04.22.2020 ...

Few nights ago, after a few tense moments with Niklaus (and Anastasia :sob:!! there was also a cutie fawn 'Piper') decided to whisk Morgen and Nyami to her home. Had a very heartfelt and grounding night with the two and a sleep over under the stars.

Finally returned today. Immediately found by Ragnara, glared at her from the side until the canine spoke and expressed some apologies and regret. Accepted it and her company for now.


04.13.2020
Recovered in Jaohari under Devani and her siblings' care.

04.08.2020
In a preventive attempt to keep Gunnar, Thais and her sister Rica safe, launched an attack on 'Niklaus' and 'Z'. Once she had their attention, didn't really know what to do so fought as much as she could and highly grateful for the assistance by Mansu and Waldemar even if she did a poor job in showing it. A quick check in with a small celestial looking creature (Apel's kid!) and then followed by Rica, chased the feline back to the ruins to keep her safe. After a quick rest was targeted by the two beasts followed by a third (Yejide). Brawled on and off with the trio, alleviated somewhat by the two saviors from earlier at times (Maybe some others got involved?? forgot to check pictos srrrry!!) but was often hounded after quite a bit and took some nasty hits (also had some kEYBOARD ISSUES during all that feelsbadman) and much to Sky's dismay, some 'help' from Rica. At times the trio went after her younger sibling which only made Sky feel a surge of helplessness and that all her doing was for nothing. Still, more concerned for the girl's health than anything else and did her best to keep them from injuring her too badly.

Eventually things settled as Niklaus, Z and Yejide left. Dragged herself near Rica to give her a final look over. Relieved but incredibly stressed and highly anxious, heightened by one of the creatures venom (from 'Z'). Nauseous on top of all the pain that has quickly set in. Knows she should go get patched up somewhere but as paranoia grips her, finds it hard to leave Rica vulnerable so continuing to be an idiot.

Was beginning to hallucinate a little until getting some help in the form of UY and an anti-venom medication (courtesy of mr Lee). Greitai quickly appearing on the scene too, bringing a sense of gravity for Sky Sight - exchanged some words with both before being sent off along with Rica. Promptly arriving in Rica's home and collapsing, eventually to be tended to by a very, very annoyed Devani.

02.10.2020
Not really updates but a Little Messed up from a fight with 'Brother' few nights ago.
Felt a bit revivified by it all especially with Greitai and Ragnara, enjoyed the hunt. Will keep an eye on the creature for further fun.
Maybe some guilt though, unsure if she sent Grei to target a certain doe (UY) or not but the female is certainly on her radar now maybe i should do something nice,,,


11.26.19
Finally stepped back into the Forest after a long absence. Has a few reasons for her reappearance, mainly a place to lay low for a while after getting into a Bad Time elsewhere but also feeling a touch of nostalgia as her birthday nears. Feeling very uneasy and guarded but lounging around regardless.

06.25.19
Hasn't been in the Forest for several months for quite some time. Most traces of her are gone, scent stale and nearly faded completely.
Even in Jaohari, where most of her family resides, the Wayward has not been sighted in some time.

Currently alive, however, in a different world full of adventure and a purpose.
Time will only tell if she will ever step foot in the Endless again.

with that said, she hasn't been retired from TEF completely and I may bring her in again some day soon! She is still very much open to roleplay and getting in contact with family/friends if anyone is interested!!! Just let me know any time, I'd be more than happy to get something going for that.

05.09.18
Just out here trying to live her best life but ultimately failing at it and generally pissing off people every where she go :dancer:

Outside of tef though has found her 'calling' and taking to it very well despite some minor hiccups here and there. Enjoying the feeling of belonging to something and being productive. In turn has mellowed out significantly now that she has something to channel her energy into and comes to the forest for reprieve but lol as if it leTs HeR.

01.25.18

01.16.18 - A night or so ago had a heart wrenching conversation with Nyami, felt a complete rejection from the other despite some things the Serpent had said to contradict that but still felt uneasy considering all the expressions that also brought confusion and doubt. Can't tell what is truly genuine now as if something had been shattered leaving Sky to wonder if any of it had been real to begin with. Still, wished the other had fought for their friendship and whatever was growing from it. Overall felt like it was nothing more than a game in her friend's eyes.

After a fitful nights rest, woke groggy and cranky the next day. Watched a few distant fights but couldn't care less about it did however keep an ear tuned in just in case it spilled over those she knew. Was 'stalked' by Nyami a bit but felt too numb to do much about it aside from some lazy, sloppy mock charges that mostly went ignored.

Made her way to the crying idol at some point during some commotion and was followed by a friendly stranger she had met once before - Cirne although doesn't know the doe's name yet. Did exchange some words after the fiery-pelt made a comment about her (Sky's) appearance. Dragged herself out from the idol later on and went to go die somewhere alone jk but really,,,... found a nice quiet spot in the birch near Rota but was soon discovered by NIKHIL!!

Didn't want to show it but immediately made nervous by the ember bull and soon got to her paws and hooves to get da hell out but he followed her and she thought he was going to chase her so opted to flee... but then ow because injuries. Was followed all the way to the ruins and at some point garnered both Lalitha and Shardul's attention, felt completely surrounded by the family and honestly thought she was about to be murdered by the trio (smh). BUT! To her surprise Nikhil just wanted to speak, asking a valid and wholly justified question but Sky attempted to brush it off and deflect with an insult. Was accused of something in the past and although the Wayward had no recollection of it did have an inkling of who he was talking about and could hardly reject the notion that she had been involved, still let it roll off her shoulders outwardly but.. INWARDLY brimming with guilt, mainly for the recent assault on the male. Said some things before Nikhil noticed the others and the BRAWL HAPPENING in the background with Nyami, Lali and Shardul but it was fortunately dissolved rather quickly. Greitai's arrival soon as well and felt a lot safer at that point. After Nikhil had the last word, Sky Sight quickly departed to go deal with her Feels. At least no longer felt any residual offense toward Nikhil despite it all and could only hope the consequences of her actions would soon settle but in the back of her mind knew it likely wouldn't be.. yOU CANT ESCAPE FROM YOUR SHIT SKY SIGHT PLES.

Collapsed at a tree, joined by Sloane for some time and Grei a little bit before both departed. Later in the night slunk away to her staff and left.

01.13.18 - After coming across a gruesome scene last night involving a fawn and Nyami sort of had a ripple effect on the Wayward.
Eventually took her rage out on Nikhil and his sibling (Lalitha), a lot smaller than likely both set herself up for failure and basically got pummeled. Even launched a second assault on the two but this time also garnered Shardul's rage as well before being chased off by the Nightling and during a pause exchanged some words, although more crazed on her part.

At some point sought out comfort from her parent despite Greitai's involvement during it all and was eventually approached by Morgen. Spoke a little but relieved when the conversation was over in fear of hurting the other with her words as her own emotions were hard to control. Crawled away later on to reach her staff and ported herself out of the forest to another world she was familiar with, went to an associate there and got patched up for the most part.

Returned in the morning still very injured, swollen eye and scattered wounds across her body, tender along her rib cage even with a bandage wrapped snugly around it. Numb in her back leg where Lalitha's venom had been injected but becoming irritatingly itchy as the hours press on.

01.12.18 - Almost a week ago was present for the birth of her half-siblings but as the night wore on, felt an immense discomfort towards them. Left rather quickly after making sure all was well for her parent and has since avoided meeting or being near the litter. Knows her place and the request made by Soet, has no intent or urge to form any sort of bond other than a distant eye on them to make sure the rest of her family respects Dax's decision and wishes.

But along with that has also felt a rather large push from most of relatives, siblings included however hasn't lost any love for them simply feels a sense of independence. Has seen how much Lina has grown and feels more of an outsider to the Winter's family, respectfully of course and still continues to keep an eye on the pups from a distance should they venture out into the forest. Feels a little more liberated by her small decisions on family life and finally able to find her own footing and being able to discover her own path in life.

Made aware of Gia's resurrection much to her relief however nervous but excited for her reunion.

Other than that has taken to a few individuals around the forest that she gravitates to but generally feeling an itch for adventure these days.


10.30.17 Woke up and dragged herself away after cleaning up a bit but hated the way the water felt against her open wounds so that didn't really work well. Made her way to the boulders where her family seemed to favor these days and quickly settled in beside her sister - Adel, Dev and Greitai not too far away. Still feeling numb from everything last night, unable to openly weep or think much about Gia's death which is frustrating but also a reprieve for now.

I wrote a a better update last night on my phone but accidentally pressed the back button. : )

Witnessed the birth of Lina's five whelps. Spoke a little of it with Greitai before it all happened, a little bitter about the whole ordeal but also proud in a way. Very different than how she felt about Starless but likes to think she's grown since then. A little, anyway. Had some tense moments with Liam and Anastasia, not really interested in letting the two wolves intrude on such a precious family moment considering she didn't really count either as part of it (despite that she assumes that BOTH are Starless' offspring). Very put off by their lingering and watching although grateful for the times Liam had backed away when she fussed about his proximity. hOWEveER towards the late evening tensions rose, Greitai was involved and nearly threw herself into a scuffle even though she's already messed tf up from the previous night. Appreciative of Sloane's efforts and felt guilty for not having had a moment to go see her BUT glad when the doe led the two off and everyone was able to relax again.

10.29.17 - Some days ago left with Morgen and Nyami on an adventure, making a quick pit stop for the night in the djinni's world where she was able to play tour guide a bit. Ate some good food and smoked some hookah. But then it was serious business after leaving the world and onto the next.

Eventually had a chance to return to the forest which she was glad for in some ways but also a bit reluctant as she was having a blast not being confined or having any sort of responsibility looming over her head bUT KNEW she probably should check in on family and friends at some point so did just that.

Settled in the company of family - Rose, Adel, Devereux, Gretai and Starless. Soet and Nasim not too far off either. Comfortable for a time and grateful for the rest until Fay came along, sitting to face the family gathering and, what Sky perceived, staring at them. Immediately felt uncomfortable with the prolonged staring and felt sick to her stomach that she had the audacity to come near her family when treating herself and her parent like shit in the past, wouldn't doubt for a second that Fay had come over to do it again. Put herself between her and the group, posturing and making a hell of a fuss in order to let it be known just how unwelcome she was here. Things didn't exactly escalate but Fay did make a point to circle around the area only to continue her casual staring and at that point Sky Sight was beginning to lose it. Luckily Starless and Soet soon noticed and eventually intervened, the former collecting the female and leading her off but not before Fay made a jab by rubbing against a tree to set Sky off which almost happened with Greitai as potential back up. BUT with her parent already in disapproval, didn't want to disrespect her parent so let it go. Did get into a scuffle with Greitai soon after to release negative energy to and tire herself out, settled in afterward for some grooming from the raptor.


Very broody even late into the evening when Ini'heret came barreling onto the scene, screeching words and accusations at Greitai. A bit put off by the show but soon the bird-hybrids words began to sink in and the severity of the situation soon realized. Did stand up beside Grei, knowing fully well that there was no way Greitai had done what the male was accusing her of considering she had been with family all day and besides, Gia was family and beloved figure for all of Dax's kin. After some words were exchanged between Greitai and Ini, the latter soon left and Sky finally opened her mouth. Did learn some things despite some discomfort with Grei's handling of her situation with Ini bUT it certainly shed some light on things and gave her some information to think about later. Her main concern was Gia and soon she set out to confirm Ini's words which.. really didn't take long at all. Numb to the sight of Eve curled around her still form dusted in white, realizing just how small Gia was in the moment but still couldn't really feel anything except a slow creeping rage that only built the more she caught the scent of what she assumed to be the assailant.

Tracked the creature down, learned of her name 'Snarl'. Yelled at the small beast until she flung herself at them and engaged in an intense brawl which soon garnered the attention of some others (Pagan, UY) and eventually brought Greitai to fight with her. Backed off when Grei was involved as pain began to swell on the side of her head and a thundering sound in her ears. Eventually the dust settled, Sky watching with Grei as Snarl dragged herself into the blue bowl. Exchanged some words with Greitai, her offering Sky to finish the predator off. But the wolf refused, too fearful of the consequence and severity of it so asked Greitai to do it for her, to show her. Followed the raptor and watched in silence as she poked and prodded Snarl before ripping her throat with ease. Immediately felt bile raise to her mouth and left her sick in a bush nearby before looking back in time to see the body crumple like dirt. Had a small inkling of what that might mean but for now, despite the disgust, felt a little satisfied.

Followed Greitai away and passed UY, mentioned a few words to her before leaving the poor doe alone. Settled on a hill in the birch and curled up, letting the cold numb her body from the pain to find some sleep.

10.06.17 - Settled on a hill near Rota after entering the forest today in a thoughtful, subdued mood. Sat there quietly for some time, dozing against a tree until the unmistakable sound of a fight finally roused her from her slumber. Quickly got to paws and hooves to give space to the brawling does (Lieva and Rota) and just kinda... stared like she was caught in the headlights, uncertain what to do. Fought her first instinct to help Rota, feeling a bit of loyalty to the Sunless for the quiet, brief moments they had spent together in the past bUT thought better of it as no one else rushed in to break it up. Besides, knew it wasn't any of her business nor her place. Relieved when another familiar face (Romulus), although one that sends a bit of fear in her, arrived to put an end to it. Gravitated to Sloane when she realized she had showed up and ended up just following her off away from the others to give space and all that. Was, at some point, checked on by Rota - nervously sniffed and bowed to let her know that she (Sky) was fine and not bothered by the events that much. A bit remorseful when the doe soon left, a bit unsatisfied with herself and lacking in speaking up when the opportunity had presented itself buuut also figured maybe it'd be best to let things cool down anyway.

Settled with Sloane again until Lieva and Mikael showed up at the Idol. Definitely uneasy with their proximity but gave them the benefit of the doubt that they'd do anything, simply using the fountain as a place to clean up. That is until the red hind made a point of looking in her and Sloane's direction. Started to pant nervously and look behind her with wide eyes, hoping her open stance was enough to convey that she didn't want any trouble with the fiery lady but also didn't want to run and show her cowardice but... ended up doing that anyway :^).

Hid behind a tree until the couple left and Sky quickly returned to Sloane and curled up in a lil ball.


10.02.2017 - Took it real easy today, only scoping out the groups and individuals from afar but too sore and tired to do anything plus some low key anxiety/bad feels from resurfaced memories and thoughts. Stuffing them under a rock somewhere in her head though as she tends to do to suffer later. Happy to see Greitai out and about again and had half a mind to fight her for her but thought better of it and let the raptor be. Didn't take long to be found by Nyami and took to playing and rough housing a bit before settling, Violet quick to find them (Along with Curiosity and Nemesis). Cuddled with the two til the feisty little lady left and was replaced by Morgen whom she happily welcomed into the nap fest. FOR ONCE letting her usual ""discomfort"" for close proximity to others wash away, besides felt her body too achy and heavy to do anything about anything but very relieved for the uncomplicated company even if she wouldn't ever admit to it.

10.01.2017 - Feeling a little discouraged after yesterday and taking to watching from afar. A little uneasy from her run in with another canine (Drea) last night and still kinda mulling over her feelings about it, trying to figure out her own frantic mind over the situation (fuckin dramatic). Didn't make things easier when she spotted Fay a few times and kinda just short circuited, withdrawing to the cover and comfort the tall birch grass provides. Deciding to be responsible and simply just avoiding things that trigger her anxiety. Instead picked up a big stick and just chewing on it til her gums bleed.

Was eventually approached by Starless, harassed him a bit until getting some snaps and growls back which was so not like him. Cue some intense confrontation between the two hybrids until finally they both settled for a bit after Starless 'stood down'. Smug, ofc and even more so when Greitai arrived and proceeded to give the Wayward attention first between the siblings. Did huff n puff when the raptor took to Starless soon after. Sat near another for some time (Sadhbh) and sat near for a good chunk of the afternoon until two strangers (Idelle and Nimh) approached and seemed to succeed in riling Sky-Sight up for some play. Was easy enough to draw her out of her broody stupor and actually do some challenging. Went for Tristan, didn't hold back especially with Greitai being one of his current companions. Equally showing off for the raptor and Nyami, especially.
Eventually things came to a stop and had her ego stroked when the majority chose her so promptly lead them to a flowery spot to get some rest. Some drama unfolded here and there with various differing individuals, Greitai and another (Steini) at some point but relieved that nothing serious came from that. BUT eventually left her lovely judges to check in on Nyami. Wanted to distract the pond-born from any bad feelings from earlier, """herded""" 'Ami around (aka making a fool of herself) until slipping away with her to a patch of tall grass in the birch. Exchanged some playful quips and grooms before settling down together. Did have a weird moment with Maggot at some point during that, just terrifying.

Spent the rest of the night with Nyami and later Violet for some crazy shenanigans.

09.29.17 - Managed to keep her temper in check today, buzzing about like a social butterfly for once in her forsaken life. Met a ton of pretty faces which.. I'll make a proper rut list soon.
Eventually grew lazy after a few scuffles, super happy when Lina showed up and promptly cuddled with her smaller sister for a good portion. Eventually got up to go fight some woofs cus she had been bIDING HER TIME LONG ENOUGH!! And did surprisingly well in the mental department until Hraustr rubbed against her and then just lost her shit entirely. 8^)
Luckily Aethlind and Rúna managed to break it up before it got even more out of hand. Slunk over to Lina for some love that she didn't deserve but soaked it up like a baby. Did slip away with Nyami after the girl had showed up at some point. Fell into the usual flirtatious antics before settling down in one of her more secretive, favored spots where the two curled up and eventually snoozed.

Soét - 'Giver', biological parent, respected and loved.
Devani - Former employer, less of a familial relationship and more of a business kind. Positive, mostly.

Starless - Biological sibling, loved, protected, cherished.
+ Sebastian, Nadine, Fenya, Jasper, Anastasia - Nieces and Nephews. Some met, some she is unaware of. Mixed feelings.

Winter Rose - Biological sibling, distance.
+ Roskva Vár, Ilías Adonai Týr, Valère Váli, Huginn Þórr, Sohan Olvaldi - Nieces and nephews. Known, looked out for, positive feelings for the most part.

Ashira - Biological half-sister. Aware of, liked. The whelp. Tries to 'mentor', protected.
Zaahir - Biological half-brother. Aware of, liked. Protected.
Rica - Biological half-sister. Aware of, the little rat. Enjoys harassing, protected.
Jahangir - Youngest biological half-brother. Aware of, a monster. Protected.

Cervena, Beren - Biological Grandparents, respected and loved.

Greitai - Close friend, respected and loved.
Gia - Guardian, protected and loved.
Acidya - Sibling-figure, protected and loved.
Liam - Believed to be another Starless offspring. Somewhat aggro towards but also weirdly respected for his tolerance of it.

Morgen - Best friend, comfort and ease, adoration. Precious.
Adelaide - Best friend, rivalry, challenge, adored.

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Devereux, Úlfr, Azazel, Kasimir, Rajani, Gunnar,.
Rhona, Jacquelyn, Ini-heret, Zorn, Eli, Damien, Saro, Axton.

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