going to pounce on him, but was napping so mb not. But there was a doge. Starless. Ah, yes. Romped briefly then offered a bag of jerky and watched dog antic ensue as everyone tried to get the bag. Jerky everywhere. Then a bun! Hello bun. But Nikhil soon showed up and immediately the sunshine boy was more like the dark storm boy as he reigned in every ounce of rage at the proximity of the stag. However, did nothing to provoke a fight aside from bristle and flatten his ears. He noted who the stag was focused on and snorted a bit after the ember stag left. Things eventually settled back down and Ku returned to feeding puppers jerky and stuff. Settled down in the flowers and remained very agitated for a while, though Kushal managed to de-stress the golden lion a while. Talked a bit and determined to hunt a good meal for the mountain lion. Bun came over and snugged a bit. Snuck some jerky to Kushal as well. Decided to chat up Jhorla then, cause notice Nikhil was focused on her with his aggressive displays.

Got up and Kushal did as well. Noted his sister and Nikhil walk by and briefly fluffed up. Then sat down and talked to Jhorla about Nikhil. Common enemy is a good way to make friends, yo. Learned a bit more about those he dislikes. Talked for a good, long while, lamented about the forest and all that jazz. Very uplifting conversation. Nila was also snuggled at some point. And then player forgets and falls asleep.

06/06/2016 Decent day yesterday, which started with kuwaka seeking out Kushal and pouncing him. A little bit of rough housing followed and eventually they laid down and snuggled. Then there was a bunny that was giving them a look. Ku invited the midget to lay with them. Tig came over and Kuwaka was noisy as per usual and laid with the fawn and the feline and split his time between them. Gave Tig a necklace for visitation and calling Ku to his aid. Then gave Kushal deer jerky and chatted with him for a bit about worlds and proper eating practices. Eventually dozed off and went home.

21/05/2016 Yesterday, Kuwaka returned to the forest and cuddled up around Tig for the beginning part of the day and brought him some breakfast. Laid with the fawn and smothered him in his hairy chest for a while until Tig went and wandered off. Ku dozed off and a Hlif appeared! Recognized her by scent and crawled on top of her and chatted with her briefly. Have her some people to avoid... mainly because he didn't want his fwb associating with people he is sore about or wants to kill. Eventually, Hlif had to go. It hen Nila joined him and Kuwaka was a happy lion. Then she brought tig and lamb over. And then Kushal! Life was snuggles and goodness. Eventually everyone dozed off in a big kitty child pile. Ku sneakily slipped away to go back home. He came back and visited Tig today. Tig wandered off then and Ku went and kept Inside company for a bit before going back to Earth and going to work to undergo his next procedure.

19/05/2016 Ku has had a busy month or so. He has moved Zacarias in with him and has been just living with the difficulties of being a single father. Finally, he took a quick break from the kids and work, leaving things in Elliot's and possibly Darcia's hands, as the pretty boy came over to visit and has been given a guest bedroom for his stay, which can be as long as he likes. Kuwaka went straight for Tig when he went into the forest, and cuddled and groomed him for a good portion of the day. Then the beautiful Kushal came over, and groomed and snuggled the kitty, because Ku is honestly a 1700lb friendly house cat. Not really. Then Bijoux and and Jacinth. Which was cool until they maybe were trying to steal his not-son. And things were handled very maturely with lions burping and hair chewing and a lion then being soaked.

29/04/2016 Life has been hectic since deciding to essentially and unofficially become a guardian to Zacarias and has checked the unfortunate youth into the medical facility that is a part of the agency he works for and a boon for employees. Free top of the line healthcare, yo. He has been flying back and forth between the agency in DC and Boston, which has the closest airport to his home in the woods. He has worked hard to divide his time between Zacarias, Cillian, and his work. Of late, his only times of sleep are spent on airplanes. He has been lucky he flies free and occasionally moonlights as an air marshal, albeit a sleeping one. Regardless of this, he is a bit sleep deprived and rarely gets a full hours of sleep each “night.” He has been sent on a few assignments and on his most recent one, discovered his faun form. This seemed to convince Zac a bit more of his identity when he showed it to the youth. He still is working to be accepted by Zac, but his patience is near endless.

Today on his visit home, he decided he could take Cillian into the forest for a bit and went in with Elliot as well after they had dinner and Kuwaka baked some treats for whoever he would run into. He decided to try to help Cillian make some friends after Elliots magical entertainment swiftly grew old for the toddler. The lion took his cub to explore a few things and see a few faces before ultimately deciding to introduce him to the Collector. There were other children there, Gunnar and Juri, the latter who initially seemed nervous in regards to his appearance. With a calm and friendly demeanor, he seemed to win the youth over with assistance from Tig and he watched the kids play, happy that his son was making some friends and glad that there were still children who maybe were free to just be kids.

Everyone eventually settled down and Ku took it upon himself to curl around everyone like a typical lion thing dad. He gave cookies and tarts to the kids and his own, grooming Cillian as he made a mess of himself. The Collector and Kuwaka spoke for a good while about cooking and books. Elliot eventually made his way over and the lion gave the stag some nuzzlings because damnit, Elliot deserves an award for watching Ku’s hellion all the time. A sheep was brought over as well, which initially seemed frightened of Kuwaka, but after some feral noise making, he put the lamb at ease. However, the night was getting late and he decided to take Cillian home and put the little one to bed, as well as have a full night’s sleep for once. maybe...

06/04/2016 The lion has been popping in and out of the forest a bit, occasionally bringing Cillian along for the ride. He came in today and found Zac and snooped around behind him for a few hours, hiding until eventually growing impatient and slinking up to the youth. It went well enough, though the golden boy's presence was ignored until he got close enough to brush his nose against the sickly youth. This cause Zac to jump and run away like a frightened cat. Kuwaka followed at a stealthy distance, very worried, as he noticed the youth was losing weight and was now feeling more intense parental instincts toward the child than when he had first met the child and nursed him back to health.

The lion made a hard decision and decided it would be best to take the child to a hosital, but given their current relationship, deemed it would be impossible to do so if Zacarias was conscious. Thus... He released a canister filled with can most easily be described as a low impact knock out gas so that way he could easily take the youth to the hospital at his work. Which he did once Zac fell unconscious and flew him to DC from home and has been working and checking in on him ever since.

23/03/2016 Yesterday was fairly relaxing. He managed to snag a cuddle session with Maggot and Zenadia on a few occasions, and spent some time with Sadiki. He moved about the forest and went to his dirt mound grave and relaxed there as a dull pain started to pass through his skull. It was mostly ignored and Ku laid there for most of the day. Eventually, he became aware of Zacarias in the forest and made a bee line for the Red Hill where he could watch from a distance. He knew of a possibly dangerous predator about and decided to watch over the youth for a while and Mark the are with his scent to some degree. Eventually, he felt too upset to linger where he knew he was not welcome and Departed as silently as he had arrived and met the felines he had seen near his new home. He greeted them all and flopped down with them and a lone doge. Kushal was a familiar face and flirted a bit with him. Wanted to cuddle the hybrid fawns, but that did not happen, as one was a bit wary of him. Checked out the other feline with the big ears. Totally dug it. Then I can't quite remember what exactly happened, Ross and Zorn and others. Also Altair at some point. That saber kitty was being attacked a lot by a bunch of people. Tried to steer everyone away from babies when they got too close and got very irritable with everyone for that. Things called down and the saber came over with all the other cats and Ku showed his teeth and bristled, but aside from that, remained with his children types.

22/03/2016 (this part got lossssst) After a while, everyone Departed and Ku returned to watch over Zac's tree. Fell asleep there as pain got worse. Awoke with blood weeping out every office in his face and increasing pain through his body. The lion laid where he was throughout the day, half asleep and smearing his bloodied face in the grass which he continuously nibbled at. At some point, grew restless and a bit irritable with the growing number of individuals appearing and went to the pond to get a drink. Sniffed at some familiar dogs, drank, and washed off his face before going to his grave. Saw Sealink nearby. After thoroughly shedding on his spot, went over to her and casually scooted closer over time. Because snuggle time is the end goal. Others join, Kushal and the cute fawns. Then Altair appeared and Ku snuggled the little lion cub intensely and chuffed constantly at him while messing up his mane or something. Then ELLIOT. AND BROUGHT SON. Climbed all over the giant elk and snagged his son and got many face baps and fluffs in the face as he gently wrestled with Cillian. Sandwiched cubs between himself and Elliot. Then, when everyone else had left, Elliot took Cillian and Kuwaka back to the human world where they all lived happily ever after Kuwaka made steak for his son who had been on a vegetarian diet for over two weeks. Oops.

21/03/2016 The past few days in the forest have gone well, though he gets the vague idea that his current behavior is not what others expect from him and has been trying very hard to think through things, aware that his missing SOMETHING, but can't entirely figure out WHAT it is. Regardless, he has been delivering affection as his intellect and his ability to recall gradually grow greater. He has been gravitating to Sabel and Tig, as they best reciprocate his large amounts of affection, though Zorn, Zenadia, Altair, Maggot, and a few others have also fallen victim to his need to give and get attention. asshole cat. Soon, he became aware of Zacarias and quickly grew ecstatic, not sure why, but this child was miiiiiine sorta deal. He went to him but was heart broken when he was rejected. He got a migraine when he tried to process why and the only conclusion his mind could come up with at that point was that the youth saw him as a ghost. Kuwaka left and returned to his grave and mooooped like a professional. He watched a fight at some point and saw a tiger lady that he wanted to help, but for some reason, he held back, a vague fear that something bad would happen to someone he cared about if he went close to her. Beside that, he was a sad sack and just wanted to stick his face in the dirt and ignore the world... Except for sable grooming, which was reciprocated. And then more joined, and they too received grooming. The children appeared and lifted a lion's mood, though he is still concerned about his deaf baby.

18/03/2016 Kuwaka's body reappeared in the forest by his grave and the lion woke up, feeling tired. Running purely on prey and predator instinct along with some imprinted feelings toward certain individuals. Incredibly feral right now, though generally non aggressive. Definitely bigger, though...

11/03/2016 His existence had boiled down to little more than pain and darkness, excruciating, with no escape, even the thought of desiring it to end eluded him, as only two such things remained. The magic that had been absorbed of the course of this life was slowly released as his life faded, swiftly approaching the point of no return. Even if hospitalized, he would have gone through months of recovery.

So far gone was the golden lion that he could not notice the presence of the one who had once meant the world to him. Only when his neck was snapped did he for a split second realize that it was coming to an end all he felt in that moment was gratitude before he departed his body and his soul went to wander limbo.

His corpse suddenly released the rest of its vast reservoir of magic and healed every wound, returning to pristine condition, invulnerable to magic or trauma, perfectly preserved until some might figure out how to skin it. However, the "Kin Slayer" soon buried it, leaving upturned earth and a large patch of dired blood where the body had been previously bleeding out.

10/03/2016 The lion spent the day in and out of consciousness before slipping into a coma. He is dying.

09/03/2016 Kuwaka has yet to leave the body of Darcia. He has also been snuggling Zacarias the entire time. Tried to feed him and other things. The weight of prior events with his family and what not coupled with the loss of a friend had to some extent destroyed the lion. Cyrus came over and was given a lion growl. Cyrus left and did another thing. Eventually, Mjolner came up looking all shady and tried to take Darcia's body. Words were exchanged, but negotiations broke down and Mjol tried to stomp a babu head and rage ensued. Fight broke out with Kato joined eventually that consisted of the lion being antler gored and swiping and nipping at them, then ramming them when they went by Zacarias. Eventually, he moved to stand of Zac to protect the youth and Cole came up and said a thing which was heard but Cole's presence was ignored. But Cole's words did make Ku more reasonable abd did a one sided diplomacy thing with Mjol. Released the body to her and put on her shoulders before shakily collapsing beside his baby and licking his wounds. Still has yet to sleep since 6:00am EST yesterday and has not gotten a drink since entering the forest. His health is swiftly declining and he is barely conscious, and only through sheer force of will and paranoia.

08/03/2016 "The lion had come in today, a bit tentative given recent drama. His head was buzzing, but he did have the need to check to see if dear Ibis was about and to feed the sickly youth if he was. It quickly became apparent the scrawny male was not about and another scent was in.

He quickly went about to seek out the golden male, hoping to getting a few minutes of closure before giving him supplies for the youth. But as he neared, Kuwaka began to feel something was wrong and the scent of blood reached him. His leisurely pace turned into a sprint as the worst possible scenarios played out in his head.

The lion stumbled as blue eyes feel upon the sight. He shook his head and moved to Darcia's side and pressed his muzzle against the dried blood, trying to pick up any sign of life. He of course, could pick up on none and a slow, shuddering breath was drawn as he very slowly curled around the corpse. He stared forward without feeling, for the moment shutting down entirely. In seconds, he would begin to feel the crushing wave of despair for one of the few friends he had in the forest, but right now he was just wrapping his mind around the fact that another friend had died when he was not around. And to him, it felt like his fault.

Finally tears began to fall and he started to try to groom the body beside him, the motion a comfort to him. He stopped soon after starting and his face in Darcia's neck so that the forest would not see him cry."

03/03/2016Came into the forest for Zac to check on him after Elliot had done his drop off. No sign of, but Darcia and bee lined to him. Snugged and detected Cole. Salty at him for being rude to Elliot but really didn't want to act on it save for bitch about it. Cole got salty and decided to leave him with a lion cub. Ku went down and cuddled the kid cause kids can't be left alone ever. Cole came back and was being bitchy. Ku just got up and tried to run damaged control, but was a mix between hurt and pissed. Mainly pissed. Drama began to unfold and Ross was pissed at Darcia for some reason. Set his arm on fire at some point cause dramatic. Just look at his FC. Eventually decided to bail and went over and away. Contemplated his relationship with Cole and more or less realized, from his own point of view that he really must mean nothing to the wolf and feels very used. Darcia came over and smooched him all up. But then Haakon.

Haakon and Ku talked and Ku knew he would not be able to justify anything to his brother so just sorta dealt with the fireworks and felt like shit and wanted to cry. Haakon left then Gabe came over. Talked to Gabe, asplained some things, got a pretty scarf and some beef jerky. Made sure Gabriel still had the coat after finding the necklace he'd made him discarded. More talking before Gabe left and Darcia left. Was a very sad golden blob and went home to cry. Staying out of the forest for a little bit due to sads and dramas

25/02/2015 let's start with the 23rd, i may make mistakes because tired... Woke up with his little Zacarias as he slowly becomes more and more paternal to him. Went on over and introduced himself to the star doe and the toothy ram. Invited them over to the bab's tree and everyone laid down. Eventually went out of the forest for a bit so he could check on things at home. Came back later to see lil ibis and snuggled him again and plopped down by Ramsus. Then Haakon started calling him. Pretended to be deaf because he was super tired and has been skipping meals. Lost a bit of weight due to his metabolism in fact. THen Haakon came over and drama started. Haakon charged the Ram and the golden boy was called a traitor. Went home and passed out.

Next day was spent with Zac and snuggling. Eventually Zorn and Cole. And some gay drama because Ku was making Zorn jealous. Shit eating grin goes here. Ku just stay with Ibis and groom people and flirt. Gabe came over that night and Ku and he talked. Expressed some things, picked up that Gabe was annoyed maybe at the end, but did not know how to fix and sorta moody about iiiit. Just invited him to see his lab some time. Then more gayness and a sparkle baby appeared. Vance then came over and the golden bb talked to his nephew, explained things in a kid friendly way and tried to make the kiddo feel better and made sure the youth understood that Haakon's problems were not his fault. Vance left and sleeping and snuggles commenced with Zorn and Zac.

TODAY. Ku had a good day. Snuggled with babu most of the day then snuggled and hit on Cole a shit ton. Met Sabel. Met Cole's friends. Made out with Cole lots. THey decided then to go back to Cole's house, but Ku had to check on Zacarias first. Did so and checked in on the ram family. Didn't notice the dead child until the ram got up and instantly regretted the visit. Bowed and felt sorry for the family and understood Ramsus's mood. Backed off and went back to his kid to give some gifts and nuzzled Zac excessively because he certainly did not want the same fate befalling the far more sickly adolescent. Laid with him for a bit before eventually departing to get after Cole/

22/02/2016 as I get shittier with updates. Visiting the forest more, but without his son for now as he fears there are too many that would do his loved ones harm as a way to get to him. Understands that his morals of never hurt kids and that children are innocent and must be allowed to grow as they will are shared by 0.01% of the forest. Has socialized more with the dogs from his childhood and plans to make some strong bonds their hopefully, with his love of food donations. Mammoth legs make good gifts. Talked with Azazel and thinks he's cool. Def gonna seek him out in the future.

Spending time keeping Zacarias warm and fed. Worried immensely over the skinny child, and thus spending as much time as he can afford with the sickly youth. Letting Elliot watch over Cillian while he tries to nurse the boy back to health. Parental instincts have been triggered toward him and certainly beginning to view as more than just a charge...

31/01/2016 Came in the forest and saw a NIMH. Snuggled up beside her. She looks different but knows it to be her. Then Rojan came over and he excused himself and went to the playground where he was king of pride rock. Sat there in Silence. Then Nimh came back over and the talking ensued. TIME TO CATCH UP. a+ writing skillssss

26/01/2016 Working on getting his son to eat broccoli... SOMEDAY! someday... Came into the forest to look for a cuddle buddy, again leaving Cillian in Elliot's care. Wandered around for a bit and saw a cute bunny with a boy's face. Then saw it being hunted by a big fangy horse, or so he assumed. Got a late start but rand after and charged the attacker to let bunny boy get free. Smacked the other about with no real malicious intent, just considering the horse dude sorta dull and in need of a lesson in social etiquette. Got some new wounds but so used to being hurt at this point don't even give a fuck. Went back to check on the bun. Sniffed a cute little sergal but then wen to the bun.

Acting like a total dad sorta with him. Real woried but patient as always with kids. Then a ROSS was staring. Asked him what he was looking at all tried like and eventually engaged in a conversation with the blue buck. Enjoyed talking with him and found him to be incredibly reasonable. Was warned to not trust Haakon but was like LOL I KNOW. Bun had departed and come back and was gifted with a food thing and some blankets for the warren. Talked some more and learned about willow bark. Snuggled the bun up some as he got sleepy. Talked about his son with Ross. Gave the male a typical kitty head shove as he grew tired and knew he needed to get home. Went back home to his son, Elliot, and the pets to curl up with all those he loves most.

24/01/2016 Previously had contacted Gabriel. First time got a response that enraged him. Eventually contacted him again in a different manner and got a more desired response. Did not push. Came into the forest today hoping to see a friendly face and relax as he remained somewhat depressed by how his other relations were unfolding and need confirmation that he was seen as something good to more than Elliot and his son, as he was becoming convinced that all would fall apart. Soon he found Darcia and gravitated to the bright male. He curled around him and found the other to be in need of some love and was more than willing to offer it, as it made his own depression pass for the moment. He eventually dozed off beside the stag before heading back home and giving his friend a quick kiss.

20/01/2015 FOREST DRAMA AGAIN. NIKHIL U SUK. WANNA SEE U BLEED EVERYWHERE. Lots of hate after he told him to stay away from one of his few friends. Seen as irrational, then son popped in between his legs and Nikhil gave a subtle threat to his son. Automatically despise the stag and would have tried to kill him on the spot were it not for the child beneath him. Talked to his son a bit and then groomed and snuggled as he tried to figure a safe spot in the forest for his child. Haakon approached and really would have rather have had him not as he is becoming more aware of how bad that association is for him. Still, picked his son up and left and followed Haakon to the oak where he laid with his brother for a while before deciding it would be safest to simply go home for now once the desire for murder left. Took his child home and read his manuals.

19/01/2016 Came into the forest today to hang today. Happened across Cole and hung with him. Gave him some kisses to make his boo boos better. Flirting ensued. Started moving with his kisses, got a kiss on the face and returned that with a kiss on the mouth. Cole got a bite on the butt. They were about to move and get a bit more SERIOUS when ZAFERI CHARGED HIM. OW.

NEVER HAS THERE BEEN MORE OF A COCK BLOCK.

Ku snarled and took another blow before returning fire. Eventually grappled the female and grabbed her by the neck with his teeth. Pinned her to the ground and held her there for a bit. Intended to let go and showed he was not that aggressive but she kept trying to get at him so he instead held his bite tighter with the intention of knocking her unconscious via suffocation. Cole shouted for him to get off as he got bumped all around. Said distraction. Threw the girl away and darted off, hoping to get cole to run with him since he assumed friend is getting attacked too. Didn't work and then EVERYONE came and attacked. Nikhil and Shardul very remembered. Ran all away from them because fuck u. no. gonna get in trouble with Gabe then. I'll climb a fucking tree. Eventually was left a lone and ran off to be beside a scary dragon lady hoping others would assume she was an ally and leave him be. Maybe it worked?

Eventually wandered of and found Darcia, not seeking out Cole because he feels responsible for the wolf boy's injuries. Snuggled darci and smoked for a while with him. Haakon came over, yis. Then Darci left. Then Ku and Haakon... And frog. Ku thought on things. Assuming Zaferi is probably homophobic. Decided to then go check in on Shahla and Kio. Snuggled up with them, yiiiiis.

16/01/2016 Yesterday evening was a fun night with Lavinia. Started the day by hanging with Marion and looking for people. Noted that Gabe was in but decided as long as he acts if those he renounced don't exist, he should be good. Snuggles with Marion and attempted to groom her like a good uncle cause damn she dirty.eventually gave up and wandered off for a bit. Spotted the two who tried to kill him as a cub. With his own child soon to come in and old fears in his mind, decided he would assert himself as a threat so that maybe they would associate anything that resembled him as something to be avoided. Started with a challenging stare off. The pair eventually started walking off slowly, but the lion saw that as being smug and provocative, as he is more used to opponents simply fleeing him. Decided to charge by them and fighting ensued. The lion was not feeling particularly aggressive and certainly not malicious thus he tactics were a great deal of head butting and smacking. He was the victim of times, but he kept moving and what not, thus he was not gored severely. Still ouchy bleedy.

He eventually retreated from the Red and Tavitar and gave them a few roars. Was then approached by Ronra and grew nervous. Spoke with her and explained his reasoning for the fight and seemed that his logic was sound to her. Glimmer of hope that maybe not all of his lost family was crazy and wanted to kill him. Noticed Gabe but same ignoring. Very nervous, but masked it with a cool demeanor. It was suggested that he leave and he did, but not without offering apologies. Trotted off and returned to Marion.

Bled all over the place a bit and decided to entice his niece into some play and romping around the forest as he felt high as a kite despite the face that there were gashes on his sides. Romped around the forest. Fell in the pond. OMG COOOOLD. It was snowing, he lost some blood, and now entire soaked. Was actually cold, but continued to jump around and play. Washed off the blood and then went home to check in.

Returned late in the evening with his SON. Brought Cillian into the forest for the first time. Let his cub explore everywhere and was surprised by the easy coordination of his son in his new body. Followed but wounds eventually reopened. Had his boy slow down but that didn't work too well because Cillian bwas so excited. Kept up after him instead. Eventually a Haakon appeared. Introduced baby to forest Haakon. All going really well. Watched them play and played as well. Brought baby over to meet Cole though narrator could not see Cole for some reason. Had to fight to get back in game so probably the reason. Cub wandered off to the play ground and he continued to keep up. Vance appeared :0 Got a LITTLE worried about that thank to the recent family drama but just kept an eye out. Eventually everyone settled down by the crying idol and the lion groomed his cub and touched bro and bro was a dick about it but love any ways. Took baby home and bath and snuggles forever.

09/01/2016 SOME SRS SHIT HAPPENED WITH THE FAMILY DRAMA AGAIN. But he met another guy w/ a cute butt, so hey, that's something. In other words, Haakon is a shit head and siblings shouldn't hurt each other. Maybe serious update later. NOPE NEVER

08/01/2016 nvr gonna apologize for all the swearing in this bio, bruv. i work in finances now so I don't get to swear as much as i naturally do. anyways... SO. Elliot taking care of the homestead like a good little housewife while daddy goes to play in the forest. Brought them smoothies for Darcia's lil project. Saw Nimh. Was gonna approach, but Umay's lil boy was there so noped away, ESPECIALLY when he saw his SISTER fucking fuck nooooooPe. Got out and went to Darci. Talked to him, gave him smoothies, snuggleddd. Was asked what all else he had in that bag he hides in his mane. WELL. Let me show u, sir. Phone, glasses, "lighter," lighter, cigarettes, metal case, special gun for paws. Normal stuff u kno. wot. i'm no casual, u nerds with ur swords. watchu think i am? Anyways the narrator is tired. Then this cute girl was checking out his booty. Went over and talked to her. Flirted, got that number. Yis. Ronra came over then after he was nervously staring at her. Skirted away from her like an abused animal. Pretty much all Umay's relations are gonna have to deal with this shit when they approach him now. Oops. Gave Circe a hesitant greeting, relieved when they left. Went back to Darci bb and snuggled more. Eventually went back home and discovered Elliot did a thing. Yay! Veggies!

07/01/2016 First update of the new year. FUCK YE. Spent christmas with his mos cherished relations, including Haakon, Elliot, and Marion. Gifted Haakon a Rolex and Marion some expensive jewelry. And Elliot a thing and some others got thinggggssss. Christmas was gun, even though ball sacks were hurting. Then New Years where Elliot got his hand chomped on. Things. Went to the animal shelter and now has a mastiff puppy and a giant cat in addition to his black lab. Decided today it was time for a visit into the forest and to test out Elliot's skills in the human world.

Entered the forest and strolled around for a little bit, scouting the situations, mainly to confirm GABE was not in cause ur drama, bro. Grew relaxed when he sorta affirmed that if he was in, he was NOT paying attention. Family so cray cray. Found a yellow guy all alone and eventually visited him and sorta made an acquaintance. Wandered off and then heard some scuffling. Ran back over to check it out. Saw a Cyrus biting on that person who was NICE. BULL FUCKING RUSHED over there and bammed Cyrus. Got a big bite of bear collar first. OW. Took another chomp to get him to let go of Darci and was called a faggot. U fucking wot m8?! PISSED. But he left. Checked on his new buddy and told him he was gonna go scout out the dude. Sorta wanted to pummel him real good but just circled around and was a grumpy lion at him and his big buddy and went back and rinsed blood of his face. Switching faces a LOT. Walked off with Darci for a bit and snuggled him on the rocks in the birch. Then fucking dog man again. Back over to the idol before Cyrus can pick on lil white guy. Full on attacks and beats on Cyrus. Gets some scratches but mostly wanting to pummel doge man. Then his FRIENDS come back over. Bitch. Tosses Cyrus to the side and is left to talk to Obs. Stays sorta CivIL but not totally. Will let bygones be bygones if Cyrus apologizes to new friend. Doesn't expect it to happen, but in earnest. Dogs go talk. Notices a big fucking dog, Maggot, had been watching. Stares at him. I'll fite u, 2. Then a Cole, but silently sniffs because dogs are still herre. Eventually Ku just snuggles back down with Darcia and they talk and exchange names. And Ku shows that he is really just a big house cat and needs to snuggle those who tolerate or that he forces to do so. GABE SHOWED UP. Pretended he didn't exist and it seemed to work, but was on edge. AND meets a THAIS.

24/12/2015 Life is looking better, though he remains Out of the forest to bond with a special new person in his life. Worrying about Haakon, especially now that he is going back into the forest, aware of how many enemies he has. But not really wanting to have to follow after his brother and save his ass because he is aware that he has his own enemies and some are the same as Haakon's and have many allies. Just at the cabin with loved ones and a doge.

28/11/2015 Out of the hospital on the 25th and headed to the cabin to brine food and check stuff. In shit shape still but fucks to give are limited. Pretending he has no feels as he preps for the changes on his horizon. Went to Haakon's for Thanksgiving and made dinner. Met his niece, Marion and thinks well of her. Brought doge and Elliot over. Went home after a good time and then headed out to DC with doge for work and more training.

19/11/2015 A few things have happened since Kuwaka has come back from Mexico. Friday, he dropped in the library at work after his heart essentially began to fail due to a potent mix of cocaine, heroine, and the neurological drugs he is on for the agency proved to be too much for his body to handle for an extended amount of time. Was hospitalized for a few days and reprimanded heavily at work. Was told he could either quit, which is more difficult than it sounds, or stay clean. Has pretty much sworn off drugs now. He was released and visited Haakon on Monday. Finally got to see Haakon's mansion and was impressed, though far from irreverent. Hung out with his brother and watched a few movies and in general a good time, probably cooked a bit, before heading home. Found Elliot laying outside and was thoroughly freaked out. Found that he had delivered the letter and gift to Gabe as asked with a magical arrow. Did not think it was probably the best way to do so, but Gabe's attack was a serious over reaction and in his own mind and rushed Elliot off to the hospital. He found out that Elliot's ribs on the one side had been entirely obliterated and that one of his friend's lungs had been punctured. Quietly raged as he sat at the hospital with his friend. Took Elliot back to the cabin when he was released and stuffed his emotions away as he redecorated and updated everything, installing many new security features.

More time passed as his new furniture from Restoration Hardware was ordered, in the mean time, the home is bare bones. Went into the catacombs to start exploring a bit and soon found a doge. Was pretty excited about this, though worried, as the dog looked emaciated and brought him into the house and fed him some cooked steaks. Bought some pet supplies and a fancy bed for his new black lab and has fallen in love with him. Named him Áedh and has learned the truth in dogs being man's best friend. Left the dog in Elliot's care and has come into the forest wearing his own skull and wrapped up in his own skin to think things over and eventually address Gabriel's behavior.

Eventually decided to start making his way over toward Gabriel, mainly to draw him away for talks, though not entirely sure how it will go, knowing what Gabe did to Elliot. Was stopped by Umay's staring. She came over and essentially told him that she wanted him dead. Did not really react exept to ask why. Bu did not get the time of day from her. The interaction really did not make him feel good and went to the spot he had scouted out from earlier and decided to wait there. Met a pretty blue buck (Ross) and invited him to lay down with him, as he was not looking forward to what was next to come. The buck soon left and Ku gritted his teeth and called out "Gabriel." His brother soon appeared and he sat up, calm as ever.

"Umay just told me she wanted to rip out my throat. That your doing?"

Then Gabe attacked immediately. He saw the blue flames and regarded it coolly, he was prepared for it, luckily. Has come to accept that everyone related to Walter is violent. Not excluding himself >.> Attempted multiple times to grab his brother by the scruff and bring him down to pin him, until he would hopefully calm down? Did not really work out that well so rammed and bit a lot, though not going for anything lethal. Claws, too. Fight went all over the playground, then and eventually Umay decided to show herself. Ku got pissed cause of course it couldn't be one on one, though unfazed and bellowed thunderously. Take em both on! And he did. Was nastier toward Umay, going for the face, though not the throat. Still did not want to kill her, even if he was starting to see red. Pain was entirely ignored with all the adrenaline in his veins. Held the higher ground then and sort of just bared his teeth, before Noticing a big stag in his way (Nikhil). The stag tried to push him back down and Ku roared deafeningly in his face, which seemed to stop the assault from the other to some extent. Leapt off and vaguely noted the couple under the rocks (Lieva and Rom) but quickly forgot about them as they were just watching for now. Barreled back toward his siblings when wolf dog man got involved (North). Remembered him as part of Umay's family and was less restrained at returning blows from the ginger man. Eventually got fed up with it as he began to start feeling lightheaded from blood loss. Managed to stare Gabe down for a few seconds before loosing his special snowflake roar at his brother by shouting "STOP!" Fus roh dah'd Gabe and bailed real fucking fast. Found a tree to curl up against as his ears starting ringing. Noticed the dog coming back and marking a tree. Rolled his eyes and eyeball'd both him and the fire stag real nasty like. Like "I just stopped a fight I didn't start. Fuck off." Though, is pretty quiet now, as his throat hurts from using his force roar thing. Just does not want anyone to realize that. Watched as a male who vaguely resembled Shahla bailed when he appeared and the weight of the abandonment he felt came crashing down upon him. The will to live deserted him as he started sobbing hysterically with his face under his paws and shoved in the moss of the tree. The pain of the fight now catching up with him, only adding to the anguish. Then Haakon started texting him and bringing him slightly out of his self loathing and general negative emotions. Whelp, gonna have thanksgiving with bro, so that's good, right? After covering his face in a mix of blood and tears, went down to the pond to soak in the water. Bleeding had stopped so, did not really care, since all the water goes to the pond at some point. Vaguely aware of Shahla and Kio but was feeling vaguely suicidal so did not go say hi. Did briefly hold his head under the water until his lungs burned, but stopped because bystanders. Went deeper in and contemplated drowning himself again, but rationalized that given past history and what he knows of his family, he'd likely come back and it would be a waste of time. Maybe seeing his body floating in the pond would make Gabe happy, though?

Burst into tears again and trudged to the bluebowl, aka his happy safe place and opened the portal to go home. Which was the cabin. When he arrived, he turned hysterical again and collapsed out front before crawling inside and forcing himself to clean up. Got lots of attention from Áedh and realized Elliot had gone home to Skyrim. Made puppy dinner and called work so he could go to the hospital, as not in a good state to drive. Also picked up two letter, one from work and another from Child Protective Services.

11/11/2015 Spent a lot of time with Haakon in Cancun, Mexico in a very swank hotel. It went well, he bonded with his brother the entire time and acted mostly self indulgent. Drank a lot, did a large amount of drugs, and has been incredibly promiscuous. Was fairly honest with his brother and completed his job on Sunday, leaving three bodies in a hotel room. Got something of a tan from all his time out in the sun. Flying in tonight.

06/11/2015 Update made from the phone, but significant even has occurred. I feel like I must warn, despite that there is a huge disclaimer in the very fucking beginning. Came to the cabin cautiously to pick up things to prepare for his trip to Mexico with Haakon and found a note left for him by Gabe. Read it and fell to pieces. Has come to realize that he has been disowned and condemned by his brother. The resulting inner turmoil was incredible and the lion is unable to handle it. Rage came first and every window has been shot out, things have been broken... Eventually, it came to self loathing and a need to punish himself for causing this. He took the knives from the kitchen and carved himself up all over his arms. Blood is most everywhere in the cabin, items are broken, glass is everywhere, it honestly looks like someone broke in and killed someone. Ku didn't take anything and then left, heading to stay at his apartment in New York. Deciding to party in the city until he needs to go pick up Haakon tomorrow. Getting into some nasty fights.

02/11/2015 Went to New York City for Halloween. Was having fun with a pretty lady and taking all kind of pictures and what not when life went downhill. Saw a familiar and much beloved figure approaching from behind, though something was off? Was about to ask "Gabe" what he was doing in the city when shit got real. Shot in the back, exited out his shoulder. Fell to the ground and he watch "brother" rip out his woman's throat and come at him. Reflexively shot at "Gabriel" and got him twice in the leg, and he fled. Ku eventually made it back to his apartment and hid there for a few hours, trying to process the events. (RP is still in progress, but one can assume Ku went to the hospital) Has come into the forest hoping to find Gabe on his terms. Talked to Gabe, determined that what shot him was not Gabe, learned that he is more unwelcome than he realized. Depressed by this. Notice Hälla is pregnant. Spike of jealousy at the attention she must be receiving. Left when he was told he was not welcome and commented that he did not know his brother any more. Went to the bluebowl and headed to Earth, then Skyrim and spent time with Elliot. Came to Earth and went straight to D.C. to take further his training and research recent events. Eventually went to Philly to hang with Haakon. Decided to buy an apartment there as well.

29/10/2015 Finished up early today and popped into the forest. He quickly found Shahla and made a bee line for her and laid near by, since she was sleeping and he didn't want to disturb her. But she got up and laid with him, which of course made him a very happy lion. A stag he's seen around quite a bit came over, though the lion did not feel like getting up at first because he's lazy and still hurting a bit. He eventually did when Shahla did and gave the guy a quick sniff and a bow, though definitely picked up on the fact that the other seems to dislike him. The lion did not bother to react to it, though and just let it go. Figured that he must be putting off some danger vibes? Or maybe a friend of Umay. Settled back down with Shahla and then Kio! Happy to be with both of them and made lots of happy noises. Eventually, everyone seemed to tense and rise. Ku followed suit and looked in the general direction everyone else was focused on. Did not notice his father, though. Tired lion, man. Asked Shahla then and got a vague answer. Accepted it and proceeded to cuddle back down with the couple.

28/10/2015 Came into the forest after finishing up working and cleaning himself up. Went and laid alone for a while. Umay eventually came over and they talked. Kuwaka lied and said he didn't know whether or not Haakon is alive. Rojan and Nimh were over as well, but they all left rather quickly. Hoping that does not come back to bite him in the ass. Nothing else much happened. Just bad mood Ku, rly.


27/10/2015 Swung into the forest after wrapping up some tasks in Europe. He sort of wanted to see his family, sort of didn't. Things need resolved, such as feelings of paranoia and he had grown up into something of an intimidating brute. He should be able to deal with it. Sensed some familiars in the forest and sought out Kio. Interacted with her and her friends a bit but settled down, as his body is still recovering from a few things and there is a lingering soreness in his muscles. He laid with her for a while and gave her lion attention which is mainly head shoving and occasional grooming attempt. Eventually, he began to feel better in her presence as usual and grew a bit restless. He lingered for a while longer and gave her a quick lick and thanked her for spending time with him. He wandered off into the birch after a quick drink and settled down in a sun spot. A fawn wandered over to him and he invited them to lay down with him.

16/10/2015 Player works a day job, so less time to get on. Lots going on in Kuwaka's life. Lots of changes. Managed to swing by the forest for a little bit in between his physical training.

24/07/2015 Came back into the forest after some quick work and whatnot. Found Nimh quickly, alongside another and has hung back a bit because he does not want to bother anyone. Numerous others came fairly close and there was a fight, thus, the lion stood guard and got very poofy at everyone and growled a lot.

23/07/2015 Talked to Starless last time he was in the forest and has gotten back to work. Taking some classes at the local gym and learning with his "co-workers." Starting to get an idea of a career path. Came into the forest today, looking for a friend and was excited to pick up on Nimh. Met a stranger on his way to her. Ku was ecstatic to see Nimh at first but soon picked up on the fresh dirt and the smell of death, faint as it was. He put the pieces together and realized someone important to her must have died, given her demeanor and snuggled right up to her side and is now spending his time watching out for her and will be more than a little protective of his friend now that he figures he is big enough to hold his own against a number of creatures with hooves. Growled at anyone who came by and remained a silent guard until she fell asleep.

19/07/2015 Back in the forest after a trip to Boston gone awry (Broken arm, broken ribs, hospital trip, Elliot babysitter). Brought Elliot back. Kind of wants to spend more time with Gabriel. Feels safer now that he is big enough to be considered a threat by most herbivores. Lingering anxieties about being attacked remain. Spent hours just staring at others and feeling more or less very lonely. Could not find anyone he knew and everyone else seemed fairly involved in their own things. Sat in the mud with his depression for another hour before eventually going back to the cabin and doing some bad things.

27/05/2015 Failed to stay sober for very long. Was also practicing shooting at a warehouse with Evan today and one of the bullets ricocheted and grazed his arm. Decent scare for him, and respects guns more. Also learning how to ride his new dirt bike. He is proving to have mechanical aptitude and natural balance on a bike. In short, he loves the freedom the bike gives him. Took a need before entering the forest today. Lurked around Umay for a while. Eventual chatted with her. She didn't like that he smelled like cigarettes. Or much of anything about him. Got a text from Evan while in the forest. She doesn't want to kill him, but she lied about hating him for certain. However, was not too bothered by it. Left when his high was coming down. Went home and went into town to go to work, more or less. Hung out with Evan while learning how to deal with people who went against what Evan's boss said. Going to meet Evan's boss tomorrow. Excited about that. Spending the night at Evan's apartment. Accidentally left his syringe on the table at Gabe's. Empty, everything else hidden in the woods.

25/05/2015 Eventful week outside the forest. Proving to be an efficient criminal. Stumbled upon something very unpleasant while in town yesterday. Attempted to strangle the offender with a piece of wire like he saw in the movies. Almost worked. Got hit because not big enough to avoid hits while doing this. Ended up using his teeth to finish the job. Nearly overdosed afterward. Going to lay off it for a little while. Decided to come into the forest today to see if he could find some peace. Brought himself lunch. Spent time with Nimh. Nimh is the best. Gonna do his best to keep her safe!

20/05/2015 Added a rolling stones song. One of my absolute favorite bands. Makes me really feel Kuwaka with his new behavior. Getting in good with the criminal underworld. Trying new drugs.

18/05/2015 Has discovered that his father lives in the forest and is pretty much hated by everyone. Walter stop :I Does want to spend time with his father, but doesn't want to become a pariah. Fuck. Fast times in the human world. Learning of ways he can make money in the human world. Integrating himself into the underworld slowly but surely. Acquired more opium and a few other things to try out the least of which being two packs of cigarettes, learned about drug mules and dealers. Sounds easy enough. Learning. Also got enough money to do some grocery shopping which he did. Has restocked Gabriel's fridge and bought a pair of sturdy shorts and a t-shirt. And flip flops. Returned tot he forest today and chilling with Rhea and the tiny fawn. Brought some apples for people. Wants to talk to one of his siblings and thus is okay staying by Umay's tree, though not too comfortable. TIME WITH GABE. Maybe I'll fill this out. Good stuff. Picked up smoking, btw.

15/05/2015 Had a sort of eventful last few days in the human world. Cased a few shops after a loooong walk into town. Broke in with care at night and stole some stuff and left dead animal pelts in exchange. No real concept of money yet. Now owns a big compound bow, lots of arrows and a few other necessities as well as some camo clothes. Has been practicing with it and looking stuff up on how to become a good shot. Hand eye coordination is excellent and will likely be a good shot with practice once his hand heals. Practiced a bit before his hand screamed in protest and he doped back up. No physical addiction, but certainly enjoys the high and pain killing nature of opium. Popped back into the forest to look for Gabe. Found him with Rhea and a strange doe and is watching over him as he sleeps. High as a kite, but still uncomfortable to approach Gabriel. Spent most of the day laying with Rhea. Then laid with Walter after she left. Talked to Gabe about things. Learned about Walter. Feels were coming back. No. Go Away. Eventually finished talking to Gabe, but still somewhat uncomfortable around the blue lion. Doubting things, others, himself. After it was over, he went home and shot up, took a shower and went to bed, pondering lots of stuff.

13/05/2015 Back in the forest with a swan he caught and brought it in cause need a bloody snack and can't cook with one hand all wrapped up. Came in near a bunch of things. Does not care that he's eating meat in front of others today. Too much dope. Observed Rhea, owl face, Eliah, midget fawn, and others. Idk. Rhea and owl face cat tried to get him to do things, but Kuwaka was far too out of it to really respond with more than a sniff. Paw all flipping wrapped up and not supposed to use it, so he hobbled with his three legs and just made stoner faces. Came to lay by a white deer guy at some point and ate most of the swan beside him. Then left the wings intact and gave them to Eliah because they're pretty and he's too full. Yay gifts. Laid down with the group and then the was Nimh. Lots of snuggles for her. Just watched the ebb and flow of people. Eventually went back to the human world, got some more smack and played video games and slept, while eating some stew he warmed up.


12/05/2015 Ended up breaking two more fingers while trying to fix his wrist yesterday. Made it worse. Lost feeling in his had as a result. Slept outside a lot, eating lots of veggies. Eats twice as much as one would expect, growing very fast. Haakon came over to see Gabe. Sorry, Gabe not here. Never here. Haakon then got him medical attention from a doctor you see when you don't want the popo to know you got shot. Got his wrist fixed and his fingers strapped up so they could heal. Yaaaay. Given some pillsssss. With instructions of when to take them. These pills, though. Soooo good. Yes. High and bonded with Haakon. On his end at least. IDK. Either way, Kuwaka can use his hand again and has ben introduced to the gritty real world. And he doesn't seem to mind it.

08/05/2015 Woke up and put the blankets back in the house. Lounged around a bit outside for a little while, thinking for a while before everything boiled over and he snapped. Started ripping apart all the rabbits and little animals he had hunted over the past week that he had been trying to dry out. Then started punching trees and scratching himself open and crap. Screaming and shouting obscenities at the top of his lungs. Not the best at punching and rolled his wrist and eventually dislocated it. Did similarly with a few fingers and broke his pinky. Knuckles and fingers have become raw from hitting the tree bark. Eventually calmed down and felt better after beating up inanimate objects and otherwise hurting himself. Decided to go into the forest. Gonna have to try to put his paw back in place, it's sort of flopping around now. Saw Nimh and sat near her for a moment, but that's Umay's tree, m8, and bailed. Went to sit by the pond and was soon joined by Adelaide. Was quite pleased by this and gave the pup lots of snugs. They talked a good bit and Ku became more attached to the pup. Admitted that he had been the one to beat himself up. Was told that they should wrestle when he's feeling down. Found this idea to be acceptable. Dev came over and gave the pup head shovings. Talked about family and gave each other snuggings and dozed off at some point. Woke up and found they had wandered off. Went to lay with them some more at their den. Kinda jealous of your family now. Wrist was hurting like hell and went to soak in in the pond because its supper swollen and doesn't move. Nimh came over! (Then snow needed sleep and narrator got distracted) Then a Shahla and a Kio. Gave both snugs but eventually decided he should find Gabe. Kio gave him a flower for pain, though he honestly doesn't want to eat it because it's a giiiiffffft. Went and found Gabe pretty easily and found him asleep so is just lay beside him and watching things. One of the better days.

07/05/2015 Returned to the forest today after more tidying and interior decorating. Found Nimh fairly quickly and made a bee line for her, trying to hide under her sort of. Saw Eliah but was to nervous to say hi or anything and just hid under the doe and is doing his best impression of a fuzzy, nervous rock. Very anxious because lots of Umay's associations around him, but he really wants to be with Nimh so. Talked to Nimh for a while and became angry when he realized she had been injured. Eventually wandered off and snuggled with Adelaide and Dev. Became uneasy when Gabriel came over and walked off a bit, not expecting Gabriel to follow. Was surprised when the blue male did. Saw Gabe was hurt, too, but feels like he must bother Gabe so he did not really talk much. Wanted to start crying, but he kept it bottled up so he wouldn't guilt him. Talked to Gabe a bit, but it was a bit one sided because Ku was mainly concentrated on keeping himself together and feeling sorry for himself and guilty for burdening Gabriel. Also now feels that making the soup for the grey doe was a big mistake and sort of crumbled inside because of that. Was trying to be nice! SORRY. Thinks Gabe pities him and that's why he's taking care of him and feels shitty about that now. Still cares deeply about Gabe, and figured that the other felid deer wants to be left alone and also did not want to be seen crying and went to bawl in the birch for a good while. Needed some physical contact and located Adelaide in her den and tentatively invaded and snuggled the skull faced pup lots and lots. Eventually pup fell asleep and he returned to the cabin... Sort of... Took some blankets and went to sleep out in the woods.

06/05/2015 Narrator feels like shit and thus inactive. Idk. Kuwaka cooks and cleans like a good house wife now. Been too nervous to enter the forest due to the fact that Umay, Fink, and Tynan must want to kill him. Or so he thinks. Idk. Stopped by yesterday to deliver stew for Gabe, but left because Gabe was asleep and he felt antsy. Came by again today and is forcing himself to stay and attempt to relax. Saw Nimh and would have approached, but he saw Umay and fled to seek out Gabriel instead. Had become hesitant to approach him, assuming that he has done something wrong and thus the other is no longer comfortable in his cabin with him. Thus he is hanging back and watching him and the gray doe. However, very concerned because Gabe looks pretty beat up. Would like to take who ever did this to Gabe back to his home world and set them loose in the savanna. Stared at the doe a bunch. Realized she looked like the first deer he would target in a herd back home and thus she needed to eat. Went back to the cabin and made a sour cherry soup. Once it had cooled and whatnot, came back with the kettle only to find that they had MOVED. Was most displeased by this and ended up turning his front half pink with sloshing soup. He eventually tracked them back down and deposited the soup before trudging off to clean the sticky out of his fur. Moped around a lot before going back to the cabin.

25/04/2015 - 27/04/2015 Spent the weekend at Gabe's because the Narrator works weekends. Did lots of things and learned and read. Starting to use knives when hunting. Learning how to skin things much better. Stalked to Rama a lot. Then, Monday when he was eating raw meat and skinning outside, he attracted the attention of a black bear and was attacked. Shhiiiiiiit. Stabbed the thing and ran in circles, but was not the faster one. Eventually shoved his arm down its throat with a knife. He got bit in the process, but the bear died quickly. Ran around screaming like a crazy boy, smearing blood on his face and waving his knife around, giddy about such a major kill. Can't move it because it's too heavy. Washed himself up and managed to cut the skin off of it and letting that dry out first along the roof. Rigged a system after a few hours to hoist the bear up and has gone into the forest to be proud and keep on his little violence high. Laid with the fluffy skull pup for a while, lots of grooming. Eventually decided to go talk to Umay and check on the two who apparently hate help. Was attacked by Fink suddenly. Fought right back. Got his face gashed up and some new bruises. Bat unfortunately triggered violent Ku, not nice Ku. Would have tried to kill the baby, but Umay was there. Stalked off and said something nasty. Soaking in the pond. Hates everything right now. Went and laid with Nimh and started talking to her, went from anger to insecurity and depression. Dropped his walls fell apart.

24/04/2015 Very happy because he happened upon Gabe and others. Attack snuggled him, of course. This was necessary. Then flopped on him and fell asleep. Eventually woke up and tasted the air a lot. Detected Fink was not tooooo far off. Showed Umay the peaches he collected for Fink before trotting off to make the delivery. Fink looked all beat up when he came over and thus the cub was a bit sad. He covered the bat with the raccoon skin and snuck the peaches close and stared at Ross a bit. Need that bowl back, maaaan. Was tempted to carry the bat back with him to Umay and Gabe, but left him where he was. He went back to cuddle up with Gabe and decided he will check on the cub later. Checked on Tynan. Laid with him. Checked on both many times throughout the day. Mild obsession with the other children. They talk. Probably why. And wings and cat. Familiar stuff, reminds him of home. Eventually was laying with Tynan and the cat woke up. Talked to, followed about. Frustrated others don't want his kindness. Wants the shit to eat. Caught him rabbits. Won't eat them. Eventually left the other alone, despite wanting to shove the rabbits down his throat and force him to chew them. THIS IS HOW I CARE ABOUT OTHERS. For ur own gud u shit. Went to lay by Fink. Fink woke up when Tynan came over. Just sat back and watched. Jealous of their bond he realized. Suppressed that shit to all hell. Things happened a bit, but he kind of zoned out and stared at things. What u doin' Ross? U need help? I'll just make things worse. Too small. Ugh. Followed them to the giant Oak. Talked to Fink. Also pissed at him for refusing help. Frustration turned to depression fairly quickly. Depression turned to self-loathing and some suicidal thoughts. Left them and told them to eat. Went and laid with Gabe instead. Talked to him. Was made happy by promises Gabe made him. Love you Gabe. Also took note of Hälla. She is the lady from Gabe's tree obsession. Hmmn. Watched them leave together. Also hmmmmmmn. Perceptive cub is perceptive. Has made a few assumptions. Will continue to watch this and will also look out for Hälla. Try to make friends with some day. Went back to Gabe's cabin, took a shower and got into bed. Thought about the day's events and what he had done. Eventually fell asleep. He decided be will be spending the weekend at the cabin mainly because he needs to unwind.

23/04/2015 Ate blueberries. Spent the morning with Starless. Gave a raccoon. Little play, then snuggle time. Then went to Fink. Gave an apple. Attempt to snuggle. Ugh. Let me touch u. Talked with. Komir came. Greeted. Then Adult came over. Ku didn't like them and made them go away. Komir left. Then Tynan. Talked with Fink. Learned things. Went home.

22/04/2015 Has come to blame himself for Rama's demise. Also disgusted that people have taken it upon themselves to take keepsakes from Rama's corpse when he is positive he meant nothing to them. Will have to demand his friends make sure that they take all his good parts when he dies. Socialized eventually. Got in a better mood. Played with Starless lots. Mud wrestling. Then all the puppies! Mud cuddle pile. Then out of the water cuddle pile with Starless and Adelaide puppy.

21/04/2015 Spent the day in at Gabe's house cleaning Rama's skin. Gabe came hoooome. Much joy! (rp still going)

20/04/2015 Sniffed and snooped around the forest for a little while, coming back in with hopes of locating Gabe. Ended up finding Rama, but the goat seemed to be in real bad shape and Kuwaka is not horrible lion, so must take care of. Tried to feed and groomed him until he was nice and pretty. Lots of hugs and snugs. Forgave him for the shit he pulled a few weeks ago. Blames the freaky feather. Hyena came over, later learned her to be Yenoh. He was a bit apprehensive of her at first, but eventually settled down and talked to her a bit as Rama fell asleep. Asked her to guard and snuggle Rama as he ran off to ask Umay things. Found Umay and Nimh, talked to them both, met their friends. Then he darted off to Gabe's house and grabbed a container of milk and brought it back for Rama. He waited for him to get up and talked to Yenoh some more. Left for more milk for Rama, came back later only to find his friend dead with a broken neck. Fell apart immediately and wailed by his friend's corpse for a good bit. Eventually had the idea to skin him so he would have something to keep beside him to remind him of his friend. Took Rama's pelt and went to Gabe's house.

15/04/2015 - 19/04/2015 Things happened, snuggles and play. I forget exactly what. Lots of socializing with people already encountered. Then home again home again, jiggity jig. Spent a while at Gabe's cause player was feeling sick so characters are thus sick. Haakon came over. Learned Gabe was okay. Told about cooking. Ku, stahp sniffing people. It's weird. Also phone calls! And Haakon's dad is also named Walter. Weird. Hmmmmmn.

14/04/2015 Woke up and spent the day picking berries around Gabe's house. Lots of flipping berries, raspberries, blueberries, elderberries, and some wild strawberries. Left them in a big bowl for Gabe when he comes home and cleaned up and stuff. Little house wife. Teach me to cooook. Did some reading, getting better. Then left for the forest to get Gabe's bowl back. Found Umay fairly quickly and bugged her about it. Apparently Ross has it. Shit. Was promised he would not get in trouble for it and conceded to snuggles which were somewhat forced upon Umay. Shhhhh, I'm cute. Then lots of time Nimh~

13/04/2015 Fun day! Just got back from the human world. Came back to the forest with a raccoon and drug it around a lot. Given that he's fully healed and a little bit bigger, it wasn't an issue. Snuggled with lizard guy a bit. Then Seyu. Ate berries and went to the ruins. Desired more snuggles, thus went up to the doe that he knew hung around Umay and thus went up and snuggled next to her after stashing the raccoon. Got to know her a bit, learned her name was Nimh and that she was a good friend of Umay. Thought her to be very nice and will likely seek her out again. Wandered off to fetch more Raccoons from outside Gabe's house and took them to Umay. Found her with the many tailed fox and Rossamund. So people do come back to life here. Gave her two coons and was asked to get a bowl. Poofed to the human world and got a bowl for her and a fox and yet another coon for current friends or new friends. Watched them get Ross water for a bit before trotting off to go see Nimh again. Saw a familiar kitty that was often around Ooms tree. Went up to and offered the raccoon to make friends. Was questioned a bunch and apologized to the big kitty and the bat for going into Ooms den and not noticing them and thus making them leave. Idk. Confused cub but still feels the need to make amends. Knows Fink and Tynan now and followed them around a bit and laid with them. Got tired and still feels a bit unsafe without an adult to sleep with, thus went back to Gabe's house. Feel asleep on his bed after washing up. Hoped Gabe would come home.

30/03/2015 - 12/04/2015 Spent some time with Gabe and was offered a chance to go to his house. OMG SO MUCH YES. TAKE ME THERE. Was taken to the human world. Walking on two legs is so weird. Flopped around for a few minutes before Gabe was like "fuk it" and picked him up and carried him inside. Was clothed and taught things. Like don't stick your tongue in things to drink, just pour it in ur mouth. Was then taught to video game. SO much fun. Little people on a screen. Assassins Creed 4evr. Was taught how to use all the things before Gabe left to do things. Ku gamed and then went to hunt outside. In a pair of shorts. Coordination increased slowly but surely and appears to be a very agile human kid. He learned that hands can be used for snapping necks. And that human bodies are not suited to eat every part of the animal. BLURGH. Hunting and foraging and gaming and read. Did lots of things. Still behaved in an uncivilized fashion. His understanding of human culutre comes only from video games thus far. Shit. So many dead things outside Gabe's house. Strung up to trees with necks chewed open so they could bleed out and keep longer. WHERE ARE YOU GABE? Come back!

27/03/2015 - 29/03/2015 Kuwaka has been being a lazy cubby. Spent most of his time snuggling Gabe and some time with Salem. Really starting to forge a bond with Gabriel. Currently the most important person in his life. Not just because he gets him food.

26/03/2015 The morning was spent with Salem, who was asked to accompany him for foods and stuff because he often does not feel safe in the birch. He then met up with all his puppy friends and there was play and snuggles and attempted wrestling. Then he saw Umay at some point and was a happy cub. Uh-oh, limping Umay! Lots of love is given. Cub went with Salem near the ruins then, to watch a sorta fight with that scary dragon lady and some other dude. Then more time with the puppies! Turning to snuggle times. Salem left. New guy came over. Sniffed him, then back to snuggling. Then wandered off into the birch a bit, got attacked by indigo, though he thought the other wanted to play at first. Cried a bit afterwards and laid with his puppy frans.

25/03/2015 Spent the day alone, eat, sleep, drink. First week complete!

24/03/2015 Uneventful day for Ku. Spent most of it with Gabe. And watched the tree that Gabe seems obsessed with. Saw the Red and left a feeling of anxiety for a while. And some snugs with Seyu. Talked with Gabe. And snuggles.

23/03/2015 Kuwaka's day began in Umay's burrow. After a considerable length of time, he left to say hello to Umay and Gabe and got some foods and a drink. On his way back, he saw the familiar pups and visited them. He was allowed to lay with them and snuggled into the one closest to his size. He dozed off there for hours. After a while, he left and sought out Gabe, laying atop the hybrid and needing then staring at the huge guy who then came over.

22/03/2015 Day started with watching Andor fish and chugging water. Developing an interest in the lizard guy but not up to approaching currently. Feels bad for wanting to spar with him before. Questioning his behavior yesterday, should have just ignored the bullies. Went to the blueberry patch and ate a bit, but was feeling pretty queasy so he did not eat too much. He then went and hid beside a willow tree and slept for a while. When he woke up, he sensed Gabriel who he immediately went to and curled up against. The cub ended up explaining why he was so beat up and has decided to avoid the bullies. Gabe left for a little while and then came back. More cuddles. Some others came over to the hill they were on after a while and Kuwaka got a bit antsy. Gabe lead him over to Umay and a big wolf guy then and Kuwaka hid behind best buddy. Gabe had to go home, which kinda confused Kuwaka. This isn't his home? Said goodbye. Then the wolf left and Umay carried him over to her burrow. Cub got all teary eyes and stuff. Went into the burrow and curled up inside to sleep some more. Cub needs it. Woke up when Sethyuna walked by. She was shy to some extent and seems to have trouble talking, which consequently made her seem safer. He invited her over and then into his little burrow when she grew nervous about Andor. Fell asleep beside her.

21/03/2015 Today started out okay, snuggled against Gabe at Umay's tree. Slept a lot, but he eventually got hungry and people at Gabe's tree. Sniff then hide behind Gabe with head peaking out. Left to eat blueberries. Somehow caught a rabbit in his shitty condition. Met with the lizard guy and a big stag. Was very hesitant because how he was with the previous encounter with lizard guy and things are not always nice. Went well, just lots of hurt cub sniffings. Went down to the pond to get a drink and got picked on by a pair of children (Yenoh, Rama). Eventually confronted with obscenities but as it went on, he decided he should just not care and tried to walk away. Goat blocked his path and push him in the hurt leg and Kuwaka snapped and lunged at the goat. However injured and two against one, odds not in his favor. Scratched the goat some, but ended up with a lacerate shoulder, more bruising and lots of bites on his hind end from the hyena. Was rescued by a huge stag sort of like Eliah who stopped the fight and let him get away. Ran off and hid behind the big white guy to watch the big bull start to correct the bullies before he gave up and walked off. Kuwaka returned to Gabriel and curled up at the tree, hiding himself and licking his new wounds clean and deciding he would be resting for a while and plot some revenge. Cub fell asleep feeling very distraught and generally unhappy. Will be sticking to Gabe and Umay like glue for a while, most likely.

20/03/2015 Day started out in a pattern he is starting to fall into, with some snacking on blue berries and then exploring the birch, as the colors are more similar to home. However, it took a turn for the worse when he decided to approach a pair of deer. One of the deer (The Red) got up and started attacking him. Kuwaka was terrified, with an initial scratch on the back and started a panicked, stumbling flight away from the stag. Still lacking coordination, he stumbled and tripped a number of times and sustained a number of blows from the hart. He eventually made it past the pond when the thundering of hooves stopped. He chanced a glance over his shoulder to see the hart had stopped and was headed away. With adrenaline still going, he wandered around looking for his two saviors. He caught the scent of Umay and Gabe and dashed toward them and hid underneath Gabe, crying for quite some time. After a while, he noticed they were laying to the body of Rossamund. He then went to lay and shake under Umay. Gabe joined him and they talked for a while. Then Gabe passed out and Kuwaka talked to Umay and she eventually gave him medical attention. Ate poppy seeds and slept for the better part of the day with Gabe. Umay and Gabe are quickly becoming his most favorite people ever. Woke up to find Gabriel had moved off. Followed him off to meet North frog. Apparently not a frog? He then learned about the forest magic and that these terrifying masks can be sneezed off. Wandered around before passing out against Gabe. Love u.

19/03/2015 Second day didn't start out so well. A deer chased him around in the beginning after he drank at the pond. Then he had trouble finding the blueberry patch. And his coordination with those new back legs is still very much lacking. Thus lots of tripping every time we try to run. Met two little ones once we made it to the playground. One looked like a rhino, the other was a giant lizard. Like a snake. Snakes are usually bad... But he wanted to see the rhino. Eventually ended up being taunted and was like "U wanna go?" He was down and lunged at the lizard dude. They ran off though. Small ego boost as he went back onto the playground top to pretend he was some magnificent pride leader. Ku went and got another drink and then laid with Rojan. Cause Rojan is good obviously. Saw a brightly colored deer nearby, but felt safe because he was with Rojan. Then Umay showed up. 8D Followed her around, gave her some head rubbings. Met a dog deer thing that he doesn't think likes him, and followed Umay away to a giant elk with biiiig antlers. Eliah proved to be very fun to climb. He took a nap on top of his head. After a while, he was woken up and taken back to Umay and another feline type deer. He curled up with her and Umay walked off again. Then Blueberry time. Lots of blueberries. Going to end up with permanent purple stains at this rate. He then found some pups, Lots of deer pups and a many tailed fox! Played with them and hurt his ankle a little, but otherwise fine, just can't run... Not that he could before. It settled down and everyone laid down. Ku eventually laid down with the fox for a while. Then the two headed guy from yesterday showed up. Ku had to pester him endlessly with questions. He ended up dubbing him "Champ." Another play session erupted with Umay being there plus soooo many others! Yis! White giant from yesterday showed up. Approached as tried to get him to play cause "dude, u look like my old buddy." Gave him lots of head shovings and rubbings. White guy ran off then. Why? Sat around and sulked about it.

18/03/2015 First day in the forest! Thus far, Kuwaka is a very stressed out cub with new anatomy that does not yet cooperate and everything is bigger than him. Rough start! Walked around and saw many weird things. They look like food with new faces. Weiiiird. Encountered a thing with paws. Didn't have a cat face, but cat paws. Maybe a wolf face? No idea. Yes, gooood. He liked this one, smelled familiar, but never met him, so this was confusing. Brought another one over, and she was a feline! Well... She had hooves on her back feet too. Don't care, though, other cat. The female left for a little while and brought back meaaaat. Then talked with the two, learned they were Gabriel and Umay. Learned that he should not eat the deer in the forest, that they were fully sentient. Seems like a challenge, but he is aware he is not yet big enough to be killing anything. Gabe fell asleep and Ku decided to follow Umay everywhere. Met others with her, but didn't learn their names. No other cats, though. witnessed some owl faces get chased off by Umay and her friend. Decided he needed to show his teeth too cause you know, he's hot shit. Played with Umay and her friends. Experienced a mask. HATED IT! OMFG HOW GET IT OFF?! It poofed after a while and he was eventually led back to Gabe and was told to stay there. He did... Until they were out of sight. Then he decided to bug the owl faces and the big vulture looking guy. Boring. Didn't react. Then went around, sniffed a REALLY big dude with gorilla arms. He was sitting in the best flipping sun spot. Poked and cubby roared at him and STARED. Nothing worked. He experience more forest magic, which confused the hell out of him and freaked out for a while as he tried to get the purple off! Walked off after it went away and found Umay again. Played with her a bit again and is painfully aware of how uncoordinated he is with these new legs. Fuck. Parted ways with her again and did his own thing of creeping on people. Saw some giants, roared at 'em before running off in search of Umay. Smelled her, but couldn't find her! D: Just kept seeing a crow. And then a GIANT crow. Scary shit. Hid behind one of Umay's friends. Eventually left to go lay with Gabe. Couldn't find Gabriel, but could smell him. Unaware that forest magic can turn others into little animals. Laid down and pout. A green winged doe came over. Freaked out a bit, but tolerating her presence because lonely cubble. Decided to go try out the bluebowl as was suggested. OMG BLUEBERRIES YES. Probably has purple stains everywhere. Met a hybrid pup, a curiosity. Tried to play with but seemed shy. But still, another kid and has fangs. Good thing. Left alone, content eat berries and roll in them.

17/03/2015 Decided I will bring him in first as a cub and some random event or time will revert him to adulthood.


26/02/2015 Gave him the picto of whiskeyrocks. It is still in fawn stage. Should I play the asshole? Ugh. People would be weirded out until they checked to see that this fawn? Well, it's actually a LION. And it is trying to eat you. Would be weird... :I Added song. This guy is from Boston if played as a human.

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